"Old Yang?" Ed responded in surprise, "Didn't you agree that there will be no deadline, why did you come out and play again? It's a shame that I was still sad for a long time at the time, so give me back my moving! "
"It's only been a long time, so it doesn't look very sad." Yang smiled casually, "You haven't answered my question, how did you make it easy? I think it's either CC's runaway or Lux's blackening. It's definitely not my cheap daughter anyway."
"What you're talking about is the old yellow calendar. I've already carried CC's runaway and Lux's blackening." Eddie felt the old virgin's envy, and paused for a while before adding, "I was caught by the night. An angel ate it."
"Night Angel..." Yang sighed with emotion, "I see, I understand."
"Understand what?" Ed asked in confusion, "I clearly watched you go back with them, but what's your current situation? That's the imaginary space, what did you mean when you said you couldn't get through? "
"How do I tell you?" Yang was silent for a moment before slowly opening his mouth and said, "You know that there is a spirit behind this world, and your so-called imaginary space is the final destination of these souls, the other side, the pure land of bliss. After we separated, I was led into the imaginary space with Liuli and the others, returned to the origin, and then... I was ejected by myself."
"You... alone?" Ed said blankly, "From then to now, have you been... alone in this ghost place?"
"Yeah, a person relies on all the good and painful memories of the past to stay sane and not fall into madness." Yang smiled helplessly, "Actually, at that time, the soul should be scattered and the soul should be destroyed. Imaginary space and matter There is a clear distinction between the worlds, and there is no middle ground, but now it seems that the particularity of the night angel has allowed me to survive until now."
"The soul is gone...the soul is gone..." Eddard murmured and repeated.
"That's where their souls go, this is their world, and we are always outsiders." Yang said in a low voice, "No matter how much we disguise our appearance, no matter how much we belong in our hearts, no matter how we get along with the natives, no matter how we look like It doesn't matter whether you dominate the world or plant the world, we are... lonely after all."
"Then after the Night Angel is gone..."
"It's gone and disappeared." Yang's voice became a little hoarse, "I sometimes can't help thinking these days, it would be great if I didn't have time-travel. If I didn't have time-travel, my annual salary should be tens of thousands of yuan now. Maybe you have already found a girlfriend and broke it? You can still go back to your hometown and pretend to make those people look good... It would be nice if there was no crossing... "
Eddard's mind flashed across the gloomy pile of bones he had seen on another desolate Moon Mountain, and the pistols and cartridge cases beside the clump of bones. How cruel and ruthless is this world to him, as if all the tragedies must be imposed on him, and even the world after death is unwilling to give him a little warmth
"Don't say such things, I didn't come from without you." Ed whispered, "Besides, if you regret crossing over, doesn't Tessa look like a fool..."
"What stupid words are you talking about?" Yang said more and more depressedly, "You don't know Tessa, what do you know about her, and what do you know about me."
"I really don't know her, but she left something in TurnA and was found by Alice." Ed opened his memory to this lonely soul without reservation, "Look for yourself, there is no transmigration. It's alright, huh."
There is no concept of time in the belly of the night angel, and I don't know how long it took, Yang Wenli roared weakly in Ed's mind: "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"
"Okay, stop scolding, we high-level intellectuals don't swear." Ed smiled, "Don't forget that in front of you is a super-high-level Niu Taipu, and the so-called Niu Taipu is You can do whatever you want according to the actual situation, without any scientific reason, Xia Jiba messes up, and after the event, let the world itself slowly round the setting of the sky-defying existence. Let me give it a try and see if I can send a gong to you Forcibly shove it over there to reunite with them."
Yang was stunned for a while before asking dumbly, "Then what are you going to do? Aren't you just as devastated as I am?"
"I'm not the same as you, even if I disappear here, I have nothing to regret. Lux and Angie are very strong, CC should be fine, I just feel sorry for Alice, and I'm a little worried about whether Minerva can grow up healthy or not. Big." Ed said softly, "You're different from me, there might be someone waiting for you over there, it's not feasible if you don't hurry up."
"But, but..." Yang Wusuo said, "By the way, your body is still there, maybe you can be saved, right? Don't waste your mental power on someone like me who is already dead anyway, in case you could have been saved. But what should I do because people like me consume too much and miss the opportunity? Do you want my daughter to be a widow, you bastard!"
"Night Angel has no concept of space in her body. It's impossible to find me if I come in, and I can't get out if I find it. It's absolutely impossible for me to be saved. In theory, Li should come here, and if it's her, it should be very clear. At this point, I'm afraid I'm ready for the final nuclear explosion." Ed said calmly, "Besides, according to the current rate of corrosion, this body won't last long, and I didn't hold any hope from the beginning."
"We're no longer pretending to be polite..." Yang asked tremblingly, "Can it really be done? I can really..."
"Who knows if you don't try it? Since we can meet again, there must be a reason, at least in the end, let me repay you a little bit." Ed suddenly changed his tone, "But I am completely devastated by my body. Corrosive and unwarranted Li still has a lot of time to detonate the nuclear bomb, let’s talk about it first?”
"What did you say? Did I hear it wrong?" Yang stunned, "What the hell are you, grandpa?!"
"I fucked your daughter, and you are my father-in-law." Ed said sincerely, "Look, it's the two of you, you can't find any fault."
"What you said makes sense, but I'm speechless." Yang said "tsk tsk" twice, "The people who open the harem are different, dare I ask where you bought this face? It's a double-layer sandwich, right?"
"From pushing back to pushing people, I'm no longer me, and you are still you." Ed snorted a few times, "By the way, there was a question I wanted to tell you last time, but later I forgot when I didn’t have time. Don’t you think it’s strange that everyone is inexplicably close to us.”
"I don't think so, my relationship develops very naturally." Yang said naturally, "Except for Tessa, who has been in love for a long time, and Liuli, who has been raised since childhood, so many other beautiful women have never been secretive to me, never. . Men too, I remember you said before that it took only half a day for the real bird to get it done, and it took me a long time for the five to fly?"
"Huh?" This time it was Ed's turn to be stunned, "I thought we were, are we the same?"
"Fuck off, who is the same as your harem scumbag." Yang thought about it carefully, "Don't you have Geass in your world, so CC himself made a contract with you. It's just a guess, you say you will not be Have you ever been in a buff like 'loved'? That's why you are so crazy about my daughter, because she is the only one who is not affected by buffs and is free to fall in love with you?"
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"It failed." Lux stood on the roof and looked into the distance, "Aren't you NT? Did he say anything to you?"
"It's almost infinity inside, and Eddie can't be found at all. It's a blessing to be able to survive." Ayanbori said with a blank expression, "And then passed out. The details can only be discussed when Major Lei wakes up."
The tattered Unicorn Gundam is being randomly discarded on the edge of the black circular pit with a diameter of 680 meters, like a broken Gunpla. The body's legs, right arm, and head disappeared completely. From the cross-section, it seemed to have been twisted off by force. The remaining left arm seemed to be forcibly broken into a strange shape by a bear child who did not cherish the model.
The surface armor of the fuselage was almost destroyed, and the severely deformed cockpit was only a thin layer to expose the driver in it. Only the fine green crystals on the fuselage silently told Amuro. The reason to come back alive.
"As an NT, his mental strength is too severely depleted. To put it simply, he is in bed for a few months, and it may take more than a year for serious conditions." Ayanami said indifferently, "Blind sacrifice, in addition to losing one in vain. It has no meaning other than a high-end combat power and making the future battles between humans and apostles more difficult."
"Yi Ikari, have you really cared about anyone?" Lux's pupils lit up suddenly, "Except for the fake favoritism towards Ed that is deliberately revealed from time to time to let people relax their vigilance towards you. outside."
"You transformed yourself into a changer?!" Ayanami was shocked, "When did it happen? Does Ed know?"
"Of course Ed knows, is it convenient to continue answering my question?" Lux watched Amuro being carried into the ambulance by the medical staff in the distance, "Amuro Ray was in a coma, Tifa was so tired that he fell asleep, There is no other NT around here now, and there is no need for me to continue to hide. I have wanted to talk to you like this for a long time, after all, you are too good at deceiving people."
"It's not a pretense, if you need an answer." Ikari said calmly, "Aside from his messy private life, Ed is generally a funny and trustworthy person, whether as a scholar or NT, I have above-average goodwill and goodwill towards him. But that's all, I don't have any romantic factors mixed in like you."
The truth, and the possibility of playing with words is blocked by a rigorous narrative method. The unexpected answer made Lux ask: "Then why are you acting so heartless? Don't think I can't see that you planned to give up Ed and throw a nuclear bomb in it in the first place."
"Because this is a correct and rational judgment. You can't find it if you go in, and you can't come out if you find it. The chance of Eddie being saved is no different from the chance of a miracle." Ikari closed his eyes sadly. "Even if a miracle does happen, the remaining apostles will continue to look for him one after another until he is completely dead."
"Why?" Lux looked directly at Ikari Yui, "Why does the apostle have such a deep hatred for him? What else are you hiding?"
"Don't you think it's strange?" Ikari asked, "All of us are inexplicably close to him, and we have only known him for a while, but we can naturally talk to him like an old acquaintance. I have carefully investigated Ed so far. In the life so far, except for his deliberate avoidance of all interpersonal interactions in the early years, everyone in the subsequent life trajectory followed this trajectory, including myself."
"What do you want to express?" Lux said coldly, "My love for Ed is not my free will but the manipulation of some mysterious force? So even if he dies I don't need to be so sad, anyway I Don't really love her? Do you need me to repeat your theory to CC?"
"Wrong, your emotional starting point is real, everyone's is real, and it must be real, otherwise this arrangement is meaningless, the problem is the speed of development." Take myself as an example, I can clearly confirm the timing and intensity of every kindness I have towards him, but when I have known him for a month, I feel that I have known him for almost a year."
"One year?" Lux did occasionally have the illusion that she had been with Ed's old husband and wife for more than ten years, but she always thought it was a normal phenomenon of deep feelings between lovers.
"Yes, one year." Ikari nodded, "Even if there is no such arrangement, the intensity of your affection for him will be as strong as it is now in ten or twenty years, but for a certain purpose, all love and hatred will be ignored. It has accelerated. The information provided by Commander Noah shows that Siroc hates Lingos extremely, but even between NTs, such a rapid disgust is not normal, and his hatred has been fermented in advance. "
"Lilith?" Lux reacted instantly.
"Kaoru once told me that he is very similar to Eddard. As soon as I confirmed the fact that my emotions were accelerated, I understood that Lilith and I made the exact same choice." Looking at the shadow in the distance, "We are Lilith's children, Ed's body is Lilith's creation, and there is some kind of trick in it that cannot be resolved with current technology, but she has no doubt played tricks on Ed. That's why Ed's genes cannot be cloned."
"I don't understand." Lux shook her head. "What's the point of doing this? The hatred doesn't change, it just grows faster."
"Do you remember why I lost my body in the first place? It's just a normal effort by a mother to protect her child. Once Charles and Mariana's plan is fulfilled, Shinji will not be able to live, but I I can't stop them. In order to protect Shinji, I chose to make Nagisa Kaoru fall in love with humans." Yui Ikari smiled gently, "Lilith must also love her children, right? For a mother, having such thoughts is also Not surprising, is it?"
"Lilith loves human beings..." Lux chewed carefully, "but she knew the fact that she was powerless to save Li Lin, so she chose Ed who had infinite possibilities and was an outsider. It happened that Yang's memory did not bring Come here, Ed can start from scratch like a blank sheet of paper."
"Ed should be a very lonely person in the beginning, right?" Lux nodded at Ikari's gaze, "I can see from his early papers that he is a person who completely lives in his own world. Although I didn't talk to that person. Dr. Yang has dealt with him, but he must be more withdrawn than Ed? Lilith wanted Ed to save Li Lin instead of becoming like Dr. Yang, so he chose to let him feel the love of others faster, in order to let Ai De fell in love with Li Lin."
"So it's not a coincidence that Eddard wakes up as NT?" Lux thought down her train of thought, "They just happen to serve the same purpose."
"I think so too." Ikari sighed, "Ed is the savior appointed by Lilith, the light of Li Lin, and the son of mankind. He must fall in love with Li Lin, and he must feel that Li Lin loves him as well. It was Lilith's plan. And now all the apostles know, so they and Edd...
"It's really exactly the same as your plan, should I praise you for having a Lilith-like thinking?" Lux's pupils shone coquettishly, "By the way, thank you for your NT sense for letting me confirm the fact that your There is indeed logic and principle in behavior, and this logic and principle is Shinji-kun. Whether you choose not to return to his life or try to kill Alice, it is all for him, right? It was really like last time, I was almost fooled by you."
Ikari Yu's face turned cold: "What are you doing?"
"I want the unabridged version of the Dead Sea documents." Lux stared at Yui Ikari, "Now that Charles is dead, only Nanali, Aeolia, and Ed have the full version, and you, the Aeolian, have the full version. As a student with Ed, don't insult my IQ with word games that don't lie."
"The doctor and I have read it, and Ed has read it himself. There is no way to break the game." Ikari Yui sighed sadly, "I can understand your feeling of working hard for Ed, but it doesn't make sense, really."
"I don't need to report to you the motives of my actions. It has nothing to do with you whether it makes sense or not. You just need to answer my questions." Lux said without giving in, "Yes, or no."
Ikari Yu threw her white clothes vigorously and strode away from the rooftop, leaving only the word "Yes" unwillingly in Lux's consciousness.
Lux silently turned off the CD-ROM and took out her mobile phone. An Qi left a message in the Lingos family group a few hours ago, and there is no news anymore.
"I'll bear everything," she said to herself. "Now, please give me a miracle."