Amuro silently followed Ed to the ship on the side of the moon. Bright seemed to have received the report in advance and did not intervene. After that, the two went straight back to Ed's room, and Amuro frowned from beginning to end without saying a word.
After so many things happened before and after, Ed had a lot of trust in his magical conch, not the NT radar, especially in detecting malicious intent. But Amuro's appearance made him a little clueless. It made no sense. Only Amuro found that the problem was serious and he didn't notice it himself. That being the case, there is only one possibility left, and there is only one thing that Amuro can see but cannot see himself.
"It's okay, I'm probably mentally prepared." Ed gave Amuro and himself a glass of water, "Tell me, what's wrong with me?"
"...I don't need to praise you for being too smart now." Amuro sighed, "The conclusion is entirely my feeling and appalling speculation, let's start with the process. You sent me an email to ask me first. , will the range of telepathy after entering the Earth's circle be reduced by half?"
"You have already answered me, and it will shrink." Ed remembers it clearly, and does not need to recall, "but the specific situation may vary from person to person, for example, for you, it will be one-third of the original."
"Because our situation is different, and I don't know the data of the third party, it is my guess that it varies from person to person. But during the negotiation with Titans this time, I asked Siroc on a whim. He Probably also wanted to get a comparison, so he told me very simply." Amuro looked at his finger tapping on the water glass, "He is also a third."
"Coincidences don't tell the story unless there are big data statistics."
"Adrian, do you know the reason for this phenomenon?" Amuro raised his head, "I had an experience with Lara - she was hated on Earth, hated because she was NT .A kind of indescribable, out-of-place, breathless thing that makes her unable to see clearly on Earth because she hates her. I am too weak to feel this, but I believe in La Pull. Can you feel it?"
Ed recalled the bizarre experience of plunging into the atmosphere, and the illusion that someone was speaking to him at the time. Is this what Lara felt
"Only once." He thought about the meaning of welcoming back, "Maybe the other party doesn't hate me that much?"
"There is another possibility, have you thought about it, your NT ability has become stronger, at an abnormal speed." Amuro glanced in the direction of the bridge, "I don't know how the other NT on the ship is. It feels, but in my mind, you're way too 'dazzling' compared to the last time we met."
"I'm not aware of it... Do you think this situation is dangerous?" Can Jinkaram have this sense to say otherwise, but Ed and he are obviously not related to this point.
"Now you are both dazzling and unstable. Forgive me for being so unlucky, but it's like you will become a supernova at any time." Amuro looked worried, "All the NTs I know, I, Char, Siroc, and even Lara are all characters with distorted personalities. So we are very sensitive emotionally. Whether we love or hate, it will become easy to go to extremes, and one day we will kill ourselves. This is how I used to be. The reason for being so pessimistic about NT. I thought you were sane and could escape this fate, but why is it faster..."
Eddie pondered for a while, carefully recalled all his experiences from the lower atmosphere to the present, especially the recent violent mood swing, and then rationally came to a conclusion that he was very reluctant to admit. The NT ability still has side effects for him, and even the side effects are not small, and it works in very strange but reasonable places.
"Amuro, I'm probably no different from you, but the angle of distortion and sensitivity is different." He considered his words, "You are sensitive to emotional factors, and I am sensitive to rational factors. I am sensitive to rationality. There is an unusually distorted pursuit, and when it exceeds my cognition, my emotions will fluctuate violently. This is probably my weakness, and the NT ability magnifies this weakness exponentially."
"I don't quite understand." Amuro's eyes hinted.
Ed hesitated for a while, but still made up his mind. Amuro is currently the most trusted person in his side: "Let's actually experience it, although it doesn't seem to feel very good."
The consciousnesses of the two began to contact, and he tried to share the distorted, violent, and several times magnified uneasiness that occurred when his worldview was forcibly expanded. Destroying the three views is an emotionally shocking thing even for normal people, and what will happen to a NT who is particularly sensitive to this repeatedly destroying the three views in a short period of time
Amuro is right, NTs are sensitive people. The more sensitive a person is, the easier it is to be destroyed by something like telepathy. Whether it can sense people's emotions or sense the maliciousness of the world, it's just a different way of being destroyed. So the most perfect NT should not be a rational person, but a heartless and extremely optimistic person.
Edd's most dangerous time before was probably when he discovered the virus in TurnA. Looking back now, he may have been in the same state as Camus before the plane hit Tieao. To use Amuro's analogy, it was almost a supernova at that time. Fortunately, Lux was keenly aware that he was in a wrong mood that day, and was finally pulled back by her.
In fact, I owe the girl a big thank you. When I go back, I must not forget it and tell her personally.
After the resonance ended, Amuro was silent for a long time without speaking.
"As you think it is." Ed sighed, "This is probably an irreconcilable conflict between me and the world, at least I can't think of a possible solution. Speaking of NT, can I withdraw from the church? But I accepted it all. With so many benefits, it is estimated that quitting education will not be allowed now.”
"Aren't you very optimistic?" Amuro couldn't help laughing, but the smile disappeared after a few seconds, "Adrian, I'm a very timid person."
"Huh?" Why did you say this suddenly
"When I got your Gundam, I was so timid that I didn't dare to go to the battlefield at all. I was just chasing ducks. Captain Bright gave me a slap in the face back then, and I said something very humiliating." Amuro revealed With a nostalgic look, "After Lala died, I was still very timid, too scared to go to the universe. To be honest, the last time we met, Heyman forced me to go to the moon, and I blamed you in my heart before."
"Sorry, I didn't know that."
"But after seeing you, I have nothing to regret. Last time we resonated, do you remember? I feel inspired by you and become more courageous. I want to try to resist the fate of NT, Fight for a less tragic ending." Amuro took a deep breath, "I think you may be a bit timid like me. Of course, it may be a bit arrogant to say that, and I don't know what you are facing. What, but I hope I can make you more courageous too."
"This time it's my turn to not understand."
"Want to see the live version of the white demon's growth history?" Amuro continued to hint with his eyes.
Another resonance ended, this time it was Ed's turn to be silent for a long time, but he finally took the initiative to speak: "You want to tell me that sometimes don't think too much, thinking too much is not good for your physical and mental health, just be reckless. Is that what you mean?"
"I'm not as smart as you, and I can't find a reasonable explanation for everything. And you came from a scientific background and have never been in the military. It's your nature to pursue rationality. A part of life." Amuro's voice was low and powerful, "This may be a cliché in your opinion, but I hope you can find the courage to break the fate of NT. For you, for example, to achieve a worldview even if the world is shattered. the possibility of achievement.”
"But the uncontrollable thing of possibility," Ed raised his head and let out a long breath, "is what I hate the most..."
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"So thanks to Amuro Ray's contribution, and thanks to Commodore Hyman's generosity, we have discovered infinite possibilities on the telepathic frame." Gao An Rheinford suppressed his displeasure and pretended to look in front of him kindly. The timid middle-aged man, "So, Captain Franklin Wiedan, are you willing to join in?"
"But the cost of using this material for the whole body is astronomical." Wei Dan was very nervous in front of the big man, and sweat could be faintly seen on his forehead.
"The problem that money can solve is not a problem. Blue Cosmos provides unlimited funding for this project, so you don't have to worry about it." Rheinford was a little impatient, "I'm interested in your previous Gundam reverse design. With the technical power shown, other issues are not something you should consider.”
"But doing this kind of thing from scratch is different from reverse design. The structure of Gundam is too complicated, not to mention the use of a brand-new skeleton." Wei Dan seemed very unconfident, "I'm not a monster like Lingos, no The way to independently do this—"
"No one will let you do it independently. You are just a member of the technical team. Besides you, there are many top experts in the Federation." If it weren't for NT being a rare resource, Rheinford would now want to kick him out of this room," The last time I ask you, do you want to join in?"
"… I'll join."
Rheinfurt waved for Widan to leave. He knew from the beginning that this man would agree, so he dared to be so rude. Wei Dan is now fascinated by the object of his extramarital affair. As long as it is for that woman, he or his son can be betrayed, and Wei Dan can't refuse the conditions he offered.
"It's all done as you asked, so that's all it takes?" Rheinford said to the blond man in the corner of the room who seemed to have just appeared out of nowhere and seemed to have always been there, "I don't know what this is, but I'm sure it's definitely not something. A dedicated machine that expands the possibilities of NT."
"It's just a small gift for you. How you use it is your freedom. I won't interfere at all. It's just that an 'old friend' of mine is very obsessed with Gundam, and I want to try it occasionally." The blond man Standing far away, with no intention of approaching, "You have done a good job. You are the most admired one of my many collaborators. Please make persistent efforts."
"I didn't become a dog just to be praised by you." Reinford's voice was like a low growl, "I only beg you to keep your promise in the end."
"Your unrequited love for decades is admirable, even I can't help it. Pure and hot, deep and beautiful, this is love." The blond man clapped twice in ecstasy, "I promise you , your bitter love will eventually come true. But unfortunately, now is not the time."
"I'm at this age, but Laura is still the same." Reinford lowered his head weakly, "I can't wait any longer."
"Age doesn't matter to me, you'll know what I mean by then—" the blond man's voice stopped abruptly, and he smacked his tongue in an inaudible voice from Reinford, "NewType..."
"What is age not a problem?" Reinford looked at him, "You explain clearly."
"This is the end of today's conversation. I'll take my leave." After speaking, the man seemed to disappear out of thin air, or he was not in the room in the first place.
A few minutes later, the door was pushed open again, and Siroc walked in.
"Your Excellency Rheinfurt." He surveyed the room suspiciously, "Is there a guest just now?"
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PS: It should be on the shelves tomorrow, so nervous.
Testimonials
Hello everyone, it has been 200,000 words before I knew it, thank you for reading my story till now.
Following the advice of the editor-in-charge, this book will be on the shelves from tomorrow. The lady also asked me to write a testimonial today, so I wrote one. Usually the author is very busy with work, I am sorry that I have almost no time to reply to everyone in the comment area. I just took this opportunity to communicate.
About the update.
I heard that it is going to be released on the shelves, but I ran streaking with zero manuscripts, and I was more than enough. Occasionally I can save a chapter on weekends, and as long as I work overtime, it will be consumed immediately. Therefore, the author will not offer a reward that cannot be done and then pay off the debt in women's clothing. As for whether you can make two shifts tomorrow, it depends on whether you want to work overtime.
I thought that the themes of aircraft warfare are quite niche, and the new author does not know the big guy PY, so he can live his life with peace of mind. The result is quite different from what I imagined, and the editor-in-charge has been enthusiastic about recommending it, and I have no embarrassment until now after opening the book.
There are many people who ask me whose vest I am, and I will answer uniformly: 24K pure newcomer author, this is my first book.
about worldview.
In order to make the world self-consistent, a lot of magical changes have been made in the setting, and there are more things that let go (mourning) fly (heart) self (sickness) and me (crazy), all of which are the author's bad tastes. Please bear with me.
Except for the background board that will not appear, I have decided to kill the work that participated in the war. After the burden is filled, the story should end, and there will be no forcible addition of things to continue life.
Although my level is very limited, I don't want Doraemon to save the world at all. Mechanical seance is the shame of all authors at all times (map gun warning).
About the heroine.
It's impossible to have a single heroine. The author is more honest and doesn't want to cheat and subscribe and watch people step on the thunder. Book friends who want to read the story of a single heroine, we can only stop here.
But the number will not be many. I love the characters I choose very much. I don’t want to overthrow one Shenyin and one, but hope that everyone will have enough roles until the finale. In fact, the previous article has hinted that some people even guessed it all, which is terrible.
As for Alice? Of course Alice is not the heroine, but half the protagonist.
In short, I played for a long time, and I don't know if I have clearly expressed what I want to say. Thank you for your continued support, and I hope you will continue to read my story, that's all.