On the official road, occasionally a passerby passed by, and saw a handsome and cold man riding a horse bowing his head thinking about something by the side of the road, which attracted frequent glances from passers-by.
"What a handsome man."
"But it looks cold..."
The voices of other people's discussions reached Yan Shu's ears with the wind.
Is it cold
Yan Shu has heard many similar comments.
Loner, not surprised by favor or disgrace, unsmiling and so on.
In fact, Yan Shu didn't have such a personality when he was young. Although he didn't talk much at that time, he didn't like to be alone.
He likes to follow Yan Ziqing and learn the names and properties of various herbs with him.
He likes to practice martial arts with Qin Jueming, holding a wooden stick as a sword, and dancing a beautiful sword flower.
He likes to eat all kinds of delicious sugar cakes and snacks with the current Holy Majesty who was still a silly prince at that time.
Since when did he become more taciturn and like to be alone
Yan Shu remembered.
It was after Yan Ziqing was imprisoned in death row.
He was brought back to the Qin residence by Qin Jueming, but was opposed by the Qin family.
The Qin family was afraid that Yan Shu would implicate them, so they did not allow Yan Shu to live in the Qin residence. Because of this, Qin Jueming was almost broken by Qin's father.
They didn't understand why Qin Jueming had to wade into the muddy water.
Under Qin Jueming's persistent request, Qin's mother finally compromised, provided that Qin Jueming had to marry the daughter of the Minister of Rites as his wife.
Qin Jueming had only one answer from beginning to end.
"impossible."
In desperation, Qin Jueming had no choice but to hide Yan Shu in the dark room of the room.
Since then, the young Yan Shu could only sit alone in a dark room with a few candles and read a book.
There is no morning and evening, no sun and moon, no spring, summer, autumn and winter.
There is only one side of the clean room and a large candle.
and endless loneliness.
Qin Jueming would often come to visit him in the dark room, with a tired and sleepy face, and a lot of snacks and interesting gadgets.
Xiao Yanshu has always been very obedient, not noisy, but when Qin Jueming leaves, she will hold Qin Jueming's hand tightly.
But in the end, he will let Qin Jueming go.
It was also at that time that Yan Shu learned how to swallow hardships and be with loneliness.
Later, for a long time, Qin Jueming didn't visit him again, and the only one who came to the dark room every day was the dumb Zhao Bo who left after putting down the dishes.
Just when Xiao Yanshu thought that Qin Jueming didn't want her.
Qin Jueming appeared again.
He held Xiao Yanshu in his arms, and said to Xiao Yanshu, "Don't worry, I'll be out soon, very soon."
Xiao Yanshu couldn't help but asked Qin Jueming: "Is Daddy coming to pick me up?"
Qin Jueming was taken aback for a moment, then burst into tears.
Covering his face with his hands, he knelt on the ground and howled wantonly in front of Yan Shu, as if he wanted to vomit out all his life's blood and tears, which really shocked little Yan Shu.
That was the first time Yan Shu saw Qin Jueming cry, and it was also the last time.
Qin Jueming did not break his promise, and soon led Xiao Yanshu out of the dark room.
Because she hadn't seen the sun for a long time, Xiao Yanshu's eyes were covered with a black cloth, and it took a long time to take it off.
It was the beginning of summer, the yard was sunny, and the birds were singing and swallows were dancing, thriving.
But Xiao Yanshu found it extremely dazzling.
He began to like nocturnal walking, and he liked to be alone.
However, although he often acts at night, he never thought of raising his head to appreciate the bright moon above his head.
until that day...
That day, in the dilapidated woodshed, Li Changtian was lying on the haystack, with his arms crossed behind his head, and said to him with a smile.
"Look at the moon, you see, it's round."
Yan Shu looked up.
The cold moon is sailing across the boat, the Milky Way is immersing, and the beauty of thousands of miles is like a wipe.
It turns out that when the night is dark, there is also light.
Yan Shu suddenly understood.
Why did he have to take Li Changtian to Jiangnan.
Because he saw himself when he was a child, sitting in the corner of the dark room, hugging his knees, and muttering in a low voice: "Is there anyone? I'm a little scared, will I just die alone like this?"
On the official road, Yan Shu suddenly turned his horse's head and ran towards Shuofang.
Arriving at Shuofang City Gate, Yan Shu got off his horse and suddenly stopped.
Even if he understood why he had to take Li Changtian to Jiangnan, so what
Li Changtian didn't want to leave with him!
How did he start to be self righteous again
Yan Shu took a deep breath, then let it out slowly, then lowered his eyes, and climbed back on the horse.
But alone.
He is no longer a child, and it is time to learn to endure loneliness.
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Qin Mansion, West Side Hospital, early in the morning, Li Changtian woke up from his dream.
Ever since he was reborn and traveled over here, Li Changtian seldom dreamed, and for some reason last night, he kept dreaming about the days when he was tossing and turning at relatives' houses.
Li Changtian slowly exhaled the turbid air in his lungs, stretched his waist, got up, and folded the quilt into tofu cubes as usual.
At this moment, there was a knock on the door of his wing.
Li Changtian was taken aback, and stepped forward to open the door.
Uncle Zhao stood at the door with his breakfast in hand.
"Thank you, old man." Li Changtian thanked again and again, he brought the breakfast into the room, put it on the table, and suddenly thought of Yan Shu.
I remembered the day Yan Shu said to him helplessly, "I'll call you during dinner."
Li Changtian sighed.
day! He misses Yan Shu! ! !
But fuck it! ! !
In fact, Li Changtian has always had a special feeling for Yan Shu.
After all, he was reborn and traveled to a strange world. He still had nothing and was down and out. At this time, Yan Shu gave him help and warmth.
Without Yan Shu, he would probably have a psychological problem! Directly live and shut up!
Hey, but because of this, Li Changtian is even more unwilling to drag Yan Shu down.
Li Changtian finished his porridge with a long sigh, and at this moment, there was another knock on the door of his wing.
Li Changtian guessed that it was Zhao Bo who came to clean up the dishes, got up and went to open the door.
But the moment Li Changtian saw someone outside the door, Li Changtian froze in place.
Yan Shu looked at Li Changtian and said.
"I hope you can go to Jiangnan with me."
Li Changtian's eyes widened suddenly.
Because of Yan Shu's words.
He didn't say 'I'm going to take you to Gangnam'.
He said yes.
"I hope you can go to Jiangnan with me."