Thirteen
Li Qing slowly frowned, "I said, 'truth' doesn't seem to be used that way, right? You should call it 'truth'? 'fact'?"
Shen Yan said as a matter of course: "I know, I just think it seems to be deeper."
Li Qing: "...No thanks! If you think it's not enough, you can add a 'shock'! 'Very'! 'Wow'!"
Wait, what the hell is "wow"
Wow~ My ex-boyfriend doesn't have a gun! Friends can only have sex with inflatable dolls. It's quite pitiful to think about it...
Wow~ My ex-boyfriend is soft to me and hard to inflatable dolls. How much did this cost to make a stunning beauty
Wow~ I still need to practice hard. My ex-boyfriend doesn't seem to have any talent in this area.
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Ah, the tone of this sound is very cheap.
If he said it directly, he would definitely be beaten by Qin Xuan.
Li Qing suddenly said: "Did you not explain anything? Where did your ex-boyfriend come from?"
"Uh..." Shen Yan forgot about this, he didn't tell Li Qing about the past, "Nothing to say, he loves inflatable dolls more than me."
"...Cough, Ayan, Qin Xuan will be sad if you say that."
A warm voice suddenly sounded behind him, Shen Yan turned his head to look, Pei Yunhe smiled softly at him, and behind him, Qin Xuan's face was sinking, looking at him badly.
Shen Yan was a little embarrassed, and suddenly forgot that they were the front and back tables, and the voice should not be too loud.
Pei Yunhe smiled and said to Li Qing: "Hello, my name is Pei Yunhe, the other is Qin Xuan, I'm A Yan's friend, he..."
Li Qing was not stupid, and instantly understood what Pei Yunhe did not say clearly. Although he was not sure what their relationship was, at first glance, it seemed that they were very related.
Shen Yan quickly adjusted his expression and said with a smile, "What a coincidence, I didn't expect to meet you here."
Pei Yunhe laughed: "Why didn't you think it was a coincidence when you eavesdropped?"
Shen Yan's smile remained unchanged: "Really? Did you say anything?"
Qin Xuan interjected: "Shen Yan, go back with me."
Shen Yan glanced at the time, "I have to go to work at 2:30."
Qin Xuan said lightly, "You rest in the afternoon."
Shen Yan was inexplicable, "What's the rest? I didn't ask for leave... eh?"
The phone vibrated, and Ji Yu sent him a WeChat message: "I'll let you off in the afternoon."
Shen Yan: "..." It's enough to go around like this.
In the end, he followed Qin Xuan home.
This time Qin Xuan didn't call the driver and drove the car by himself. Shen Yan was worried about his driving skills and said cautiously, "Why don't you come and drive?"
Qin Xuan pulled the corner of his lower lip, and said indifferently, "It'll be fine, it's better than your technique."
Obviously talking about driving skills, Shen Yan suddenly thought of inflatable dolls, and suddenly laughed.
Qin Xuan took a deep breath and forbeared: "Don't listen to Pei Yunhe's nonsense, it's nothing."
Shen Yan endured a smile: "You didn't refute it at the time."
Qin Xuan was helpless. He put his hand on the steering wheel and tapped with his fingers, "At that time, it wasn't because of you... that I was healthier than now, but because I always regarded you as my younger brother. How could I be hard on my younger brother?"
The smile on Shen Yan's face narrowed slightly, and he sighed softly, "I know. You didn't have to promise me at that time."
"I don't agree with you? I don't agree with you, let you follow that little bastard to experience free sex?" Qin Xuan sneered.
Shen Yan was dumbfounded, this was his fault, although he didn't know about it at the time, it was thanks to Qin Xuan that he stopped it in time.
Shen Yan spread his hands and said, "But you still failed to be a lover. At that time, I didn't realize that I couldn't get out of bed every day, and I felt reflexively weak when I saw you walking towards the bed. I'm sorry."
Qin Xuan: "..."
Shen Yan went home and took a nap.
Physically and mentally exhausted, he slept soundly, and had intermittent dreams without coherence. When he woke up, he didn't know whether he was in memory or dreaming, but he remembered some things in the past.
Shen Yan's parents have gone, and there are no relatives to rely on, only Qin Xuan who reached out to him when he was desperate.
Knowing that he should not accept Qin Xuan's help without any reason, it is enough to pay off the debt for their family, and there is no need to take over his trouble, but Shen Yan still followed him back to Qin's house in silence.
Qin Xuan's parents were very kind and let him live in peace.
Shen Yan answered with sincerity and fear.
In the beginning, he regarded Qin Xuan as his eldest brother, and gradually under the care of him, he was no longer so afraid.
There is one thing that makes Shen Yan think of it, that is, Qin Xuan always thinks that he is too thin and keeps feeding him delicious food. Since he himself has difficulty in choosing, he always brings a bunch of things to him. After eating, Shen Yan became a little fat man.
It's not that I'm fat, I have some flesh on my body, and I don't look as beautiful as before.
Shen Yan tried to lose weight in grief and anger, but failed.
During those years in country A, he hardly moved the money Qin Xuan gave him. Shen Yan hid the truth from Qin Xuan and worked part-time to save money in his spare time. Although the money from the part-time job is not enough to pay off the debt, he still intends to save a little.
I don't know when he fell in love with Qin Xuan, Shen Yan was disturbed by Chunmeng, confused and frightened, he was not worthy of Qin Xuan, and he never expected to have a further relationship with him.
About to wake up, Shen Yan's dream was like the fast-forward button was pressed.
The past scenes slid past like water, and Shen Yan couldn't remember it clearly. It was probably the sweet and bitter days when he carefully hid his thoughts.
One day he was drunk and didn't know what to say to his friend, who kept urging him to confess.
Shen Yan was agitated by him, his IQ dropped along with him, and he recklessly revealed his intentions to Qin Xuan.
Shen Yan still remembers Qin Xuan's unbelievable expression.
It's funny to think about.
The result, of course, was rejected.
Shen Yan was already prepared, but he was still very sad. He felt very ashamed. He was taken care of by Qin Xuan, but he delusionally wanted to have a relationship with him that surpassed that of his righteous brother, pulling him into a road that could not see the future.
He didn't dare to go home and stayed at a friend's house for three days.
Shen Yan leaned against the window to smoke, and the glass vaguely reflected his appearance.
He laughed mockingly at himself. With this appearance, he actually dared to confess, and the blind man agreed.
He put out the cigarette butt and thought, "Let's go back at night. Tell him it's a joke, I hope he doesn't care."
Seeing that he was in a bad mood, his friend advised him, "You usually work part-time or stay at home. When you are the only one with your brother, go out to meet your friends and divert your attention. Maybe you will meet someone better."
Shen Yan said with a smile: "It's okay, don't worry about me, it will be fine in two days."
After he calmed down, he felt that he was really sick. No matter what, Qin Xuan would not be with him, what trouble would it cause him
The friend said, "I invited a few friends to drink in the evening, you can come too."
Shen Yan nodded casually, "Okay."
He didn't know that his friends took him to a gay bar, or that his friends deliberately gave him alcohol.
When he woke up, he found that he was in an alley, surrounded by several people who had just been drinking with their stomachs and mourning, as well as a few unknown people.
Shen Yan said in a daze: "What the hell? I still have the talent for fighting?"
Qin Xuan put one hand on his shoulder and sneered: "Yes, one pick eight, it's really amazing."
Shen Yan: "..."
No matter how stupid he was, he knew something was wrong.
He saw the bloodstains on Qin Xuan's shirt with sharp eyes, sobered up for the most part, grabbed his hand and said eagerly, "Are you injured?"
Qin Xuan glanced at him, rolled up his sleeves and showed him a scar on his arm. The wound was long, deep, and bleeding non-stop. Shen Yan's leg softened at a glance.
Qin Xuan said lightly: "I just hope that after this time, you can report to me when you leave home. Will you run away next time?"
Shen Yan couldn't say a word.
Qin Xuan pointed to a person on the ground, "your friends have run away, he sold you to them, if I don't find you, I guess you have already started to say goodbye to virginity. I saved you, so you can only be My man, do you hear me?"
Shen Yan heard it, but the amount of information was a bit large, so he didn't respond for a while.
Qin Xuan wrapped his uninjured hand around his shoulder and took him out, "You can only follow me. Or, do you want to make friends with all kinds of bastards and experience free sex?"
Shen Yan: "...This is an accident."
After thinking for a while, Shen Yan said carefully: "What do you mean, is that what I mean?"
Qin Xuan gave an expressionless "um".
Shen Yan licked his dry lips, "Can I kiss you?"
With Qin Xuan's acquiescence, Shen Yan gently kissed him on the cheek, as if kissing a beautiful dream.
Obviously he should be very angry about this, but Shen Yan is a little thankful for that bastard friend.
"Shen Yan... Shen Yan..."
Someone patted him, Shen Yan didn't sleep well at first, but after sleeping for a long time, his whole body became weak, and he opened his eyes with difficulty.
Qin Xuan has already returned, "Get up to eat, then go to bed at night."
Shen Yan replied "Okay" and closed his eyes.
This person actually came back to him, and when he was twenty-seven years old, he told him that he liked him.
"Can I kiss you?" Qin Xuan suddenly asked.
Shen Yan raised his eyebrows, "You can kiss."
Qin Xuan leaned over and kissed his face lightly.
Shen Yan couldn't help laughing.
This position is exactly the same as the first time he kissed Qin Xuan's face back then.