Four
As the voice fell, the two were silent for a moment.
Shen Yan stopped his chopsticks, a little surprised.
It's not that he was surprised that Qin Xuan's tone revealed the meaning of being single since the breakup, but his attitude was too calm, so calm that when Shen Yan thought they were still going on, in fact they were in the past five years ago.
Five years ago, Qin Xuan would rather be a mute than say these words. But five years later, even if close friends see each other again, there will be estrangements, let alone old lovers, Shen Yan dare not say that he still understands him now.
He has always avoided talking to Qin Xuan about his past relationship, which feels a little awkward.
Shen Yan continued to eat as if nothing had happened, "I saw the photos on the shoe cabinet and thought it was your current position."
Qin Xuan pulled the corner of his lower lip, "What you thought never came true."
Shen Yan deliberately wanted to disgust him, so he pretended to be sad and said, "Yes, I used to think you loved me."
Qin Xuan was stunned and stopped talking.
Shen Yan lengthened his voice and said, "How can I know that Lang's heart is like iron, it's a pity."
Qin Xuan suddenly called out to him: "Shen Yan."
Shen Yan waited for him to write.
Qin Xuan looked at him inexplicably and hesitated several times. After he finished eating, he took out a cigarette and dipped it in his mouth. He didn't light it, and said, "Do you mind if you ask me for a photo?"
mind? What does he care about.
If Qin Xuan really had a boyfriend, he wouldn't be surprised. Given the conditions, there would always be men and women who would come to him.
Shen Yan leaned lazily on the chair and said with a smile, "Just make sure, since it's not your boyfriend, I'm relieved."
Qin Xuan raised his eyebrows, already knowing what he was going to say next.
Sure enough, Shen Yan came over and said with a smile, "Then introduce that handsome guy to me."
Qin Xuan lit a cigarette, "Okay, as long as you can handle him."
After eating, Shen Yan began to clean up. Qin Xuan was still sitting there, and there was no sign of moving.
Shen Yan walked to the door of the kitchen, and turned to look at him for some reason. The warm yellow light quietly fell on him, and he could smell a bit of home. With the cigarette between his fingertips, Qin Xuan was fascinated by the decorations on the wall.
Shen Yanfang walked over lightly and shouted from behind him, "The ghost is here!"
Qin Xuan leaned his head back, leaned on the back of the chair, and squinted at him, "It seems that for your birthday this year, I'll be enough to give you a baby bottle."
Shen Yan wondered: "Why is it a baby bottle?"
Qin Xuan got up, stuffed the cigarette into Shen Yan's mouth, and walked towards the sofa, "Congratulations that your mind is still young and you are still eight years old."
Knowing that he would be called naive, Shen Yan smiled and licked his tongue on the cigarette holder, but was stunned.
The cigarette holder was wet, he smoked it, and stuffed it to himself.
Shen Yan's face became hotter and hotter.
After washing the dishes and tidying up the kitchen, Shen Yan's ears were still a little red.
Qin Xuan glanced at him, his eyes rolled around his ears, and he didn't say anything.
Shen Yan cleared his throat, "Mr. Qin, next time you finish your cigarette and throw it away."
Qin Xuan asked, "Is it good to smoke?"
Shen Yan was stunned for a while, "...It's not bad."
Qin Xuan nodded, "I like this brand of cigarettes the most."
Shen Yan: "..." Who wants to discuss cigarettes with you
Probably feeling Shen Yan's resentment, Qin Xuan couldn't help laughing.
Shen Yan was laughed even worse by him, this job can't be done, okay! No wonder he always thinks too much, Qin Xuan's performance always makes him think, has he finally lost his memory after being beaten with a sack by the enemy
"Sit down." Qin Xuan poured him a cup of tea, as if he was on business.
Shen Yan took two deep breaths and sat down opposite him, really curious about what he had to do at night.
Qin Xuan rubbed his brows and said straight to the point: "I have been insomnia for a long time and need your help, so I mean, you stay with me, or it will be too late to go back."
Shen Yan didn't expect this, and was stunned for a few seconds, "Can I help? What can I help? Can I put you to sleep?"
Qin Xuan said: "You can understand it as this."
Shen Yan's brain made up for the image of him holding the baby with Qin Xuan's face in his arms and singing a lullaby, and shivered uncontrollably.
He didn't forget who he was, and he certainly didn't refuse.
After all this is work.
Shen Yan quickly accepted this wonderful job, "Okay, I see. Have you tried sleeping pills?"
Qin Xuan nodded and said, "I tried, but I can't get up the next day. I want to fall asleep naturally."
Shen Yan has no experience in this area and can only do his best. He asked, "Do I start today?"
Qin Xuan said, "Yes."
Shen Yan was a little embarrassed, "I didn't bring a change of clothes."
Qin Xuan drank his tea, got up and said, "I have new underwear. I bought a small one, but I haven't worn them yet. I can only wear my pajamas for a day, coat and pants... You can change them when you get home tomorrow."
Shen Yan joked: "If I didn't know that you would never have any thoughts about me in that regard, I would have thought that you had a crush on me for a long time, and now I can't wait to keep me at your house."
Qin Xuan glanced at him, moved the corners of his mouth, but finally did not speak, and went into the room to get his clothes.
Staying here tonight is a foregone conclusion, Shen Yan realized a question: "I sleep on the sofa at night?"
There are two rooms in total, one is the study room and the other is Qin Xuan's bedroom.
Qin Xuan: "Sleep with me."
Shen Yan felt awkward for a while, but seeing Qin Xuan's expression is too magnanimous, as if treating him as an ordinary friend who was staying for the night, after thinking about it, he nodded and agreed, seeing that there was a thin quilt on his bed, he couldn't help saying: "You just cover it. this?"
Qin Xuan has already found new toiletry tools and clothes to put on the bed, "What's the problem?"
Shen Yan hesitated and said, "I'm more afraid of the cold, is there a thicker quilt?"
It is late autumn now, the cold air has just left after a wave, and the night is a little cold.
"There's another bed, which I built in winter, and haven't been exposed to the sun yet."
Qin Xuan took out the quilt, Shen Yan touched it, and said happily, "Okay, this is the bed."
After the two of them washed up, Qin Xuan lay on the bed. His cold wasn't better, but he was much better than the last time we met. He coughed twice occasionally, but not too often.
With his consent, Shen Yan went to the study for a walk, picked a book on the shelf that looked boring and went back to the room.
Going back to his own bed, he leaned against the head of the bed and dimmed the light of the lamp, "Let me read it to you."
Qin Xuan made a "hmm" and closed his eyes.
Shen Yan turned two pages, it was a very boring philosophy book. After reading three pages, he yawned a lot and looked sideways at Qin Xuan. Although the other party's eyes were closed and his breathing was steady, he knew that he didn't sleep. on.
Closing the book, Shen Yan was in trouble. He thought about when he was the most sleepy, and came to the conclusion that when he was uncontrollably sleepy, he was in meetings and lectures.
Shen Yan picked up the phone, searched for boring courseware, and vividly played the whole class, from the teacher to the students who answered the questions, and the students who were called up to answer the questions.
Qin Xuan sighed, "Are you here to hypnotize me or to make me laugh?"
Shen Yan had no choice, and suggested: "Then you can do a few hairs by yourself, and you will fall asleep when you are tired."
Qin Xuan opened his eyes and looked at him with dark eyes, Shen Yan felt a little guilty. He was heartbroken, "If you are too lazy to move, then I will help you!"