Countless tiny stars slowly merged in front of his eyes, forming a thin stream, and finally the stars gathered into a human shape, and then slowly carved out the facial features.
Familiar silhouettes gradually appeared, and the tall nose bridge and thin lips all merged with the image of the person in memory.
He slowly opened his eyes, revealing eagle-like eyes.
Chu Yu thought about many possibilities, but he never thought that it would be a seal.
This is outrageous.
In the previous life, although he and Fengji were enemies, they were all beings of the same race, and now Fengji has become a Zerg race.
Judging from his remarks, I am afraid that he has the memory of the previous life.
So... what the hell is going on here
Obviously, now is not the time to figure out the reason. Chu Yu immediately raised his vigilance to the highest level. Perhaps this is one of the Zerg's strategies, which is to attack where he is most psychologically weak.
"You should be thinking, I should be just some plot of the Zerg, right?" Feng Yan's thin lips hooked slowly, his eyes were as gentle as the moonlight pouring down.
The long hair that was as smooth as a waterfall slid down his shoulders casually, and the way he sealed it with ease easily hooked out Chu Yu's dusty memories.
The most terrible thing is that there are dandelions floating around Chu Yu at this moment.
The seal was right in front of his eyes, just like the first time they met.
"There is no psychological hint that can accurately reproduce the appearance of the first time in life." Feng Yan smiled softly, "You killed me with your own hands, no one knows whether I am real or not better than you, right?"
Chu Yu said lightly: "My purpose from the beginning was to kill you, and I will not change because of anything, and I will not regret any decision I made."
"Really." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then why do you visit me at my grave every year? Don't you want to atone for your sin?"
Chu Yu clenched his fist tightly: "No."
"You're lying." Feng Yan smiled softly, "I have killed countless lives for the great mission of the king, and I have never slept peacefully for a day. I don't believe that you don't feel guilty about my death."
"No." Chu Yu stared straight into Feng Feng's eyes, and shot back: "You are still doing the same thing now, but you just changed the Zerg position."
Feng Yan did not refute, and slowly said like an old friend reminiscing about the past: "Yes, struggle is the essence of this world. No matter at what time, no matter which world line you are in, there will be no peace... you don't Tired? Don't you think everything is pointless?"
"Don't use your nihilistic rhetoric to dispel my fighting spirit." Chu Yu challenged directly, "Meaning is given."
"If you really haven't wavered, you don't have to be so anxious to preach to me." Feng Yan stretched out his hand and lightly touched Chu Yu's shoulder, but Chu Yu sideways dodged it.
Feng Yan was not angry, but just looked into Chu Yu's eyes calmly.
He didn't speak anymore, but Chu Yu felt a suffocating silence.
There is nothing worse than not communicating anymore. Communication can reveal intentional or unintentional information from demeanor and language, and these information can often be analyzed to reveal clues hidden behind.
Now the other party stood still and acted like a strategist, which really put a lot of psychological pressure on Chu Yu.
This is the general on the battlefield, who is more calm than others.
Obviously, the other party is deliberately delaying time now, and what he lacks most now is time... The army and navy cannot persist for too long. The key to victory in the war lies in Nian Lijun, and he cannot betray the trust of his compatriots.
Chu Yu said lightly: "My thoughts are very firm, and I will not change anything just because you deliberately let me go. You used to be my enemy, and now you are still, so give up, and don't even think about taking advantage of my love for you. Guilt takes hold of me."
Feng Yan suddenly opened his arms, and looked at Chu Yu with a smile: "I'll give you a chance to attack me, to prove that you are not being stubborn, and I will not defend you."
Chu Yu clenched his fists.
It is impossible to say that there is no wave in my heart.
It is also impossible to say that he really does not have any trace of guilt.
During the years when he worked as an undercover agent beside Feng Yan, Feng Yan took good care of him.
He can talk nonsense at the sealed banquet, and even put a sword against the sealed throat in front of the sealed soldiers, but the sealed one just drinks a glass of wine with a smile and says to his soldiers: "he If you want my life, I will give it to him."
He hesitated, wavered, and lost his position. He doesn't want to be ashamed of his country, and he doesn't want to live up to the sincerity that Feng Yan has shown him.
To say it's guilt, it's better to say that there may be a slight possibility of touching the truth.
Sealing always looks calm and confident, and the pheromone of Sealing Alpha has also affected his mind.
But Chu Yu finally made a choice.
He chose the righteousness in his heart and chose to be worthy of his own country, so he lived up to the seal.
Losing his parents at an early age made him feel the pain of loss deeply, and he also knew that there were families behind so many lives he took on the battlefield.
Tragedy keeps happening, and people keep shouting to stop, but some people choose to ignore the blood in order to get an extra bite of the cake, and some people choose to exterminate people from a different camp for the justice they insist on.
What he killed was seal, and also his last conscience.
It's not that I haven't thought about why I have to fight, but the more I think about it, the more I will fall into a meaningless vortex; there is no absolute right or wrong in this world, and all right and wrong are just a matter of position.
The sealing back then was not in the same position as him.
Today's seal is still not in the same position as him.
Is it the reincarnation of fate? It's punishment.
He shouldn't have lived in this world. His life was saved by his father world by world. His father's behavior against the sky must have offended the rules of this damn world.
so what.
So he has to live well, live for himself, and live for what he thinks is meaningful.
He only made a judgment in a split second, and without hesitation used his spiritual power to condense a sword and stab at Feudal.
The sword passed through Feng Yan's body, and Feng Yan still had that gentle smile on his face.
Chu Yu turned his head away from looking at his face, pierced the spiritual power sword a little more, and spun the sword again.
"You're still hesitating." Feng Shen whispered in his ear, "It's not that you really don't care at all."
"..." Chu Yu couldn't tell what emotion was in his heart. An indescribably subtle pain emanated from the bottom of his heart. It wasn't too painful, but it couldn't be ignored. "You're not really defenseless."
A trace of blood slowly oozed from the corner of Chu Yu's lips, and then he saw that the sword in his hand was stabbing himself.
The blade of the sword pierced through the heart.
At this moment, he understood everything.
Those fighters who disappeared from his sight were all dragged into this hallucinatory space by the seal.
He was presumably, like his warriors, completely wiped from the world.
"Mercliff told me that you are the only protoss he admires." Feng Yan said suddenly, "You let him see the resistance of the weak, and let him see the meaning of life."
Chu Yu tried his best to gather his consciousness, and said with a sneer, "What does he have to do with me?"
"Then I devoured him and got his memory." Feng Yan said lightly, "Then I saw... that picture."
Chu Yu stared at Feng Yan: "...shut up!"
"Yes, but I have a request." Feng Yan curled his lips and smiled, "Delete all memories related to Shen Jingheng."
Chu Yu let out a "ha" laugh, but the chest was too hard to cough up a big mouthful of blood, "Then you might as well just kill me."
Feng Yan approached Chu Yu, stretched out his hand to caress Chu Yu's cheek: "No, how could I be willing to kill you?"
Chu Yu spat blood directly on his face.
Feng Yan was not angry either, and gently wiped away the blood from Chu Yu's mouth with his thumb: "After you die, no one will be able to fight against the Zerg, and the Protoss will fail... Don't you care?"
"..."
There is a sword stuck in his heart at this moment, which greatly restricts his actions, and he probably won't live long in this situation.
But the knives that sealed the language stabbed his heart precisely one by one, breaking his heart into pieces.
"When I die, there will be countless people like me standing up." Chu Yu was as angry as a thread, but powerful, "You can kill me, but you can't kill our will. No matter which world you are in, the Protoss They will all resist...cough."
"But you once again let down your Shen Jingheng." Feng Yan still smiled slightly, "No matter in which life, you have never lived for him."
Chu Yu's heart ached like a twist.
Righteousness and personal affection, he can't let go of either, he wants both.
"You are always like this, forcing yourself to give up your personal relationship for the sake of righteousness, and then regretting the personal relationship you discarded... This world will not let you get what you want. If you choose one way, it will block the other way. "Feng Yan continued to speak, "You are the most unworthy person to be loved, but so many people love you and are willing to give for you, regardless of rewards or even life."
It became more and more difficult for Chu Yu to concentrate, and the passing of his life made it difficult for him to use his brain to think and refute the sealed words.
"Say what you want." Chu Yu insisted on saying this sentence.
Are you really desperate...
Is it really over here
Army and Navy still fighting hard, he can't fall here...
Shen Jingheng is still waiting for him to go back...
"I hate you, Chu Yu." Feng Yan cupped Chu Yu's face with both hands, forcing Chu Yu to face him.
"Why Shen Jingheng instead of me. I can give you my life, I'm even the first one to appear in your life, why did you fall in love with Shen Jingheng?"
why…
When his consciousness was slowly withdrawn, Chu Yu also thought about this question.
Maybe it's because he went to the kitchen to steal roast chicken, maybe it's because the boy looked at him with a clear and straightforward liking, maybe it's because Shen Jingheng was hurt by him time and time again, but he saved him from desperate situations time and time again.
Maybe it was listening to him playing the piano with the herd of spirit deer on the snow mountain.
Perhaps it is his echo left by the conch on the seashore of Shisha.
The memories of the two worlds reappeared one after another, interlaced with each other, and each frame was related to Shen Jingheng.
The final scene was fixed on the day when the freshmen entered the school. He asked Shen Jingheng by name why he was making trouble in the queue.
At that time, Shen Jingheng said in the most straightforward and undisguised words:
"Report sir, because you are the best-looking person I have ever seen."
Chu Yu's vision became more and more blurred, the whole world became a crack, and finally turned into darkness.
There was still a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
If a person will go to another world after death, I hope that in the next world after drinking amnesia soup, I can live the most ordinary life with Shen Jingheng.
[The author has something to say: Guess if the shark will not obey the law of the protagonist's immortality 23333]