After getting a general understanding of the current technology, Shen Jingheng communicated the information he had obtained with the director of the research institute, and then the director of the research institute led a group of scientists to publish Shen Jingheng's major discoveries.
The study of knowledge takes time, and Shen Jingheng knew that it was useless to worry, so he sat under a tree and looked up at the stars in the night sky.
The stars are mysterious and beautiful, just like Chu Yu, they are beyond reach.
After quieting down, Shen Jingheng's heart ached terribly. Chu Yu did not know how to send him back to the SCY-Ⅰ galaxy, and stayed alone on the Zerg Planet, his life and death uncertain.
It's like this every time, and every time there is no explanation. He is always chasing the most distant star.
Shen Jingheng slowly took out the jade flute, and gently stroked the jade flute with his fingers.
"… I miss you so much."
He closed his eyes and kissed the jade flute devoutly. It seemed that Chu Yu's body temperature still remained on the jade flute.
At this moment, the jade flute suddenly glowed with a light green light. A ray of light slowly overflowed, slowly converging into a translucent human shape.
Shen Jingheng seemed to sense something and opened his eyes.
He saw this figure in front of him, with beautiful, amber eyes.
Shen Jingheng's breathing trembled instantly.
"you… "
Chu Yu's phantom looked around the surrounding environment, then slowly walked to Shen Jingheng's side, stretched out his hand to touch Shen Jingheng's face.
But his hand passed through Shen Jingheng's face.
He silently looked at his hands.
"You..." Shen Jingheng had a lot of questions in his stomach, but he didn't know which one to ask first.
Chu Yu seemed to be able to read minds: "I'm sorry."
A sentence of sorry brought Shen Jingheng back to his senses in an instant. He looked at the translucent Chu Yu in front of him, took a deep breath, and asked slowly, "...are you dead?"
Chu Yu nodded, then shook his head again: "I don't know, maybe it is."
"That's what you said... death is nothing more than turning into another substance." Shen Jingheng sneered, "This is the truth about the so-called 'ghost', and it fits the science you found, right?"
Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu who was still calm in front of him, and all the emotions that had been pent up in his heart finally broke out.
His eye sockets were deep red, and tears rolled down from his eye sockets in an instant, unable to be suppressed.
"You spent an effort I don't know, surpassing time and leaping through space, just to come to me and tell me... Are you dead?"
Chu Yu didn't speak.
At this moment, the air seemed to have fallen into a dead silence.
"Please speak!!!"
Shen Jingheng couldn't restrain his emotional riot anymore, but his shout seemed so powerless under this starry sky.
He stared at the translucent figure in front of his eyes with red eyes.
"All your plans, all your arrangements... I don't know anything, I keep chasing you like a fool, I want to be worthy of you, I want to work hard not to let you down, I want to protect you..." The overwhelming pain In his heart, he couldn't breathe, "You came to tell me that you are dead?"
Shen Jingheng blocked all Chu Yu's words: "What's the next step? What you have to do when you come back is to tell the research institute about your ability to travel through time and space, and unravel the true technological veil of 'spiritual power', right?"
Chu Yu remained silent.
"I knew it." Shen Jingheng smiled miserably, and stretched out his hand to cover his face, "Three times. Chu Yu,...you have abandoned me three times."
"I didn't." Chu Yu finally explained.
"In the face of the survival of the entire Protoss, my feelings for you..." Shen Jingheng smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's not even dust."
Shen Jingheng looked at the starry sky through Chu Yu's phantom: "You are the **** god, and I want to blaspheme... How ridiculous."
"Shen Jingheng." Chu Yu called out his full name coldly.
But Shen Jingheng didn't want to listen to an explanation anymore, there were always pits buried in Chu Yu's words, and he didn't want to jump into them anymore.
"Which words do you think I will still believe?" Shen Jingheng looked at Chu Yu's transparent face, as if he wanted to see through him, "You may never know how much I love you, how much I want to be with you Live an ordinary life, I want to hug you, I want to kiss you, as a real protoss person, with temperature and emotion... not... another substance."
Shen Jingheng finally spoke after holding back the words for a long time: "I don't understand your romance, maybe it's your romance to work hard for the future of the entire Protoss, or maybe it's your romance to devote yourself to the entire universe and understand the rules of the universe. Your development is also your romance... But that is far less real to me than having you by my side."
"Is it my turn to speak?" Chu Yu calmly listened to Shen Jingheng's words and looked at him calmly.
Shen Jingheng only felt that Chu Yu in front of him was far, far away from him.
He smiled self-deprecatingly: "Tell me, anyway, I won't listen to it anymore."
"..."
Shen Jingheng raised a gentle smile to Chu Yu: "Do what you should do most now, sir."
He gave a military salute to Chu Yu, then turned and left calmly.
The stars are extraordinarily bright in the night sky tonight.
Shen Jingheng returned to his bedroom alone, curled up in the sleeping cabin in pain, his body and heart convulsed.
Language is the sharpest knife. He took his own knife and slashed at the person he loved the most, as well as at himself.
The pheromone started to go wild uncontrollably, exploding wildly in his body, almost tearing him apart.
Chu Yu's figure slowly appeared in his sleeping cabin, lying abruptly beside him.
When Shen Jingheng saw him, his pheromone became even more frantic.
Chu Yu stared into his eyes, stretched out his hand to gently stroke Shen Jingheng's long silver hair, and then stretched out his hand to touch Shen Jingheng's face carefully.
In the end, he leaned down, and gently pressed his lips against Shen Jingheng's forehead.
Shen Jingheng saw all these movements, but he couldn't feel anything.
The pain was still rumbling, like a gust of wind carrying countless shattered glass in his body. Glass shards seemed to cut a hole in his eyes, and he finally felt a little moisture on his face.
Chu Yu stretched out his hand to try to wipe off the two spots of wetness, but tears passed through his hand.
Chu Yu stared at his hands for a moment, then slowly stood up, floating in the air, staring at Shen Jingheng, and said calmly: "... I'm leaving."
Shen Jingheng closed his eyes, turned over, and didn't look at him again.
Shen Jingheng didn't know when Chu Yu left.
He only knew that a month after Chu Yu left, the research institute had made important progress—they had developed a way to control mechs with thought.
This research can be said to have opened the door to new technologies, and the batch of mineral resources that Chu Yu brought back is an important converter for converting brain-controlled energy into digital signals.
With theoretical technology and mineral crystals as energy converters, the first brain-controlled mecha will soon appear, which is far from meeting Chu Yu's requirements. aggressive species.
It is said that the violent mental power of this species is integrated into the mecha, which can increase the attack power of the mecha.
The first-generation mecha brought back from the Zerg Planet became an experimental product.
— Black Shark.
Based on the information brought back by Chu Yu, the people of the research institute researched a method of compressing the space, and this technology was put into use in an instant, greatly improving the portability of the mecha. Merchants aimed at this technology and developed the function of space storage for the protoss... This is all a later story.
In just half a year after Chu Yu came back, the technology of the entire Protoss had a qualitative leap in an instant.
Shen Jingheng witnessed such a change, and he almost became numb when he heard the good news from the TV news every day.
People's cheers and confidence were constantly boosted, and everyone was waiting for Chu Yu to put on his armor and go into battle after he had made enough preparations to wipe out the damn Zerg in one fell swoop, retake the SCY-I galaxy, and regain their homeland.
Finally, a year later, that day came.
For a whole year, Shen Jingheng and Chu Yu did not meet each other. But the news about Chu Yu still reached his ears gradually.
Even if he didn't want to hear it, he would still hear about Chu Yu.
The entire world, the entire human race, are all discussing Chu Yu's contribution, what an excellent general he is, he is the hope of mankind, and he is the belief of the people.
Shen Jingheng looked at those Omega who cast admiring gazes at Chu Yu, looked at those Alphas who couldn't hide their admiration, and looked at Chu Yu's naked eyes, and felt that Chu Yu was out of reach.
Chu Yu is a star.
He was just a speck of dust tens of thousands of light-years away from Chu Yu.
He is not as great as Chu Yu, and he can only pretend to be Chu Yu alone.
Perhaps this kind of relationship is the best ending for him and Chu Yu, they are already one in the sky and the other in the ground.
He is unworthy.
The news of the expedition spread throughout the galaxy. On that day, everyone in the galaxy came out of their homes and gathered in the central square to watch the real-time projection of the expedition played by the sky light curtain.
Cheers and shouts spread throughout the galaxy.
People have never been so united and uplifted.
Shen Jingheng stood in the crowd—he was not selected by Chu Yu into the conscription army—watching Chu Yu's phantom on the big screen, and slowly left the noisy crowd.
It was three years later when I heard about Chu Yu again.
Facing the Zerg, well-prepared humans still suffered a crushing defeat.
None survived.
The fear of darkness once again enveloped the hearts of the people. People are afraid that the Zerg will find the SCY-Ⅱ galaxy by following the traces, and they will blame Chu Yu and the group of people who went out to make mankind fall into fear again.
Listening to the absurd words all over the world, Shen Jingheng found it extremely ridiculous.
When he is useful, he is the human hope.
When he failed, he became what people called evil.
Human beings always want to find some excuses and beliefs for themselves, so as to avoid admitting their own incompetence.
So Chu Yu... What's the point of everything you insist on
Shen Jingheng calmly found the director of the research institute, just like at the beginning, he asked the director of the research institute for the permission to pilot the starship and a mech.
If you insist on finding a meaning for life, then my meaning may be...
Wherever you are, whether you are alive or not, I will find you.
I still can't let you go.
[The author has something to say: I've been busy recently and the ending of the memoir is a bit difficult to write. I really want to show Shen Jingheng's love for Chu Yu in such a big environment, but I find that I can only write what I want. one-tenth of the expression. Hey... It's still too good. I am very grateful to the little angels who are still chasing updates, thank you for being willing to see this. Many of them may be attracted by the cookies at the beginning, and it may become boring when writing the main drama... The next chapter is the final chapter of the memory chapter, and soon you will know why Shen Jingheng lost his memory. It has been paving the way for a long time The foreshadowing of the book is finally revealed, and I am still a little nervous, afraid that if I can't write well, it will suck. I don't know if you like this kind of slow passion plot. I would be really happy if I could have some exchanges on the plot.]