Pei Yechen collected himself, and asked tentatively again: "Without Fang Shiyan, would you not be able to calm down?"
The golden thread suddenly sank, and then the golden thread slowly dispersed into a golden mist, gradually enveloping Pei Yechen inside.
Pei Yechen heard Gu Shaoqing's cold voice: "In my life, the most annoying sentence is when others ask me to calm down."
Pei Yechen was slightly taken aback.
A figure slowly walked out from the golden mist, it was Gu Shaoqing—but the strange thing was that his hair was black, as black as a black hole, extremely pure, without any impurities at all.
The whites of the original eyes turned black, and the pupils were golden.
"In order to obtain the greatest benefit, we always call for calmness in everything we do, to think clearly about the situation, and to know how to cherish life, because we are afraid of death."
The black-haired Gu Shaoqing looked much darker than the person Pei Yechen knew, and Pei Yechen always felt that there was a repressed pain on his body, wrapping him layer by layer.
"I always wonder why the protoss live. If we are destined to live in a world where we can only survive by fighting and fighting, what is the meaning of our existence?"
He didn't export it on his own, but threw the question to Pei Yechen: "Admiral Pei, what do you think? What is the meaning of life?"
"The meaning of life...?" Pei Yechen thought for a moment, as if caught in some memory, "From the time I can remember, my mother told me that Omega must live on Alpha, and Omega's mission is to reproduce for the protoss For future generations, keep the best Alpha bloodline." Pei Yechen smiled slightly, "I was very unconvinced at that time, because I was even better and better than ordinary Alphas in terms of study and physical strength, why can an excellent Omega only You can't do more meaningful things by multiplying offspring."
Gu Shaoqing listened quietly without interrupting.
"Because of this dissatisfaction, I chose to join the army behind my mother's back; it was also at that time that I fell in love with Marshal Shen at first sight. He is so calm and strong. He has been working hard for the Protoss against the Zerg. I want to be like him too. People." Pei Yechen said softly, with a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.
"I have never thought about the meaning of life, that is what philosophers are responsible for thinking; who are we, why are we here, why were we born, where should we go, what is our future... these questions, never There is an answer." Pei Yechen looked into Gu Shaoqing's eyes, "Life is only once, and finding the meaning of life is the most meaningful thing in itself. And I live a simple life, but because of a momentary dissatisfaction, I just let myself choose a very difficult path... but I don't regret it."
Pei Yechen said firmly: "Because of being unconvinced at this moment, I was ridiculed by thousands of Omegas; because of my bold declaration, I said that I like Shen Jingheng, and I was joked by all the Omegas that I was wishful thinking; because of my unconvinced, I When I learned that Admiral... No, Marshal Shen was not 100% matched with me, I was jealous of Chu Yu, I just thought he was unworthy. Why did I work so hard for my goal, but I couldn't compare to a machine-calculated match? Rate... If everything is preordained, then what's the point of my hard work?"
"I hate all people who are destined to have an advantage." Pei Yechen smiled, "I hate the Zerg, I hate people who command others from above but do nothing, and I hate us trying to suppress our emotions in order to keep ourselves alive, lest we give the Zerg a blow." Heads... I hate smart people, I hate tactics, I hate stupid people... I hate this world."
Gu Shaoqing was a little surprised: "...you don't look like such a person."
"Because I also love this world." Pei Yechen said, "Because the flowers and the blue sky are beautiful, because I want to see the sea... because I like the feeling of working hard for one thing, and in this world, the Zerg will give up to survive. It is an opportunity for individuals to think about the meaning of life, but we have it, we can pursue what we want, although the world is cruel, although there are endless struggles, we can find our own way, can't we?" Pei Yechen asked Gu Shaoqing smiled.
Gu Shaoqing smiled self-deprecatingly: "My meaning is gone."
Pei Yechen wisely kept silent, he knew that now was the most critical moment for Gu Shaoqing. Once Gu Shaoqing couldn't hold on to the last bit of spirit, there would really be only a corpse left.
"We lived in the opposite door when we were young. I was born an Alpha, so I have an innate physical advantage. He is one of the many Betas." Gu Shaoqing's golden pupils began to light up slightly, "He only knows every day Playing, he only knows how to catch dragonflies and play tricks, and he also likes to trick the female Omega in the next class; once he put a huge caterpillar in the girl's pencil case, and the girl was so scared that she didn't dare to come to school for three days; , he was expelled from school."
Gu Shaoqing smiled: "He has no heart and no lungs. He was expelled from school and lived happily every day. I asked him why, and he said no reason, because there is only one life, and he just wants to do things according to his own ideas; I I think he is selfish and disregards the feelings of those around him."
"After that, his parents found my parents, asked him to go to the same military middle school with me, and told me to watch him more and not let him do radical things. I don't really want to be nosy, but still Agreed." At this point, Gu Shaoqing paused, "Once he witnessed an Alpha boy bullying an Omega girl in his class, he immediately rushed up and beat up that Alpha, only to be beaten by that Alpha boy when he turned around. It was reported to the school that Fang Shiyan beat someone, and the Omega girl even went to testify."
"He didn't justify anything, just smiled and said to the school leaders, I'm still playing lightly, he even deserves to die. I asked him why he didn't tell the truth, and he replied that no one would believe his words, Alpha has power and power He's just a bastard with a dark history who got into the school through connections." Gu Shaoqing's mouth curled up.
"I said that as long as you take a picture of the scene and secretly write an anonymous letter to the principal, someone will naturally deal with it; but Shiyan just sneered and said that I don't hurt my back when I stand up and talk; evidence can be forged or Lost. He hates this era where everything is done only by so-called evidence, how can there be so much just right evidence to provide; he also hates a ruthless person like me, who has clearly seen the crime of the perpetrator, and can obviously stop this Everything, but we have to wait until after the incident to find a way to use the so-called "correct" means to let the perpetrator get the punishment he deserves, but is it useful? The victim has already been victimized, and he has the ability to prevent all this from happening. Why should it be praised after the fact?"
"I realized that he is different from the bastard I imagined." Gu Shaoqing's golden eyes showed a rippling, "He has become the most special existence in my eyes. At first, I just felt for him in my heart. Curious, I want to see what he will do to surprise me, and then I can't take my eyes off him. Only he is colorful in my eyes in the whole world; I try to prevent him from doing something rationally. Things that would hurt me, but I was always scolded bloody by him. He said that I am a coward who bullies the weak and fears the tough but does not use it. If I am afraid of death, I should not live in this world. Anyway, sooner or later, the protoss will die In the mouth of the Zerg."
"Then I had an impulse towards him. It's very subtle... Alpha obviously only responds to Omega's pheromones, and will only be affected by Omega's pheromones to enter the susceptible period; but I was dragged into the susceptible period by him. I want to possess him, I want to kiss him, I want to mark him, I want to declare to everyone that he is mine, all the dirty, dark, ugly possessiveness is in me, I am caught off guard, it is difficult endure."
"I thought there was something wrong with my body, so I went to the hospital for an examination, but all my body functions are very good. I am a pure-blood Alpha. In the future, I will definitely marry a pure-blood Omega who matches me. The offspring who will continue the excellent lineage." Gu Shaoqing's eyes suddenly darkened.
"This is the first time I understand Fang Shiyan's rebellion. Why do people live in the strange rules made by others...? Why can't Alpha and Beta combine, why in order to resist the damn Zerg, we must continue the best bloodline , just because most Betas don’t have the power of Alphas, so they became the part that was abandoned, right? So is there any difference between our rules of selecting the best and breeding offspring, and the Zerg that we hate?”
"Unlike you, he didn't prove his point in a way that was approved by others; he was a fool, always single-handedly insisting on his own truth, acting impulsively, based on what he believed to be right. Yes, he hated rules, hated He is bound, so he is hated by many people. But... I am attracted to him like this. He has become the most meaningful thing in my life."
Gu Shaoqing's eyes suddenly filled with sadness: "He won't protect himself, I can clean up the mess for him; he offended someone, and someone seeks revenge from him, it doesn't matter, I can help him solve it... I just want to He can hold on to his stubbornness, and I want to protect his innocence...”
"But the bug killed him."
A strong sense of despair instantly bombarded Pei Yechen's mental body. Pei Yechen almost felt the pain and was almost brought into it.
"Are the rules useful? Is it useful to be calm? I have been calm for so long, and I was completely defeated in the face of absolute power... But when my mind was full of killing intent, I ate the brain worm."
He smiled sarcastically.
"Do you know what bugs are afraid of?"
Pei Yechen suddenly didn't want to hear this answer, but Gu Shaoqing didn't give him this chance.
"What insects are most afraid of is our calmness. Hahahaha..."
[The author has something to say: Finished, I love Lao Gu more and more TAT, I love you and Fang Fang so much TAT]