The teenagers are still very young, so they always hold a lot of hope. Jin Heng also has it, but he suddenly realized at a certain moment that hope is also a despairing thing.
Maybe in the last life, on that rainy night many years ago, if he looked back and did something, the ending might have been completely different, but Jin Heng still stumbled upstairs, dodging everything behind him, and finally plunged in. in the dark.
He is also guilty.
He dragged the person who pulled him down into the abyss, so the rest of his life was unhappy.
Jin Heng wanted to destroy the unhappiness, but when he was fighting with Jin Changqing on the verge of death, he realized that all the pain came from himself, and when he was admitted to the university and drifted away, he was left here. someone at the place.
When the system said that it could take back the chance to be reborn, Jin Heng hesitated for a while. He didn't know why he hesitated, but the real reason was hesitation, and he began to crave the feeling of being alive.
Heart beating, blood boiling hot...
Wen Yan only occupied a small place beside the bed to sleep. When it was just dawn, the sun shone directly through the window. He unconsciously frowned, and habitually wanted to raise his hand to cover it, but found himself in a warm place. In his arms, he was held tightly by the other party, and it was difficult for his limbs to move.
Um
Wen Yan opened his eyes slowly, only to see Jin Heng's Adam's apple close at hand. There was a circle of blue and purple on it, and it looked a bit scary against the white skin. At this time, he tightly wrapped Wen Yan's waist, His face was buried in his neck, his breathing was slow, and he was probably still awake.
Yesterday... were they in this pose yesterday
Wen Yan always felt that something was wrong, but he couldn't tell. He was hesitating whether to ask Jin Heng to get up and go to school, but the latter suddenly seemed to move, and the hair brushed against his ear, causing a slight itching, and then slowly. Slowly opened his eyes.
Jin Heng's eyes were so clear that he didn't look like someone who had just woken up. He looked at the cleaned ground, froze for a while, then looked down at Wen Yan in his arms, and slowly let go of him, his voice was still a little broken. Hoarse, thought-provoking: "What time is it?"
It was quiet as if nothing had happened last night.
Wen Yan stayed in one position for too long, and his legs were cramping. He sat up from the bed and checked the time on his mobile phone: "7:40, if you want to go to school, I'll take you to school, it's still in time."
Although he still suggested that it would be better for Jin Heng to take a day off, there were thieves in the house, even if the teacher knew about it, he would be accommodating - Wen Yan didn't know Jin Changqing, but looking at the scene yesterday, he thought it was a thief for now.
Jin Heng didn't seem to be in a hurry. He saw Wen Yan put on his coat quickly, as if he was about to send himself to school, and reminded him aloud: "Today is the weekend."
Wen Yan moved for a while, turned on the phone and looked again, and found that it was really the weekend. Fu threw it back, and the movement of putting on clothes also slowed down. He turned to look at Jin Heng, and hesitated to speak.
Jin Heng wiped his face: "Is there something you want to ask?"
Wen Yan nodded, hesitated for a moment, then shook his head, looking a little contradictory, and tutted: "If you want to say it, say it, if you don't want to say it, don't say it."
He was just afraid that that person would come back, which would be detrimental to Jin Heng.
Hearing this, Jin Heng twitched the corners of his mouth. He seemed to want to laugh, but he couldn't laugh. He put on his clothes and got out of bed. He couldn't hear the emotion and said, "According to blood relationship, I should call him Dad, but it's been a long time. Nope, he likes to gamble, he owes a lot of debt, and he took out the surgery fee for my mother's treatment and lost everything, and he never came back."
Thinking of his mother's death, he was taken aback for a while: "He opened the door and came in yesterday and wanted to steal money, but I didn't give it."
Wen Yan remembered what happened yesterday, and was a little scared. He always felt that if he sent Jin Heng home yesterday, he would not have put him in such a dangerous situation, pursed his lips and said seriously: "I will be with you after school, there will be no next time. already."
I couldn't see clearly in the dark last night. At this time, the sun was shining in from the window, and the scars on his face had nowhere to escape. Jin Heng leaned over slightly, pinched his chin gently with his white fingertips and looked at it for a while, and finally did the next step. Conclusion: "You fought with someone yesterday."
Wen Yan's right hand was still wrapped in gauze, and there was no plaster cast, that is to say, there was no fracture. He felt that the fight was not a big deal, but it was a delay. Otherwise, he could have sent Jin Heng home earlier yesterday, and said honestly: "Well, fight. already."
After speaking, he tilted his head unconsciously, always feeling that this posture was like a girl being molested.
Jin Heng said: "It's ugly."
He pointed to the wound.
Wen Yan lifted his eyelids, looked at the slightly swollen wound at the corner of Jin Heng's mouth, smiled inexplicably, and then curled his lips: "Okay, you are the best looking."
The two of them looked closely at who was no better than the other. At first glance, it was the product of a fight, so that after breakfast, when they went downstairs to the nearby basketball court to hang out and met Xu Meng and Yan Na, they were almost watched as monkeys. .
"What did the three of you do behind my back?"
Yan Na stared at the three of them in disbelief for a long time. It's fine that Xu Meng and Wen Yan were injured in the fight, but Jin Heng was also injured. Now, looking at her, she is a normal person: "Why are your faces all purple? Am I okay?"
Xu Meng was delighted: "It's simple, I'll punch you in the face too."
Yan Na sneered: "I'll lend you two courage."
Jin Heng sat in the stadium stand and took a picture of the wound on the corner of his mouth with the screen of his mobile phone. In fact, it was not very obvious, but the color was a little dark after applying the potion. Walking on the street, it was inevitable that people would look at him twice, and it was in his pocket. After fumbling for a moment, he took out a mask and put it on.
Wen Yan is also a person who wants to face. When he saw Jin Heng wearing a mask, he turned his head to look at him for a moment, and said nothing: "..."
Jin Heng understood what he meant, took out another mask from his pocket and handed it to him.
Xu Meng was full of energy. He played on the court, sweating like rain. In the end, the wound was a little painful from the sweat, so he withdrew from the court. Seeing that Jin Heng was wearing high-neck clothes and wearing a mask, he couldn't help but complain. : "A big man is as shy as a girl when he is injured. What kind of mask is he wearing, tsk tsk, shameful."
According to him, being injured is an honorable thing.
Jin Heng didn't answer, just raised his hand and pulled down the mask slightly, tilted his head to Wen Yan next to him and said calmly, "He said you were ashamed."
Wen Yan's cool eyes swept over immediately: "You are shameless, yet dare to scold others as shame? Do you feel honored to fight and be beaten?"
Xu Meng slapped the basketball on the ground twice and smiled: "Brother, don't listen to him provoke the relationship between us."
Wen Yan squinted his eyes: "I still use provocation for this broken relationship with you?"
Xu Meng found out that since Wen Yan beat up Jin Heng's younger brother, the brotherhood became weaker and weaker day by day. you."
During the half-time chat, Xu Meng and Yan Na learned about what happened to Jin Heng's house yesterday. Of course, omitting the part about slashing people with a knife, Xu Meng was okay, but Yan Na cursed indignantly for a long time before they stopped. : "How can there be such a beast father, next time he dares to come, Jin Heng, you directly call the police and arrest him!"
Xu Meng said: "It won't take long if you get caught, don't play with the lunatic, if you get revenge, it will be bad, go back and find someone to change the lock."
What he said was exactly what Wen Yan was worried about, the manpower was sometimes poor, and he couldn't always be by Jin Heng's side 24 hours a day, he didn't know what to think, he glanced at Jin Heng, and said in a vague voice, "Anyway, my family doesn't have any. Man, why don't you move here first."
Jin Heng didn't hear clearly: "What?"
Xu Meng and the others were sitting next to him, but Wen Yan was embarrassed and said, "I'll tell you later in the evening."
Yan Na's family is very strict. She lied about going to the cram school to do her homework today and slipped out. Seeing that the whole morning had passed without a word of her homework, she said worriedly: "I have to find a place to do my homework. , otherwise my mother can't tell when she goes home to check."
Wen Yan also felt that the stadium was hot: "Go to a clean place nearby to sit and write, and buy some cold drinks by the way."
There is a KFC not far from here. It is very air-conditioned and there are not many people at this time. Wen Yan and Xu Meng went to the front desk to order a few set menus, and bought four ice cream cups to occupy the seats.
Wen Yan held a strawberry-flavored one and a chocolate-flavored one. He handed it over and asked Jin Heng, "Which one do you want to eat?"
Jin Heng took a strawberry-flavored one and took a sip with a spoon. It was cold and sour, sweet and sour. It took him a while to get used to the sweetness. Xu Meng sat opposite and stared at them, feeling something strange. , can't tell.
Wen Yan was unwilling to be stared at, so he raised his eyebrows and said coldly, "Do you believe me if I see you again?"
Xu Meng cut a sigh, and then became interested again: "Wen Yan, you said that you are so good to Jin Heng, what if she has a girlfriend in the future and she is jealous?"
Wen Yan paused, looked at Jin Heng subconsciously, then retracted his gaze like an electric shock, took a mouthful of ice cream, and pretended not to hear these words, but Jin Heng looked over and asked as if joking, "That's right, You have a girlfriend in the future, what if she gets jealous?"
Under the table, he was clinging to Wen Yan's leg, and his fingertips lightly drew a circle around his knee, with a little ambiguity and a little warning.
Wen Yan's body froze for a moment. It was always a little uneasy to do such a thing in public. He held Jin Heng's chaotic hand, and at the same time, he glanced at Xu Meng, who was watching the fun and didn't think it was a big deal, and said with a cold sneer: " It's really wide, your girlfriend's hair is almost bald when she's doing her homework, but I haven't seen you feel distressed."
Yan Na was sitting next to her, burying her head in solving the problem, she heard the words and raised her hand to stop: "Forget it, forget about other things, I can't count on him for things like homework."
Xu Meng: "I can't count on it, isn't there a scholar sitting across from me? You don't have to be in vain."
Yan Na's eyes lit up: "Yes, how could I forget about this, you are the first in the grade, a ready-made teacher."
Jin Heng nodded: "Do it first, ask me if you can."
Xu Meng picked up a cup of Coke and bit the straw: "If you can really pull up Yan Na's bad grades, I'll cover your affairs in the future."
Wen Yan was unhappy, raised his eyebrows and said, "It's your turn to cover you?"
He found out that Xu Meng likes to hit the muzzle of a gun recently.
"Double protection," Xu Meng said, "Who made Yan Na's grades bad?"
Private tutoring requires long-term contact. Xu Meng is relieved, but Wen Yan is not relieved. Besides, when it comes to bad grades, he says second, no one dares to say first, and Yan Na can't be ranked.
Jin Heng was about to say something, but when he saw Wen Yan looking over, he hesitated for a while before he said to him, "Cough, my grades are also bad..."
Xu Meng testified, Le Diandian said: "He carries bricks in his schoolbag every day, and he will be a life to go to the construction site to carry bricks in the future."