She took a breath: "I have killed Wang Junhua, and Qin Hui will be half disabled even if he is not dead. I have tried my best, and there is nothing else I can do. Although the culprit Zhao Deji is not dead, I can't find a way to kill him. , even if he is in heaven, he will not blame me. I am also tired and want to take a rest. I want to live a peaceful life with my son. Do you still remember Lu Tiha, right? He once gave me the address of his hometown. There are dozens of acres of thin farmland in my hometown, which is enough for us, mother and son, to live a lifetime. Brother Lu's hometown is in a very remote and safe place, not within Zhao Deji's Jiangnan sphere of influence. Brother Lu has already made comprehensive arrangements. Besides, Peng After his death, I have never heard of Brother Lu. I really want to find him quickly. Many things are mysteries. I am eager to know. After waiting for so long, it is time to look for him. Qin Shangcheng, you don’t have to worry about us in the future. , I will not take revenge easily..." She smiled slightly, "My abilities are also limited. The assassination of Qin Hui this time was just a coincidence. When he returns to Lin'an, there will never be such a good opportunity. So, You don't have to worry about us, I won't do anything stupid..."
It turns out that she already had a way out, and even planned where to go. It turns out that Luoxia Island is not her only place to go.
"Qin Shangcheng, you should also go back. Over the past few years, you have spent half your life trying to find me and help me. It's time for you to really have a family. Don't follow Yelu Dayong. He has sinister intentions and has repeatedly set up If you don't care, there's no point cooperating with him, the island is your world."
Everything was over, she shut up, it was clean and tidy, there was nothing more to explain.
Her horse took a step forward, and King Qin took a step back.
She pulled the reins, suddenly feeling a bit heroic, as if she and Yue Peng were on the battlefield for the first time, raising a sword to kill an enemy for the first time, and still had endless energy.
King Qin looked at her, but she turned away. A gust of wind came, and the strange mottled yellow hair on her head had already broken into pieces and fell down one by one, as if she was a soul that was gradually dissipating. Her voice remained the same. Very plainly: "Qin Shangcheng, goodbye, please take care of yourself."
King Qin took a step aside. This was unexpected, but it was common sense. It was like this. She had always been like this for many years. It wouldn't be strange if she wasn't like this.
Hua Rong held the horse between his legs, and the horse walked forward slowly. After a few steps, it was about to speed up.
"Hua Rong!"
Her back was light and straight, like a sharp arrow standing in the sky, without any edges and corners, sharp and stubborn.
"Hua Rong, if you want to leave, just leave. This time, I will never keep you, so you can go with peace of mind!"
Her back was still straight, but slightly stiff.
"I'm tired. I've been tired for more than ten years. Anyway, it's time for me to go back. Really find a virtuous woman to get married and have children. Hua Rong, I will never wait for you again, nor will I I will look for you. Because you are not worth it!”
After saying these words, all the strength in his body seemed to be exhausted, and his leopard-like eyes dimmed instantly - it was a kind of calmness after relief. It was like a breath that had been condensed for a long time and suddenly dispersed. He suddenly aged dozens of years. I feel relaxed all over. Even beauties and heroes are not defeated by time! Time is the biggest enemy! After so many years and thousands of miles of pursuit, he himself finds it incredible. Why is this? A person spends his whole life on the road. From the sea to the land, from the palace of the Song Dynasty to the savage tribe of the Jin Dynasty, and now, standing here again, looking at each other, so many things happened because of her. !
How many more than ten years can a person live
Suddenly I realized that it’s not worth it!
Really not worth it.
Just like a dreamer, he suddenly woke up from this dream, immediately woke up and became rational. He suddenly remembered that he was originally a robber, not a good minister who protected his family and country. All the things in the past are really incredible when he thinks about it now.
"Why should a man worry about not having a wife?! Hua Rong, do you think I am really going to cling to you? No, I suddenly figured it out. You have to guard the chastity arch for Yue Pengju for the rest of your life. That is your freedom. I Respect your choice! It’s up to you to live your life as a widow with your son.”
Her body tilted a little, and her mind was a little dazed. Yes, King Qin should have woken up a long time ago. He just woke up today, it is too late, too late. How much time has been wasted on one person, why bother? Why bother
"Qin Shangcheng, you don't deserve it! Really, I don't deserve the way you treat me!"
The wind blew away her mottled hair extensions, completely revealing her messy black hair, which was covered with dust and fine leaves, dry and messy. She opened her mouth, then closed it, and said no more. .
The surroundings were deathly silent, and the weather was gloomy and dull, as if a heavy rainstorm was about to fall, but it would not fall for a long time.
"Qin Shangcheng, let's go!"
"Forget it, Hua Rong, everything in the past should be regarded as my repayment of your debt, as what I owed you back then. Now, I have also paid it off."
"Yes, you have paid it off and you can leave."
She kept urging her, her voice as calm as a bowl of boiled water.
King Qin sneered: "I finally see clearly that you are a careless woman. Except Yue Pengju, you don't take anyone seriously, let alone me, not even your son or even yourself. In my eyes, no woman in this world is better than you. You are no longer a human being, not even as good as a stone. Your heart is made of wood, numb... "
When she was unfamiliar, she always called him "King Qin", just like when he was angry, he called her "Hua Rong".
However, the change of title is thousands of miles away.
"I look for you every day, worry about you every day, and always come to save you when you are in trouble. But, what about you? What have you given me? You always enjoy it in vain and never give it. Excuses To keep your chastity for Yue Pengju, you are a hypocritical woman who talks about benevolence, justice and morality, but not a single word is useful... Even if I am a robber, I know that thieves also have ethics and trustworthiness. What about you? What trustworthiness do you have? Besides making people worry every time without saying goodbye, what else would you do?”
"!"
"I don't blame you for taking revenge. I understand you. Yes, it is time to avenge Yue Peng. But, can you do it alone? You don't even have anyone with whom you can discuss, can you do it? Do you have Yue Pengju's military acumen? Why did you kill Qin Hui and Zhao Deji? If I hadn't come here today, would you have survived? Even if I am a robber, I know that only those with strong soldiers and horses can conquer the world. Do you think you are an invincible hero? You are actually too arrogant! It’s a woman!”
Just a woman!
In troubled times, the most useless thing is women!
The fate that awaits them is either concubinage or death.
But, as a woman, doesn’t she need to avenge her husband
"What uncle Yang is forcing you to do, what is the eyes of the world, I see, it is obviously your excuse. You are aloof and indecisive. You want to use me but don't dare to use me too thoroughly. What are you doing in the Kingdom of Jin? Do you think I don't know that you are Want to use Jin Wushu? But how can this damn turtle be so easy to use? Yue Pengju was beaten to death by him, how can you beat him? He is just coveting what you don’t get, so be careful. I can't even spit out my bones! Isn't it better to cooperate with me than with Jin Wushu? Even if it is used, I will not harm you. Jin Wushu, he has saved you many times like me."
“…”
"Look, you are such a woman. You are not good at all, but you dare not be completely bad at bad. I have tolerated you for too long. Yes, you are really not even as good as Li Tinglan."
Hua Rong said nothing and let him scold him. Scold him, scold him. If everything could disappear in the scolding, wouldn't it be a comfort
"Hua Rong, you forgot! You forgot that in addition to revenge, you should also raise a son! That is your son, not mine! Xiao Hutou, he has nothing to do with me, why do you rely on me? All these years Do you know where your son is? Do you know how tall he is? Do you know if he is sick? Have you ever thought about him? What? You only know that you are sorry for Yue Pengju if you don't take revenge. Do you know that you are also sorry for your son? "
son! son!
Yes, he was indeed taking advantage of the King of Qin. This was true for all the connections that had been broken, leaving room for leeway.
"As for me..." He laughed angrily, "In your eyes, I am nothing at all! I am just a tool for you to use! I have been a fool for so long, and now I quit! Tell me clearly, I will help you. , I just want to marry you, why would I risk my life if I don’t marry you? Do you think I am a great sage or Liu Xiahui?”
“…”
"However, now I suddenly have no interest anymore. I don't want to do it anymore! It's not worth it!"
She pulled the horse's reins, her hands trembling slightly, eager to leave, but she couldn't control the horse.
"Does it sound bad? Do you want to escape? Are you going to leave for years and months without a trace again like before? Save it, Hua Rong, put away your old tricks. I have seen too much and am tired of it. No one will If they stop you, no one will keep you..."
Her body trembled slightly because of such a scolding. She originally thought it was to let him vent his anger, but when she really scolded her to the bottom of her heart, she realized that this feeling was so terrible and uncomfortable.
He glanced at her, his eyes as sharp as a knife: "You can't stand even a few scoldings? Have you forgotten what my background is? Robber! Pirate! He is the robber you disdain the most. Have you forgotten how you scolded me in the first place? I'm with you You look like something worse than a cockroach or a mouse. You feel disgusted when you see me. You would rather die off your descendants than bear a son for me..."
He remembers! He still remembered the details of the nightmare that she had long forgotten! She watched him hurling insults and talking, so ferocious, this is his nature! If what he says is true, he is a pirate! A pirate who reveals his true colors if he can't get it.
She couldn't reply or speak. She finally raised her whip and was about to fall on the horse. She had to leave immediately!
"Hua Rong, you don't have to rush to escape. Don't worry, I won't pester you anymore!"