That was the last battle of my life. I just chose the wrong opponent when fighting, that's all.
The wound on his waist was still aching faintly. The power of that arrow became an eternal memory.
He held it down, but the pain shot through his fingers and spurted out, out of control, as if she had turned white in an instant. Only then did he realize that autumn was coming. It was cold in the autumn in the north, and the cold wind blew on his waist, making him unbearable. It hurts. Only then did I think of my "son" and that woman.
Does she still hate herself
It must be so. It would be strange if she didn't hate him if he wanted to kill her. Anyway, even if he hates her, isn't it the most profound thought
If you don’t love and pity, just hate!
He laughed. According to her stubborn temper, would she come to seek revenge on him again one day? Will it? He has unlimited expectations, like a naive child.
Who has never been childish in his life
He pressed the wound and took a sip of hot tea, only to realize that what he was holding was the set of rose red Jun kiln tea cups that day - beautiful rose red, crystal clear porcelain body, condensed with so much beauty and tenderness. He, The dignified fourth prince once used this tea set to cook tea for a woman. It was so incredible, yet so romantic and unforgettable.
Everything is like a dream.
In the past two months, he had sent people many times to inquire about the news, but the group of people completely disappeared after crossing the border of Song Dynasty. They did not know whether they were alive or dead. After that, would they be confused about life and death for the rest of their lives? Separated by many mountains and oceans, even if she could survive, she would be on that pirate leader's island, flying together from now on
Even his own son became the son of that pirate leader
But, King Qin, this villain, won’t he die? I wish he were dead! I wish!
He stretched out his hands and prayed to their great Haotian God. He was extremely devout. After praying, he took a sip of hot tea into his throat, his chest surged, and he vomited out a mouthful of blood.
… …
He thought that even if he died, he would rather die than Queen Qin. The fourth prince stayed dormant for two months, not only to recuperate from his injuries, but also because of his increasingly serious condition. However, the political opponents did not know this secret yet.
Wu Qimai came in in a hurry and said anxiously: "Fourth Prince, I will invite the doctor immediately."
He waved his hand to stop Wu Qimai and laughed miserably. With his injuries and illness, it would be useless for a doctor to come.
"You go out first, I'll rest for a while."
Wu Qimai had no choice but to retreat.
Outside the door, three women were waiting at the door. One of them was the 28th lady who gave birth to her son. The one next to her looked like a wet nurse, holding a baby, and the other was her personal maid.
28 As a mother is more valuable than her son, everyone is envious of the reward she is about to receive, but there is no sound. Even when the full moon is approaching, there is no celebration, because these days, the fourth prince is in battle and injured, and all day long He was so confused that he had to deal with the criticism from his political opponents and had no intention of thinking about these things. It was as if he had forgotten the existence of this son.
Seeing Wu Qi step forward, she hurriedly asked, "How is the fourth prince?"
Wu Qimai was quite polite to her: "Back to Madam 28, the fourth prince is not in good spirits and just fell asleep."
28 The lady is obviously very dissatisfied with this title. Looking at the fourth prince's house, she is the only one who has a son. Shouldn't she be the most noble hostess? Even the concubines who were favored in the past were talking about the possibility that she could become the princess. She also secretly guessed this in her heart, and because she was a woman from a marginalized place, she was straightforward and not very scheming, and her emotions were shown on her face. He was very dissatisfied with Wu Qimai: "Go and report to the fourth prince. If there is something wrong with the slave family, please go to the fourth prince."
"What's the matter with you? I can pass it on to you."
Her attitude was very tough: "No, the slave family must interview the fourth prince."
Wu Qimai was still polite: "Please forgive me, Madam 28, the fourth prince just went to bed, and he ordered not to see anyone else."
She shouted: "You slave, am I an outsider? I am the biological mother of the fourth prince's son."
Wu Qimai was helpless. He neither dared to offend her nor disobey the fourth prince's order. While the stalemate was going on, he heard a majestic voice in the room: "Who is making the noise?"
28 The lady said loudly: "The slave family brought their son to meet the fourth prince."
"come in."
She looked at Wu Qimai with disdain, thinking that Wu Qimai was deliberately causing trouble, and cursed in a low voice: "You blind dog slave". Then, she walked in arrogantly.
Wu Qimai has followed Jin Wushu for many years and has always been regarded as his right-hand man. The fourth prince and Lu Wenlong and his son have always been polite to him, especially Lu Wenlong, who also respects him as an uncle. Although he and Hua Rong don't talk much, they Hua Rong has always been polite to others and has never been arrogant; even the arrogant Yelu Guanyin can understand his words and pay him three respects. Unexpectedly, this Bohai woman suddenly appeared out of nowhere because she gave birth to a son. , he was so outrageous. He was extremely angry when he was insulted like this, but he could not get angry easily. He sighed secretly that the fourth prince had absolutely no vision when it came to women. From Yelu Guanyin to Wang Junhua, and now to this 28-year-old lady, she simply has no vision. There is no one who is reliable. The only one who is truly peaceful, but she pursues him all her life and refuses to marry him. Instead, she runs away with Lu Wenlong.
28 The lady happily entered the house with her son in her arms. Without knowing how to look at her face, she took the son from the wet nurse and said in an exaggerated voice: "Son, kowtow to daddy quickly... Yo yo yo, my son kowtows to daddy... "
She talked to herself, very happy, thinking that the fourth prince would also be happy: "Son, my father has not seen you since you were born..."
Jin Wushu stared blankly at the infant child, his eyes still closed, his face was red and wrinkled, and there were some small particles on the skin, which looked very ugly. He had experienced Yelu Guanyin. The ecstasy of "the first born son" has also cultivated a deep father-son affection through every moment of getting along with Lu Wenlong for more than ten years. However, facing this child, I feel strange. The little guy is so ugly, his eyes are closed, I can't see anything like myself.
"My son is so good... He will grow up soon and he will be able to call me daddy..."
28 The lady handed her son over: "Fourth Prince, do you want to hug your son?"
He took it blankly and looked at the child.
"Fourth Prince, do you like your son?"
He then turned to look at the 28-year-old lady. She was less than a month old after giving birth, but women from Bohai and Daijin did not have the habit of raising children to full term. She was already full of life, with the obesity after giving birth, and her figure was very bloated. Maybe Because she came to pay homage to him, she also dressed up carefully. Her hair was covered with pearls, and the rouge on her face appeared on her fat face, which made her look a little bloated and even more disgusting.
He actually felt strange, as if he had never known this woman and had no impression of her. He didn't know why she gave birth to a son
Sometimes, people are very strange animals. Although Jin Wushu longs for a group of sons, he has no feelings for this woman, and even OOXX can't arouse much interest. The more he looks at it, the more disgusted he becomes, even if he holds a She was caring about her own flesh and blood, and there was no deep emotion at all. It could not inspire strong fatherly love at all, as if the son she gave birth to had nothing to do with her.
He withdrew his gaze and didn't want to look at it anymore. He just stared at the baby and glanced at it for a few times, but it couldn't arouse any joy at all, as if it was not his son. And indeed there was no such feeling.
Just like his former concubine, he also gave birth to more than a dozen daughters, but he didn't have much affection for those daughters. Just like all the men in the Dajin Kingdom, Dajin is a nation that conquers the world on horseback. Therefore, what one loves and is full of expectations for is a son, a brave and strong son. Daughters are generally difficult to inspire deep feelings from their fathers, and their status is very low.
This is not difficult to understand. Even in an ordinary family, there are only two or three children, at most seven or eight. Their parents look after them every day. Of course they have deep feelings, but their fingers are also different lengths. Naturally, some are favored and some are not favored by their parents.
And all high-ranking officials, emperors, generals and ministers all have wives and concubines, so they have many children. The number can be as few as ten or twenty, and as many as hundreds. Such many children are born to different women, and their fathers must love them all. It is simply impossible for them. Therefore, the emperor loves his eldest son and his legitimate son; even under special conditions, he will kill other sons without hesitation, and will never be merciful, even worse than treating political opponents. Generally, the biological mother is favored , a son will have a high status, and if his biological mother is not favored, there will be no father-son relationship at all.
Just like Zhao Deji in this dynasty, his biological mother, Concubine Wei, was vulgar and was just the product of Song Huizong's chance. Therefore, Song Huizong had no feelings for their mother and son, and there were no rewards. After Zhao Deji luckily ascended the throne, he only wished that his father and brother had not died earlier. , so as not to hinder their own imperial cause, even if they compromise and cede territory and betray the country, they will never redeem Song Huizong and Song Qinzong.
The most typical one is Li Shimin, the wisest and greatest emperor in Chinese history. He had 21 daughters, and there are records of 5 of them being favored: Princess Changle, Princess Yuzhang, Princess Chengyang, Princess Gaoyang, and Princess Jinyang. Among them , except Princess Gaoyang's biological mother is unknown, Princess Changle, Princess Chengyang, and Princess Jinyang were all born to the queen. Princess Yuzhang was adopted by the queen since she was a child, and she is regarded as her biological child. Especially Princess Changle, the cemetery did not follow the concubine's rules after her death. The main tomb only has one stone gate, but instead uses three stone gates, making it a burial mausoleum similar to that of an emperor. What about his other sixteen daughters? There is no record and no trace of favor.
Speaking of sons, Emperor Taizong of the Tang Dynasty had 14 sons. According to historical records, except for the three sons of Empress Changsun, Li Chengqian, Li Tai, and Li Zhi, no one else was favored. Even the famous concubine Li Ke, King of Wu, and Emperor Taizong of the Tang Dynasty There is no record of Cao Wang Li Ming being born to his favored concubine. The Li Ke brothers committed some crimes in the fiefdom, and Li Shiminhao mercilessly dismissed them from office and cut half of the fiefdoms and state officials. However, When Prince Li Chengqian committed such a heinous crime as treason, he was able to save his life because he was born to the empress. He couldn't bear to pursue it. Taizong claimed that he would fulfill the love between father and son. When Li Zhi reached the age, it was time to go to the fiefdom, but Emperor Taizong said that he was young. He was born to the queen, so he stayed with her to raise him. After his fifth son, King Li You of Qi, failed in his rebellion, he was captured back to the capital and executed without regret.