Sheng Qianchen wanted to solve this problem all at once. He did not deny, but continued to play.
"Apologizing is not a result, but a means. If you think so, it will be much better to accept it. You only have to listen to me and apologize at the time. Later, I will help you."
"You..." Qin Yining hesitated.
"I know what you have gone through, Yining, my heart to protect you is the same as your father. I won't let that man go! It's just my revenge, it won't hurt you a little bit, nor will it hurt Myself."
"Isn't it hurting me a little bit?" Qin Yining understood what he meant, and asked him directly, "Apologizing is just a means? You asked me to apologize to him in public. Do you still think it didn't hurt me a bit? "
"Yining." Sheng Qianchen explained to her as if he broke it apart, "If you don't apologize, it will cause you even more harm. Whether it is Anxin or Jiang Qing, they are all taking advantage of your personality. This weakness can attack you, don’t you understand it yet?"
"What then?" Qin Yining asked suddenly.
Sheng Qianchen looked at her, not knowing what she wanted to ask.
"What then?" Qin Yining repeated coldly, and continued to ask, "Sheng Qianchen, you taught me your rules of life, and then? What result do you want to achieve?"
Sheng Qianchen was shocked.
"You let me listen to you, you want to transform me, let me see how cruel your world is, let me learn to adapt, let me learn to behave like you, and then? You deliberately reform me like this, for What is it, just to make me like An Xin, like Jiang Qing, like you?!"
"Yining..." As clever as Sheng Qianchen, she was speechless for a while.
"Are you only if I change and become like you, can you be with me?" Qin Yining asked coldly.
Sheng Qianchen was speechless, because he knew that his answer was yes. If Qin Yining did not change, they would not agree with each other at all. They would quarrel like today for everything they face in the future, and they would have a fragile feeling. How many times can you stand up to such quarrels
"I won't listen to you, Sheng Qianchen." Qin Yining continued coldly, "Don't you understand? I don't want to listen to you, it's not my waywardness, it's not that I am angry with you, I don't listen to you, it's because I don’t want to change! I hate Anxin! I hate you too!"
Sheng Qianchen didn’t know what to say...
"Yes, you have a family background, a position and a background, and you are also smart and cunning. You are aloft. In front of you, all people are ants. They are all destined to be played by you between applause, but you make me sick!"
"Jiang Qing was the same as me before, but Jiang Qing was manipulated by An Xin, becoming like you step by step, making me sick! And you? You want to manipulate me like An Xin manipulates Jiang Qing and turn me into Make people just like you
nausea! "
"I won't change, Sheng Qianchen, because I don't want to change at all! I Qin Yining, even if I can't be with you, even if I am vilified and abused by everyone, I will not change even if I try my life!"
Qin Yining's words slammed through Sheng Qianchen's chest like a bullet, and he couldn't help shaking his mind for a few moments. "It's not for me? How can I treat you well, no matter how much I love you?"
"Not for you!" Qin Yining repeated his words categorically, "No matter how you treat me well, no matter how much you love me!"
Sheng Qianchen couldn't help closing his eyes, smelly girl, he couldn't help thinking, you are really hard-hearted...
Qin Yining looked at Sheng Qianchen's pain, and she felt a sense of heartache for a while, but she quickly suppressed the heartache.
Because of the heartache, she stopped hitting Sheng Qianchen so much, but tried to control her emotions and said, "Sheng Qianchen, we will not come together, we are destined to run contrary, our way is different, I am a small person living at the bottom. ."
"No! You are not!"
"I don't deserve to squeeze into your intriguing upper-class society at all. Even if I dress myself up as the upper-class society, it is just the result of today. In your eyes, if I am not a stranger, I can only be a plaything! "
"Are you really willing to show up in front of everyone with me like this? Even if you force me to go with you, can you accept that we quarrel like this every time? We must continue like this, and finally get a dirty and ugly heart Broken ending?"
After Qin Yining finished speaking, he didn't wait for Sheng Qianchen to answer.
She knew that Sheng Qianchen must have thought of what she said, but Sheng Qianchen loved her and was reluctant to let it go, but what if she didn't let it go
She is dead and will not change. What is the point of forcing her to be
Sooner or later, they will come to that ending, sooner or later, is there a difference
She left Sheng Qianchen thinking there by herself, beat her spirits by herself, and continued to pack her things.
Sheng Qianchen didn't think about it at all. He took a step forward, pulled her by the arm, pulled her into his arms, and hugged her tightly, "I won't let you go!"
"Sheng Qianchen!" Qin Yining was angry, "Are you interesting like this? You know that there is no good result, so what are you doing with me!"
"I don't care about the result, I want you!" Sheng Qianchen got angry, and suddenly picked her up, walked a few steps to the bed, threw her to her, then threw her on her, and kissed her down.
"Sheng Qianchen!" Qin Yining almost did not hesitate to bite him again, Sheng Qianchen had to hide her lips, hold her head, and kiss her ears.
"Sheng Qianchen! You let me go! You bastard!" Qin Yining couldn't help shouting.
"I won't let go, I won't
Will let you leave me..." Sheng Qianchen said as he kissed her, he almost madly said, he kissed her softly, as if coaxing her and petting her as before, "Yining, baby, I love you, I can't let go, I can't live without you… "
Qin Yining finally couldn't help but let out a depressed cry, "Sheng Qianchen, you let me go, let me go..."
Sheng Qianchen held her earlobe as if he was holding a pearl, and whispered softly in her ear, "Yining, I love you, baby..."
Qin Yining cried bitterly, "Sheng Qianchen, do you want me to hate you? Do you really want me to hate you?!"
After hearing her words, Sheng Qianchen finally stopped his movements and looked up at her as if he was awake.
Qin Yining was crying, "Sheng Qianchen, what is the difference between what you do to me and the men who bully me? Are you doing this to me to make me hate you? Sheng Qianchen, you raped me today, what do you want me to do tomorrow? Facing you?"
Sheng Qianchen couldn't help closing his eyes, yes, she was Qin Yining, Qin Yining who would rather be a jade but not a complete one! He loves her so much, how can he bear to let her break
"I'm sorry..." Sheng Qianchen apologized to her almost subconsciously, "Yining, I'm sorry... I love you, maybe I shouldn't love you... But I love you, Yining, I love you, for ten years... I can't let go … I really can’t let go… I’m sorry… ”
He just murmured in her ear, he didn't even dare to kiss her.
Qin Yining was so excited that she didn't even hear what he said. She just knew that he apologized. She only cared about how sad she was crying. She said intermittently, "Let go of me, you let me go..."
Sheng Qianchen did not let go of her. He lay down beside her, hugged her, embraced her, and coaxed her. His meaning was obvious. He could not touch her, but he would not let go...
Qin Yining knew that no matter what he said, this was already Sheng Qianchen's bottom line, and he would not let go anyway at this moment.
She couldn't break free of Sheng Qianchen's embrace, so she simply turned her back to Sheng Qianchen and gave him a back. She really didn't want to face him.
Sheng Qianchen had to hug Qin Yining from behind like that, he held her in his arms like an octopus, "I won't touch you, Yining, I won't bully you, but I won't let go, don't go. Don't leave me, don't bully me, okay?"
Qin Yining didn't want to answer him at all, she just lay down and stopped crying, but her mind was full of everything that happened today.
She was humiliated, and Sheng Qianchen asked her to apologize! She wanted to leave, but Sheng Qianchen wanted to rape her!
She wants to go, she wants to leave him!
No matter how pitiful Sheng Qianchen said, even if she was moved by him, even if she was heartbroken for him, she would leave him!
Qin Yining lay down like that, looking calm, but the tears were like the broken beads, and they didn't stop at all, and soon the pillow became wet.
(End of this chapter)