She has been the jewel in the palm of her parents since she was a child. She has always said one thing is one thing, not to give the moon to the stars. When she first came to the company, it was not that no one looked down on her.
People in the company are afraid of her, just as they are afraid of a poisonous snake.
However, Jiang Qing, who is useless and low-eyed, regards her as a weak woman, and takes care of her gently and carefully...
An Xin recalled seeing her for the first time, and her heart ached. Everyone said she was crazy. Everyone asked her what she saw Jiang Qing.
If she could answer, she would cut off her feelings for him in the morning, so would she need others to care about her
Perhaps it was because of the first time we met, Jiang Qing took care of her out of time, and her love did not arise, and her love continued to deepen...
An Xin is never sentimental. She wants what she wants.
She tried her best to marry Jiang Qing, and Jiang Qing also took care of her very tenderly.
Once they were lingering and talking about love each other...
However, all of this, in Jiang Qing's eyes, is not as good as Qin Yining's look, a word!
No matter what happened, Jiang Qing couldn't leave Qin Yining, and never gave up on her!
Since she personally went out to face Fu Qin Yining, Jiang Qing didn't say anything, but became more and more alienated from her.
The tenderness and care she wanted, never again.
What's more, Jiang Qing is not a parent. He will not be afraid of her because she commits suicide, so he will treat her well!
The last time she committed suicide, she did not call Jiang Qing back, but instead made Jiang Qing and her almost separated.
She gave her sincere heart, and only had such a result, can she not hate it
She was cruel, thinking that she was going to destroy Qin Yining and Jiang Qing. She thought that with her toughness, she would be able to get out of the vortex of this relationship, but the facts proved that all her ideas fell through.
After all, she couldn't bear Jiang Qing, not only couldn't she hate him, she also loved him...
When Jiang Qing angered Qin Yining's younger brother because he was worried about his illness and his secrets were exposed.
Although she is angry, she is more sad, desperate, and desperate.
If she gave everything, it would be impossible to call Jiang Qing back. What is the meaning of everything she did
Even if she kills Qin Yining, what is the use, Jiang Qing will not turn his head to fall in love with her, nor will it be good to her!
He will only miss Qin Yining even more. In his heart, there will always be Qin Yining, and there is no place for her.
When An Xin thought of this, her heartache was overwhelming and she just wanted to hurt herself.
Since Jiang Qing would never fall in love with her, she would not make much sense to live.
Finally, after crying for a long time, An Xin actually committed suicide for the first time...
An Xin recalled the past and looked at Jiang
Qing, weeping sadly.
Jiang Qing finally found out that she was awake, and recovered from the old monk's state of calmness. He looked at An Xin, opened his mouth, and said in a dumb voice, "Are you awake?"
Anxin looked at Jiang Qing, and heard that he had nothing to say like himself, and was even more sad, and couldn't help crying, unable to speak.
Jiang Qing looked sad when An Xin was crying. No matter how hard-hearted he was, he couldn't help feeling uncomfortable. However, they have reached the point where they are today. Can they be saved
Regardless of whether it is restored or not, the crux of the problem is that Jiang Qing does not want to restore it from the bottom of his heart.
He knows what he thinks, he wants to leave Anxin, what he wants to save is Yining...
It's just that Jiang Qing really couldn't talk to An Xin about this topic at this time. He told An Xin, aside Yining, and aside his doubts. He always felt that An Xin had true feelings for him.
Although there is Yining in his heart from beginning to end, even though he has never fallen in love with An Xin, but at this time, when An Xin has just recovered from suicide, he tells An Xin to leave her. He really can't do it. To!
An Xin was crying, Jiang Qing looked at her sympathetically. He knew what An Xin wanted, but he really couldn't give it!
He could only say softly to An Xin, "An Xin, don't be stupid in the future, don't hurt yourself for me, I'm not worthy..."
"Jiang Qing." An Xin couldn't help but grabbed Jiang Qing's hand, "I love you, Jiang Qing, do you know..."
In order to coax Jiang Qing to be with herself, An Xin has always been to him, even saying that she is terminally ill, holding her own cornea as bait, just want to hold Jiang Qing in her hand first.
She never dared to show her sincerity in front of Jiang Qing. She was afraid that Jiang Qing found out that she loved him and had the opportunity to turn around and ran away. At this moment, she was so fragile that she could no longer take care of so much. She cried and expressed her love to Jiang Qing. .
Jiang Qing couldn't help but sighed. He was not stupid. How could he not be able to see his heart with peace of mind at all
It is precisely because An Xin is infatuated with him, and he once wanted to use An Xin, that he is so good to An Xin because of guilt.
However, this kind of good foundation is not love, but his purpose to achieve his various goals!
How can this kind of good last
Once he was affected by Yining and paid full attention to his body and mind, coupled with his various doubts about Anxin, his goodness would be unsustainable!
"An Xin." Seeing An Xin crying so sad and sincerely speaking, Jiang Qing is also the first time to earnestly open up with An Xin. He gently touched An Xin's hair, "I know..."
An Xin listened to his words, couldn't help but stop her tears, and looked at him foolishly.
However, what Jiang Qing said next is true, "But, An Xin, you know my intentions, we...reluctant to come, and feelings cannot be reluctant..."
As soon as he spoke,
An Xin was crying bitterly.
An Xin cried and almost howled. She is a lady who pays so much attention to her image. Even if she cries, it is always pears with rain. I feel pity, but at this moment, she is crying and howling Qin Yining can’t see any difference anymore. .
Regardless of the image, pay attention to the image when crying, maybe it is not enough to be sad!
An Xin's sadness at the moment was beyond her control, so she howled and wailed desperately.
Although Jiang Qing didn't love her, he was also infected by her pain. He couldn't help but wiped her tears with a tissue. He didn't know how to coax her, so he could only say in a low voice, "Don't cry, don't cry..."
It took An Xin a long time before she suppressed her crying. When she could control herself no longer howling, she said to Jiang Qing, "Jiang Qing, what about you? You have said that feelings cannot be forced. , Can you force Qin Yining? Jiang Qing!"
In a word, Jiang Qing's expression changed, and he couldn't help frowning. If it weren't for An Xin's attempted suicide, he might have exploded, "This is different... I and Yining used to..."
"This is the same!" An Xin cried and cried almost immediately, "Jiang Qing, don't you understand? Qin Yining has fallen in love with Sheng Qianchen, she will not look back again, you treat her the same as I treat you! Since you persuade me to let go of you, why can't you persuade you to let it go to Qin Yining yourself!"
"Reassure!" Jiang Qing's expression became uglier when she heard her say, "Don't tell me, things are not like that, I won't give up..."
"I won't give up either!" An Xin grabbed Jiang Qing's hand, and never exposed her feelings like this. "My heart is the same as you, Jiang Qing! You are hurt by her, don't you feel hurt? You? When your heartaches, you just think of me, Jiang Qing, I am the same as you, how heartache you are, I will have heartache, Jiang Qing... Jiang Qing!"
An Xin's heart is broken, Jiang Qing certainly can't fall in love with her, but watching her cry so sad, listening to her talking about her feelings for herself, and listening to her talking about her heart for him, and his heart for Qin Yining. In the same way, no matter how hard-hearted he is, it is impossible for him to remain unmoved.
He can only try to reassure Anxin, "Anxin, don't be sad, listen to me, everything will be fine, everything will pass..."
"It won't be good, it won't pass..." An Xin cried and said, "Jiang Qing, do you know how much I love you? I have done everything for you, Jiang Qing, do you think my suicide is fake? Is it to force you to subdue? Jiang Qing, without you, it would be meaningless for me to live. I really don’t want to live anymore, Jiang Qing..."
"You..." Jiang Qing didn't know what to say for a while.
He really didn't love Anxin, but he had so many emotional entanglements with her. It was he who wanted to marry Anxin, and he wanted to use Anxin, although his plan fell through.
But can he get angry with her because he can't use her
Could it be that because she loves him, because she is sad for him, and commits suicide for him, he hates her and blames her
(End of this chapter)