In the future, I will mention him to his children and tell him that his father is the best and most affectionate man in the world.
It was I who hurt him, it was I who let him down, it was I who, as a mother, did not hesitate to take the child's life as a bargaining chip to retaliate against him in order to get angry with him.
I don’t deserve to have him at all, I don’t deserve to have such a deep love...
Qin Yining was crying there alone, and after a long time, she finally recovered.
After so many days of experience, she is no longer the wayward and impulsive Qin Yining before.
If she was the previous one, she might have gone around looking for Sheng Qianchen together a long time ago, and begging for Sheng Qianchen like a child.
However, she was on the contrary at this moment. The more she knew how good Sheng Qianchen had been to her, the more she knew how deeply she had let him down.
She knew that she was not worthy of Sheng Qianchen, so she just wanted to leave quickly and return Sheng Qianchen's life to him.
Qin Yining thought about it clearly, and finally calmed down her emotions slowly, and pulled the tissue on the table again to dry her tears well.
She hesitated for a long time, but in the end she was really reluctant, put the photo back in the diary, hugged the diary tightly in her arms, stood up and walked out of the study.
The housekeeper saw Qin Yining coming out, his eyes were obviously crying, and there was a trace of concern in his eyes, but in the end he didn't say a word.
Qin Yining glanced at his eyes and knew that this was another person who received Sheng Qianchen's order to ignore her.
Sheng Qianchen...
Qin Yining knew Sheng Qianchen's former identity, and at this moment he was particularly emotional when he thought of it.
It's no wonder that people say that there is so much love and so much hatred.
Sheng Qianchen had been in love with her for a whole ten years, and he would be so entangled when meeting again, one can imagine how deeply he loves himself.
But because he loves himself too deeply, he will hate himself even more after being hurt by himself. He basically wants to make himself a rhythm like never appeared in his world.
In this case, it seems that there is nothing wrong with her taking this diary, so that she can be completely wiped out of his memory, right
Qin Yining had red eyes just like that, and walked out with a little sadness. The butler sent her all the way to the gate outside. Qin Yining looked back at the villa, after all, couldn't help showing a nostalgic look in his eyes.
This walk is really nothing to do with it, right
Sheng Qianchen, I wonder if you will think of me...
Forget, you have ordered everyone not to mention me to you again...
Qin Yining looked at the housekeeper. For some reason, maybe she didn’t give up completely. She asked, "Did Sheng Qianchen tell you that you are not allowed to mention me in front of him? If you mention me..." Qin Yining didn’t say anything but saw the housekeeper’s expression. , She was about to regret asking.
But the housekeeper nodded and took her words
, "I'll leave."
Sure enough!
After all, Qin Yining sighed in her heart, our fate has really come to an end...
She glanced at the villa again, smiled with tears, and said to the housekeeper, "If, if he asks about me again... I mean if, you tell him that I am fine, and I hope he will be fine in the future."
After she finished speaking, she turned and left, no longer nostalgic.
Tang Yu didn't know where her daughter had gone and was in a hurry. She knew very well that her daughter must have left because she remembered Sheng Qianchen, but she didn't know what she was going to do.
She was worried that her daughter would go to Sheng Qianchen again. With her daughter's current state, she could not withstand the same toss as last time.
She was very anxious and regretted why she hadn't caught up with her just now, so she finally waited until her husband came back, and told her husband that Qin Xiao was also very anxious, and they were afraid that Qin Yining would do something stupid again.
Just when Qin Xiao was about to go to the Shengshi Group to look for it again, Qin Yining came back.
But Qin Yining, who came back this time, was completely different from before.
The Qin and his wife noticed the difference between Qin Yining at a glance, but they couldn't tell the difference between their daughters.
Qin Yining stood in front of her parents, watching them stare at herself at the same time, looking at herself as if looking at a monster, and couldn't help but smile, "Dad, Mom, it's me, do you think you see a monster?"
With her smile, Qin Xiao knew what was wrong, and her daughter smiled!
When she came back just now, although she didn't smile, she had a look and anger in her eyes, unlike what she had always shown these days, although she was behaved, she always felt bored.
Qin Xiao couldn't figure out why Qin Yining had such a change, and only asked, "Daughter, where have you been? Whom did you... go to see?"
He was very puzzled and worried that he was looking for Sheng Qianchen if his daughter looked like this? Didn’t you see him
Qin Yining saw his father's expression and knew that his father had misunderstood her. She couldn't help but glared at her father, "Dad, where did you think about it, I just went to get some of my things, I didn't see anyone." "
She added something in her heart, if you want to see me, you can't see it...
Qin Xiao saw that his daughter was indeed in a good mood. It wasn't because she saw Sheng Qianchen that she was greatly relieved and said, "If you don't see it, it's OK if you haven't seen it, let's go."
Qin Yining knew that his father was worried about changes in the long run, and wished that they would leave quickly, so she didn't refute, but quickly packed up her bags and cooperated with her father's actions.
So, the family got in the car and set off for another city. Their luggage had been entrusted to the moving company and then delivered. The family drove by Qin Xiao and headed for another city.
Because Qin Xiao was worried that Qin Yining would be hurt by the scene, he did not choose to pass the Shengshi Group building, but the Shengshi building was so high that Qin Yining still saw the top of the building despite the detour.
She silently stared at the building. She knew that Sheng Qianchen was not there at all, but in her heart, she thought she was saying goodbye to him forever.
Qin Yining didn't take her gaze back until the car drove a long way out, and she couldn't help holding the bag tightly in her arms.
There was Sheng Qianchen's diary in it. Her father had not read it wrong. Before today, she had almost given up hope in life.
She felt both regrets and regrets in her heart, but she was more resentful. As long as she thought that Sheng Qianchen, who had been so good and so spoiled to her, could be so unkind to her, she would feel unbalanced, and she felt that she was wrong. With Sheng Qianchen, he had never fallen in love with her at all, she just gave her sincere heart in vain.
However, after reading Sheng Qianchen's diary today and understanding everything that had happened, she knew that Sheng Qianchen used to have such a deep affection for her.
It is precisely because Sheng Qianchen loves her deeply that he will be hurt more deeply when facing her betrayal, so he will be so unsympathetic to her.
After Qin Yining figured this out, she was not so incomprehensible about Sheng Qianchen's behavior. She finally accepted that she and Sheng Qianchen were only fate, and she finally understood what love was, but he didn't love it anymore, nothing more.
But his love for her once was true, and her love for him now is also true. They are just out of sync. What can she complain about
Qin Yining, who had figured it out, was finally able to face the past with a peaceful mind. Only by facing the past can she completely step out of the past and welcome the future.
Qin Yining finally raised her head bravely, no longer looking back, but looking forward, looking forward to a bright future with her parents.
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A busy tone kept coming from the handset of the phone, Jiang Qing finally put down the phone sullenly, he speculated that Qin Yining must have set the call rejection function for him.
Since Qin Yining discovered his cheating on her last time, he can no longer reach her. He knows that Yining completely gave up on him...
Jiang Qing couldn't help lowering his head, hugging his head, and then looking up, he threw out his mobile phone uncontrollably.
He couldn't figure it out, he was obviously only one step away from getting Yining, why did he miss her again
Is it because Qin Yining doesn't have him in his heart
If you don't have him in your heart, how can you care about him so much after learning that he has cancer? Even for him to completely break with Sheng Qianchen
She broke with Sheng Qianchen when she knew that she was pregnant with Sheng Qianchen's child, making him believe that Qin Yining had no feelings for him, and she didn't believe in killing him!
However, what he couldn't figure out was that Yining had already broken with Sheng Qianchen, and even said that he wanted to kill the child in order to avenge Sheng Qianchen. Even when he tried her to tell her not to kill the child, she denied it so firmly, as if not. That child doesn't seem to be the end.
And since she was determined to break up with Sheng Qianchen, of course she was with him.
(End of this chapter)