She made another mistake that she made the most frequently. She thought that things were only about herself, and she had never considered Sheng Qianchen.
She wanted to keep this child for herself, but if she stayed, it meant that Sheng Qianchen would have an illegitimate child!
He is an illegitimate child himself, and he was attacked and abused online, even his mother would not let it go.
If... If someone finds out that he has another bastard...
When Qin Yining thought about this possibility, she was a little afraid to continue thinking about it. She herself had been on the headlines too many times, and she had even been besieged in public. She knew that feeling, how could she bear this feeling? Bring it to Sheng Qianchen
She... She loves him...
Qin Yining returned home with a feeling of ambivalence, struggling and even desperation. Her father was not at home. When her mother saw her expression, she was shocked again, "Yining, what's wrong with you?"
Qin Yining listened to her mother's words, and the expression on the wooden face seemed to have some expression, but it was still sad, "I'm fine, mom..."
Tang Yu looked at his daughter's expression and thought to himself that it was okay? It's okay, can you be this expression
She didn't dare to irritate her daughter, so she asked cautiously, "You...who did you see?"
Yining answered a phone call in the afternoon and said that there was an important person to see. Although she was worried, the child was old after all, and she couldn't control her for a while.
Since she came to this city, she has always been very sensible. It can be seen that she also wants to start her life well. Besides, she promised to herself that she was definitely not going to see Sheng Qianchen, so she was relieved and did not stop her.
But now that she sees her daughter's expression, she is not calm. Could it be that her daughter lied to her? Did she go out to see that person? How else would she come back with such an expression
No, it shouldn't. My daughter never lied, and she never lied.
Tang Yu was frightened by Qin Yining's expression, and her heart was up and down for a while. She worried that her daughter had gone to see Sheng Qianchen, and she was even more worried about the child in her daughter's belly.
Qin Yining heard her mother ask her who she was going to meet, and knew that she suspected that she had gone to see Sheng Qianchen.
She felt uncomfortable thinking about Sheng Qianchen now, and didn't want to discuss with her mother, but said, "Mom, I didn't go to see him, you don't have to worry..."
Although I asked my mother not to worry, she still looked melancholy and lacking energy.
"I'm tired, I went to wash and sleep." Qin Yining was afraid that her mother would ask her again, so she went into the bathroom.
When Qin Yining finished the bath, she found her mother was still waiting for her in the living room!
She had no choice but to say that she was sleepy and went into the bedroom altogether.
"Hey." The mother called after her, "Are you hungry? Yining? Mom will cook a bowl of noodles for you? If you are not hungry, children should be hungry too?"
Qin Yining often shouts hungry recently, and sometimes eats several meals a day.
But today she was really not in the mood to eat. She rushed into the bedroom like running away, closed the door and said, "Mom, I'm sleepy, I don't want to eat anymore, I'm going to sleep!"
After finally shutting her mother out, Qin Yining walked to the bed and fell to her head, stupefied in a daze.
She felt tired just now and wanted to rest, but at the moment she was lying in sex, but she was not sleepy, the more she lay, the more energetic she was.
Thinking of what Sheng Dingtian said, every sentence seems to be particularly reasonable, but do you want to listen to him
The more she thought about it, the more annoyed she got. She stretched out her hand and took out the diary she had handed in from Sheng Qianchen from under the pillow, turned on the bedside lamp, and read it silently.
Looking at it, my eyes are moist, and I feel even more sad.
Sheng Qianchen was only so old at that time, what he wrote was not literary at all, and even a little naive.
What is rare is his true feelings, young but true.
Every time Qin Yining read it, it was like tasting a green apple, and she was sour in her heart. This sourness is not sour, but sad.
At this moment, she felt very sad, especially after having a conversation with Sheng Dingtian, she felt sad that she was so wronged, and she simply hugged the diary in her arms, shrank into a ball, and whimpered. Cried.
why
She has lost Sheng Qianchen, and she did not cherish such a true and persistent feeling in front of her, because she was stupid, because she was used by others, she lost it!
Isn't she pitiful enough
What she lost was Sheng Qianchen, who treated her as a treasure, spoiled her and loved her for ten years!
Even if she is wrong, isn't the punishment for losing him enough
why? Why take her child away
What did she do wrong? Did she commit any sins in her last life
That is his and her child, she can't lose him, can she really do it
Qin Yining curled up into a ball and cried dizzyly.
She finally stopped her tears. She took out her mobile phone and listened to the audio recorded during the birth check. Listening to the baby's powerful fetal heart, she couldn't help crying. If it weren't for her mother, she would have to cry.
She held Sheng Qianchen's diary in her left hand, and listened to the baby's fetal heart with a mobile phone in her right hand. Suddenly she felt that she was the poorest person in the world.
Sheng Qianchen...
When Qin Yining felt wronged, she suddenly remembered that Sheng Qianchen had come. He didn't want to because he didn't want to, but now that he thinks about it, he can't control it at all.
Thinking of his own grievance, does he even know
His father wants her to knock the child off, does he know
What if he knew him? Will he let it go
He seems to have said that he will have nothing to do with him in the future, he won't care about himself anymore
She didn't ask him to control her, she just wanted to avoid herself and give birth to a child quietly. Why is it so difficult
If she gave birth to a child like this, what should he do if he finds out
Will he hate her? Hate her for making his child an illegitimate child
But if you don't want this child
, What should she do in the future? How can she survive
Qin Yining cried and cried, unexpectedly a resentment gradually arose from the bottom of her heart.
The Sheng family, are you deceiving too much, right
She didn't want to marry into Sheng's family, she had already hided far away, why did they have to chase and kill them all
Although the child is still in her belly, the child is also a life. Isn't this the sound of his heartbeat
How can you say that you don't want it? Is human life so cheap? Can you buy it with money
If you don't want an illegitimate child, you can marry your wealthy daughter-in-law, and you can have your own child!
Why can't even my child let it go
Thinking of this, Qin Yining suddenly sat up, picked up the phone, and wanted to call Sheng Qianchen.
She felt agitated for a while, and she wanted to ask Sheng Qianchen what he meant, and did he know his father's behavior
Could it be that he wants her to destroy the child just like his father
But she turned out Sheng Qianchen's number and set it there, but she was afraid and couldn't press it anymore.
If... What if Sheng Qianchen knew? What if this is what Sheng Qianchen meant
Qin Yining suddenly didn't dare to make this call, and didn't want to ask the answer.
She suddenly wanted to escape, and escaped to the horizon, so that everyone could not find herself, how good it would be!
She was confused for a while and could only stare at the number in her hand in a daze.
Before she clarified her thoughts, she suddenly heard someone calling her name, "Yining, Qin Yining!"
It was so late, and someone shouted her name downstairs. In such a quiet night, the voice felt very loud.
Qin Yining was taken aback by the shouting, and her cell phone dropped.
She sat there for a while, a little unresponsive. Who would look for her at so late, how could she listen to the sound so familiar
She was thinking there, she heard another shout, "Yining, Yining, it's me, Jiang Qing!"
Jiang Qing!
Qin Yining's eyes widened in an instant, and she couldn't believe her ears.
Since the last time she found out that Jiang Qing lied to her, she never answered his phone. In order to hide from him, she even changed her mobile phone number, but how could he still find it in a stalemate? Up
It doesn't count if he finds it, he is still yelling her name downstairs, as if he is afraid that others will not know that she lives here.
Qin Yining was angry and scared for a while, and didn't know what to do. At this moment, she heard the sound of her mother knocking on the door, "Yining, Jiang Qing is downstairs, do you want to see him? ?"
Mother came knocking on the door. Qin Yining could no longer pretend that she couldn't hear anymore. She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, opened the door embarrassedly, and met each other. Tang Yu immediately found out that she was wrong and asked, "Why are you crying?"
"I'm fine." Qin Yining quickly dispelled her mother's suspicions. She usually doesn't lie, but at this time she reacts quickly, "I have a nightmare!"
(End of this chapter)