Qin Yining leaned her head on Sheng Qianchen's chest, wrapped her hand around his waist, and quietly listened to his heartbeat, enjoying the peace of this moment, not even caring about the heavy rain.
She doesn’t know how many times she has dreamed of such scenes. Every time she encounters something happy or sad, what she wants most is that she can be hugged by him like this. As long as she hugs like this, she will be satisfied. Up.
Once she pushed him away countless times, I don't know how to cherish it, but now she can only hold him in a dream.
At this moment, she quietly leaned in his arms and enjoyed this feeling. She really hoped that this moment could become eternal. She didn't dare to speak. She knew that what she wanted to say would make him push her away.
Qin Yining tightened his arms and wanted to hold him a little longer.
"Yining..." Sheng Qianchen murmured in her ear.
At this moment, Sheng Qianchen's mood was coincidentally exactly the same as Qin Yining's, and he didn't dare to say or ask. He knew the purpose of his coming here.
Since he returned to China, he wanted to find Qin Yining to find her and ask the truth, and all kinds of rumors and speculations would drive him crazy.
But at this moment he didn't dare to ask anymore. He was afraid to ask them and they couldn't hold them like this anymore. Why didn't he often dream of this scene
Qin Yining felt her heart broken when she heard Sheng Qianchen's muttering call to her.
No, she can't drag on like this any more, she won't be able to let go any longer.
"Qian Chen..." Qin Yining finally brought up the topic first. She clenched both hands holding Sheng Qianchen into fists, with her nails almost pierced into the flesh, and finally said, "The child... no more..."
After she finished speaking, she obviously felt Sheng Qianchen's body stiffen. Qin Yining forced herself to harden her heart, retracted her hands, and pushed Sheng Qianchen away to hold her hands, "Qianchen." She looked at Sheng Qianchen with sad eyes, "We... back not going… "
Sheng Qianchen was struck by lightning in an instant, and his body shook involuntarily twice.
Yes, his dream was not only about their reconciliation, but also what she said cruelly to him. At this moment, the dream woke up and the nightmare came true.
Qin Yining saw the wounded look in Sheng Qianchen's eyes, and her heart ached for a moment to drip blood. She now wished that the rain would be heavier, pouring it on her face fiercely, just to cover up her tears.
Sheng Qianchen began to shake his head, reaching out to catch her, Qin Yining avoided, "Qianchen, Qianchen!" She saw the crazy eyes in Sheng Qianchen's eyes, and knew what he was thinking, so she could only say to him cruelly, "We It's over, we missed it, and we will never go back, Qianchen!"
"Qin Yining!" Sheng Qianchen interrupted her with Sheng Sheng, "Stop talking! Don't say anything!"
He grabbed her arm and pulled her in front of him, followed by the light, staring at her, Qin Yining had sadness, fear and despair in her eyes. All of this was telling Sheng Qianchen that she would never follow him anyway. Back to the past.
"Yining..." Qin Yining will never be Sheng Qianchen's opponent when arguing, but when it comes to being cruel, Sheng Qianchen will always lose to her, he is not at all cruel, he is hurt by Qin Yining's decisive eyes, but he is cruel. He didn't hesitate to scold her, and even begged her, "I was wrong, I left you, Yining..."
Sheng Qianchen embraced Qin Yining again and said what he couldn't believe he could say, "I said I should treat you well, but I doubt you. I shouldn't leave you behind, I should go and beg you!"
"Yining, do you know that I've been thinking about it all this time abroad, if I didn't leave at that time, if I went to find you, I beg you, maybe you can change your mind, maybe the child can stay... "
"Yining, Yining, I regret it, let's stop arguing and don't make any more trouble, we will assume that nothing happened, okay?"
"Sheng Qianchen!" Qin Yining couldn't help it anymore, crying bitterly, "Are you crazy! Are you crazy Sheng Qianchen!"
Qin Yining pushed Sheng Qianchen away fiercely. She put her hand on her chest and knocked twice. Her heart hurts too much, and she felt that this could make her heartache a little lighter.
How can she not hurt
Sheng Qianchen...
How can it be, how can I beg her at this time, and say that he is wrong! Is he crazy? No one in the world knows that it is her Qin Yining who is wrong!
Is he trying to force her to death? Is he trying to force himself to death
"I was wrong! Sheng Qianchen." Qin Yining cried heartbreakingly and shouted, "I was wrong, I was headstrong, I was stupid and stupid! I didn't know how to cherish it, it was I who let you down, it was me. I am so sorry!"
"Let go, Sheng Qianchen, I beg you to stop going crazy, give me a way of life, you let yourself be a way of life!"
"We missed it, Sheng Qianchen... You are smarter than me, can't you see it? You have to hurt a few more times before you can see the truth? Let go, let go!"
Qin Yining said what she thought was the truth, no matter what it would hurt Sheng Qianchen, she wanted to turn around and leave.
"I won't let go, I won't let go..." Sheng Qianchen followed her, grabbed her hand, and wanted to pull her back, Qin Yining turned around and beat him, as if he had a deep hatred of him.
"Yining, Yining..." Sheng Qianchen couldn't control her. Seeing that she was still turning around to leave, she fell to her knees with a plop, "Yining, Yining..."
He couldn't say anything to beg, he just called her name over and over again.
"Sheng Qianchen!" Qin Yining saw Sheng Qianchen kneel down, and her heart ached even more. He is Sheng Qianchen, how proud he is, how could she not know
"You get up, you get up..." She went to Qianchen Lashing and wanted him to get up, but she couldn't pull it at all. She saw that Qianchen Sheng was crying, and she cried more fiercely and weakened.
Qianchen knelt to the ground like Qian Chen, and the two of them cried with their headaches.
"Come with me, Yining." Sheng Qianchen still didn't give up, "just as if nothing happened..."
"Sheng Qianchen." Qin Yining looked at Sheng Qianchen, "Do you know how painful my heart is? Now I think of you and my heart hurts. When I see you, my heart hurts. I feel that my heart hurts to death!"
"The child is gone! Whether it is your fault or my fault, the child can't come back! We can't go back! It's over long ago between us!"
"Don't you hurt? Does your heart hurt? Sheng Qianchen? Do you really want to be so persistent? Do you have to let the two of us die to be reconciled? Sheng Qianchen!" Qin Yining desperately said and wailed Burst into tears.
"..." Sheng Qianchen finally stopped talking. He looked at Qin Yining with only sadness in his eyes.
Qin Yining didn't know where her strength came from, and stood up again. She grabbed Sheng Qianchen's hand and said, "Get up." She pulled Sheng Qianchen up.
The two people looked at me and I looked at you, but they didn't speak. In the end, Qin Yining turned and left.
Qin Yining's leaving figure swayed, but she didn't fall down in the end, and she didn't look back, so she left.
Sheng Qianchen looked at her back and stretched out his hand as if he wanted to call her. In the end, he did not shout, nor did he catch up with her, but dropped his hand sullenly.
What she said was right, it was already over between them.
It was he who refused to face the reality, and he always thought they could go back in time. In fact, he was just deceiving himself and others, and they could not go back a long time ago.
As early as the last time he chose to leave, they were over. They had missed it a long time ago.
Every time he turned his head back, he experienced more of the heartbreaking experience on one side, and every struggle only caused the dust-covered wound to crack again.
She said she was going to die in pain, why didn't he
He always thought that if he could work hard again and beg her again, the ending would be different. He was tortured by the possibility and could not be left behind. He finally came back, and he finally begged her on his knees.
So what
What they lost will never be able to come back again. They are facing each other, only the heartache is left, like a slow heartache.
Qin Yining opened the Loumen and walked in. She never looked back, Loumen closed behind her, and Sheng Qianchen chose to turn around and leave at that moment.
He staggered towards his car like Qin Yining. He opened the door and sat in. He started the car. His movements were always mechanical, subconscious, like walking corpses.
This is the last time, he thought, this life and this life, the last time.
He started the car and left.
At the moment Qin Yining was closing the door, she leaned her body against the door, tears falling like a pouring rain outside.
(End of this chapter)