After Qin Yining heard it, the tears flowed more fiercely. When Qiao Xin finished speaking, she simply lay on the table and cried bitterly.
Seeing her painful look, Qiao Xin knew that she hadn't let go of Sheng Qianchen at all, and couldn't help but hate iron and steel, and said, "What's the use of crying? Do you want to be with him? Do you want him? Go find him!"
Qiao Xin's words calmed Qin Yining. She slowly stopped her tears, pulled the tissues on the table, and wiped away the tears, "I don't want him, I don't want to find him."
"You..." Qiao Xin's eyes widened, and he didn't know what to say. He didn't want him? This is called a liar!
"Qiao Xin." Qin Yining saw that Qiao Xin was angry, and looked at Qiao Xin sadly and said, "I can't find him anymore, I can't break up with him again."
"Then you don't break up with him!" Qiao Xin can't understand Qin Yining's brain circuit. If he loves him, go find him. If you don't want to break up, don't break up. Is it difficult? Does it need to be tangled? Are you crying
"You don't understand." Qin Yining looked at Qiao Xin sadly, just as she had gone through many vicissitudes.
"I don't understand?" Qiao Xin looked at Qin Yining incredulously. Someone said that Qiao Xin didn't understand something, and she was such a stupid girl who didn't know the so-called. She was really convinced!
"Qiao Xin." Qin Yining tried to explain to Qiao Xin, "You don't understand, I don't want to break up with him, I... I love him, I never want to break up with him."
"But every time we break up, not because of this person, or because of that person, without this thing, there is still another thing, anyway, we always fall out!"
"Sometimes I wonder if it's because I'm too good at it, and I want to change it too, but I can't change it. I let him down every time and hurt him every time."
"Every time I break up, I feel a lot of pain, and it hurts more and more every time. I know he also hurts. I really can't bear this kind of pain! Qiao Xin, this time he almost died, and I almost died, the next time. ?"
"Does the two of us have to die before we say the end? I really can't stand it, Qiao Xin..."
After Qin Yining finished speaking, she cried into a ball again.
After listening to Qin Yining's confession, Qiao Xin looked at her crying, his face changed from incomprehension to distress and finally to anger.
Sheng Qianchen!
Don’t you think Qin Yining is stupid
Since I know Qin Yining is stupid, why bother to provoke her!
Let a stupid girl fall in love with you, let a stupid girl cry for you like this, don't you feel a little guilty
She is stupid, aren't you smart? You can let her be used by others like this, let her get hurt again and again, and in the end you have to blame all on her! I still blame her for being stupid!
When Qiao Xin thought of this, he was already out of anger, his face even calmed down, but what was hidden in the calm was a person who wanted to kill.
heart of.
She looked at Qin Yining until she gradually stopped crying again, then said coldly, "I'm going to find Sheng Qianchen."
"Huh?" Qin Yining cried bitterly, vented, and was wiping tears silently, when he heard Qiao Xin say such a sentence, the whole person was stupid.
What did she say? Does she mean this? She clearly said that she didn't want to find Sheng Qianchen and didn't want to start with him again. Why did Qiao Xin say that she wanted to find him
"Don't go." Qin Yining reacted and immediately stopped Qiao Xin.
She looked at Qiao Xin and said hurriedly, "I don’t want to disturb his life anymore. Let him marry his fiancee. He doesn’t belong to me. He has his own life. We shouldn’t be together. of!"
"I'm fine too." Qin Yining was afraid of not being persuasive enough, and said of herself, "I have children, and I will be fine in the future, Qiao Xin, stop looking for him, let him... let him be free, without me, he Will have a good time..."
Qin Yining touched herself when she talked about it, thinking that only in this way can she be considered worthy of Sheng Qianchen, right
Qiao Xin looked at Qin Yining's self-moving look, but couldn't help but curse secretly in his heart: What a shit!
With my Qiao Xin in one day, Sheng Qianchen don't think about it!
Either you don’t love it, or you just treat it well, don’t provoke it if it’s not good, and accept everything if it provokes you! Don't want to be a bitch and want to set up a torii, is there such a good thing in the world
Even if there is such a good thing, I can guarantee that I won't be on your side!
Qiao Xin had secretly decided to tell Sheng Qianchen about Qin Yining's situation, but she still had to think about it, and seeing Qin Yining's emotionally unstable appearance, she decided to hide it from her first.
Qiao Xin made a decision and comforted Qin Yining, promising that she would not talk about it with Sheng Qianchen, and then asked Qin Yining if she wanted to go with her.
Qin Yining is now in the habit of living in this city, and when she goes back with Qiao Xin, she is worried that she will think of Sheng Qianchen, so she refuses.
Qiao Xin asked Qin Yining to rest for a while and stop going to work. After experiencing such a thing, he adjusted his mood for a while.
Qin Yi and Ning Weiwei agreed, but she had another plan in her heart. How could she not work? She is now a person with children. Who will raise her if she doesn't work
Although she wanted to rest after experiencing such a thing, she wanted to become stronger for her child, and she couldn't shrink back when she was frustrated. She had already made up her mind to go back and continue looking for a job.
But she didn't tell Qiao Xin about her plan. She knew that she would definitely be scolded by Qiao Xin.
Maybe Qiao Xinhui must take her away, or give her a sum of money or something. She doesn't want to be cared for as a vulnerable group anymore.
After experiencing so much, Qin Yining finally learned to think a little, knowing that he wants to be independent, and also learned to hide his thoughts, in front of Joe
Xin didn't even reveal that he wanted to find a job.
Afterwards, the two met by appointment not to talk about Sheng Qianchen. Qin Yining quickly emerged from that shadow. Qiao Xin accompanies Qin Yining for a day, and in the evening he sent Qin Yining home, and the two reluctantly said goodbye.
After separating from Qiao Xin, Qin Yining posted a few resumes on the Internet as soon as he returned home.
She is now a person with children, so she must quickly find a job to support her family. Besides, she doesn't want to talk to her parents about being unemployed for fear that her parents are worried.
The key point was that she was afraid that her parents would find out that she was being bullied in the company. If her father knew about it, she might do something out of the ordinary on impulse, and she would lose out.
Therefore, from the second day, Qin Yining began to look for work everywhere.
She left home on time every morning and made the illusion of going to work in front of her parents. After she came out, she took out the recruitment information she was looking for and called every family, and rushed to the interview if she could make an appointment.
But after a few days of searching, she didn't find a job, and she couldn't help but become anxious.
Qin Yining’s current situation makes it really difficult to find a job. Without him, her belly is already visible, and she can’t hide it at all. When people look at the employer, a pregnant woman comes to apply for the job, which is obvious. Maternity leave is about to be taken in a month, who would use her
But people would definitely not say that she didn’t use her because she was pregnant. Isn’t that discrimination? Instead, they interviewed her politely, and then asked her to go back and wait for the notice. This kind of notice is basically just There will be no more text.
There are also a few companies that want to use her, but this kind of thing is generally indispensable to stare at her face. Qin Yining was bitten by a snake for ten years and was afraid of the string. Anyone who is interested in her looks is I won't go anyway.
As a result, she was a high-achieving student who had returned from studying abroad with a beautiful resume, but she couldn't even find a job as a secretary in a small company.
The more Qin Yining looks for this job, the more he hits walls, and can't help but start to doubt life a little bit. Is it really that bad that he can't even find a job? How can she feed her children if she can't find a job
Shaking outside every day, Qin Yining's heart that never refused to admit defeat became a little hesitant. Could it be that she is really unable to do so
No, you can’t think of it this way, it’s obviously that those people discriminate against pregnant women, it’s not my fault!
Qin Yining cheered herself up. She has strong abilities and will definitely be able to find a job!
I am pregnant now, I am in a bad mood, I am the most optimistic, and I will be well!
Since becoming pregnant, Qin Yining has acquired a new skill. Whenever she is in a bad mood, she pushes it to the emotional instability of pregnant women, and when she does stupid things, she pushes it to the first three years of pregnancy.
Don't say it, it works really well, she just used this trick again, and she feels much better at the moment.
(End of this chapter)