"I, want to know your true thoughts..." Zhou Yi stared at the ground motionlessly, "Is it... Is it really impossible... If so, why did you kiss me that time... "
At that moment, Chang Ye felt as if his heart had been hit hard by a mallet, and it was so painful that he couldn't breathe.
When Zhou Yi didn't appear, she lived with the obsession of hating her, and there was no way she could fall in love with anyone. And when Zhou Yi appeared, the hatred was not hated anymore, the obsession gradually disappeared, but there was no way to completely ignore it.
Every time I tell myself it's better to stay away from her, but every time she makes an appointment, I still run away. Obviously as long as you don't approach, as long as you are firm and refuse, you should be able to stop thinking about each other after a long time, but you can't.
I can't throw away the necklace, I can't throw away the flowers she gave, and even make them into dried flowers and keep them. I can't go to her circle of friends and watch the sporadic news over and over again.
Chang also inhaled his nose and pressed his lower eyelid with his fingers. Now, it can be said that it was drunk, and if you don't love it, you don't love it anymore. Then you turn around and leave immediately. It should be over, and there should be no more future.
However, her legs seemed to be nailed to the floor.
"Do you think I'm annoying..." At this time, Zhou Yi slowly raised his head again, looking at Chang Ye with red eyes.
Chang didn't dare to look at her, and turned his head to one side.
Zhou Yi licked his dry lips, only to feel a dull pain in his temples.
Hearing this, the water in Chang Ye's eyes became stronger and stronger: "I just feel that I can't go back."
After hearing that simple sentence, Zhou Yi was at a loss for words.
"Anyway, I'm very happy to meet you... My happiest time..." After a while, Zhou Yi laughed sullenly, "It's all from you."
Closing his eyes, Zhou Yi's tears rolled down again: "Then, if you need me to disappear... I will try my best to do it."
"What do you mean..." Chang Ye's heartbeat suddenly missed half a beat, "Will we... not be in touch in the future?"
"Because I still love you, every time I see you, my purpose is not pure, I can't be your ordinary friend, and it is very likely that I will interfere with your life..." Zhou Yi opened his eyes and looked a little bit. Empty eyes stared at her blankly.
The air seemed to freeze.
"Okay." After a while, Chang also said a word, then turned around and walked out of the room quickly.
However, the moment he walked out of the room, Chang Ye couldn't help but raised his hand to cover his mouth and cried, and tried his best to suppress his voice. She didn't even know what she was crying for. Isn't that what you want? Then, why are you crying
At this time, Zhou Yi's heart twitched suddenly in the room, forcing her to open her mouth and gasp for breath.
The world in front of him became more and more blurred. He stood up slowly, holding the furniture next to him, and was about to go to the bathroom to wash his face, but he fell to the ground again because his legs were numb.
Just get through it, right? Should... should be
Lying on the ground, Zhou Yi couldn't help hugging his body and curled up, biting his lower lip firmly, even though his whole body trembled, he didn't let himself make a single sound.
On the other side, Chang, who was walking to the entrance of the corridor, also stopped uncontrollably and turned his head after hearing the sound of heavy objects falling to the ground.
As soon as he gritted his teeth, Chang Ye quickly ran downstairs and walked to the door.
However, she stopped again when her hand touched the doorknob. The whole mind is messed up.
Finally, Chang Ye ran upstairs again, stopped at the door, slowly put his hand on the door frame, and stuck his head in.
After seeing Zhou Yi lying on the ground, Chang Ye sniffed, let go of the door frame, walked in quickly, then squatted down beside her, lifted Zhou Yi's upper body, held her left hand, and let her lean against his arms : "Zhou Yi, did you fall somewhere? Does it hurt? Huh?"
"Where did you fall?" Chang Ye patted Zhou Yi's face again, only to realize that the corner of her lips had been bitten and bleeding.
Zhou Yi just closed her eyes and squeezed her hand tightly, choking: "Why are you back? You will give me hope when you come back."
Looking at the bulging veins on her hands, Chang Ye finally couldn't hold back anymore, hugged her tightly, pursed her lips, kept sniffing, and said softly, "I don't know..."
Zhou Yi leaned in her arms, turned his head to one side, slowly opened his bloodshot eyes, took a deep breath, closed his eyes again, and did not speak for a long time, as if he had fallen asleep.
"Are you asleep?" Chang also asked.
Zhou Yi was still silent.
Chang Yi trembled: "Actually, you're fine with everything. Although you're a little straight, sometimes it's a bit too much, but even if you don't understand the style, you will still try your best to create some small surprises for me."
Speaking of which, Chang also burst into tears and laughed: "Although I can't understand why I like dolls, and said that I wouldn't buy that kind of thing for me, in the end I bought a dinosaur doll... Ugly and cute..."
Chang Ye raised his eyes and looked down at the ceiling, but he couldn't hold back his tears: "I don't know where I heard the saying, 'Wish on a meteor will make your dream come true', but I ran to squat on the meteor and caught a cold. "
"The quarrels are also quite frequent. Every time you look like you don't want to pay attention to me anymore, and then we have a cold war, but in the end, in all likelihood, you are the one who bows first, buying food and writing long stories. The review book, and then came over to talk to me in a sullen manner, what was still written in the review book, although it is not clear what was wrong, but it will definitely be corrected, which is both irritating and funny..."
Speaking of this, Chang couldn't help but burst into laughter, but then he lowered his head: "It's just that I can't get over that hurdle..."
"Zhou Yi, apart from other things, the gap between us is even bigger now, you know? My family was a well-off at the time, and your family's fortune was in the hundreds of millions, and your family looked down on me, let alone now. I am poor and white, and your family property has doubled... Besides, my mother is sick, your family will definitely consider it, right? There will definitely be thinking there, will I become a mentally ill in the future... "
"And then I'm not a business talent, and I don't have any connections in my hands. For your family, it's useless. Going in is like an idle meal..." Chang Ye finally expressed his messy thoughts in one go. , "I'm different from you, I can't do it without caring what they think, and I know how much I have, I can't catch up with you..."
After sniffing, Chang Ye hugged Zhou Yi even tighter, buried her cheek on her shoulders with a few strands of hair scattered, and sobbed faintly: "I... It's not so much that I said that to your parents back then. It is better to say that I am really inferior to myself. The more inferior you are, the better you are, the more inferior I will be... Because I am true, they seem to be right, I just have nothing, what qualifications do I have to make you towards me..."
At this time, another tear fell from the corner of Zhou Yi's eyes. He tilted his head slightly: "Being with me... is it so uncomfortable..."
Hearing Zhou Yi's low voice suddenly, Chang Ye lifted the hair covering his face, tried to calm down, and finally nodded: "En."
Zhou Yi closed his eyes again, and his throat slid: "Then, will you feel better if you leave me?"
After listening to Chang Ye, he suddenly choked up. A mess in my head. Thinking back to all these years, she finally hugged her with gritted teeth and shook her head.
At this time, Zhou Yi opened his mouth slightly, his chest heaved up and down, and then swayed out of her arms, turned to face her and stared at her, stretched out his hand to caress her cheek, and hugged her again, his voice almost Whispering: "My dad he... also knows it's wrong..."
"Ah?" Chang Ye put his hands on her shoulders, a little unbelievable for a while.
"The last time he died, I was disturbed by me," Zhou Yi was still a little dizzy, "but he didn't expect that all these years, he has been feeling uneasy about that bullying you. Although My mom is still annoying, but my dad is not what he used to be, really...
"why… "
"I just wanted to let them know what I thought, to let them know that I am an independent individual, to let them know that fighting against you is against me, to let them know that you are much better than me, and I want them to know my determination..." Zhou Yi stroked her back, "It's a desperate shot... With the mentality that it doesn't matter even if I get kicked out... I said a lot..."
"you… "
"I'm not afraid of not having anything. I can create more after fame and fortune, but..." Zhou Yi licked his lower lip, "If I don't have you, I really... can't find a second you..."
After Chang Ye listened, he took a deep breath and coughed several times.
"I love you," Zhou Yi smelled the scent on her shoulders and neck, closed his eyes and rubbed gently, "Do you really want me?"
At this time, Chang Ye held her shoulders, pushed her slightly away, and took a breath.
Zhou Yi looked at her for a while, then looked at the ground a little dejectedly.
At this moment, a hand touched her cheek.
So, Zhou Yi raised his eyes and stared at her again.
The next second, Chang Ye reached out and climbed onto her neck and kissed her lips. Zhou Yi's eyes could not help but open slightly, then slowly closed again, reaching out to embrace her body.
There are tears running into the tongue, salty, bitter, astringent.
It was late at night, and the lips and teeth of the two touched gently, each with a little trembling, some longing. From the initial hesitation to the back, the two hugged each other hard, as if rubbing each other into their own bodies, frantically plundering everything in the other's mouth...
In the end, Zhou Yi's center of gravity was unstable and fell to the ground, and Chang Ye leaned on top of her, panting lightly, clasping his fingers hard, and then suddenly shouted: "Do you think I can really fuck Do you not love you?!"
The author has something to say: ahem, this pair has a result, right