After spending a day with the team, He Bai finally had a clearer understanding of Di Qiuhe's work intensity. He thought of Di Qiuhe's move back to City B to apologize to him immediately after filming the night scene. He felt soft and distressed for a second, and then he was immediately blown away by Di Qiuhe.
"Let's go to the night market!" After returning to the hotel to take a shower, Di Qiuhe circled He Bai, his energy was abnormally good. "You are going back to City B tomorrow, but you haven't strolled in District D yet. Area D is more lively at night than during the day. I will accompany you to have a good time."
He Bai unplugged the card reader and turned off the computer, got up and grabbed the collar of his pajamas, cruelly pushed him onto the bed, and warned, "Lie down honestly! What do you want for dinner, I will let Assistant Wang buy it." After a whole day of filming, I still don’t stop, what kind of night market to visit! Rest is serious!
Di Qiuhe fell on the bed obediently, and then he crawled down, "You must be tired of having a crew meal for a day. I will take you to eat delicious food. How about seafood? There is a century-old seafood restaurant in District D. Very well done, I asked Assistant Wang to book a place."
He Bai stared at the others madly and began to take off his clothes.
Di Qiuhe's eyes widened, and his feet just touched the ground slipped, and his body was unstable and fell back on the bed. His heart was shocked, happy and ashamed. He moved his gaze to the side, and couldn't help but move back two seconds later. Seeing his body line slowly exposed, he squatted, "You, what are you doing undressing? Difficult, don't you, do you want to..."
He Bai put his dirty clothes at him, picked up his pajamas and said angrily, "You are not tired, I am tired, I just want to rest now, I don't want to go out and run around. You go order a takeaway, and I want to eat after the shower." He went into the bathroom without looking back.
Click.
The bathroom door was closed.
Di Qiuhe held his breath and pulled down the coat and T-shirt on his face, his ears were red and his face was red, and he struggled for two seconds. He quickly rubbed his head on He Bai's clothes, and then consciously got up from the bed with a serious expression. I found my mobile phone and called Wang Boyi, "Assistant Wang, go and buy something to eat so that I can digest it." After he hung up the phone, he glanced at the clothes on the bed, digging at the seams of the pajamas, and then rushed to collect the clothes carefully. Get up, rub and rub, rub and rub, eyes flashing.
Now, since the puppy is tired, let’s forget about the night market and so on. Today is the last night he and the puppy sleep in the same bed. I really can’t just waste the time we can stay together. … Wait, the last night
The emotions such as shyness, joy, excitement, etc. disappear in seconds, replaced by reluctance and sadness.
He stunned to put down the clothes in his arms, and after a few seconds, his shoulders slowly collapsed, and he looked sideways at the closet while He Bai had half packed his luggage, and his eyebrows were drawn together.
Time flies so fast, Puppy is going back...
After He Bai came out of the shower, he saw Di Qiuhe, who was still very energetic before, quickly withered, like an inflated balloon, collapsed on the sofa by the window.
Just want to go out and play like that? So frustrated by not letting him out
He Bai raised his eyebrows, put down the towel to wipe his hair, and sighed in his heart.
After all, it is a young man who can't be idle for a moment, which is completely different from his state of being a pseudo young and real middle-aged person who doesn't like tossing around.
"Angry?"
He walked to the sofa opposite Di Qiuhe and sat down, leaned forward and took a can of drink and a can of beer from the table on the small table between the two, then pushed the drink to Di Qiuhe, and picked it up by himself. The beer shook his head and asked, "Drink a glass?"
Di Qiuhe glanced sideways at him, stretched out his arms to snatch the beer in his hand, got up and replaced him with juice, leaned back on the sofa, and said in a low mood, "You have to fly tomorrow, don’t drink tonight. Up."
He Bai knocked on the drink can, raised his eyes and carefully checked his expression, raised his arms on the table, smiled and asked, "You are like this...reluctant to leave?"
Di Qiuhe paused with the juice in his hand, not looking at him from the side.
Childish ghost.
With a smile in his eyes, He Bai stretched out his hand to pick up the drink and touched the one beside him, soothing, "I will come to see you next time I have time."
After thinking for a while, he said, "Qiuhe, you still have too few friends now, except for me, only Jiang Xiuwen, which is not good. Although it is difficult to have sincerity in the vanity fair of the entertainment industry, it does not mean that there is no, you can Try to make more like-minded friends."
The days and nights of the past few days have made him realize one thing-Di Qiuhe is closing himself unconsciously. This closure does not refer to autism or other physical or mental illnesses, but refers to Di Qiuhe's unconscious rejection of deep friendship with others.
Di Qiuhe is very popular in the crew. All the staff mentioned that he was praised. The actors who played the show always came to talk to him and talked to him, but He Bai could see clearly beside him, Di Qiu Crane is guarding them with masks and consciously controlling their relationship to the level of "comparable actors or crew members who are familiar with the crew and have a good relationship."
This state can be summarized in one sentence, that is: everyone is a friend, but everyone is not a friend.
This kind of life is too tiring.
People's true emotions are held behind the mask for too long. If you don't find a place to vent it, you will have psychological problems sooner or later.
All day today, Di Qiuhe's emotions were in a state of exceptional excitement, especially in front of him. He found out, and then deliberately cooperated with the other party, letting the other party vent to their heart's content. At this time, he was very fortunate that Di Qiuhe had classified him as a friend, and had never treated him with a mask.
He is grateful for the trust and sincerity of the other party, so he hopes that the other party can make life easier.
Although the old saying goes that friends are expensive and not too expensive, but if they are too sophisticated, they are prone to problems. A friend is not a partner, and cannot always take care of the other's emotions. How relaxed and happy Di Qiuhe is when he comes over, and how tight and depressed he will be when he leaves. He believes that Di Qiuhe will quickly adjust his state, but that kind of compulsive adjustment is really not a pleasant experience.
He hoped that Di Qiuhe could have more friends, wear less masks for a while, and live more easily and freely. He also hoped that the other party could have other ways to vent his emotions after he left without being too depressing himself.
When Di Qiuhe heard the words, his loose brows wrinkled again, and he looked at him deeply, squeezed the drink can, and said solemnly, "I don't need more friends." There are too many uncertain factors. When fate is beyond his control, he doesn't want to waste energy to manage these. And for him, it is impossible for Little Dog to be just a friend in this life.
He didn't like the look in Doggy's eyes just now, and he didn't like the tone of Doggy's just now. It made him feel as if he was a burdensome ignorant burden, which made Doggy unable to afford it, and wanted to push him out and throw him away for others to worry about.
He Bai wanted to pour him some more chicken soup, but after touching his sight, he silently swallowed the words that had reached his throat.
He is not Di Qiuhe, and he doesn't understand what Di Qiuhe thinks and wants. At this moment, he suddenly realized that, for Di Qiuhe, perhaps a very tired and hard life was the most comfortable and safest life for Di Qiuhe.
… There is never a way for people to truly put themselves in place, and use the high-sounding reason "be good for each other" to refer to other people's lives. It seems to be a behavior that is too stupid and easy to cause discomfort and burden to others.
At least now, he was pretty sure that the persuasion he had just thought he was good for the other party made Di Qiuhe's unpleasant mood even worse.
"Sorry." He took the initiative to touch the drink can in Di Qiuhe's hand, looked into his eyes and said, "I am self-righteous, you are fine, thank you for this hospitality, I had a great time."
Di Qiuhe looked at him with warm and apologetic eyes, the sadness and anger that had just risen in his heart disappeared instantly. After a few seconds of silence, he raised the drink can to his side and opened it, raising his head to take a big sip, watching He looked out the window and said, “I don’t need to apologize, I know you are for my good.” How could a soft-hearted but straight-tempered person like Puppy use that kind of disgusting attitude of “I’m for your good, so you go away” Pushing outside, he will only blacken the person who makes him feel burdened and no longer want to get along, and cut the mess quickly.
So Puppy is caring about him, sincerely, and because of the unhappiness he just revealed, he immediately changed this caring way.
This is the person I like, soft-hearted, witty, gentle and appropriate.
He turned his head, watching the other party slowly fade away, the itchiness in his heart came up again, he couldn't help putting down the drink can, got up and walked to the other party, and then when the other party looked up in doubt, he raised his hand and held him. His shoulders slowly bend down.
This person is so kind, so just now, tell him what you want, and then tie the person firmly to his side. If he doesn’t want to, he will make him willing, and if he is willing, he will give up the person well and spoil him as lawless, except for himself. No one can stand it, carefully guarding for a lifetime.
He Bai's eyes widened, watching Di Qiuhe, who suddenly stood up and walked over, pressing his shoulders with an unkind expression on his back. He leaned back slightly and said, "Qiuhe, fill the chicken soup here. This behavior is really annoying, but you, you don’t have to do it..."
"Puppy." Di Qiuhe tightened his hands, his expression faded, and slowly approached, his eyes were full of predatory light, "If you care about me then, it's better to be with me—"
Ding Dong Ding Dong—
The doorbell rang, and then Wang Boyi's voice rang outside the door, "Di Shao, Mr. He, dinner is here."
He Bai's eyes lit up, and he hurriedly responded, and then carefully pulled Di Qiuhe's hand away, and ran to the door, saying, "Sit down, Qiuhe, I'll go get dinner, you, you drink first Cool down with the drink."
Half of the white stuck in his throat, Di Qiuhe took a deep breath and slowly tightened his fists. He looked at Wang Boyi, who was pulled closer by He Bai, and grinned his teeth, "Wang, Zhu, Li, you are buying food so fast. "Can you come back five minutes later!" Ok!
Wang Boyi reserved the compliment and said modestly, "Yes, thank Di Shao for the compliment."
Compliment the head!
Di Qiuhe choked on his throat and almost died of anger.
How did his dad pick the assistant! Why don't you wink so much! Deduction of wages! Wages must be deducted!
After sending Assistant Wang away, He Bai found that Di Qiuhe was even more wilted. He had a bite without a bite when he was eating, and he almost ate the food in his nostrils.
"Sleepy?" He handed over a paper towel, raised his hand and patted his shoulder, and coaxed, "Okay, it's me that is wrong. You shouldn't point fingers at your way of life. Don't get angry, look at me. For the sake of leaving tomorrow, forgive me?"
Di Qiuhe raised his eyelids and glanced at him. He took the paper towel to paste his face and became even more wilted. "Don’t forgive me, I thought you thought I was cumbersome and wanted to push me to someone else, and then ignored me again. Hurt."
"..." What is going on with the accusation of a guilty-hearted voice? Would Di Laji be so easy to climb
"My stepmother is right. People like me don't deserve to have a good life and good friends." Di Qiuhe took off the tissue, glanced at him faintly, and added, "A good partner, a good family."
"..." He Bai put down his chopsticks, feeling a little full.
Di Qiuhe also put down his chopsticks and looked sadly out the window, "I should be like a real lonely wild ghost, wandering alone in this world, until the ashes fly... Uhhhhhhhhhh!"
He Bai stuffed the shrimp in his mouth, black face to compromise, "Let's talk about it, what do you want to make this mess!"
Di Qiuhe wrapped the shrimp in his mouth, and seemed to inadvertently licked his finger, pointing to the bed, vaguely.
He Bai slapped the table, "Speak up!"
Di Qiuhe swallowed the shrimp, his sorrow had already been thrown out of the nine-day cloud, and said shyly and well-behaved, "I want you to... hold me to sleep tonight."
"..." He Bai began to seriously consider the possibility of booking a flight back now.
"Are you thinking about going back now? Are you trying to push me away and then want to leave me? Puppy, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person!" Di Qiuhe sat upright and raised his brows in his voice. The sentence is higher than the sentence, the momentum is very full, and he points to the soup on the table, "Are you going to leave? Ok! You drank this, I will let you go!"
He Bai lowered his head and looked at the bowl of chicken soup on the table.
Qian shouldn't be absolutely right, he shouldn't have had a brain disability the night before he left here, trying to pour chicken soup on the bastard Di three-year-old! This kind of guy who should be destroyed by humanity doesn't need something like chicken soup! What he needs is poisonous mushroom soup!
"Are you scolding me in your heart?" Di Qiuhe squinted, sneered, sneered, laughed at himself, saddled, and calmed down. He turned his head and said, "Puppy, I know, we can get acquainted. Relying on me to pester you shamelessly, you won't even look down on—"
"Shut up!" He Bai interrupted him unbearably, reached out his hand to pat his head, picked him up and pushed him to the bathroom, and said viciously, "Go brush your teeth! Finish brushing and lie down on the bed!"
Di Qiuhe grabbed the bathroom door, turned his head and looked at him scorchingly.
He Bai grinds his teeth, "I hold you to sleep!"
Di Qiuhe let go of his hand neatly, and ran to the sink with a toothbrush with a smile.
He Bai took a deep breath, slammed the door, and came out of sight.
Forget it, the other party is Di three years old. Di was three years old who had never received any maternal love since childhood. It is not surprising that such a request was made! Isn't he just acting as a mother and coaxing the other person to sleep? He can! He is absolutely-damn it! Bastard Di Spicy Chicken! When he comes to play with him, he will eat SHI live!
Click.
The last bedside lamp turned off and the room dimmed.
He Bai stretched his arms and pulled Di Qiuhe into his arms without gentleness, patted his head and back indiscriminately, and said fiercely, "Sleep, I will beat you up again!"
Di Qiuhe hugged him back happily, all his limbs wrapped around him, he was obviously taller than He Bai, but he wanted to shrink himself into the other's arms, and desperately arched his head toward his neck, complaining, " Puppy, you don't have any meat on your body, so it's uncomfortable to hold it.
He Bai took a deep breath silently, pressing down the urge to stifle the other party with a pillow in his heart, grabbing his ears and pulling his hands up. Gritting his teeth, "Let go if you feel uncomfortable! Sleeping like this makes me uncomfortable."
"Not loose! This is your punishment for making me sad." Di Qiuhe rubbed his chin against his shoulder, his eyebrows and eyes were filled with smiles and hesitation, his tail was higher than the sky, "Anyway, before I fell asleep, you No sleep."
Calm, calm, fill the chicken soup by yourself, and sweep the chicken feathers while kneeling! He Bai closed his eyes and decided not to speak. He didn't believe that Di Laji could always sing a one-man show with great interest!
But he obviously underestimated the commotion in someone's heart.
"Puppy, I want to listen to bedtime stories."
"..."
"Doggy, can you sing a lullaby?"
"..."
"Puppy, what to do, I'm not sleepy at all."
"..."
"Puppy, why don't you speak?"
"..."
"Puppy, my back is itchy, you help me scratch it."
"..."
"Puppy, I want to sleep naked." After speaking, he retracted his hand and began to undress.
He Bai couldn't bear it anymore, opened his eyes and raised his hand to hold his arm and grinded his teeth, "If you dare to sleep naked, I will dare to cut your little Qiuhe!"
Di Qiuhe paused and stopped moving, meaninglessly, "Puppy, you must be jealous of me."
"..."
"Little Qiuhe who is jealous of me is bigger than your little Xiaobai."
He Bai got up and wanted to borrow a kitchen knife from the hotel kitchen.
Di Qiuhe pushed him back quickly with eyes and hands, and pulled his pants, excited like a sick lunatic, "Puppy, you have seen me, I also want to look at you, to be fair."
"Di, Qiu, He!" He Bai broke out and threw him back on the bed with a loud shout, pressing him firmly, looking at his eyes, gritted his teeth and sneered, and said gloomily, "Is your puberty just now? Believe it or not, I stripped your clothes and threw you out of the room! Be honest with me and sleep!"
"But it's only nine o'clock, and I can't sleep." Di Qiuhe was so wronged, his gentle eyebrows collapsed, and he looked like a little cabbage bullied by a bully.
He Bully Bai looked at his tossing collar and the more three-dimensional features under the dim light. He took a deep breath and sat up, pulled up his pajamas and fanned the air, calmed his anger on his head, and then He got down, pulled up the quilt rudely to cover him, lay down and hugged the person, patted his back while whispering, "Once there was a mountain..."
Di Qiuhe wrapped his limbs around him again and asked, "I've heard this story before going to bed. Change it to another one."
"... A long, long time ago, there was a..."
"I'm twenty-three and want to hear stories that belong to adults."
He Bai stopped talking and looked at Di Qiuhe, who was saying annoying things but his eyes were bright like a real child. After thinking about it, he relaxed his body sideways, closed his eyes, and said, "Once upon a time, there was a man named He Bai. 'S kids... ”
Di Qiuhe had a meal and finally got down.
He Bai opened his eyes and glanced at him, he was relieved, and went on.
It's been a long time. Before this tomb sweep, he hadn't visited his parents for a long time, and he didn't remember the past. If he said that his affairs could make Di Qiuhe honest, he would be willing to confess his ancestors to the eighteenth generation.
The room was very quiet, and the body temperature of the people around him was very warm. As He Bai was talking, his thoughts slowly fell into memory, and his voice softened.
A warm childhood, a teenager who was tossing around with his parents, suddenly lost his parents’ imminent adulthood... After entering the university, the joy of meeting the boss, the novelty of photography, the hard work and fulfillment of part-time work...
He Bai in the story is about to usher in the summer vacation after his sophomore year. He Bai in reality stopped talking.
Di Qiuhe waited but didn't wait until the next paragraph, looked up at him in doubt, "Why didn't you say it?"
"Because you know everything behind you." He Bai smiled, let go of him, lying on his back on the bed, with his mouth cocked, and slowly closing his eyes, and asked, "Di Qiuhe, what do you think your future is? Kind of?"
When his arms were empty, Di Qiuhe paused, put his hands under his head, looked at his vaguely profiled face, and replied, "You will be successful."
He Bai remembered the blinding titles and auras on Di Qiuhe from the previous life, and nodded in agreement, "Well, you will."
Di Qiuhe fixed his gaze on the corner of his puckered mouth, and continued, "Live with the one you love, and live a lifetime safely and smoothly."
The picture of falling from the building flashed through his mind unconsciously, and the smile on the corner of He Bai's mouth became a little lighter, and he asked, "How long is his life?"
"How long does the person you love live?" Di Qiuhe slowly probed his hand under the quilt, pinched a corner of his pajamas, and his voice softened, "For a lifetime."
Very romantic answer.
He Bai couldn't help laughing, but his voice slowly lowered, "Di is three years old, you must be very happy to be your lover, and you will love...very love..." The last word "she" disappeared between his lips and teeth. Close your eyes completely.
The breathing of the people around him slowly grew steadily. Di Qiuhe waited and waited. After making sure that he was asleep, he moved slowly, hugged the person in his arms, kissed his forehead, and whispered, "So are you willing to do it? My love, I will love you very much... very much."
There was no dream all night. When He Bai woke up the next day, he was already empty beside him, and there was a note on the bedside table.
Di Qiuhe: I have gone to the studio. Assistant Wang will take you to the airport. Remember to have breakfast. Send me a text message when you arrive. I may not be able to answer the call.
He Bai put down the note, remembering Di Qiuhe's trouble last night, shook his head angrily and funny, got up to wash and pack his luggage.
At lunch time, the plane arrived in City B. He Bai first sent a text message to Wang Boyi after he got in the taxi. After confirming that all the crew members were eating at lunch break, he pulled out Di Qiuhe's phone and dialed it.
"arrive?"
The call was quickly connected, and Di Qiuhe's gentle and pleasant voice came through the electric current, slightly distorted.
He Bai suddenly felt a little uncomfortable, and paused before repliing, "Well, here it is, now in the car back to school, are you eating?"
"Well. Why don't you go back to school without a bite?"
"Eat breakfast late, and I'm not hungry yet."
"Then remember to eat when you return to school."
"Ok."
After the homely conversation, the two fell silent at the same time, but they didn't mention hanging up the phone, so the atmosphere became awkward.
He Bai felt a little uncomfortable inexplicably, turned his head to look at the familiar haze scenery outside the window, and said nothing to say, "What does the crew have for lunch? Don't be picky eaters, eat the vegetables too."
"Okay, I will finish eating." Di Qiuhe replied, paused, and asked, "Xiao Bai, when are you going to come to the crew?"
The atmosphere is always weird.
He Bai rubbed his cheeks and deliberately said, "Why, miss me?"
"Yes, I miss you." Di Qiuhe replied straightforwardly.
He Bai: "..."
There was another silence, and finally Di Qiuhe spoke first, "The director is urging, I'll hang up first, remember to send me a text message when I get to school, and I will call you back when I'm busy."
He Bai raised his hand and pulled his hair, then he answered vaguely, and hung up the phone first.
Still weird... Could it be that autumn is here, so seasonal emotions fluctuate? He looked at the phone and thought in confusion, hesitated, dialed Niu Junjie's number, and said seriously, "The third child, I miss you."
There was silence for half a minute, and then Niu Junjie’s voice came cautiously, "Xiaobai, did you feel emotional when you were sweeping the grave, or... the ghost was on your body?"
He Bai: "..."
After returning to school, He Bai took a few people out of the dormitory to have a good meal, and then went to the court to spread a madness. After venting his energy, he collapsed on the ground and he was greatly relieved.
Di was three years old. He was really poisonous. After spending a few days with each other, he almost didn’t know how normal friends get along. Fortunately, there are the third-year-old and them, so that he won’t distort the normal relationship between friends. "Dad loves you" kind of hell getting along.
At the end of the holiday, study and work are back on track.
He Bai spent a few days sorting out all the photos taken in the crew, carefully repairing a poster and giving it to Xu Yinrong for viewing. One day later, Xu Yinrong called him and told him to discuss matters related to cooperation with Jiang Guanshan.
"You are still an employee of Ika. If you want to take the outside shooting, you must first say hello to Ika." Xu Yinrong said kindly and soothed. I want you to accumulate more experience. You can’t spare time and don’t force it. Studies and work matter. You are already in your junior year and will leave school for an internship next year. The main task now is to lay a solid foundation."
He Bai nodded, looked at Xu Yinrong’s gray hair and full of concern in his eyes, and spoke out his long-considered decision, “Master, I decided to resign from Ika and concentrate on finishing my junior year, only during the holidays. Do some part-time work to gain experience. A full-time job is still too reluctant for me now."
Xu Yinrong was taken aback, somewhat surprised, "Did you really think about it?" His apprentice knew for himself that He Bai was the kind of gracious person. Before, he would rather get tired and take care of Ika's work. It can be seen that he is full of reward for Ika, but now...
"Think about it, I will express my intention to resign to my boss next week. It's October, and the little mermaid's winter clothes are about to enter the promotion period. I will half-resign from Ica after completing this promotion. After they find a photographer who can take over for me, they will officially leave.” He Bai explained, adding, “From October to January before, these months have always been the winter clothing market. The cycle is long and the work is long. The intensity is not strong, I can handle it. In this nearly four months, I believe that with Ika’s ability, I can definitely find a photographer who can perfectly replace me. Jiang Dao’s location shooting will last three times. Months, I will probably return to City B some time ago. At that time, I was about to have winter vacation, and it was just right to join the group."
Xu Yinrong took the calendar, followed his words and counted the time, his frowned brows slowly loosened, and he nodded and said, "This is also fine, and you can take care of your studies, and it will save you from the hard work of traveling back and forth. That's it. Next, I’ll discuss the specific arrangements with Lao Jiang on your behalf. You just need to pay attention to Ika’s side. Remember to explain it to others and stand on the last post."
"I know." He Bai nodded, feeling a little sad after the stone fell to the ground. When he signed the contract with Ica, he hadn't considered it well, which made Sister Lin always bother to get the team to accommodate him as a student. This time he decided to leave because he owed the other party and felt very guilty.