"Come, come," Xia Wennan said aggressively, "tell me clearly, where is my luck?"
Ming Sichen looked at him with red eyes: "Aren't you lucky enough to have an Alpha who loves you?"
Xia Wennan said: "How lucky is this? Let me ask you, if I don't have an Alpha who loves me, am I unlucky? Or if the one who loves me is not an Alpha, but a Beta, I am unlucky?"
"But the Alpha I love won't fall in love with Beta?" Ming Sichen looked at Lu Huaiye.
Xia Wennan pointed to Lu Huaiye and asked, "Won't you fall in love with Beta?"
Lu Huaiye did not immediately answer this question.
Xia Wennan didn't need his answer either, he waved his hand quickly, and said to Ming Sichen: "He is an Alpha, even if he doesn't fall in love with Beta, it's normal, it's you who have abnormal demands, don't put Abnormal equals unlucky."
"What's wrong with me?"
Xia Wennan brought out a set of theories that he once talked to Ming Luchuan: "Alpha's natural sexual orientation is Omega, just like chickens will only fall in love with chickens, and dogs will only fall in love with dogs. If you fall in love with a dog, you must A dog also loves you, isn't it because you are abnormal?"
After he finished speaking, Lu Huaiye's serious face suddenly collapsed, a little embarrassed and a little unhappy.
On the contrary, Ming Sichen was taken aback by the words, and retorted after a while: "Then Ming Luchuan is a dog who loves people?"
Xia Wennan said: "Don't you understand the analogy? If Ming Luchuan is a dog, you are also a dog. After all, you are still brothers." He was a little angry at Ming Sichen's attack on Ming Luchuan.
"But the person you love doesn't care whether he should love you or not, he is in love with you."
Xia Wennan said: "That's not my luck, it's my ability. You don't have the ability to make him fall in love with you. You shouldn't blame your gender, and you shouldn't blame your brother for being an Omega. You should reflect on yourself. Let me ask you, If Lu Huaiye loves a woman, would you still have to change your personality after having your glands transplanted?"
Ming Sichen sniffed hard: "So I worked hard, but what did I get?"
Xia Wennan said to him: "You became an Omega, or you didn't get the person you love, doesn't it mean that it's not a gender problem, but a problem with you?"
"You don't understand anything!" Ming Sichen cried loudly, sobbing, "You are not an ordinary Beta at all, you can't understand me. You can smell pheromones naturally, if you are like an ordinary Beta, isolated in In a world other than pheromones, how could you have achieved what you are today? It is also impossible for Ming Luchuan to choose to be with you!"
Xia Wennan said: "So what? I can smell pheromones, but I'm still a Beta, I can't release pheromones, I can't use pheromones to seduce Alphas, I don't have estrus, and I won't be in heat because of me. And induce Alpha's estrus. Is one-sided understanding and pheromone's instinctive attraction to each other the same in your opinion?"
Ming Sichen was a little dazed.
Xia Wennan said: "I'm curious, you have transplanted glands, you can release pheromones, but can you perceive pheromones? Do you think you have really become an Omega and integrated into their world?"
Ming Sichen didn't speak.
"You see, we are all just special Betas. No one of us is more fortunate than the other. We will never enter the world that relies on pheromones to communicate with each other, and we will never experience how to rely on pheromones to love each other."
Ming Sichen lowered his head and buried his face in his knees, only faint sobs could be heard.
Xia Wennan suddenly felt that he was a bit pitiful, and said to him: "So our love is the real love, not the low-level instinctive attraction relying on the secretion of biological substances, but a higher-level one." Xia Wennan pointed to the position of the heart on his chest, " Soul attracts."
Lu Huaiye gave Xia Wennan an even more ugly look, as if he had been insulted and could not refute at this moment.
Xia Wennan said to Ming Sichen in a pitiful tone: "You were wrong from the beginning, Sichen."
Ming Sichen raised his head slowly, wiped away the tears from his face, and then looked at Lu Huaiye: "Lu Huaiye, you are with me because you think I am the former Ming Siyan, right?"
Lu Huaiye said, "Yes."
Ming Sichen raised his hand and pushed back his soft forehead: "We've been together for a long time, you think I'm not the Ming Siyan in your first impression, so you want to break up with me, don't you?"
Lu Huaiye still said, "Yes."
Ming Sichen took a slow breath: "Does it have anything to do with gender?"
Lu Huaiye replied calmly: "At first I didn't know, but now I believe not."
Ming Sichen asked him: "Have you fallen in love with that stupid Ming Sichen you thought?"
"It can't be called love," Lu Huaiye paused, "but I do have a better impression of him, and this affection has nothing to do with gender."
Both Xia Wennan and Ming Sichen understood what Lu Huaiye meant. Lu Huaiye always believed that Ming Siyan was Ming Sichen. He was just a Beta. All his affection for him was not based on AO gender, and there was no pheromone. of attraction.
Ming Sichen, who has Ming Siyan's pheromone, can't attract Lu Huaiye anymore.
Ming Sichen said: "I understand." Then he supported his body with his hands and stood up barefoot from the side of the hospital bed.
Xia Wennan was still wary of him, and pushed away two steps: "What are you doing?"
Ming Sichen said: "Give it back to him."
"What?" Xia Wennan didn't understand what he meant.
But in the next second, Xia Wennan saw Ming Sichen raised his hand, and there was something in his hand that shone with silver light, which was the blade of a small knife.
Xia Wennan's body reacted faster than his brain, and subconsciously rushed over to grab the knife. The knife in Ming Sichen's hand had already reached his neck, but it was blocked by Xia Wennan's palm, and it grazed the aorta and cut into the skin beside him.
With agility, Lu Huaiye stepped onto the hospital bed and stepped over, grabbed Ming Sichen's hand, and snatched his knife when he attempted suicide for the second time.
But Ming Sichen's first knife was not light, he directly cut the trachea, and his throat made a terrible "hoo hoo" sound.
At first, Xia Wennan just felt a chill in his palm, but when Lu Huaiye came to grab the knife, Ming Sichen swung his arm forcefully and hit the side of Xia Wennan's face, knocking his head to the side, hitting the wall next to the bedside table, There was a muffled "bang".
At this time, the headache and the severe pain in the palm hit him together, making him almost numb all over, his mind went blank, and his body slowly slipped against the wall and fell to the ground.
Lu Huaiye was still suppressing Ming Sichen, ignoring him at all.
Immediately afterwards, the door of the ward was opened from the outside. Xia Wennan was dizzy and couldn't see clearly. He vaguely knew that someone had come in. Then he felt himself being hugged and left the ward through the crowd.
"Ming Luchuan," Xia Wennan subconsciously called out.
"I'm here," the man holding him responded in a low voice.
"Huh?" Xia Wennan tried to open his eyes wide. From this angle, he could only see the jaw of the man holding him. It was not a common angle, but Xia Wennan could tell that it was really Ming Luchuan, "Why are you here? "
Ming Luchuan said, "I'm here, don't worry."
Xia Wennan felt that he didn't answer his question, but at this time he couldn't think carefully, he just turned his head to look at Ming Sichen's ward, and saw the doctor on duty and the nurse running to the room over there, the door was blocked by many figures , I can no longer see the situation inside clearly.