The next morning, Xia Wennan woke up later than usual, the bed beside him was empty, Ming Luchuan should go downstairs to have breakfast.
He put on his clothes and walked to the window, and heard voices from downstairs, and then saw Ming Siyan going out, driving to work by himself.
When Xia Wennan went downstairs, Ming Luchuan had almost finished his breakfast, but he was still waiting for him in the restaurant.
He walked over and sat down, raised his hand to rub his messy hair, and said, "Why did you sleep for so long?"
Ming Luchuan reached out to help him pour milk: "You are too tired."
Xia Wennan thought for a while, leaned closer to Ming Luchuan's ear and whispered, "Are you tired from watching the theater?"
Ming Luchuan glanced at him: "I'm too tired from work."
Xia Wennan stayed in the laboratory yesterday and never stopped thinking. When he was too focused, he didn't notice it. When he relaxed, fatigue covered his whole body, and he fell asleep unknowingly until now.
Xia Wennan yawned while eating breakfast.
Ming Luchuan sat beside him and said, "Don't go to work if you're too tired."
Xia Wennan stopped the chopsticks in his hand and gave him a strange look: "Aren't you worried at all that my research and development progress is too slow, which will drag down Mingyan's profit next year?"
Ming Luchuan leaned back with a soothing posture: "Don't worry."
Xia Wennan moved closer: "Moze's pheromone perfume is coming out soon."
Ming Luchuan said, "I'm not worried."
Xia Wennan couldn't help laughing when he heard this.
After breakfast, Ming Luchuan and Xia Wennan were about to go back to the company. Ming Qin suddenly called Xia Wennan and asked him to come up.
Ming Luchuan frowned and glanced at the time.
Xia Wennan looked towards the stairs, and asked Ming Luchuan, "Are you in a hurry?"
Ming Luchuan said: "There is a meeting this morning."
Xia Wennan said: "Then you go first, I will go to the company by myself later."
Ming Luchuan looked serious, his brows were slightly frowned, his coat was hanging on his arm, his back was straight standing at the door of the living room, and he said after a while: "I asked them to postpone the meeting, I will wait for you to go together."
"No need," Xia Wennan felt that he was a little too nervous.
"I won't leave you at home alone."
After what happened that night, it was almost certain that someone was planning to kill Xia Wennan, so Ming Luchuan was naturally worried about leaving Xia Wennan alone in the Ming family.
Xia Wennan knew his worry, so he didn't insist anymore, nodded and said, "I'll go up and have a look, and come down as soon as possible."
Coming to the door of Mingqin's room on the third floor, Xia Wennan knocked lightly on the door, and soon heard Mingqin's voice coming from inside: "Wennan? Come in."
Xia Wennan opened the door and went in, and saw that Minqin was already up, wearing pajamas and sitting on a recliner by the French window.
The curtains were open, the floor-to-ceiling glass was spotless, and the golden sunlight in the morning came in from the window, covering Minqin's body. He closed his eyes slightly, and there was still a trace of drunkenness from last night, lazily and leisurely.
"Father?" Xia Wennan said.
Obviously it was Mingqin who called Xia Wennan, but he didn't seem to be in any hurry at this moment, he just said, "Sit with me for a while."
Xia Wennan sat down on the stool next to the reclining chair, and said, "What's the matter, Dad? Lu Chuan is still waiting for me downstairs." After saying this, he didn't wait for Ming Qin to speak, and hurriedly continued: "Lu Chuan morning There is still a meeting, and I still have work to do in the lab."
Mingqin understood what he meant: "Are you in a hurry to leave? It doesn't matter, tell Lu Chuan to go first."
Xia Wennan didn't answer, but asked cautiously, "What's the matter with Dad?"
Minqin looked into the distance outside the window. There were no tall buildings outside. From this angle, he could only look at the sky in the distance from the branches protruding from the big tree. He breathed slowly and evenly, and after a while he said: "It's nothing, looking for Personally accompany me."
Xia Wennan suddenly realized that Mingqin was lonely. After he broke up with Yin Zejing, even though he still had a son and a nanny at home, he still felt that he was the only one in his heart. Even if he gets up after getting enough sleep every day, someone is waiting for him to eat, and he can go out for entertainment at will, he probably still feels empty in his heart.
"Would you like to go out for a while," Xia Wennan asked tentatively, "You can go a little farther, maybe you can meet the young and handsome Alpha."
Mingqin laughed when he heard that, he leaned against the recliner and turned his head to look at Xia Wennan: "Am I in such a hurry?"
Xia Wennan said: "Don't you want to find someone to accompany you?"
"You don't want to be with me that much?"
Xia Wennan said: "Aren't I still working hard for the company?"
Minqin smiled lowly and said nothing.
Xia Wennan could see that he was in a bad mood, and even Mingyan didn't care about it anymore, so he said, "Let Ming Luchuan accompany you?"
Minqin looked up at him: "Is he still blaming me for what happened last night?"
Xia Wennan was taken aback when he heard this: "So you're not so drunk that you lose your memory?"
Mingqin exhaled slowly: "Why is he blaming me? If you should complain, you have to ask the way."
"He didn't blame you either."
"Oh?" Minqin didn't seem to believe it.
Xia Wennan suddenly felt resentful, and his tone of voice was sullen: "He doesn't complain about anyone, and he's not pitiful. He's living a pretty good life now."
Minqin blinked, and his eyelashes fluttered slightly: "I know he was unhappy when he was a child. I was too young at that time, and I didn't know how to take care of a child who appeared suddenly." Speaking of this, Minqin looked at Xia Wennan: "What is he? When did you know that I was not his real father?"
Xia Wennan said in a daze, "I don't know."
Mingqin let out a long sigh, then said with some gritted hatred, "This is Lu Wenxing's fault."
What Xia Wennan thought of was Ming Luchuan's understated tone, and he said to Minqin: "Whose fault is so what? Anyway, it's an unchangeable thing in the past. I don't know if the childhood injury will follow him for the rest of his life, but he Now I’m so strong that I don’t care anymore.”
Those injuries have already been caused, and it is inevitable that there will be no regrets. People are often easily trapped in hurt emotions and cannot get out, and Ming Luchuan is probably the same, so he is such an excellent Alpha, but he is extremely insecure deep in his heart, he is not confident.
But if you have been immersed in this kind of emotion and can't get out, you will be the one who gets hurt in the end. Perhaps this kind of negative personality of a person comes from the original family, but in the process of growing up, if you repeatedly strengthen this concept for yourself, you will only fall into deeper negative emotions. Since no one loves you, why not love yourself more? No one expects you to live a good life, shouldn't you show those people a better life
Ming Luchuan really doesn't care if he doesn't care. Those things engraved in his bones cannot be changed, but he can hold fate in his own hands. He said to Xia Wennan: "If you don't love me, I won't love you either", but when Xia Wennan lost his memory, he obviously didn't love him anymore, but he still held Xia Wennan firmly in his hand.
He knows what is most important to him, and no matter how afraid of love's harm, he still firmly grasps his love.
Xia Wennan loves him, and he knows in his heart that even if he loses his memory and does it again, Xia Wennan still loves him.