Busy, toiling, struggling—
In a hurry, the four seasons rotated, and three years passed quietly. The students of Baimei No. 1 Middle School in 2013 finished their journey of college entrance examination and entered a new stage.
Three years have changed many people and many things.
As for Liu Xiaoyu, she also needs to move on from the good memories of the past.
Then, face a new starting point.
Will you remember tomorrow
[The diary you wrote yesterday]
[Will you still miss me tomorrow?]
[The one who used to love crying the most]
[The teachers can no longer remember]
[You who can't guess the question]
[I also flipped through the photos by chance]
[I just remembered you, my deskmate]
In the mass-market KTV, Xiaoyu's beautiful and pure singing voice aroused unanimous praise from her classmates, and everyone applauded and cheered for Liu Xiaoyu.
"Yeah, Xiaoyu!"
“You sing really beautifully.”
“You are worthy of being one of the top ten singers of the festival!”
"Really, it would be a shame if I didn't become a singer!"
Liu Xiaoyu wiped her tears, and Yue Xinyi beside her handed her a tissue to wipe her tears.
"Xiaoyu, are you okay, Xiaoyu?"
"Yeah, it's okay..."
"I just..."
Liu Xiaoyu mumbled and couldn't utter a word. At this moment, some girls in the KTV who were not familiar with Liu Xiaoyu began to talk about it.
"No way, no way, she's crying so sadly, are they... breaking up?"
"How come our secret relationship that was not discovered by the teacher for three years ended right after graduation—"
"So, that's why I said we'd break up after graduation..."
"Xiao Yu's family is so rich. Mei Fang can't compare to them. She can't catch up even if she works hard for several lifetimes. It's useless even if she has good grades."
"Hey, I thought they could both go from school uniforms to wedding dresses..."
Xiao Bo, a classmate who had always been interested in Liu Xiaoyu, immediately became excited when he heard this:
Then, do I have an opportunity
As he spoke, he began to stretch leisurely, then smiled and said:
"Come to think of it, it seems Mei Fang didn't come today?"
"How come? Liu Xiaoyu is here."
Zhang Ming sat on the edge of the sofa, drinking Coke while listening to his classmates' complaints.
Then, he let out a deep sigh.
Just as everyone was talking, the door of the room was pushed open.
The person who appeared in front of everyone was Mei Fang who had hurried over. At the moment, he looked a little embarrassed, his hair was soaked and a large area of his body was wet. He hurriedly put away his umbrella.
At this time, everyone began to discuss, and Xiao Bo said in surprise:
"Didn't you say you couldn't come?"
"We've broken up, how dare you come..."
"Huh, maybe he wants to see me one last time or something like that."
The girl sitting at the door was afraid that Mei Fang would be embarrassed, so she greeted him:
"Mei Fang... Is it raining outside?"
"Yeah, it's raining pretty hard..."
"Mei Fang, didn't you say you couldn't come?"
At this time, Xiao Bo suddenly shouted and teased Mei Fang, "Why are you here again?"
Mei Fang continued, "I wasn't going to come originally, but I happened to be working part-time nearby, and I came here when I saw it was raining heavily."
As he spoke, he folded his umbrella and placed it on the edge. At this moment, Xiao Bo suddenly realized something.
So, you came here to give me an umbrella
He's been dumped but he's still licking the goddess.
Do you really think that the goddess will still be interested in you if you do this? She would have been tired of you a long time ago!
Haha, I'm waiting to see you make a fool of yourself -
"Afang!"
Liu Xiaoyu suddenly called out Mei Fang's nickname.
Her eyes were red and she looked very sad.
Xiao Bo looked at Liu Xiaoyu not far away in disbelief, and his heart skipped a beat.
At this time, Mei Fang seemed as confused as everyone else. He hurriedly walked to Liu Xiaoyu's side, and Yue Xinyi quickly gave up her seat to the dog.
After all, only this dog can coax her good friend Xiaoyu.
"What's wrong? Why are you crying..."
As soon as Mei Fang sat down, Liu Xiaoyu put his arms around Mei Fang's neck and threw himself into her arms.
"Afang... wuwuwu—"
Liu Xiaoyu buried herself in Mei Fang's arms, which immediately caused a burst of sighs.
"Hey, why are you crying—"
Xiao Bo was so jealous that his back teeth were almost broken.
Liu Xiaoyu buried himself in Mei Fang's arms and hummed for a long time before he came to his senses.
At this time, she rubbed her red and swollen eyes and said to Mei Fang:
"Afang, Afang, let me tell you... When I was singing "My Deskmate" just now, I felt so sad when I thought that we wouldn't be able to continue to be deskmates after graduation and wouldn't be able to see each other every day. I felt so sad, so sad."
Liu Xiaoyu groaned and puffed up her cheeks, "Won't you be sad?"
"Ah, this..."
The classmates all showed incredible expressions.
No, are you usually so affectionate at school
Mei Fang and Liu Xiaoyu don't like to show their affection in public.
So they had been dating and having a secret relationship for three years, and many people didn't know how far their relationship had progressed, or they had broken up long ago.
In the eyes of the class teacher and parents, Liu Xiaoyu and Mei Fang are both a good girl and a sunny boy who study hard. How could they have caused so much trouble in premature love
Only Zhang Ming and Yue Xinyi, who have close contacts with Mei Fang and Liu Xiaoyu, know the inside story.
So while everyone was shocked by Liu Xiaoyu's "uncharacteristic" coquettishness and initiative, he drank with a calm face.
"I, I think... I think it's okay."
Mei Fang coaxed Liu Xiaoyu softly, "Smartphones are so advanced nowadays, we can meet via video at any time."
"don't want."
Liu Xiaoyu hugged Mei Fang and said affectionately, "I want... I want to meet you before we can say we've met."
Ahhh—
At this time, Xiao Bo suddenly stood up, and his classmates asked him what he was doing.
Xiao Bo scratched his head and said, "Let me get the beer."
"Give."
Yue Xinyi handed Xiao Bo a can of beer and said, "You can drink, but don't go crazy. Everyone saw how poor your alcohol tolerance is at the last party."
"Ah? What did you say?"
Xiao Bo said with a bare face, "I'm grown up now, so what's wrong with drinking a little? I enjoy it!"
"Oh, as long as you are happy."
At this time, Liu Xiaoyu and Mei Fang had already entered the space called "zone" by Yue Xinyi. In this space, the two of them only had eyes for each other and didn't care at all about what other people around them were doing.
Mei Fang was hugged tightly by Liu Xiaoyu, and he wanted to loosen up a little.
"I'm all wet, don't stick to me like this, you'll catch a cold."
"It's because you got wet that I had to keep you warm. I'm afraid you'd catch a cold."
"Won't we both catch a cold then?"
"I, I... I'd love to."
As Liu Xiaoyu was talking, she suddenly leaned forward and leaned sideways into Mei Fang's arms. Mei Fang reached out to get some fruit to feed Liu Xiaoyu, and Liu Xiaoyu opened her mouth slightly and grumbled.
"No... this is not a breakup at all, right?"
"Hey, that's even a question."
"Damn it, you're actually being so sweet, I'm not going to pretend anymore, right?"
"They seemed like such well behaved kids at school, but it turns out they are so loving and affectionate. Oh my god!"
"What broken filter? Isn't this the time to have a good time? I'm eating like crazy."
At this time, Xiao Bo had already picked up the microphone and began to sing in a sad and off-tune voice—
[I'm heading north]
[Leaving the season with you]
[You said you were tired]
[I can no longer fall in love with anyone]
"Alright alright Xiao Bo, keep your voice down! We feel your pain!"
"This kid is really drunk again."
The rain is still falling.
Liu Xiaoyu and Mei Fang held the same umbrella and walked on the way home.
"I'm sorry to have delayed your work today."
"Ah, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. It's raining today anyway, and there's not much business in the store..."
Liu Xiaoyu took Mei Fang's hand and placed it on her cheek.
"The results will be announced tomorrow, Ah Fang, are you nervous?"
"There's no point in being nervous now, just let it be."
Mei Fang scratched his head. "We checked our answers together before. Our scores should be similar. We should all be able to get into Pengda."
"Well, it doesn't matter if I don't get in there. Anyway, I can fill in a city anyway."
"No, I don't want to."
Liu Xiaoyu puffed up her cheeks and said, "Then I'll feel like we're so far apart. I don't want to be separated from Ah Fang."
"Okay, if we don't want to separate, then we won't separate."
Mei Fang freed his hand and touched Liu Xiaoyu's head. She no longer resisted Mei Fang's patting her head as she did in the past.
"By the way, when the scores come out, let's go on a graduation trip together, Yu'er."
"Are you going with Zhang Mingxinyi? Sure, sure."
Liu Xiaoyu nodded.
But Mei Fang was stunned for a moment, then scratched his head and said:
"Um... just the two of us, okay?"
"Um?"
Liu Xiaoyu opened his eyes wide and looked up at Mei Fang in disbelief.
"Just the two of us?"
"If you think it's inappropriate, forget it."
Mei Fang scratched his head. "I, I don't have any other ideas, it's just... that, um... that is to say-"
"I, I know. I understand, I understand."
Liu Xiaoyu paused, then covered his face and thought about it.
"But if I tell them directly, my family probably won't agree, and then Xinyi will have to keep it a secret for me..."
"Yeah, okay."
At this time, the rain had gradually stopped, and Liu Xiaoyu's house could be seen after one more block.
However, Liu Xiaoyu held Mei Fang back here.
"Ah, wait, don't walk so fast, Fang."
Liu Xiaoyu pulled Mei Fang under a tree nearby, then raised his head and looked at Mei Fang.
"There are so many people outside today, we haven't had a chance to be intimate."
"It's actually quite ostentatious, don't you think?"
“I feel like it’s not enough.”
Liu Xiaoyu pursed her lips, then held Mei Fang's cheeks with both hands.
At this time, Mei Fang also reached out and held Liu Xiaoyu's waist.
Liu Xiaoyu stood on tiptoe slightly, and Mei Fang slowly bent down.
As the touch of their bodies became more and more intense, Liu Xiaoyu slowly let go of her hands, and then hugged Mei Fang's back.
Hug each other tightly.
After every intimate moment, Liu Xiaoyu couldn't help but have red eyes.
It happened again this time.
Mei Fang wiped Liu Xiaoyu's tears and comforted her.
"I've actually always wondered why I feel like crying every time we're intimate, Yu'er."
"Because, because..."
Liu Xiaoyu rubbed his eyes and said, "I always feel that this might be the last time, and I suddenly feel sad."
"You're really afraid of losing me."
Mei Fang gently scratched Liu Xiaoyu's nose and said, "Actually, I feel very strange. It's me who can't leave you, but why do you care about these things more than me?"
"You don't love me as much as I love you, you stinky Ah Fang."
"Ah, what makes you say that? Show me the evidence."
Mei Fang said disdainfully.
"I am willing to accompany you to your house for dinner and to meet Uncle Mei and Aunt Xiang, but you dare not meet my father, my mother, and my brother."
"This is—"
Mei Fang scratched his head. "This is a very realistic problem. Even if you really like me, it is a fact that I am marrying above your status, judging from my family conditions."
"You are so outstanding, my parents will definitely like you. If you keep hiding from my parents, then there will be a problem."
"It's not that I don't plan to meet, it's just... it's not enough now. Wait for me to work hard for a few more years, okay?"
"Not good, hum."
Mei Fang hugged Liu Xiaoyu and kissed her gently.
"Is this okay?"
"not good."
Boo.
"so?"
"Come on a few more times, please don't let me keep begging you, okay?"
Liu Xiaoyu hummed and hugged Mei Fang, "Give me some more, I want more."
"You can't kiss for too long."
"Um… "
As Liu Xiaoyu watched Mei Fang go away reluctantly, her eyes gradually became moist again.
Liu Xiaoyu is hiding a secret from Mei Fang.
She couldn't tell him this secret.
While getting closer and closer to Mei Fang.
The blurry images in her mind gradually became clearer.
Three years have allowed her to recover most of her memories.
Indeed, it is just like the memories of the previous life, from meeting to knowing each other, to confessing their true feelings to each other.
Plus this life.
She has liked Mei Fang for three lifetimes.
But who exactly is Mei Fang with
For Liu Xiaoyu, it has always been a mystery.
She could feel the other person's presence.
But once I try to recall their images, names, and voices, I get a headache.
That is to say.
If I hadn't held Mei Fang's hand that day...
He was supposed to be someone else's Alfon.
Liu Xiaoyu hates himself.
I hate this despicable self.
However, she could not stop herself from expressing her endless love to Mei Fang.
Unable to refuse Mei Fang's intimacy with him.
And that voice in my heart.
Don't miss the sound.
In the end…
Who are those two girls who were supposed to be with Ah Fang
Are you one of our alumni
Or is it a classmate in the class
Liu Xiaoyu stared blankly at the ceiling.
The shadow of the imaginary enemy always lingers.
After all, do I really have the right to call myself an imaginary enemy
It was obviously me who cheated and took away their lovers.
Because if I don't hold your hand—
"Okay, you can be more proactive."
Liu Xiaoyu tossed and turned while hugging the pillow, feeling aggrieved.
"Give me a little more sense of security... Ah Fang..."
Just as Liu Xiaoyu was muttering to himself, there was a knock on the door.
It was Liu Xiaole, Liu Xiaoyu’s younger brother who was in the fourth grade of primary school.
Although he is already 10 years old, Lele still looks like a very young, cute and handsome boy.
"Sister, mom asked you to go downstairs for dinner."
"elder sister?"
"ah."
Liu Xiaoyu came back to his senses, "I understand, Lele, I'll be down right away."
"Sister, are you still thinking about that, Brother Mei Fang?"
"Shh—keep your voice down and don't say anything."
Liu Xiaole nodded and covered his mouth, then whispered:
"Sister, keep going!"
"Okay, okay, kid..."
Liu Xiaoyu walked up and gently stroked Liu Xiaole's head, "Lele, do you have a girl you like in your class?"
"ah… "
Lele scratched his face a little embarrassedly, "No, no."
"Really? You look guilty—"
"I saw you kissing the photo taken at the Children's Day Gala before—"
"Ah, that is, that is an illusion!"
Liu Xiaole blushed, "Sister, don't talk nonsense."
"Anyway, we both know each other's secrets. We are siblings, so we have to keep this secret for each other."
"Yeah, I know!"
Liu Xiaole nodded, and then said, "Sister, I want to meet Brother Mei Fang. When can I meet him? Invite him to our home as a guest."
"It should be soon..."
"So, how long will it take?"
"Wait until your brother Mei Fang is ready..."
Liu Xiaoyu pinched his brother's cheek and fell into deep thought.
Although I can understand why he doesn't want to come, I can't always...
"I think the reason why Brother Mei Fang hasn't come yet is that he wants to cherish my sister."
Liu Xiaole said.
"Of course I know this, little brat, you still need to teach me this!"
"Sister, please listen to me."
Liu Xiaole waved his fist and hurriedly explained, "What I mean is that I am afraid because I cherish her. I am afraid that I will do something wrong and lose my sister."
After hearing this, Liu Xiaoyu couldn't help but tease his brother, "You sound like you understand this feeling very well?"
"Ah? Um... I, I don't quite understand!"
Liu Xiaole looked away guiltily, "So, sister, you have to be patient..."
Liu Xiaoyu nodded gently and patted his brother's head.
"Okay, I'll be patient, it's nothing-"
"When are you two coming down for dinner?"
Liu Xiaoyu's mother kept urging her.
“Here it comes!”
The Liu siblings hurried downstairs together.
The results of the announcement are out.
The first thing Liu Xiaoyu did when he found out the score was to call Mei Fang.
"Afang Afang! I, I, I, I, 624! How many points did you get?"
"Congratulations, Yu'er."
Mei Fang spoke slowly and calmly on the other end of the phone.
"You are just as amazing as I thought."
"… "
"Ah, Alfon."
"How much did you score?"
No, I won’t…
Those scenes in my memory will become reality again in this life.
"A little taller than you, 625."
Mei Fang said on the other end of the phone.
"Mei, Mei Fang!!!!"
Liu Xiaoyu had rarely called his name like this in the past three years. "Don't scare me, okay? You bad guy!"
"I, I'm not scaring you! I'm just being calm."
Mei Fang said softly, "After confirming your score, I became calmer."
"We are destined to be together, Yu'er..."
After Mei Fang said this, Liu Xiaoyu suddenly couldn't help but burst into tears.
She covered her mouth, trying hard not to cry out.
She heard Mei Fang sobbing from the other end.
I also tried not to cry out loud.
They worked together towards this goal for three years.
In the end, my three years of hard work did not go in vain.
There is a world where hard work can be rewarded.
Such a beautiful thing...
How could I not shed tears and choke with sobs
The city we finally decided to go to for our graduation trip was Shenzhen.
This is where they want to go to college together and continue to be together.
In addition, Liu Xiaoyu can't forget the beautiful seaside in his memory.
She wanted to see the sea.
besides-
The departure date is approaching.
Mei Fang is also completing preparations for departure.
The cost of this trip was calculated through discussion. Each person paid for their own airfare, Liu Xiaoyu was responsible for booking the hotel, and Mei Fang took care of the meals.
Liu Xiaoyu specifically suggested that the cost not be shared equally, which was considered as some consideration for Mei Fang by Liu Xiaoyu.
During the three years of relationship, Mei Fang also began to get used to some things.
It is a sign of courage to accept someone’s wealth and not feel ashamed of it.
Of course, you can also say that you are just eating soft rice...
It’s just that the relationship with your partner can be so close.
In front of the parents of both parties, it is naturally another matter.
Mei Fang checked his travel equipment.
Travel clothes, keys, wallet, power bank, beach shorts and swimming trunks, sunglasses for taking photos, and -
Mei Fang observed himself in the standing mirror.
Hmm... a bit of a thin dog.
But, but!
It’s still pretty awesome there!
Mei Fang's face turned red when he thought of this, and he suddenly slapped himself hard.
No, no!
How could I think such dirty things about Yu'er!
I'm not yet at the stage where I can be responsible for her.
When I can be responsible for her...
It’s better not to use chewing gum or anything like that for now!
Mei Fang gave up the idea of going further.
Finally, the departure day of the trip arrived.
"Okay, Uncle Liu, Xiaoyu and I are leaving together!"
Yue Xinyi was dragging her suitcase, looking very bright and sunny, and she did all the tricks for her best friend.
"Really, you really don't need me to drive you there?"
Liu Zhengguo felt that his life was not so meaningful anymore. "Can I take you to the station?"
"No, Uncle Liu, there are many of us going together, so don't worry."
"Our Xiaoyu has never traveled far away by herself. You should take good care of her when the time comes, and don't let outsiders deceive her."
Liu Xiaoyu's mother helped Liu Xiaoyu pack her clothes, and then told Yue Xinyi:
"I heard that there are many smooth-talking boys in big cities. Our Xiaoyu is easy to talk to and doesn't know how to say no. Don't let her get cheated."
"Oh, Mom! Do you think I'm an eight-year-old child? I'm not that easy to be fooled."
"puff-"
Yue Xinyi almost couldn't hold it in, and she had to persuade Liu Xiaoyu's parents to call their daughter over.
"Oh, I'm not that easy to be fooled-"
Yue Xinyi was sneerful to Liu Xiaoyu on the way, "In the end, your Ah Fang said that we should travel together, so you immediately went on a two-person trip with him. Weren't you completely deceived by your Ah Fang?"
"Ah... stop making fun of me."
Liu Xiaoyu said angrily, "Why don't you come with me? I'll treat you to a round trip."
"Lululu, I don't want to be a light bulb. It's so boring to be a light bulb."
Yue Xinyi poked Liu Xiaoyu's arm and said, "But, this time you are finally going to take another step forward and step onto the ladder of adulthood, Xiaoyu? Congratulations!"
“Don’t, don’t talk nonsense!”
"We're just going on a trip together, there's no such plan."
Liu Xiaoyu muttered.
"Damn it, they've already hinted at this point, I don't believe that Mei Gou doesn't have that intention."
Liu Xiaoyu was immediately angry when she heard this and said, "Xinyi, don't talk nonsense. Even if I do have this idea, our Ah Fang will never have that idea!"
Liu Xiaoyu said softly, "Look at him, look at him, he usually behaves so honestly..."
"An honest man wouldn't hug you and kiss you like that."
Yue Xinyi put her hands on her hips and said, "I once unfortunately witnessed you two being intimate. The scene was so beautiful that I dare not even describe it. It was not at all the immaturity that a freshman high school student should have. It's hard to imagine how many times you two have been intimate behind each other's backs."
"Yes, I took the initiative first! Basically every time—"
Liu Xiaoyu, "Afang didn't know how to kiss at first, I taught him."
"You taught him? Hahaha, stop being funny. To be honest, if your Mei Gou really didn't practice secretly, he is definitely a talented player. At least he was a super lover in his previous life. Look at how he attacked you. You were completely controlled."
…
Yue Xinyi's unintentional words suddenly made Liu Xiaoyu's defense break down.
Guilty to the point of being defenseless.
She rubbed her nose and then asked Yue Xinyi:
"Xinyi Xinyi, let me ask you something."
"Except for showing affection, you can say anything," Yue Xinyi reminded.
"If my past life memories told me that Ah Fang actually had another lover in his past life, then did I just steal someone else's love in this life..."
"Damn, why are there so many dramas about your past life? You are so pretentious."
"You, you, you, answer me!" Liu Xiaoyu was angry.
"But you said it was a past life. Why are you dwelling on it? You don't feel guilty, do you? Do you want to give your Ah Fang to another woman?"
"No, I don't... don't want to."
Yue Xinyi smiled and patted Liu Xiaoyu on the shoulder:
"Live your life to the fullest, Xiaoyu. Eat when you should, drink when you should, and make love when you should. If you have a partner, love him well. If no one loves you, love yourself."
"You love him, he loves you, isn't the matter between a man and a woman so simple and pure? Let's not talk about past lives or present lives, okay?"
"Could it be that you want to tell Mei Fang directly that he actually liked another woman in his previous life, and then break up with him and give him to that woman who he may never meet again in this life?"
"I'm not that stupid, okay?"
Liu Xiaoyu said seriously, "Afang is mine, he belongs to me... Unless Afang says he wants to leave, no one can take him away from me."
"Haha, if you have the determination, isn't that enough?"
Yue Xinyi patted Liu Xiaoyu on the shoulder and gave her a thumbs up:
"So, Xiaoyu, just let go and love! Don't worry about what others think."
"Woo woo... Thank you, Xinyi, I, I, I, I understand!"
Liu Xiaoyu whimpered and wanted to cling to Yue Xinyi for affection, but Yue Xinyi pushed him away desperately.
"Alright, alright! Go stick to your Ah Fang! Stop sticking to me! I hate you—"
After watching Liu Xiaoyu and Mei Fang walk into the waiting hall hand in hand.
Yue Xinyi finally sighed with relief.
How many people do you need to help you so many times before you can stand up on your own
Stupid Xiaoyu.
In fact, the rain line can have more twists and turns like the snow line. However, every time I am ready to take action on Xiaoyu, my conscience condemns me. You have made her a loser so many times, can't you let her love someone well for once
Then I agreed, so the rain line will be just like what you see, plain and ordinary, with everyone contributing assists.
(End of this chapter)