In summer, the sky always dawns very early. Before 7 o'clock, the gentle sunshine has already shone on the entire campus. The vegetation is lush and the lake is glowing with azure blue light. Old people and students doing morning exercises are walking on the tree-lined road in twos and threes.
In the staff dormitory area on the west side of the school, Jian Wei was wearing a short-sleeved T-shirt and shorts, with sweat on his forehead and reddish cheeks. He trotted into one of the buildings, opened the door and smiled, "I'm back!"
Grandma was sitting in the living room reading the morning newspaper. Hearing this, she looked up from the newspaper and said angrily, "I'll come back when I come back. What are you doing so loudly?"
Jian Wei stuck out her tongue.
Grandma sized her up and said, "I'm sweating from running, go take a shower, and get ready for breakfast."
This is grandma's house in University A. After Jian Wei left the film crew, considering that it was already August, she decided not to return to Chengdu and returned to school early. She lives with grandma,
I also returned to my old living habits. Every morning, I would go out for a run, sweat all over, and then take a shower to start the day full of energy.
When Jian Wei came out of the bathroom, breakfast was already set on the table. Grandma is getting old, and grandpa passed away early, so Auntie Bai, the nanny hired by the family, takes care of her daily life. Auntie Bai cooks good dishes, and the breakfast is unambiguous. After cooking cod porridge with mushrooms all night, every grain of rice is melted and melts in the mouth. It's so delicious that people want to praise life!
Jian Wei drank the porridge and ate the Sichuan kimchi pickled by Aunt Bai, flatteringly said: "Aunt Bai, you are really the most capable person in our family! The food is so delicious! My father, mother, grandma and I You, we are all inferior to you!"
Aunt Bai understood her tricks a long time ago, and said with a smile, "Okay, okay, I got it, I will make the tomato beef brisket you want at noon, and wait."
Jane achieved her goal and shouted: "Long live!"
Grandma was also drinking the porridge, and said unhurriedly: "Since I like Auntie Bai's cooking so much, I should come here earlier. If I knew that you had returned to Beijing and you were still wandering around for more than 20 days, I would definitely call you." Your mother taught me a lesson. How dare you hide it from me."
As soon as she mentioned this, Jian Wei felt guilty and dared not speak.
She didn't tell her grandma about her return to Beijing in advance, because she was afraid that the old man would worry. But when Jian Wei moved in, she didn't dare to keep concealing it, and she made it clear.
So, throughout the week, this topic was brought up from time to time. Grandma is well-educated, but she is no different from ordinary old people when it comes to treating her granddaughter, and occasionally she is a bit nagging.
Sure enough, grandma changed the subject and pointed at Jian Wei, "You too. The entertainment industry is such a chaotic place, you actually ran over by yourself, and something happened to the family?"
"I'm not alone, Xiaoshuang is with me, she takes care of me..."
"That girl surnamed Lai? She's also a daredevil. If you two get together, whoever can take care of the other."
Auntie Bai saw that Jian Wei's face was about to be buried in the porridge bowl, and she looked pitiful, so she came out to smooth things over, "Professor, don't keep talking about Wei Wei, she is still a child no matter how smart she is, it's normal to mess around occasionally. Besides, Don't you know why Weiwei went to that crew this time, she likes that male star so much, it's such a rare opportunity to meet her after so much effort."
Jian Wei stopped drinking the porridge.
Grandma is also thoughtful. The whole family knows that Jian Wei likes Jiang Yi, and because of this, my grandma specially watched "Cold Night". Anti-Japanese War dramas are more likely to please the elderly than Jiang Yi's previous idol dramas. After watching, my grandma likes the role of Zhao Mingshen very much, and has a better impression of Jiang Yi.
Thinking of that heroic patriotic young man, the old professor softened his tone a bit, staring at Jian Wei and said, "Then, now that I've seen it, my wish has come true?"
Jian Wei bit the spoon and nodded slowly.
Grandma said with satisfaction: "It's fine when it's done, and don't mess around anymore."
Wish made.
Jian Wei fell on the bed and sighed long.
Life is so overwhelming. One of her wishes came true, but another wish seemed to emerge.
A bigger, more unrealistic wish.
That night, at the height of the 17th floor, her heart throbbed with his singing. Before that, her heart beat faster because of him countless times, but none of them were like that time.
The whole heart seems to jump out of the chest. She faced him, as if she was facing the beauty of the whole world, she just wanted to embrace him.
That throbbing.
Jian Wei has grown up so much, she has never been in a relationship, nor has she ever liked anyone. Her growth experience is different from that of ordinary people, and she lacks the opportunity to fall in love. Besides, her time outside of study has been completely occupied by star chasing, so she has no time to think about it.
But even if she didn't experience it personally, she has seen so many movies and heard so many stories, and she probably understands what her mood at that time means...
She took out her mobile phone, saw WeChat, and put the dialog with him on top. The last piece of news was the night she left the crew, she told him she was safe, and he replied with two words: OK.
For a whole week after that, he didn't take the initiative to contact her, and she didn't dare to look for him, so the two broke off contact without saying a word.
Looking back now, everything before is so unreal. I am like Alice who strayed into Wonderland, accidentally broke into the idol's exclusive territory, and glimpsed a corner of his life. It was radiant and dreamlike, and now, waking up from the dream, she sat in the room facing the world without him.
But her feelings for him were even deeper than before.
She stayed there for a long time, and finally couldn't help it, she dialed a number, "Hello, are you up?"
At the other end, Lai Xiaoshuang said leisurely: "I got up, but I got up late, sister, I had to take a taxi, and I was rushing to the company."
"You're busy, well, I won't bother you..."
"Don't bother, tell me. You don't have something important to do, Miss, and you won't contact me early in the morning, right?"
Jian Wei pursed her lips, got up from the bed, and stood by the window. The sun was shining in the garden, and the children were playing games in the open space, laughing and laughing.
She said softly: "Xiaoshuang, I seem to have fallen in love with someone..."
Lai Xiaoshuang never imagined that when she heard such a big gossip early in the morning, she immediately sat up excitedly, "Who is so so? Oh my god, my baby, you have finally grown up! Tell me who that person is!" "
Jian Wei hesitated to speak, but Lai Xiaoshuang couldn't wait, so he guessed first, "Is that your senior brother from the physics department? Or the handsome guy who wanted to invite you to Hong Kong? I've already said, both of them are good. , you choose a Linxing!"
Jian Wei didn't make a sound yet, but Lai Xiaoshuang suddenly stopped, and her tone changed, "Wait a minute, the person you like is Jiang Yi, right?!"
Jian Wei's heart trembled, and she subconsciously denied it, "How is it possible! What nonsense are you talking about! My feelings for him... my feelings for him are pure..."
Lai Xiaoshuang breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good. If you really like Jiang Yi, I will be a sinner forever! There is no way to explain to Uncle Jian and the others!"
Jian Wei listened to her tone, as if Jiang Yi was some kind of scourge, and said a little unhappy: "It's not such an exaggeration. Even if I really like him, it's okay..."
Lai Xiaoshuang was silent for a moment, and when she spoke again, she changed into an unusually serious tone, "Baby, I don't care if you like Jiang Yi or not, but I must say, I hope not. If you are sincere to him now, there is only one As a result, it's heartbreak. I don't want you to be sad."
Jian Wei pinched the phone and said slowly: "Do you think Jiang Yi won't like me?"
"Let's not talk about whether Jiang Yi will like you, even if he really likes you, it is impossible for you. If he is like Song Zhi, or other male stars who have been popular for many years, he has established a foothold and is about the same age, then that's fine. , you can start to think about feelings. Jiang Yi's career has just started, and it is absolutely impossible to have a romantic relationship at this stage. For this rising male star, having a girlfriend is a blockbuster news comparable to drug abuse, and the damage caused is huge. Bad is fatal... maybe I'm exaggerating a bit, but that's about it, you get the idea."
With the breeze blowing through her hair, Jian Wei said softly, "You mean, Jiang Yi can't fall in love now, right?"
"Yes, not for at least two or three years. The company doesn't allow it, and I'm afraid even he himself won't commit such a foolishness."
Jian Wei didn't expect that she would get such an answer after a phone call to confide in her. She knew that Lai Xiaoshuang hadn't lied to her, and she had been chasing stars for many years, so she knew something about the entertainment industry. Jiang Yi, an idol who has just become popular, has a vast majority of fans who are girlfriend fans, fantasizing about falling in love with a male god. At this time, if a genuine girlfriend appeared, she would definitely lose fans and turn black in pieces, and no one would be able to withstand the blow.
Jian Wei had always been a little disapproving of this group of fans before. Although she also joked with Pumpkin Butter and the others, she still regarded Jiang Yi as her elder brother more in her heart and claimed to be her younger sister fan.
But now, she feels that she should be the most sincere one among the group of girlfriend fans...
How depraved!
These days when Jian Wei left the film crew, the news about Jiang Yi still stirs up the entertainment industry without interruption.
"Cold Night" officially ushered in the finale on the 28th day of its broadcast. Zhao Mingshen's identity was exposed, and in the middle of a snowy night, he had a final decisive battle with the Japanese.
It was so cold that it seemed that water could turn into ice. He was dressed in a pure black coat and was surrounded by dozens of people. This is a game that must be lost, and everyone thinks so, but at the last moment, he killed the Japanese lieutenant general who led the team to kill him.
At the same time that the bullet penetrated the general's head, dozens of triggers were simultaneously pulled. Zhao Mingshen was shot several times, leaned back little by little, and fell down slowly.
He was lying on the snow with a calm expression, as if he had expected today. It's just that the eyes still don't give up, looking at the north from afar. That was the direction Lanzhi left. By this time, she should have arrived in Beiping.
The night sky is extremely dark, but it doesn't matter, the night will eventually pass, and the war will soon end. The prosperity and peace they are looking forward to will come soon. It's just a pity that he can't accompany her to see that day.
However, this is already the best ending for him.
He smiled slightly. Goose feathers and heavy snow fell one after another, and the earth was pure white, but he was bathed in blood, lying in the desolate world.
There is only a smile, so bright, like the sun in winter.
In the endless cold night, he is the most dazzling light.
This ending made the fans cry to death, and scolded the screenwriter for being insane. Jiang Yi's Weibo comments soared to more than 200,000 that night, and Baidu, Sina, Sohu and other search indexes all climbed to new peaks!
Although the fans were sad, the tragic ending was a good thing for the film crew, especially Jiang Yi himself.
Only death can be immortal, not to mention such a heroic death, which directly made Zhao Mingshen one of the best characters in spy war dramas in recent years. In fact, because the male lead was too bright, Yin Ru, the heroine, had no room to play, and was suppressed throughout the whole process. Although she was also popular, in terms of popularity, she was far behind Jiang Yi.
On the second day after "Cold Night" ended, the film crew held a grand celebration party. The director, producer and several leading actors all attended the event, and the whole process was broadcast live through the video website.
Jian Wei watched the live broadcast in the library.
Because the school has not officially started yet, there are not many people in the library. She occupies a corner that no one pays attention to. She does the questions for a while, and when the time is almost up, she opens the webpage, puts on headphones, and uses the free wifi.
After the boring opening line, she finally waited for the lead actor to come on stage, and she saw Jiang Yi almost at the first sight. He was the third to come out, but it aroused the most enthusiastic cheers from the audience. Even the host laughed and teased, "I know, you are just waiting for him!"
Jiang Yi wore a black T-shirt today. Compared with the high spirits of the others, his smile was more restrained, and he looked more reserved and noble, with a faint sense of distance.
Looking at him, Jian Wei recalled the complicated emotions of the past two days.
It was the first time in her life that she encountered such a situation. Jian Wei thought that she would be very sad, but in fact, apart from being unhappy for a while after chatting with Lai Xiaoshuang, she did not feel the legendary grief in the following time .
She thought about it, probably because she had never experienced liking someone before, so she was relatively slow in possessiveness. She didn't even have time to fantasize about being with Jiang Yi, she was given a slap in the face and returned to her position in time.
More importantly, after so many years, she has long been used to him being out of reach and something she cannot have.
On the stage, Jiang Yi calmly chatted with the host, interacted with fans, and accepted everyone's confession of love. A month ago, he would have been ignored when he attended the event, but now, with so many actors present and so many big figures, they were all reduced to a foil.
Where he stands, is the center of attention.
The girls in the group were also watching the live broadcast, and Jiuniang Yuanzi suddenly said, "Do you feel that the older brother is walking higher and higher, the distance from us is getting farther and farther away? A few days ago we wanted to visit the class, but because there were too many people, In the end, I was declined. I was able to go before.”
Pumpkin Butter comforted: "It's inevitable. We like him, don't we just hope that he will get better and better? Anyway, I am very happy, and I am happy if I don't see him!"
Seeing this, Jian Wei stretched out her hand to touch Jiang Yi's face, but her tentacles turned out to be the cold screen. People who used to get along day and night can only look up at them from afar now, but Jian Wei smiled slightly.
Pumpkin Butter is right, he is so good and has a bright future, he should focus on his career. One day, he will become the most dazzling star in the sky, and I just need to keep looking up at him.
She absolutely must not let her liking become a burden to him.
After figuring this out, Jian Wei suddenly felt relaxed. Lai Xiaoshuang always said before that love is the most complicated thing in the world, but it turned out to be the same as a math problem. If you meet enough conditions and understand the desired result, everything will be solved easily.
Nothing is difficult.
She was in a good mood, and it happened that it was time for others to speak during the live broadcast. She went out to pour a glass of water, and came back briskly, only to find that in just a few minutes, the group had exploded.
Countless messages popped up, QQ was shaking non-stop, Jian Wei opened it inexplicably, and found that they were all calling her.
"Gulu Gulu Gulu! Gulu, come out!"
"Fuck you! You are hiding it from us! Is it true???"
"Oh my god, I was almost scared to death, you have to explain it clearly to me!!!"
what's the situation? ?
Jian Wei was stunned.
She searched through the densely packed characters, and finally saw the key, "Weibo, Weibo, Weibo! Hurry up and read Weibo!"
Jian Wei's heartbeat accelerated suddenly, and when she realized something, she frantically clicked on Weibo. As soon as I entered, a large number of Aite reminders popped up in the upper right corner. As an Internet celebrity, she had already turned off the Aite reminders of people she did not follow, so this could only be caused by people she followed...
She took a deep breath, clicked on the reminder, and saw the familiar ID at a glance.
@电视剧如何没有爱V: Dangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdangdang~ Today I want to introduce to you, Wuli is still cute and breaks through the sky, our "fat boy"! Do you feel familiar? That's right, it is a famous internet celebrity who is loved by everyone and has many times more fans than the editor—Yuangulu classmate! Seeing this photo, the editor really doesn’t know whether it’s better to be jealous of Yuangulu, or our lawyer Gu… @圆向吕的日记本
A photo was posted on Weibo, Jiang Yi is hugging Yuangulu, sticking close to the tip of its nose, like the owner and his pet.
Jian Wei sharply saw a figure in a light blue skirt on the right side of the photo. She recognized it, it was the one who was pointing fingers at the side and teaching the male god how to hug round Gulu, so that it felt comfortable...