For Wu Yunqing, this is another sleepless night. Because when her husband Xu Shida got off work in the evening, it was rare for him to go home early without having to socialize. As a deputy mayor, such times are really rare. Most of the night, Wu Yunqing is rarely able to see Xu Shida go home on time, often alone guarding the vacant room. This made her feel a little bit regretful for her husband's son-in-law's apology.
But this is just a feeling. The Wu Yunqing family played a very important role in Xu Shida being able to climb to the position of today's deputy mayor. His uncle used to be a senior official in Lingnan Province, and his rank reached the vice-provincial level. Although he has now retreated to the second line, he still has some influence in Lingnan.
On the other hand, Xu Shida is a very ordinary working class, and his parents are both workers. Xu Shida's ability to come together with Wu Yunqing should be totally grateful to Wu Yunqing for his insight and knowledge. At that time, Wu Yunqing had just graduated from university and was assigned to teach at the school. At a glance, she fell in love with Xu Shida, who was also a teacher at the same school. She felt that Xu Shida had a spirit of unwillingness to be ordinary, and she would definitely succeed in the future.
After the two got married, Wu Yunqing's uncle helped Xu Shida to leave his teaching position and enter the civil service system. Xu Shida himself is indeed capable, and with the help of Uncle Wu Yunqing, Xu Shida has been on the rise, until now he has become the deputy mayor in charge of urban construction. Wu Yunqing was also praised by the people around him that she could recognize Xu Shida, a potential Maxima, among all living beings.
However, with Xu Shida's promotion, Wu Yunqing also felt more and more that Xu Shida was alienated from her, and the couple hardly had the intimacy that they had just married. Although occasionally Xu Shida did not have much entertainment and did not drink, she would be fortunate to have her once and a half, basically just as hastily dealing with errands.
This made Wu Yunqing's life very depressing. On the face of it, she is the wife of the deputy mayor. Everywhere she goes, she is greeted with smiles, trying to flatter her. But in her heart she knew exactly what kind of life she was living. For a woman who is not yet fifty years old, she can't be truly happy just with good clothes and food. Her body is very empty now, and she needs a man's body to fill her.
However, Wu Yunqing's tutoring was very strict. The education she received from the early childhood made her unable to accept men other than her husband from the bottom of her heart. Therefore, although she was lonely, she never targeted men other than Xu Shida. She can also understand the busyness of her husband. Most of the men in her family who pursue official careers are so busy.
Understanding is understanding. It does not mean that Wu Yunqing does not want to be comforted by her husband. Emotional emptiness can be solved by understanding her husband's efforts in official career, but physical emptiness can hardly be solved through understanding. Since Xu Shida went home very early without a drink today, a small flame ignited in Wu Yunqing's heart. Maybe her husband came back so early tonight to have a good affection with her.
So Wu Yunqing made dinner early, finished eating with her husband early, and then washed up early and went into the bedroom. She felt that she had sent a very clear and strong signal to her husband. Xu Shida should clearly know what she was doing. I believe that after a while, Xu Shida should go to the bedroom to make out with her.
But soon Wu Yunqing was disappointed. After Xu Shida had finished eating, he went to the study, and she didn't know what to do in the study and refused to come out. Wu Yunqing was anxious while waiting on the bed, and couldn't sleep over and over, but Xu Shida still stayed in the study and refused to come out. It wasn't until dawn was approaching that Wu Yunqing finally felt sleepy, and then she fell asleep without knowing it.
When I woke up again, the sky was already bright. Wu Yunqing looked at the bed where Xu Shida slept. The pillows and quilts were still so neat. It can be seen that Xu Shida did not come to sleep at all last night. This guy actually stayed in the study all night.
After getting up, Wu Yunqing simply freshened up and went to the study to take a look. Xu Shida was no longer in the study, so he should have gone to work. She went to the desk and cleaned up the things that had been messed up by Xu Shida on the desk.
She just organized things. The study has always been Xu Shida's territory. Basically, she rarely touched Xu Shida's things. Many people in her family are members of the officialdom, knowing that some things of her husband should not be disturbed, because it is likely to involve some secrets.
When she packed the things on the desk, she lowered her head and saw that the key to the safe on the left hand side under the table had not been removed. Xu Shida walked in a hurry in the morning when she wanted to come, and left without locking the safe. Although at home, no one else would come into this room except her, but Wu Yunqing reached out to lock the safe and pulled out the key.
After doing all this, Wu Yunqing simply cleaned up the clutter in the house, and then he was about to leave the study and go out to get herself some breakfast. Just as Wu Yunqing walked out of the study and was about to close the study door, a thought suddenly flashed in her mind, why didn't she look at what was locked in Xu Shida's safe? Anyway, even after seeing Xu Shida, he would not know.
Over the years, the study has always been Xu Shida's domain, and the safe has been tightly locked. Every time Xu Shida went home, she would hide in the study for a long time. She didn't know what Xu Shida was hiding in the study. Especially last night, this guy actually stayed in the study all night.
In the past few years, as the official Xu Shida became bigger and bigger, the communication between the couple became less and less, and she did not know what Xu Shida was thinking. Now an opportunity to understand Xu Shida's thoughts is in front of her. Why doesn't she use this opportunity to peek into her husband's inner world
Curiosity killed the cat. As soon as the signs of curiosity emerged, Wu Yunqing could no longer press it down. She hovered at the door of the study for a few seconds, and finally resolutely returned to the safe and reopened the safe door with the key. opened. At the moment when he opened the door, Wu Yunqing hesitated for a while, after all, what was locked inside the door might be Xu Shida's most secret inner world.
After the door was opened, the first thing that caught Wu Yunqing's eyes was not precious items such as gold, dollar bills, gems and jewelry, but the eight diaries neatly placed. This should be the diary written by Xu Shida. Xu Shida has the habit of keeping a diary of interesting things in daily life. ,
The diary of Xu Shida that Wu Yunqing first saw was when they were colleagues. By chance, she saw a diary written by Xu Shida. The diary recorded the bits and pieces of Xu Shida’s teaching life on that day and summarized what he did. The gains and losses. From this diary, Wu Yunqing can see that Xu Shida is a manufacturable, because a person who is good at summarizing the gains and losses of his actions must be a person who can make progress.
But after that, she never saw what Xu Shida recorded in his diary again. The husband locked up his diary, so she was no longer allowed to see it. Wu Yunqing can also accept it. After all, a person's diary often records the most secret thoughts in his heart, and many things that are difficult for a person are recorded in it. Even if they are a husband and wife, these cannot be shared.
Now these diaries are quietly placed there, which is equivalent to putting Xu Shida’s inner world in front of her. Wu Yunqing is really hard to resist these temptations to her. She really wants to know what is in her husband’s heart in the past few years. What do you think, especially why you are getting more and more alienated from her.
Wu Yunqing controlled his excitement and picked up the diary that was placed on the top, opened the cover, and saw three big characters of dragon and phoenix dancing on the title page: Thousands of people beheaded. This seems to be the name Xu Shida gave to this diary. Wu Yunqing is a people's teacher with an upright style. He doesn't understand the true meaning of these three words, but feels that these three words are a bit vicious.
She wondered why her husband named the diary that records her inner world such a fierce name. She just guessed that her husband might have lived a very depressing official life over the years, so she gave such a fierce name to vent her grievances.
If you are those who are familiar with Japanese romantic action movies, you will immediately understand what these three words represent when you see this name. (Don’t pretend, I’m talking about you. The knowing smile on your face has leaked your pure heart. You should be very clear about what these three words represent, and you have even seen that it is related to these three words. Love action movies, or Japanese manga or something.)
In fact, Qianrenzhan literally means killing a thousand people, but in Japanese comics or love action movies, it is extended to have a relationship with a thousand people of the opposite sex. In Japan, some people who have some illusions about that kind of intimacy will vowed to say that they will have an intimacy with a thousand people of the opposite sex in this life. Some even set up organizations such as alliances and associations for this purpose, and regularly exchange information about their own lives. The latest gains in this regard.
Our Deputy Mayor Xu named this diary after a thousand people beheaded. Of course, he didn't mean to kill a thousand people, but he wanted to have a close relationship with a thousand people of the opposite sex. But at this time, our upright teacher Wu still didn't understand what Deputy Mayor Xu really wanted to express.
Wu Yunqing turned over the title page and saw the three words Wu Yunqing. Of course, Wu Yunqing knew that this represented her name. No need to guess. Xu Shida must have written down her true feelings in this part. In this regard, she finally got a glimpse of the little excitement in Xu Shida's heart. Through this diary, she could clearly know what the person next to her pillow thought of her.