Li Susheng, who came out of Hu Yufei's house, was very depressed. Just as Hu Yufei was dissatisfied with what he did, Li Susheng was also dissatisfied with what Hu Yufei said and did. He felt that Hu Yufei really got back alive and alive, how could he become so timid? He is no longer the hot-blooded man who dared to fight with those stubborn masters with a military stab in his hand.
Hu Yufei, what's wrong with this? Li Susheng smiled secretly in his heart. He is pretending to be low-key with his tail clipped because he had done cowardly behavior that disapproves of his class, but Hu Yu did not have such a shameful experience. Why did he grow old, but he was afraid of it. , Didn't even dare to provoke a few flat-headed people? You are scared in your heart. Just be afraid of your own. Why do you want to take care of his nostalgia and not let him deal with the two bastards of Sun Zhaohui and Fu Hua
Although Li Susheng didn’t mean to listen to Hu Yufei’s opinions at all, it didn’t mean that he didn’t care about Hu Yufei’s attitude. Hu Yufei was once a leader among their second-generation children. At that time, Hu Yu was not high-spirited, just like Li. The idol in the minds of second-generation children like Su Sheng, Hu Yufei's most popular impression in his mind was the stubborn figure on Peking Road, Liu Ye who later became famous. At that time, he singled out in the grove for a long time, but there was nothing at all. In the end, the two lost evenly.
At that time, what Li Susheng wanted to be was a person like Hu Yufei, courageous and happy, just like the heroes in later martial arts novels. Of course, the development of the times made his wish completely impossible to realize. He became the kind of coward that even himself hates. From then on, he has become a man who hides in the shadows and dare not stand up straight. .
But this doesn't mean that he doesn't want to be like Hu Yufei back then. He retains the original admiration for Hu Yufei in his heart, until now that tall image has completely collapsed. That Hu Yufei, who had been happily enmity, was dead. He became hypocritical, became absolutely rational, sober, calm, cautious, conscious, repelling instinct, and opposing instinctive life. Had he forgotten that this kind of hypocrisy was once what he hated most. In essence, even if Hu Yufei and him are the same kind of people, they have become the kind of people they hate the most.
In their youth, Hu Yufei and Li Susheng were both passionate young people. Because their families enjoyed more superior conditions than ordinary civilian families, this superiority was not only material, but also spiritual. They were all the best in Beijing at the time. A good school, the classics of Kant, Plato, Nietzsche and other great philosophers whose names have not even been heard by ordinary people, they have been able to recite large sections of them for a long time.
Among them, the favorite among the young people who often play together is Nietzsche, and their favorite among Nietzsche’s works is "Idol’s Twilight". Every sentence in this book is arrogant and murderous. After using his most poisonous tongue, Nepal basically scolded the religion, morality, and philosophy in the history of human civilization.
In the book, Nietzsche asserts that all the methods used to make human beings moral are in the final analysis immoral. He regards reproduction as a normal way for human reproduction, while Christianity, with a fundamental grudge against life, regards sex as something unclean; it throws filth on the premise of our lives. The extinction of passions and desires is just to prevent their stupidity and the unpleasant consequences of this stupidity, which in our view today is just an extreme stupidity in itself.
After struggling with Christianity and morality, Nietzsche rebuked the little old man Socrates again. He believed that the moralism of Greek philosophers since Plato had a pathological root, and so did their emphasis on dialectics. . Reason = Virtue = Happiness simply means that people must imitate Suradia and create an eternal day-the day of reason-to fight against dark desires. In any case, you must be sensible, sober, and understanding. Concession to instinct and unconsciousness will lead to collapse.
This kind of persuasive morality, including Christian morality, is a misunderstanding. The so-called dazzling day, absolutely rational, sober, calm, cautious, self-conscious, repelling and opposing instinct is only a disease in itself. Therefore, he asserted that there is neither spirit nor reason, thinking, consciousness, heart, will, and truth, all of which are useless fictions.
Nietzsche not only stopped in criticism, but also emphasized the strength and spirit of the individual, and tried to cleanse all the filth brought to mankind by the orthodoxy. He defined freedom. What is freedom? It means that a person has the will to take responsibility. It is to stick to the distance separating us; it is that a person becomes more indifferent to hardship, labor, lack and even life; it is a person who is ready to sacrifice people, including himself, for his cause.
Nietzsche encouraged hard work and courage. He said that the most spiritual people must first be the bravest and have experienced the most painful tragedy in a broad sense. But they respect life because it uses its greatest hostility to oppose them; not being afraid of worthless things may also be the greatness of the soul. He doesn't think that contradiction is a bad thing. A person can be productive only if he is full of contradictions. Only if the soul is not tired and not greedy for ease, can you stay young forever.
These heretical doctrines, which are similar to the rants of lunatics in the eyes of orthodox philosophers, sounded the most bewildering to the passionate young people like Hu Yufei and Li Susheng who desperately wanted to do something like their parents, overturn the old world, and build a new society. At that time, Hu Yufei recited the revolutionary manifesto in large sections and praised it at the same time.
But these qualities that Li Susheng admired the most had long since disappeared from Hu Yufei. Hu Yufei has become the coward who is now afraid of this, full of benevolence and morality, which also makes him be careful, and that also needs to be guarded. Seeing that the former idol has become what it is now, this is the most frustrating point in Li Susheng's heart.
Li Susheng felt that he wanted to find someone to vent his emotions. After thinking about it, he called Liu Shengmei: "Where are you?"
"Where is Shijie Yuncai Company," Liu Shengmei is now indifferent to Li Susheng, "Is there something to do with me?"
"I want you to accompany me now. If you have nothing to do, go to the old place to find me."
The old place Li Susheng mentioned was a special room in the hotel he opened in his own company. Of course, no one knew at the public level that the group company to which this hotel belonged had contact with Li Susheng. Li Su is used to being a moral gentleman in his life, and he also has a very decent image in front of his family. Moreover, his wife is also a member of the second generation of children. Their parents have established a profound relationship in the years of war. The friendship of comrades-in-arms, their marriage is also the continuation of the friendship of comrades-in-arms.
So he couldn't let his wife know about other women, so he opened a special room in this inconspicuous hotel to meet with Liu Shengmei, his lover.
Li Susheng said that, Liu Shengmei did not have the slightest resistance, as if it was normal for Li Susheng to ask her to accompany him: "Okay, I can get there in half an hour."
"Well, I will be there in half an hour, and we will see you there."
After hanging up the phone, Li Susheng got into his car and told the driver where he was going. Then the driver drove him away from Hu Yufei's door. Since the last time the Ten Girls had people ambushed him on the road, Li Susheng changed his habit of working as a car and took the driver and car wherever he went.
The driver is a veteran who is specially sought out from the armed police force. He has good skills and can double as a bodyguard. Che Li Susheng has always adhered to the low-key tradition and chose a Volkswagen Phaeton that looks very similar to Santana. Although the price of the Phaeton is several times that of Santana, the appearance is very similar to Santana, and it does not look so much. Eye-catching.
At first, he really couldn't get used to sitting in a car, and he always felt dizzy, but this person is a habitual animal. After sitting a few times, he became accustomed to it.
Half an hour later, he arrived at the hotel, and a few minutes later, Liu Shengmei also arrived. As soon as the door of the room was closed, Liu Shengmei did not wait for Li Susheng to take any action, she began to cleverly unbutton her clothes, and soon a white body with bumps up and down was completely revealed in front of Li Susheng.
Then she sat beside Li Susheng and began to help Li Susheng undress. Li Susheng looked at Liu Shengmei admiringly with the eyes of the pet she had trained, and began to slowly stroke Liu Shengmei's graceful body like a white jade sculpture. , His depressed mood dissipated little by little during the touch, until it completely disappeared.
Joy began to fill his heart, his body began to wake up, and the strength and fullness of his youth was once again shown in his body. Liu Shengmei also said to him that he was blindly rejuvenating, and put this sentence on his youthful body. In his arms, he will have blood and vitality again like a young man.
Liu Shengmei opened herself up to accommodate his hardiness and fiery, a kind of comfort in life that her husband could wish for, and filled his mind. At this moment, he suddenly thought of Hu Yufei with disgusting interest. Was it because Hu Yufei didn't find such a beautiful rejuvenation pill like Liu Shengmei, so he was so depressed
If he can help Hu Yufei find a beautiful body like Liu Shengmei, after Hu Yufei enjoys the beauty, will he return to the state of a passionate young man who recites Nietzsche's chants until he feels the same. ? This is a very interesting idea. If you find an opportunity, you can try it.