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Chapter 37: Deep loneliness

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Sun Ying continued to say quietly: "My boyfriend and I are very familiar with the story of Irish coffee and love the romance in the story, but at that time we were very poor and could not afford Irish coffee. Only before he went to France, We were on the left bank and bought a cup of Irish coffee to drink together, as a way of expressing the memory of each other in the years to come. So when he was away, I missed him or when I was in a bad mood, I would go to the left bank to buy a cup of Irish coffee to drink. , This is my only petty bourgeois hobby. My story is over, don’t you have something to tell me? Let’s talk."

Fu Hua smiled and said, "What I want to tell you is not necessary now. Originally, I wanted to ask you to leave Yang Jun. My classmate already knows your relationship."

Sun Ying smiled and said, "That's true. I retired to the world, so naturally I won't be in contact with Yang Jun anymore."

"Tell me about your boyfriend," Fu Hua said while looking at Sun Ying.

"What are you talking about?" Sun Ying looked at the front in confusion, "I haven't seen him for almost four years, and I am a little stranger to him, and I don't know what it will be like to meet again."

Fu Hua said in surprise: "How can you maintain this relationship for such a long time?"

Sun Ying smiled bitterly: "On what basis? Network, we all contact each other through network video."

Fu Hua said: "Those are very illusory."

Sun Ying said: "I know, but we can't afford the travel expenses. When we met, we were all poor students. When we graduated, my boyfriend was admitted as a graduate student by a French university. Our two parents tried their best to get together. I collected the travel and tuition fees for the first year. At that time, my boyfriend said that when he arrived in France, he earned his tuition through work-study. As for me, I decided to work hard in the country to make money and support my boyfriend financially. But there is no reality. You think so beautifully. My boyfriend has limited abilities. The little money earned from working is very difficult to make a living, let alone tuition. And the money I earn in the company is less than two thousand yuan a month, for me Boyfriend’s tuition is even more insignificant. At the end of the first year, we were in a difficult position. If we couldn’t make up for the next year’s tuition, my boyfriend had to drop out of school and go home. He begged me again and again in France , I want to try my best to collect money, but how can I, a weak woman, collect such a large sum of money for him? I had no choice but to apply for a waiter in Wonderland Nightclub, but although the tip of the waiter is considerable, it is still difficult In a short period of time, I collected such a large sum of money, and in desperation, I went to sea to become a young lady."

Fu Hua stayed for a while. This was the reason why Sun Ying said she was willing to be a young lady. He thought of the poem Luo Yu told him that day. The reality came to his face, the dream was fragmented, and the cruel reality shattered everything in Sun Ying. Her dream made her fall. He glanced at Sun Ying and said: "You have sacrificed too much for your boyfriend. Does he know about this?"

Sun Ying smiled bitterly and shook her head: "I made this sacrifice because I wanted to. Who told me to fall in love with this man? How would I tell him? I was always afraid that he would know this. That time I was on the left bank. As the day of his return is approaching, I am worried that he will be more and more confused when he knows what I am doing in the country, so he will drink Irish coffee there."

Fu Hua smiled: "Your boyfriend knows that he is not afraid. A woman is willing to make such a big sacrifice for him. He is grateful that it is too late to take care of this woman. Why should he come to blame her again? If he is really angry with you , Is it still a man?"

Sun Ying smiled: "I hope he can be as tolerant as you, Fu Hua, sometimes I wonder, if I knew you before I met my boyfriend, would my life go the other way? It's a pity that you show up in front of me. too late."

Fu Hua smiled: "Am I that good?"

Sun Ying said: "You feel like a big brother, and you have a broad chest for me to rely on at any time. In fact, I am a weak woman, and I prefer to find a man whom I can rely on instead of me to support a man. life."

Fu Hua smiled and shook his head: "Life is like this. It can't be what you want. What you get is often contrary to what you want."

Sun Ying smiled bitterly: "At that time, I was still a student, thinking about everything relatively simple. Only after experiencing hardship, did I realize how simple it was at the beginning."

Fu Hua smiled and said, "You have come out, forget all the past and prepare to welcome your happy life. I wish you a happy marriage."

Sun Ying smiled sweetly, shook Fu Hua's hand on the table, and said, "Thank you, Fu Hua, you always make me feel a kind of support."

Fu Hua shook Sun Ying's hand, then smiled and said, "It seems that I want to tell you Farewell too."

Sun Ying said: "Farewell."

When Fu Hua left, there was a touch of sadness in his heart. Although he was also happy for Sun Ying to go ashore, Sun Ying also left him a lot of memories during this time. Even if it is not all beautiful, it is difficult to let him go. People forget. Thinking that Sun Ying was about to say goodbye to his life completely, it was a bit of melancholy.

The encounter between people is accidental and wonderful. Some people can stay with you for the rest of your life, while others will disappear from your life in no time and never reappear. Think about it, there are billions of sentient beings in this huge world. Why can you meet her? This may be the so-called fate.

I hope that Sun Ying can come to an end with the painful life of the past. This kind woman has done so much for her boyfriend. From a fair point of view, God should also return her a happy ending.

Two days later, Fu Hua was still a little worried about Guo Jing, so he called to Guo Jing's office. Guo Jing answered the phone and asked, "Fu Hua, what can I do for you?"

The tone was faint, with no sense of happiness or anger. Fu Hua suddenly felt alienated. Yeah, what can I do with Guo Jing? Could you ask her what she thinks about Yang Jun's derailment? She is no longer your lover, and you have no right to care about her. Moreover, Guo Jing's indifference also showed that she did not need her own care.

Fu Hua had no choice but to smile faintly, and said, "It's okay. It's just that I haven't called you for a long time. I will call you to ask about the situation."

Guo Jing smiled: "I'm fine, thank you for your concern."

Fu Huacai, who put down the phone, really realized that although Guo Jing helped him provide the information of Ronghong Group, although Guo Jing also complained in front of him that he had abandoned her for his mother, but these are not the continuation of the past two people’s affection, he actually She was isolated from the core of Guo Jing's life early on. At the beginning, she was unwilling to arrange Yang Jun to meet with herself. She didn't want to disturb her peaceful life by herself. The core of her life now is Yang Jun and her son, and to them, she is just an outsider, even though she has been in love with Guo Jing so much.

This is a bit like the sentence Sun Ying said to herself "If I knew you earlier", it sounds like Sun Ying is saying that she likes herself, but in fact, she is saying that it is a pity that you have already Out of the game.

To understand this, Fu Hua was a little frustrated. The two women he once thought were very close to him, in fact, had their own lives a long time ago, and have long been separated from him. What about others? Qu Wei, who took care of and supported himself, now has his own privacy. Who else in this world is intimate with himself

Fu Hua fell into deep loneliness. He found that only his mother in this world truly loved him selflessly, but his mother has passed away, and no one will care about and love him so much anymore. Fu Hua's eyes were wet, and he missed his mother deeply.

"Fu Hua, what are you doing?" Zhao Ting broke in without knocking at the door.

Fu Hua was caught off guard, and quickly lowered her head to wipe away her tears, and then said, "Zhao Ting, I am a big man's office. You don't knock on the door when you come in, aren't you afraid of seeing bad things?"

Zhao Ting ignored Fu Hua's words and looked at Fu Hua: "Hey, Fu Hua, what's the matter with you, it seems that you have cried?"

The girl’s eyes were so sharp that she found out that she was crying, but Fu Hua didn’t want to admit it, and said, “Who is crying, I’m just getting ashes in my eyes.”

Zhao Ting walked up to Fu Hua and looked into Fu Hua’s eyes: "Don’t lie to me, I can’t see it after crying. Ashamed, a big man is crying here by himself. Isn’t there a teacher for me? Come on, what difficulties have you encountered? Tell me the teacher will help you solve it."

Fu Hua smiled bitterly: "Your words hurt my self-esteem. You can save me some face. Okay, I haven't encountered any difficulties."

Zhao Ting said, "Then what's wrong with you?"

Fu Hua said: "I think of my dead mother and miss his old man a bit, can't I?"

Zhao Ting became serious and said, "It turned out to be so, I'm sorry, I shouldn't bother you."

Fu Hua said: "It's okay, you didn't mean it."

Zhao Ting said: "How do you feel, is it uncomfortable?"

Fu Hua smiled bitterly: "I just feel lonely. The person who loves you the most in this world is gone."

Zhao Ting said: "Yes, I am alone, and it feels like you are the only one left in this world."

Fu Hua saw tears in Zhao Ting's eyes, and was taken aback for a moment, and asked: "Aren't you, I miss my mother, why are you crying?"

Zhao Ting's tears flowed down: "I think my grandma has passed away at the beginning of this year. She was the person who loved me the most when she was alive."

Fu Hua handed a tissue to Zhao Ting and said, "I'm sorry, I didn't expect to arouse your sadness."

Zhao Ting did not take the tissue, she looked at Fu Hua with tears and asked, "Fu Hua, do you think there is another world in this world that we can't see?"

Fu Hua said: "I don't know, maybe there is."

Zhao Ting said, "I hope so, so that I might see my grandma in the future. I really miss her." After speaking, she lay down on Fu Hua's shoulder and started crying bitterly.