Fu Hua said: "It's not disappointment. I didn't hope to do anything, so I won't be disappointed."
Chu Qian said: "You are a very special person. The first time I met you, I felt that you were a little different from other men. It's just that I'm very surprised, how come you met Sun Ying, and it doesn't seem to be related. Shallow, you wouldn't have been her benefactor too, would you?"
Fu Hua shook his head: "We don't have that kind of transactional relationship, we are friends. When I said that, I told Chu Qian about the process of her relationship with Sun Ying."
After listening to Chu Qian, "You respect her very much and treat her as a friend. No wonder she will leave you a letter before committing suicide."
Fu Hua looked at the sunset red tombstone in front of him, which read Liu Yanzhi's tomb, and then he was taken aback: "This is not Sun Ying's tomb?"
Chu Qian smiled bitterly: "Do you think you will use your real name in our business?"
Fu Hua understood that Sun Ying was a fake name, and Liu Yan was her real name. It seems that the Chuqian in front of me is not the real name, but just the name of the woman.
Fu Hua silently placed the chrysanthemum in front of the tombstone, folded his hands together, and silently blessed Sun Ying.
After all this was done, Fu Hua turned and looked at Chu Qian: "What is going on?"
Chu Qian smiled bitterly: "Oh, this is also our destiny in this line of business. I said Sun Ying, there is no need to make such a big sacrifice for a stinky man, but she has heard too many romantic stories, and she thinks she is in this world. The men and women on the Internet are Juliet and Romeo, and they are willing to sell themselves for their boyfriend. Alas, today, it is too late to regret. Take a look, she said very clearly in the letter."
Fu Hua took the letter from Chuqian, opened it, and saw it said: Fu Hua, when you read this letter, I am no longer alive. I wish I could still look for it in your arms. Support? Unfortunately, it is no longer possible.
When I saw my boyfriend again, I realized how stupid I was at the beginning. I thought that if I gave everything for him, I would get his love, but I was so wrong. As soon as he came back, he began to question why I made so much money over the years, but it turned out that he had been skeptical for a long time. He said that a girl has no social resources. Apart from doing that, she can’t make that much. Rich. I was dumbfounded at the time, he became unfamiliar, I didn't know how to explain it to him, and he sternly refused to listen to me. Before he returned to China, he was very gentle when he asked me for money. I thought he believed everything I said, but he knew what I was doing. This man's scheming is so heavy, he has been holding back from turning his face with me, but he wants me to finish the book for him.
Only then did I discover how correct what Sister Qian said at the beginning was that a man who did not take responsibility for him is not worth making such a big sacrifice for him. This man now keeps saying that he can’t accept that his girlfriend would do that kind of business in order to make money. He even forgot that I did it for him to earn tuition, and forgot how he begged me so hard. All this seems to have nothing to do with him, it is my self-willingness and vanity to embark on this road of no return. In the end, he summed up all this, and concluded that he and I are no longer suitable. He is a master who has studied abroad and has a promising future. He doesn't want to take a wife who has been a woman who has lost his feet out. Maybe he will meet him in social situations. My benefactor, by then he will have no place to show himself. He broke up with me, saying that he would pay back the tuition fee I gave him slowly.
There is such a man in this world. It turns out that the story of Li Jia and Du Shiniang is real in society. I was so stupid that I thought I had found the right man, but I found only an ungrateful bastard. My heart was bleeding, and all hopes placed on him were shattered.
But he can be Li Jia, but I can't be Du Shiniang. Although I am stupid, I am not as stupid as Du Shiniang. I want revenge, but I don't want to destroy myself to avenge others like Du Shiniang, I want to destroy, and I want to destroy everything, and I must not let this sad man stay in the world and laugh at me.
I didn't beg him. I guess it would be useless to beg him at this time. I said to the bastard: "Since I want to break up, it's okay, but I have to accompany me to the last breakup meal."
The bastard actually smiled in front of me and said: "You are right to think so. Anyway, you are still very young and you know some rich men. Find a good one and follow him."
He seemed to think that I was born so lowly.
Now that I have dressed up, I am about to go to the banquet. I want to use the most beautiful aspect to put an end to my dreams. I want to get drunk on that bastard, and then take him to the railroad. I want him to be entangled with me forever, even if he becomes a ghost.
Fu Hua, I guess you will say I'm stupid when you see this, and it's not worth it for such a person. But do you understand my mood? My youth and my dreams are all in this man. Without him, my first half of my life has no meaning at all. I must destroy this man in order to have an explanation to myself.
Haha, Fu Hua, at this point, I want to remind you that it is terrible for women to be cruel, especially for beautiful women. Your women are very good, so be careful in the future.
Fu Hua, meeting you is the luck of my life and the misfortune of my life. You let me understand that there is actually another way of living in life. You gave up fame and fortune for your mother, and even gave up your lover; for the so-called principle, you let go of the opportunity to be intimate with me twice, are you really Don't you want women? I know you are not. The second time you were awake, you were actually a little tempted, but what I thought was that bastard, and I didn't give you any further hints. You are a gentleman, so it is only natural to stop being courteous. To be honest, I secretly laughed at your hypocrisy at the time, but at this moment I thought about it seriously, and I still feel that people should be like you with a little principle. If I was not so fame and fortune, and supported him to study abroad, if I had an insurmountable bottom line and did not go to the sea to do this business, maybe I would not end up like this.
Fu Hua, remember the words I told you? If I met you first, my life might be different. This is probably fate, why did I meet you after the fall? I really want to be with you as an ordinary girl, even if only for one day.
Haha, my romanticism is coming back again, and the time is almost up. I have to say goodbye to you. If I can really reincarnate, I hope there is still a chance to meet.
I said another hypothesis, how good it would be in this world if the hypothesis can come true, but unfortunately that is not possible.
Bye now.
Liu Yan Juebi (Liu Yan is my real name, isn't it tacky?)
After reading it, Fu Hua's eyes were already moisturized. What a good woman she was, but unfortunately she was on a dead end when she met someone who was unsuccessful.
Fu Hua sighed: "Why doesn't she talk to me? Talk to me in person, maybe she won't do such a stupid thing."
Chu Qian smiled bitterly: "Even though she is a woman, she is more decisive than a man in doing things. At the beginning, she was advised not to go to sea, but she decided to do it without hesitation and never complained. So she is a woman. For those who are more prone to extremes, I’m not surprised that she did this. If it’s me, I won’t let the man go.”
Fu Hua smiled bitterly: "It's so easy for her to turn into the tip of the horns. The world is so big, you can take a step back and you can broaden the sky."
Chu Qian sneered: "Her best youth has been sacrificed for this man, how do you tell her to retreat, to her own home to wash her face in tears? I just think she is rather stupid because there are many ways to avenge a man. Kind of, why do you have to catch yourself?"
Fu Hua glanced at Chu Qian, and said that this woman was a more ruthless character. He didn't want to discuss this topic further, so he asked: "Do you understand what happened afterwards?"
Chu Qian said: "I understand, as she told you in her letter, she got her boyfriend drunk and took him to a railroad track in the suburbs and committed suicide. This incident was reported by the Beijing Morning News."
Fu Hua suddenly thought of the news from Luo Yunian’s Beijing Morning News that day, remembered the figure under the locust tree that night, and remembered Jiatu Gesang’s claim that the one who was entangled with him was a female ghost and this female ghost died of Nieyuan's statement, all this seems to have been explained.
Fu Hua looked into the sky, knowing in her heart that Sun Ying was reluctant to leave the world, but this utilitarian mundane forced her to leave. I hope everything is fine for you in heaven.
For a long time, Fu Hua lowered his head and asked: "This seems to have been happening for a while?"
Chu Qian said: "Yes, I went to Haichuan during this period of time, and I just came back. After I came back, I saw the letter left by Sun Ying to me and you. Only then did I know that so many things happened during the time I left. about you."
Fu Hua said, "That's it." He didn't say anything. He thought that the deceased was already dead, and it would be useless to stay here to be sad, so he walked out silently.
Chu Qian didn't say anything, and walked out of the cemetery behind Fu Hua. Fu Hua walked to his car and looked back at Chu Qian: "Why did you come here?"
He did not see the BMW car that picked up Chu Qian at the airport that day, so he asked.
Chu Qian said, "My car was sent for maintenance. I came here by calling."
Fu Hua opened the door: "Get in the car, I'll take you back."
Chuqian nodded and got into the car. In the car, neither of them had the mood to speak, and the atmosphere in the car was a bit solemn.
After a while, Chu Qian turned her head to look at Fu Hua, and broke the silence: "Fu Hua, I remember you told me that you were the director of Haichuan Beijing Office?"
Fu Hua smiled: "Do you remember? But it seems that you don't want to deal with me. You didn't come to me when you went back to Haichuan to do business."