postscript.
Originally wanted to say a lot, but I always felt shy, and after plucking up the courage to write a lot, I didn't dare to post it. Three or four versions of the postscript have been written, adding up to about 10,000 words, and I have to change it over and over. It is better to say less, some words are still in my heart.
This article was conceived by me when I was 15 years old. Later, due to my lack of personal ability and many shortcomings, it was not revised for some reason, and I regretted it.
Everything is the first time for me, and the experience still needs to be accumulated.
On August 11th, the remaining manuscripts were stuffed into the draft box. So far, this postscript has not been entered into Jinjiang. This August and September were very busy, both physically and psychologically, it felt like two years had passed.
Through writing this article, I have thought and made progress, which mostly happened after writing. In the past two months, I have thought about it a lot and have roughly come to a conclusion.
Because this article was planned to be written a few years ago, no matter whether it is good or bad, it is completed as promised, and I feel that I am not ashamed of myself.
About revision.
To say that it is to revise the text is actually to rewrite it, because the shortcomings of this text are too great. If it is rewritten, it may feel different, but because the context is there, the core things will not change.
I haven't edited the text, so I don't know what it will look like after rewriting it. It stands to reason that the rewriting has a lot of determination, and more importantly, the writing has been improved compared to the original, a few grades, but I have basically no confidence in myself. It will be a long, long time before the revision of the text is long, and it is uncertain.
About the show.
It was originally planned to have five or six extra episodes, but the plan was put there and I haven't started writing it yet. I feel a little empty in my heart, because some of the stories I specially put in the sideshow. If I don’t write them out, the whole story seems to be unfinished, and some characters seem to have not lived fully.
I'm not sure if I can still write that initial state of mind, that feeling. It's uncertain when to write the extras.
About later.
There is a vague general arrangement, but it is still indecisive. Let's not talk about it a little further, what will be written in the next article is basically determined, and preparations are now starting, and it will be published next year. Full manuscript on file (maybe). For me every time is a new challenge, a new attempt. It comes from love, so as long as life continues, I will always write what I want to write. The future, good or bad, will always come.
See you next year.
—2018/10/6
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Crawled back to post a postscript, I didn't expect any comments, I was shocked... Because I haven't been to Jinjiang after August 11, so I couldn't see the comments and couldn't reply in time... I'm sorry for a month or two late, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry … orz
I'm very happy to receive comments~ Uniform kiss: =333=
The three dimensions are relatively busy, so it is not certain when to go from today, and we will meet if we have a predestined relationship.