"And my mother" smiled bitterly, "She was the queen mother at the time, she was in power alone, one person was more than ten thousand people, even if she dismissed all the faces because of my father, she still couldn't be my father's alone after all. wife."
When Ye Mu heard this, she couldn't help feeling uncomfortable for Silent's father. Similarly, when Silent's internal force was transmitted to her body, she also felt the depression and pain in Silent's heart.
"It's a pity that I didn't understand this when I was a child, I didn't understand why my father wanted to be a monk even though he already had a child, I didn't understand why he was so infatuated, why did he like my mother so much, and for her, he was willing to turn his back on the Buddha and use the temple The convenience of helping my mother to find out all the information she needs, helping her with all my strength, and then berating myself day after day until my father finally broke out when I was ten years old.”
His voice was a little cold, and his father's hysterical face seemed to appear in front of him.
"Father could no longer endure the double pain of not being able to ask for and spiritual condemnation. He had a very absurd idea that he hoped that his mother would leave everything behind and run away with him."
"After he had this idea, his whole person's mental outlook was very different. He was no longer depressed, but was imagining all the possibilities of the future, but he didn't have to guess. His mother refused, without hesitation, she even felt that Father is crazy"
When Silent said this, his voice was getting older and older, and he smiled wryly, his smile full of ridicule.
"From my mother's point of view, it was a very stupid thing for her to throw away her supreme glory and wealth, and her father to throw away her respected monk status, and defected together. It doesn't matter at all. She refused very simply. I was there at the time. I listened to them arguing outside the meditation room, and then saw through the window that the moment my mother rejected my father, my father was instantly lost and the light in his eyes suddenly went out, and I felt that the light in his heart also disappeared."
"It's easy to guess what happened later. After my mother refused, my father, who lost his last hope, was in a state of decline, but he still loved his mother deeply, so even if she didn't agree, he didn't do anything out of the ordinary. His mother hoped that he could Calm down, so haven't seen him for a long time.
Suddenly one day, my father, who was looking forward to his mother's arrival, suddenly heard from the pilgrims that his mother had started to keep the face again in captivity. He suddenly laughed, and the next second he vomited more than his blood. The blood spilled on me, I felt, I I can't love my mother like I used to, like my father said."
The silent voice gradually weakened, and the vitality in his body poured back into Ye Mu's body, and Ye Mu couldn't do anything except passively bear it.
"Later, my father died, and I inherited the Tianshou Temple according to his entrustment, but the ridiculous thing is that although I blame her in my heart, when I heard Mo Linyuan returned to China, my first reaction was for her. Worrying so, when you put it into my hands, countless evil thoughts flashed through my heart, and finally, I will wake you up in advance and intensify the hostility in your body. In fact, if I don’t do this, you will only change in the future. You have to be like your father, not like now, once you lose control, you can't get it back."
"And now, it's time to correct this mistake. My inner strength is the purest and most gentle way of clearing the heart. In addition to my lifelong anger, it should be able to completely evolve the magic power in your body. In the future, you will have a pure hundred-year power. , When the time comes, you can practice whatever martial arts you want, and your strength is tyrannical and the best in the world, so are you happy?"
No matter Ye Mu is happy or not, but at this moment, Silent is really happy for her.
Ye Mu burst into tears. She felt that the chaotic and irritable internal force in her body had been completely channeled, and the silently transmitted power was getting weaker and weaker, obviously reaching its limit.
Her voice was choked and she said dumbly.
"Actually, you don't have to do this at all. I don't want you to die."
Nodding silently, he smiled softly, in the darkness, his pupils were still as clean as wash.
"I know you don't want me to die. Although you practice magic, you have never taken the initiative to kill anyone. You don't want to kill anyone. Even if you do it, you can't help yourself, so I know that when you are forced to kill, you I must be very sad.”
His old voice was always peaceful.
"Then let me be the last person to die at the hands of your magic power."
Ye Mu instantly burst into tears.
Silent felt that his time was running out. He was aging like a hundred-year-old man at this time. Soon, when the last bit of his vitality was sucked up by Ye Mu, it would be his death.
"Can you tell me about it? The reason why you have been unwilling to disperse the magic power even though you are in great pain?"
Ye Mu said while crying.
"Okay, I'll tell you"
Then, she quickly talked about Ye Li's affairs, from when she humbled herself in front of Ye Li, to when Ye Li finally passed all her skills to her and died in front of her. She choked and said, "I can feel that my father gave me gong to protect me. He said that he never did anything good in his life, and I was the only good thing he did in his life, so, The only kindness he left for me, I can't lose it, this skill, even if it comes evil, is what he gave me, something that can accompany me all my life."
"It turns out that I heard you say it a little before, but I never heard you say it so carefully, your father, it's good that his gift is also very good. I ruined it all before, but now, I'm turning his gift into a Better, then give it back to you."
The silent head suddenly rested on Ye Mu's back, and the sound was barely audible.
"Do you know what my name is?"
Ye Mu shook his head wildly, "I don't know."
"My name is Min Wenjun, just because when I was born, before I could cry, my father covered my mouth. At that time, my mother gave birth to me in secret and left immediately. My father had a hunch that I would end up like him, so The name of the poor monk is silent."
At this time, Ye Mu didn't know what to say except crying.
He suddenly laughed, his voice rough and unpleasant, "You said more than once before that I am good-looking, and I must be ugly now. Can you not look at me when I am cremated?"
"And my glazed lantern and the piece of cloth under it will be cremated with me. It was my happiest day and the only day I wasn't a monk. Thank you, you said that your father only did one thing to save you. A good thing, then I should only do it in my life, if it hurts you this bad thing, are we still friends?"