When Pei Shifang spoke again, it was already a little difficult, "Is it natural?"
Pei Qingfei thought for a moment seriously, then shook her head, "It shouldn't be, I don't like other girls other than Qi Cheng."
"What about Qi Cheng?" Pei Shifang asked again.
Pei Qingfei smiled, a little sadly, "No, Qi Cheng, she doesn't understand this at all, she refused at first, I taught her, and I confessed first, Qi Cheng will agree, the only reason is because of this It's just me."
Pei Shifang was a little sad for no reason.
He felt that he should have a serious talk with his daughter. Their father and daughter are both reasonable people, but now, looking at her daughter's calm expression, listening to her express her feelings, she even thought carefully about herself just now. sexuality, and give the answer…
Pei Shifang knew that, at least here, his daughter had no chance of turning around.
"Qing Fei, go to bed and rest early." Pei Shifang sighed and said to his daughter.
Pei Qingfei was very obedient, she even said goodnight to her parents before entering the room.
Pei's mother grabbed Pei Shifang's arm, "That's it? Just tell her and let her know that it shouldn't be done!"
Pei Shifang shook his head, "It's useless, she has already figured it out."
Pei's mother let go.
Yes, Pei Qingfei has already figured it out.
After thinking about it clearly, Pei Qingfei's decision... can't be changed.
Mother Pei sat down on the chair again.
But Pei Shifang asked, "Is it the same year when Qing Fei was in the second year of junior high school?"
Sophomore year, what year
Mother Pei fell into deep thought, and when she remembered some past events, she buried her face in her palm and cried bitterly.
Pei Qingfei obediently returned to the room, but she didn't sleep, she sat on the bed against the wall.
The mobile phone and computer were taken away by my mother. Now this wall is the closest place to Qi Cheng, and of course the farthest place.
With nothing to do, Pei Qingfei began to recall the things she had done when she was a child. That year, in her second year of junior high, that year, at that node, the wheel of fate was on a completely different track.
In Pei Qingfei's second year of junior high school, Pei's father had the opportunity to go abroad to communicate. This should have been a happy event, but who would have thought that it would be such a coincidence. It's all one year, the time is highly overlapping, and the opportunity is overdue.
Pei's father has been fighting for foreign exchanges for a long time, and he doesn't want to give up, but Pei's mother has given back repeatedly for the family since she got married, and this time she doesn't want to choose as before.
The model couple has a conflict, and that is the level of the thunder that stirs the fire.
If this happened in Qi's family, it would be enough to have a lot of quarrels. It's not enough to quarrel. Two more quarrels can't be resolved. After all, they are a couple with a quick temper, and they hate letting conflicts stay overnight.
But this happened in Pei's house, and the two started a protracted cold war since then.
Pei Qingfei was still young at that time, so she didn't quite understand what these two opportunities meant to her parents. She only felt that both parents wanted to leave the house. They even fought over who could leave and who couldn't, as if they were left behind. The one who came down to take care of her suffered a big loss and suffered a lot of grievances.
Every day Pei Qingfei gets up and faces a quiet home, even when she comes back from school.
The parents stopped talking, and they seldom communicated with Pei Qingfei. After finishing homework every day, Pei Qingfei would go downstairs by herself and sit on the edge of the flower bed for a long time.
She never asked Qi Cheng to accompany her, but she didn't know when Qi Cheng noticed it, as if a tracking device had been installed on her body. As long as she sat on the edge of the flower bed for less than two minutes, Qi Cheng would definitely appear beside her.
The two families have been facing each other for a long time, and their parents are old friends. It is impossible for Qi Cheng to not know what happened to the Pei family, but Qi Cheng does not say or ask. She only picks up fun and funny things to make herself happy.
Pei Qingfei laughed, and Qi Cheng laughed along; Pei Qingfei wanted to sit quietly, so she held her hand tightly, for fear that she would feel cold and sad.
Parents are the most important people for children. When I was young, most of the worst moods came from the family, but Qi Cheng was still there. Even if the parents kept indifferent, Pei Qingfei could comfort herself. She still had Qi Cheng.
Every night, Pei Qingfei said this to herself alone, and then curled up to sleep.
She thought that the worst situation was in front of her, and it couldn't be worse than this, but she never expected that as the communication time approached, the Pei family broke out into even greater conflicts.
"Hui Zhong, this opportunity is really important to me."
"Pei Shifang, you can't be too selfish. I have given up a lot. I don't want to give up this time. If you must go, then we will divorce."
"Huizhong, I think we should all calm down."
On an ordinary weekend, when Pei Qing woke up in a daze, he heard his parents arguing.
Her name didn't appear in their conversation all the way, but she could give up. Words like divorce deeply hurt Pei Qingfei's young heart.
She was about to become a homeless child. She originally thought that she was used to the cold war between her parents these days, but even if they didn't talk to each other, Pei Qingfei didn't want them to divorce.
Pei Qingfei cried with red eyes, but when she rushed out to ask them if you didn't think about me, her parents had already gone out one after another, and she was still alone at home.
Pei Qingfei was not a child with very exposed emotions since she was a child. She cried, but after calming down, no one even noticed her strangeness.
It was Qi Cheng who first noticed something was wrong with her.
When she was in school on Monday, Pei Qingfei went out as usual. She was dressed normally and had a normal expression, but Qi Cheng just thought she had cried.
"I do not have."
Pei Qingfei refused to admit it.
"It's raining on your eyes, isn't it that eyes are the windows to the soul? Look at them wet." Qi Cheng said seriously.
Pei Qingfei: "… "
Pei Qingfei really wanted to tell Qi Cheng that her eyes were always watery and it wouldn't rain there, but when Qi Cheng insisted that Pei Qingfei was sad and hugged her in her arms for comfort, Pei Qingfei's tears really ran out of control.
When no one cares for you, it seems that I can’t remember how to cry or vent, but once someone cares about you, gives you support, and asks if you are hurt or not, the sadness in the bottom of my heart will be like the rushing Lingjiang water, tilting. out, boundless.
Pei Qingfei told Qi Cheng all about her feelings on the way to school.
Qi Cheng smiled and comforted her, "Fool, how could Papa Pei and Mama Pei divorce? They love you so much."
love her
Maybe they are in love, but they were busy with their own affairs during this time and forgot her.
"Even if they are not with you one day, you still have me, you can come to my house, live with me, and I will take care of you." Qi Cheng said seriously.
This rambunctious guy, who lost his workbook only two days ago, is now brazenly saying he wants to take care of her...
Although it is a childish and clumsy comfort, these words are really nice.
Pei Qingfei finally stopped sitting by herself under the acacia tree, beside the flower bed, because the tail of summer has passed and the weather is cold.
Qi Cheng knew that Pei Qingfei didn't want to go home, so he dragged her into the door of his house every day.
During that time, Pei Qingfei's heart was full every day. It seemed that some emotion was brewing. She didn't know how to express it. Pei Qingfei felt that she should buy a gift for Qi Cheng. Besides, she didn't know How to say thanks to her, of course, and... Depend.
One weekend, Pei Qingfei took her pocket money and went out early.
She came back when the sun was about to set.
Taking the elevator upstairs, the moment the elevator door opened, Pei Qingfei vaguely heard the cry of a girl coming from her house.
Is it wrong
Pei Qingfei deliberately looked at the floor number posted on the wall.
not at all.
The corridor was empty, and Pei Qingfei took two steps forward and carefully pressed her ear to the door of her house.
She clearly heard Qi Cheng's voice coming from inside.
"Papa Pei, Mama Pei, please don't divorce, okay? Qing Fei doesn't say or cry, but I can see her sadness. You are her closest relatives. You brought her to this world. , the only people she can rely on are you, do you, as her parents, really don't care about her feelings at all, what is it that is so important, is it really more important than Qing Fei?"
Pei Qingfei wiped her eyes, and she felt that tears kept rolling down from her eyes like broken beads, and she couldn't wipe them off.
She covered her mouth tightly, trying her best not to make a sound.
She and Qi Cheng are separated by a door, Qi Cheng is inside and she is outside.
What Qi Cheng said seemed to still be echoing in Pei Qingfei's ears.
"Don't you really care about her feelings at all?"
"I can see it, I see her sadness."
"You cry because your eyes are raining."
For the first time, Pei Qingfei realized so clearly that there is one person who cares more about her feelings than the parents who gave birth to her and raised her. They were all happy, and when she cried, she also wept.
Pei Qingfei looked down at the gift in her hand.
It was a small crystal ball that turned and sang.
Pei Qingfei likes it very much. She thinks that Qi Cheng will be happy to receive it, but now Pei Qingfei doesn't want to give her anything, because such a gift can no longer represent her feelings, and she wants a heavier gift. Give it to Qi Cheng.
The more you give, the more you want, that is, from that day on, Pei Qingfei wanted Qi Cheng's whole life, and she wanted to tie Qi Cheng to her side selfishly.
After accidentally breaking everything, Pei Qingfei didn't knock on the door to go in, she left quietly, and after more than an hour, she returned home as if nothing had happened.
Seeing Pei Qingfei's return, the Pei family immediately stepped forward to ask for warmth, and Pei's mother hugged her daughter with red eyes.
No one mentioned the matter of further education, whether it was Pei Shifang or Zheng Huizhong, probably because of Qi Cheng's influence, they gave up the opportunity they had at their fingertips. None of their children could understand what was the most important thing in their hearts. thing.
In the eyes of adults, this matter is considered a successful solution, but they did not expect that today, many years later, they will see the wings of butterflies.
That year changed Pei Qingfei's life.