Conley has a boyfriend.
In times like that, homosexuality was heresy, it was a crime, it was a mental illness.
Two people can only be careful and careful, communicate in secret, and fall in love silently.
On the road of scientific exploration, if there is genius, there will be perversion, and if there is right path, there will be crooked way.
In the era of prefrontal lobectomy, a large part of it was administered to homosexuals, and "righteous people" were committed to "curing" homosexual "patients", and after the lobotomy was gradually abandoned by the medical community, electric shock therapy. It has become the latest tool to "treat" homosexuals.
“He was reported, and he was ridiculed, abused and even beaten when he walked outside,” Conley wrote in his autobiography. , the corridors were covered with swear words in red paint, they scolded him and asked him to commit suicide.
“… The phone line at his house was cut off, and I lost contact with him, who was studying abroad.
"...One day, a few scholars who looked like people came to his home, and they said they could help him and relieve his troubles. They made him sign an agreement, asking him to voluntarily become a test subject of the institute.
"There was a confidentiality clause in the agreement, but he still left me a secret letter, hidden in the compartment under the drawer of his writing desk in his house, where only he and I knew.
"I finally took a leave of absence and rushed back to China from abroad. I searched every place I could think of, but couldn't find any trace of him. I did everything I could to inquire about him and learned that he was taken away by those people. .
"I thought he should leave a message for me, so I found the secret letter in the compartment... But I can't enter the research institute as an outsider, there is a secret research base, I don't know which department it belongs to, nor does it Know what exactly is being researched there.
"I have to find him. I have a bad feeling but I don't want to believe it.
"... I took my MD degree from overseas, found all the connections I could use, and finally got into this institute.
"...I can't believe what I'm seeing.
"... This is an anti-human, anti-social, and heinous devil's experiment that obliterates the way of heaven and humanity!
"They bought babies from their parents at a high price and performed inhuman experiments. They put soft, cute, harmless hamsters and little white rabbits in front of the babies and banged on the metal objects so hard that they screeched loudly. High-pitched, irritating, unpleasant sounds that startle the baby to cry.
"They wanted babies to be afraid of everything white, like dogs, clothes, tissues, even white beards. The experiment was repeated just to see how humans are afraid.
"… They conducted sensory deprivation experiments in another laboratory. The purpose was to verify that people's psychological growth is dependent on the environment. Once people are separated from the environment, they will cause psychological deficits.
"Those poor experimenters who became experimental subjects, after all senses were deprived, suffered from confusion, emotional agitation, mental impairment and other problems one after another, 40% of the subjects also had hallucinations, and even some people And thus commit suicide.
"... They are like the Black Sun Devils! They find lovers, couples, mothers and children, and use electricity to do perverted experiments, under the guise of testing human nature, to satisfy their curiosity.
"…I didn't find my him in Lab D. The experimenters told me that a lot of people died from prefrontal lobectomy. But they didn't know how the bodies were handled, but they had seen...a handsome The young man has changed from a lively and stubborn to an emotionless walking dead.
"...I don't know how I survived during that time. I was immersed in great grief and hatred. I wanted to burn down this devil's hell with a fire, and the remaining sense of reason told me that only the perverted behavior of these devils can be Exposure to the world is the maximum amount of revenge.
"I gritted my teeth and stayed here, in order to collect evidence and get first-hand information.
"… However, my identity as gay was eventually revealed.
"They put me on the operating table for a prefrontal lobectomy, and luckily, I'm one of the few people who has had the surgery and is still normal.
"So I was arranged to continue receiving electroshock therapy.
"They wanted me to change and make me feel ashamed of my gay identity, but how is that possible.
"In any era, there is no shortage of fearless heresies. And I am willing to be the sacrifice of the 'heterogeneous love' of this era.
"I've never been so brave, even though the electric current made my flesh and bones twitch and twitch over and over again.
"I stood firmer than ever amid the abuse and trampling, I swore word by word that I loved him, I sneered and told these 'right men': I'm gay, I'll never back down, I'll never be afraid , never change."
…
"Kang Lai's reporting materials were delivered to the relevant departments and newspapers," Mu Yiran said in a light voice, "but the newspapers were instructed by the above to suppress the matter. The research institute was seized, and most of the materials and files were seized. destroy.
"Kang Lai was still alive at that time, he wanted to find the body of his lover, but because the institute was closed, he was under surveillance for reporting, and he was afraid that he would stab the matter out, causing irreversible public opinion waves, which has been restricting his freedom of movement.
"Kang Lai, who was imprisoned, had to learn painting to relieve depression and support his belief in living. This "Human Studies" is his last and only work.
"He poured all his feelings and regrets into this painting, and what led to his gloomy death was that he never found the body of his lover."
Ke Xun was silent for a long time, holding the cup with his fingers, looking down at his blurry reflection on the water.
"Where is the original site of the institute?" he asked.
"Fangbox Art Museum." Mu Yiran said.
"During the demolition, didn't we find any remains or something?" Ke Xun looked up at him.
"I found a table," Mu Yiran looked back at him calmly. "It lists all the dead test objects, as well as the burial place of the ashes, and the storage number of the urn."
"Where is the urn now?" Ke Xun asked.
Mu Yiran stood up and said lightly, "I'll go through the formalities tomorrow. When I was in the painting, I promised Kang Lai that the two of them would have their graves together."
"I'll go with you." Ke Xun said.
Mu Yiran didn't object, because even if he didn't bring this guy with him, he could jump over by himself.
Mu Yi was about to leave when he suddenly heard Ke Xun standing up from the sofa behind his ears, took two steps behind him, and hugged him from behind.
"The road in front of us is actually very difficult for most of us." Ke Xun's voice came from behind his shoulders.
Mu Yi didn't move.
"So, if you don't want to lift the barriers to me, I won't force you to suffer." Ke Xun said here, and suddenly let go of his arms, "If keeping your distance can protect you, then I will," he said and stepped back. , backed up to the floor-to-ceiling window, Mu Yi turned back, saw him facing the light, and raised a big smile at him, "I would like to stand this distance behind you and protect you well."
Mu Yiran looked at him, the light behind him shone on his body, making him look warmed by the sun.
Mu Yi Ran looked at him for a long time, then suddenly moved his long legs and walked in front of him unhurriedly.
"Ke Xun," there was a subtle magnetism in the cold and textured voice, "you really are," he raised his hand, his slender fingers pinched his chin, "too many words."
Ke Xun opened his eyes wide and was pressed against the window glass.
The knock on the door came out at the right time to make a mess, Mu Yi Ran let go of his hand, and turned around to open the door while tying the buttons on the cuff.
It was Wei Dong and Qin Ci who came in. They seemed to have just made up their sleep and took a bath, and they were still a little tired from the dampness.
"Is Ke'er awake?" Wei Dong glanced at the bed when he entered the door, "Hey, where is the person?" After looking around for a while, he glanced at the man on the floor-to-ceiling window and asked Mu Yiran, "This is your friend?"
your friend. Mu Yi glanced at Wei Dong, ignored it, and turned around to answer the phone call.
Qin Ci looked at Ke Xun in a daze, and after a long time he reacted: "...Xiao Ke looks like a different person in this outfit, I don't even dare to recognize it."
Wei Dong was startled: "Fuck! Is Ke'er you?! F*ck! What are you doing! Are you possessed?! What the hell are you wearing! This is going to change to the office temptation route. ?"
"...Shut up." Ke Xun tore himself out of the floor-to-ceiling window, finger Mosuo's breath on the chin that Mu Yi had left there, and a bit of a trance like a dream but not a dream, "Then what... Are you hungry? Let's go eat. ."
"Okay, okay," Wei Dong rubbed his stomach, "I've never eaten in such a high-end hotel before. I haven't eaten for a whole day, so hurry up and hurry up."
Ke Xun stepped on the cloud head and walked in front of Mu Yiran, looking at him dumbfoundedly: "Please."
"I invite." Mu Yiran also looked at him, and moved the corners of his lips slightly, "What do you want to eat?"
Ke Xun was even more confused and didn't speak for a long time.
"What," Mu Yiran continued to look at him while tying the second button of his neckline, "Isn't there a lot to talk about?"
"...Ah." Ke Xun scratched his head.
It's not that our army is too ignorant, it's that the enemy's offensive is too strong...
Went to the next two rooms to wake up Li Yaqing, who was still sleeping, and Zhu Haowen, who had just taken a shower. After they came out of the painting, Qi Qiang and Huang Pi disappeared, and Qin Ci was not so kind enough to chase after others and asked them to leave. Notes after painting.
Although Zhu Haowen was almost stabbed into the brain by the sharp awl used for surgery in the painting, these not serious injuries were also weakened or even almost disappeared after the painting, so after a sleep, he recovered most of it, and with everyone Sit in the restaurant of the hotel.
Qin Ci explained the follow-up precautions to Li Yaqing, and Ke Xun also made an appointment with her about the time and place, and then asked her to take her to Zhang Hanrui's house and give Zhang Hanrui's mobile phone to her parents.
During the meal, Ke Xun remembered and asked Zhu Haowen, "There are letters you wrote to me in your drawer, what did you write?"
Zhu Haowen served himself vegetables with no expression on his face: "I'm probably the only one who can trust you with some of the things behind you."
"Then why are you writing a letter? You can tell me now, I remember, I really can't send a V letter." Ke Xun said.
Zhu Haowen looked down at the tip of his chopsticks: "Without the letter, Kang Lai will never be able to reunite with the person he loves. When the memory fades, when the mobile phone is damaged, the electronic information may disappear, and the letter may disappear. If you do, you can probably stay in this world for a longer time.”
The author has something to say:
The four experiments described in the article have all existed in history. Of course, the details and process of the experiments in the article have been exaggerated through spiritualization and dramatic rendering, but the cruelty and perversion of the nature of the experiments may still be far away. It's more shocking than what actually exists.
Anthropology is the study of human beings, and it may also be the most difficult study in the world. After all, human nature is complex, and it will always refresh our cognition and three views in different fields and stages.