The next morning, clothes were thrown everywhere in the bedroom, and the two people who had fallen asleep peacefully lay side by side next to each other on the bed.
One of them was disturbed by the wind outside the window, and his head moved slightly.
Shao Fei rubbed in a daze, took a deep breath in the soft pillow, huh
The clear mint smell and the faint scent of men's perfume woke him up instantly, and the smell was not quite right.
He blinked, and blinked again, this wasn't his room, but it felt another sense of familiarity.
The bed sheet with a gray pattern and a black background in front of him looks familiar, and the beige gauze curtain blowing in the wind in the distance is also very familiar. He accompanied Lu Yunshen to the furniture store to replace it again, and the pot of green radishes swaying in the wind by the window, The pot of peach beauty squatting next to her was moved from his room.
This is Lu Yunshen's bedroom. Shao Fei clutched his brain like a jackhammer. What happened yesterday
Shao Fei's mind was in chaos, with his efforts, a few fragments flashed vaguely, Lu Yunshen took him home, he somehow kissed each other's eyelids, and then...they seemed to kiss, kiss!
He vaguely remembered the clear breath on the man's body, and in the trance clip, he hugged the man on his body as if yearning, as if even the pores were excited for the man.
Shao Fei turned sideways, and could feel that there was a body with full presence behind him, and there seemed to be a hand on his waist. Although the pants were still on him, the T-shirt fell on the floor beside the bed. Lu Yunshen The one she wore was still hanging on the back of the chair beside the desk, and the originally tidy room looked a little messy and ambiguous.
Shao Fei moved slightly, and his body rubbed against the quilt at zero distance, which meant that he and the person behind him were almost skin-to-skin.
The man's breath is so familiar, Shao Fei can even feel the man's even breathing on the back of his neck, judging from the movement, he should not be awake yet.
Shao Fei couldn't help heaving a sigh of relief, did he imagine the scene just now? As the contact with Lu Yunshen has deepened, he has been dreaming frequently recently, always dreaming of some scenes of blushing and beating heartbeats. At first, it was not out of line, it was just some hugs and the like. Later, it was too much, it was with Lu Yunshen. Overturning clouds and rain, that real experience, he can feel the temperature of the other party's sweat, his own pain, the size of a certain part of the other party is too desperate, and the constant friction and collision between the two...
Every time Shao Fei wakes up, he has to re-recognize himself. It turns out that he is such a self.
Shao Fei had a glimmer of hope, hoping that this time, too, it was his dream.
Judging from memory, it was because he had sex after drinking and raped people.
If this was true, how could he have the face to see Lu Yunshen.
Shao Fei criticized himself for a while, thinking of the person behind him who hadn't woken up, turning his head like a jammed machine, the man was sleeping peacefully on the pillow in the morning light, his normally invisible eyes were closed at this moment, no longer So intimidating, under the bridge of the handsome nose is the beautiful red lips, a little wet and moist, uh.
This feeling, Shao Fei touched his own, a little tingling, a little swollen.
Is it swollen
His heart skipped a beat, he didn't dare to think about it any more, and hid like an ostrich, preferring to believe that this was a guess of a dream.
His eyes were still fixed on the man, the quilt only covered his chest, the man's sexy collarbone, and his chest muscles, thin muscles, and texture...
ah-
Shao Fei covered his face, broke down, and kept asking himself if he was a human being, and wanted to do something outrageous to Lu Yunshen while drinking? He kept spurning his own behavior, and he couldn't hide the small thoughts in his heart.
Shao Fei got under the quilt and quietly removed the hand on his waist, and got up lightly.
Although there was little movement, he remembered that Lu Yunshen was quite alert, so he didn't even wake up.
He looked back at the man carefully again, his face was still extremely handsome, but his eyes were black and blue.
Thinking of staying up for several nights in a row in order to help him with those test papers, explaining tirelessly, and taking care of his own studies and the company, this is a person in his early twenties, no matter how relaxed he is, it will be very tiring. He vaguely remembered that Zhao Daxing and the others mentioned that Lu Yunshen didn't sleep very well, and he would stay up all day and all night after insomnia.
Now he is sleeping so soundly, he must be at ease, he is someone Lu Yunshen trusts, Shao Fei can feel it without words.
Shao Fei stared at the man for a while before getting up to put on his clothes. Even a small movement made his back hurt. His body seemed to be crushed by several trucks, as if he had done countless intense exercises. What the hell did he do last night? .
Shao Fei put on his clothes with difficulty before leaving on his feet.
Hearing the sound of the door closing, the sleeping man slowly opened his eyes and stared at the door.
When Shao Fei made any movement, the man had already woken up, but he chose to remain silent for a while to avoid embarrassment between the two of them.
And he needs to judge Shao Fei's emotions and next actions from Shao Fei's reaction.
It's not a big deal for men to share the same bed, but if they are all naked, and one of them hugs the other, most straight men will have a big reaction. This is beyond the scope of friendship. If there is a memory of last night, it will be even more impressive. Looking forward to it.
Shao Fei's reaction was countless times better than what Lu Yunshen thought. After all, Shao Fei's aura of being straight and unbending was too long.
Although he looked drunk, he didn't hate being hugged by him, and this alone made Lu Yunshen tremble with excitement.
Don't you know that pampering a man like this will only make him greedy
However, Shao Fei didn't give Lu Yunshen a chance to be greedy, because he found that he was going to lose control, and if he kept in touch like this, he might do something that he didn't expect. He made an important decision. He will not go to see Lu Yunshen for the time being. It will be too late for him to face him after he sorts out his thoughts and is sure that there will be no flaws.
It was also at this time that the squad leader called, saying that he had already secured a spot for a temporary job that he had previously agreed to, and there were seven fellow students including Shao Fei. The squad leader also said in WeChat that the classmates were all looking forward to his coming.
Shao Fei knew that the other party was just being polite. He had only been to the new class a few times, and how many people could remember him, but he didn't expect that on the first day he went, he was really warmly welcomed, and even called him senior. The girl asked him to work less, fearing that he would suffer from car accident sequelae, Shao Fei kept saying that he was fine.
In his spare time, the squad leader chatted with him: "They heard that you were coming, and they actively signed up."
"Why?" He was not familiar with them.
The squad leader smiled meaningfully: "You are really likable." He never realized his own charm.
Shao Fei tried to keep himself busy, so he didn't have the time to think about how to face Lu Yunshen.
He just didn't go to see the man for the time being, but the two of them still called and wechat as usual. In fact, Lu Yunshen called when he woke up that day. After Shao Fei made sure that Lu Yunshen was not angry, he became an ostrich and hung up the phone without saying a few words. , to prevent Lu Yunshen from having the opportunity to sever ties with him.
He didn't want to know how he treated Lu Yunshen that night, and what the two of them did to maintain a precarious balance that was about to collapse. As long as the illusion of peace is still there, he will still be Lu Yunshen's friend.
At least, he hoped the death penalty would not come so soon.
Seeing this going on like this, Lu Yunshen's tricks near the water are almost on the verge of faltering, and the previous failures are enough to make those group laugh for a year. This time the temptation was too provocative, and his little wild cat directly rejected him. Lu Yunshen pretended not to notice, and continued to ask Shao Fei, but Shao Fei refused to go out again on the excuse that he was too tired from working.
The little turtle's escape was expected by Lu Yunshen. Although the process was a bit long and serious, he would still give Shao Fei a process of psychological transformation, which would separate him from everyone else. He needed himself to be the most special person in Shao Fei's heart. of.
What he wants to get is Shao Fei's whole person, from body to heart.
Everything was going on in an orderly manner, Shao Fei's reaction was too big, but it was still within the adjustable range, Lu Yunshen would not lose his composure like this, until he passed by the place where Shao Fei worked, wanted to see people, and saw him with other men In the scene of talking and laughing, he remembered this person, the monitor who kept "coincidentally meeting".
He relaxed his pace, not to create opportunities for others!
After distributing leaflets for a few weeks, Shao Fei started selling food again. The guaranteed salary is very low, and it is calculated on the basis of commission, that is, the more places he sells, the higher the salary. Although his performance was not good and his social skills hadn't improved much, Shao Fei was not discouraged. He was aware of his weakness, learned to communicate little by little, became proficient in doing what he did, and his grades began to climb. Whether it is sweating under the scorching sun, distributing leaflets and being rejected or even swearing at each other, or trying to sell and being rejected again and again, it is practical experience for Shao Fei.
In the distance, the two people in the car watched Shao Fei running around, Lu Tong was a little puzzled: "I thought you would stop it."
Lu Yun said softly, "I won't stop him from doing what he wants to do."
Lu Tong was a little surprised. She had always thought that Lu Yunshen was a very strong and uncompromising person. Hearing this changed her opinion of men. She still couldn't just look at people one-sidedly. Although this man was not very temperamental, he was using his own way to understand her brother.
When she came back to her senses, she saw a particularly handsome man standing in front of the exhibition board and saying something to her brother. He was supposed to be imparting experience. She laughed happily and gloated, "I hope you won't regret it."
If you don't increase your horsepower, will my brother wait for you at the same place
She remembered that this handsome man came to the house several times to deliver exam materials and reading notes that she summed up. Before, she thought he was responsible, but now it seems that is not the case. This handsome boy is the monitor of her brother's new class. It is said that he was born in a scholarly family, and he was raised in a strict family since he was a child. His taste in conversation and taste are quite compatible with her brother.
Lu Yunshen stared at the man who was always around Shao Fei and taught Shao Fei how to deal with customers, his expression was so cold that there was no warmth at all, he almost opened the door to get out of the car, and then slowly withdrew his hand.
His eyes deepened, and he warned in advance: "Lu Tong, don't hinder me."
Lu Tong looked serious: "If you have the ability to make my brother fall in love with you, I'll take care of my own business in a hurry." See, you can't help it, you can't see others approaching my brother at all.
Shao Fei finished his part-time job for more than a month, and took his first salary to invite his parents and sister out for dinner. The place was just an ordinary small restaurant, but the family ate very warmly. Lu Lu rarely sent a WeChat message: Son is the first Monthly salary [attached]
When I saw the comments below praising my son for his filial piety, my eyes rolled.
The end of part-time work also means that he has no excuse to refuse Lu Yunshen's invitation. After being caught at the door of his house, the man took him out without saying a word. Shop, order a good dish, smile and look at the people who dare not look at me.
It didn't look like he was angry, but Shao Fei was still a little uneasy.
"Are you avoiding me recently?"
"No." Shao Fei lowered his head and said in a low voice, even though it didn't sound convincing.
My fault for thinking too much about you.
"Really, I thought you hated me? Otherwise, why would you even refuse to ask you out?" The man spoke slowly, pouring black tea for the two of them.
"I never hated you, I still want to be your friend." Shao Fei became more and more guilty, maybe he apologized too quickly, the pressure of more than a month almost crushed him, his words choked up.
It is precisely because I want to be your friend that I have to stay in the control department for a while.
"If you think so, why do you still run away from me? Is this how friends are treated?" Lu Yunshen didn't expect to make people cry, and his tone was gentle but strong, "Xiao Fei, look up at me."
He felt relieved when he saw people's eyes were red, and he didn't want to make people cry anywhere except on the bed.
That pitiful appearance made Lu Yun's heart soften.
Lu Yun pursed his lower lip, his thin lips looked heartless, but the words he spit out were completely opposite: "You can do anything to me, even if you hate or hurt me, except hide from me, because it will make me sad."
"I'm sorry, it's my own problem, it has nothing to do with you." The more considerate Lu Yunshen became, the more ashamed he became, "I won't hide from you anymore."
"You have been avoiding me since the day we got drunk. If my abruptness made you feel uncomfortable that day, I won't do it again. Or for some other reason, you should at least make me understand."
"It's obviously me..." Shao Fei didn't expect that Lu Yunshen would take all the responsibility on himself. He settled down, as if he had made an important decision, "Did we kiss that day..."
Shao Fei looked straight out of the window to conceal his increasingly tense mood.
It started raining outside at some point, and the raindrops hit the floor-to-ceiling windows, blurring the street lamps and the passing car lights, making it as beautiful as a dream.
He finally let go of the questions he had been holding back for a while.
He clenched his fists tightly, waiting for the final judgment.
"Yes." The man's voice was slow and firm.
Lu Yunshen's answer made Shao Fei no longer able to calm down and deceive himself, he knew it was over.
No friend kisses, not even the closest of friends.
"Because I wanted to kiss you, I did it. Even when you kissed me, I deliberately seduced you." The man looked at the shocked person in front of him, and said all the words behind. He has longed for it for too long, and he is ready for a showdown when we meet today, and will not give anyone a chance to take advantage of it.
"You, what did you say?" Shao Fei raised his head subconsciously, forgetting the almost desperate mood just now.
The man's deep gaze locked Shao Fei in place, and he couldn't look away no matter what, the air between the two seemed to be sticky.
After a brief pause, the atmosphere suddenly changed. Shao Fei tensed up involuntarily, he realized that Lu Yunshen's next words were very important.
"Shao Fei, whether I'm your teacher or your friend, it's just to get close to you."
Shao Fei's eyes faltered, and there was heat on his face, and he was a little out of shape.
Why did Lu Yunshen understand every word he uttered, but he couldn't understand it together? Did he hear hallucinations just now
Lu Yunshen didn't want to give Shao Fei a chance to react, and immediately dropped a bombshell: "From now on, I will formally pursue you, and I hope you will give me a chance."
There was a buzzing in Shao Fei's ears, and other voices were blurred, only every word from the man's mouth was beating in his heart.
The temperature of his body was rising, the man's gaze was like a catalyst, he seemed to hear the beating heartbeat, Shao Fei didn't even know what he was talking about.
"No chance." Shao Fei lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling uneasily.
The man's face sank like water, as if he had gone on a roller coaster ride in such a short period of time, even though the answer wasn't too surprising. He was organizing his words, trying to convince Shao Fei again.
"Besides being a man..."
Shao Fei interrupted him, his tense tone became colder and faster, and his speed of speech became faster and faster: "I mean you don't need opportunities, and you don't need pursuit, and I am the same."
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