It was because I knew how good she was that I kept running away, so embarrassed, I ran away in a panic.
(one)
Since that day only forced? Strong? After Tang Xiaotian failed, he was never able to get within five meters of Tang Xiaotian. Every time she appeared in front of him, he immediately ran away from the door or turned around, just because he fully realized Tang Xiaotian's skill. How wonderful, once she blocked him in the room, he could still flip out of the window like those super cops in the movie, and then grab the air-conditioning duct and slide down with a splash!
"Tang Xiaotian!" Dan Dan shouted downstairs angrily, Tang Xiaotian ran away without raising his head!
Shan Shan stomped her feet in anger upstairs, and Tang's mother comforted her repeatedly: "Shan Shan is not angry! When that brat comes back, Auntie will teach him a lesson for you!"
"Don't, once you teach him a lesson, he will hate me even more." Shan Dan was afraid that Mama Tang's lesson would make him dislike him even more, so he quickly stopped him.
"Hey, okay, if you don't teach me a lesson, I won't teach you a lesson." Tang's mother was already in pain for Shan Shan, and the most silent sentence she chanted in her heart every day was, when will that brat be enlightened! When will I be able to marry this girl back, she will be thirty in another year!
She is anxious, her anxious hair has turned white.
"Shan Shan, you are going to graduate soon, how is your job search going?" Tang's mother washed a lot of cherries for Shan Shan, bright red, bigger than a thumb, usually this kind of luxury imported fruit They don't eat it often at home, but they just love it. Mother Tang bought a box and put it in the refrigerator. Every time she comes, she washes it. The Tang family and his son don't want to eat any of it.
Once Tang's father wanted to eat two, but Tang's mother snatched them back and put them back: "This is for eating alone, you old man, eat water radishes."
Father Tang said sharply: "Rare! You are afraid that your daughter-in-law will run away. What's the use of protecting her? It's useless if you treat her well if she doesn't understand."
"You also know that Xiaotian is not enlightened! You are in charge! If this continues, don't blame me when your old Tang family dies." Tang's mother said angrily.
Tang's father knew that he had stepped on a landmine again, so he didn't dare to say any more, and walked away in a daze, rubbing his nose.
Shan Dan replied obediently while eating cherries: "Well, I will graduate next semester, and the school has closed, let's go out for an internship."
Tang's mother said enthusiastically: "Then have you found an internship unit? Do you want Auntie to help you?"
Shan Shan shook his head and said: "No need, Shan Yi'an said, let me obediently go to the company to help him."
"Oh, that's good too, your brother will take care of you." Mother Tang nodded and said, "Your brother treats you well now, right?"
After thinking about it for a while, he nodded and said, "En! It's pretty good."
"Brothers and sisters are just different. They are bound by blood, and no amount of grievances can stop you from getting close to each other." Mama Tang smiled and said, "You, treat your brother better, don't be old and alone. Ann called."
"I also know that he treats me well, but I just can't say it out loud. When I called him brother Tang Xiaotian before, he was so affectionate and I didn't feel uncomfortable at all, but when I thought of calling him brother, I got goosebumps all over my body. "Just shaking it, I still can't do it after thinking about it.
"You girl." Mother Tang nodded her forehead with a smile.
Shan Shan glanced at the watch in his hand, stood up and said, "Yeah, it's already ten o'clock, Auntie, I'm leaving, and I promised Shan Yi'an to go to the company today."
"Okay, go ahead, drive slowly on the road." Mama Tang told her behind her, leading her all the way to the door.
"Why."
Shan Shan went downstairs and drove her fiery red BMW, drove all the way to the Shan's Group building, got on the elevator directly from the underground parking lot, pressed the 22nd floor, and went straight to Shan Yi'an's office, the elevator door opened, and she walked straight Walking in, pushing the door open, I saw Shan Yi'an sitting leisurely on the expensive black leather office chair, with a smirk on the corner of his mouth, like a fox, looking cunningly and greedily across the desk and standing in front of him. The man, who was wearing a black professional suit, looked very thin from the back, but he was not short. He seemed to be about 1.75 meters tall, with short black hair that was a little too long. The man's back was straight, as if he was standing alone. Under Yi'an's lustful power, he didn't show any weakness at all.
Seeing her barging in, Shan Yi'an put away that bad boss look, looked at Shan Shan with a smile and said, "You go to the lounge for a while, I'll be fine soon."
"Oh." Shan Shan responded, and walked straight to the room inside the office. This room is used by Shan Yian for lunch breaks and overtime work on weekdays. Just every time I see this double bed, I will be particularly unhealthy to speculate whether this guy Shan Yi'an will do some shameful things with some beautiful employees in it.
Well, she admitted that she has read too many CEO romance novels recently.
"If you still can't make up your mind now, I can give you time to think about it." Shan Yian's leisurely voice came from outside, he seemed very tolerant, and he was not at all worried about whether the prey would jump into the trap or not.
"No need." The man's voice was very cold, like raindrops in a cold night: "Time is useless to me, you and I both know I have no choice."
"Smart. I like straightforward people the most, so first wish us a happy cooperation." Shan Yi'an stretched out his hand and smiled triumphantly.
"Remember what you promised me." The man reached out and patted his hand with the tip of his palm, then turned and left.
Until this moment, Shan Shan only saw her appearance clearly. How should I put it, that person is very handsome, with a pair of very sharp eyes under the thin bangs, and there is not even a trace of expression on her face. When you and her eyes When we meet, there is a feeling of being frozen by her, like ice and snow falling, and winter is coming.
(two)
It wasn't until she went far away that Shan Shan woke up amidst Shan Yi'an's ridicule: "What are you looking at, that's a woman."
"Female?" Shan Shan rubbed his arms and walked out of the lounge: "I can't tell at all, who is she?"
Shan Yi'an smiled: "It's the person I told you about last time."
"Which one?" Shan Shan couldn't remember.
"The woman I'm interested in." Shan Yi'an emphasized so much, Shan Shan immediately remembered: "The woman who took 80 million to save her fiancé?"
Shan Yi'an nodded: "That's right, it's her, Li Chuyao, a top student at Qingda University, who can be called China's super brain, but it's a pity that there is something wrong with men's vision."
"You...you don't know how to destroy people's families, right?" Shan Dan asked worriedly, once this guy made a move, it would definitely be a big move, and he couldn't dodge it.
"How is it possible, am I such a person?" Shan Yi'an smiled: "I just found someone to send some fake news to her fiancé, but that idiot actually believed it, abandoned her, and left hundreds of millions in debt , took his parents with him, took the last 20 million in the company's account and fled abroad."
"..." Shan Dan was speechless for a long time: "That fiance is too bad! Why did he take his parents away! Why did he throw that woman away! That woman took so much money to save his family business! He met It’s okay to run away when it’s dangerous, and take away the last bit of money from that woman! She’s simply inhuman!”
Shan Yi'an nodded vigorously and said: "Yes, the girl who was murdered was chased and killed by usury everywhere, and her brother was beaten and disabled in order to save her."
"It's really unkind to meet people." Shan Shan looked out of the door with special sympathy, thinking of the thin and cold back, he felt so pitiful: "Why don't you help her!"
Shan Yi'an smiled: "I have already promised to help her, and I just signed a contract with her."
Shan Shan nodded vigorously, thinking that Shan Yi'an was pretty good, but after thinking about it: "Hey, no, if you didn't bring down the Han family, how could she help a white-eyed wolf? How could you run away! You are the culprit!"
"How can you blame me." Shan Yi'an spread his hands and said, "If you want to blame, you should blame love, that is something that is not worth believing."
"It's about love. That man doesn't have that deep affection for a woman, but there are still many people in the world who have deep affection for another person." Shan Shan lowered his head and said with a disappointed face: "If it is If Tang Xiaotian meets you, no matter what you say, he won't leave that person and run away."
"Tsk tsk." Shan Yi'an pinched Shan Shan's fleshy face and said, "What's the matter, your prince charming is avoiding you again?"
"Hey." Shan Shan couldn't help but sighed.
"I said you should just give up. No one wants to give up even if it is delivered to your door. There must be a limit to being stubborn, little girl, do you know how to write the words self-respect, self-respect, and self-love?" Shan Yian persuaded Shan Shan to give up for the thousandth time. Tang Xiaotian, in his eyes, Tang Xiaotian is the smelly and hard stone of the latrine, and it is impossible to catch up with him alone.
"It's up to you! You're just so shameless! Even if I don't know how to write self-esteem, self-love and self-respect, you're better off than you don't know how to write kindness, kindness, kindness, and kindness." Shan Shan retorted angrily, saying that she would not lose when it came to quarreling.
"Okay, since you're obsessed with obsession, I don't bother to bother you. Go report to the Ministry of Manpower yourself, and leave me alone." Shan Yi'an didn't bother to continue talking to her, and waved her to get out.
Just cut it and turned around and left.
"By the way." Shan Yi'an said behind her: "I'm going to hold a birthday party for you."
"Ah?" Shan Shan turned around strangely, and looked at him suspiciously: "You're so good?"
"Business and social needs. Our family has a beautiful girl who is about to marry. Naturally, we have to show it to the group of wolves and tigers." Shan Yi'an said with his chin in one hand.
Shan Shan walked over, squinted his eyes, grabbed Shan Yi'an by the collar and asked, "You don't mean to sell me with a clear price, do you?"
I just told Mama Tang that this guy has been nice to her recently, and within an hour, this guy wants to use the marriage to sell her
Shan Yi'an didn't struggle, raised her hand and wrapped her in his arms, hugged her and said, "Don't worry, little sister, you are my dearest person, so I won't let you be eaten."
"That would be the best." Shan Shan felt a little uncomfortable being hugged by him, Shan Yi'an always liked this, and hugged her like a sudden attack, like a child from a poor family who sees a beautiful doll and takes advantage of others If you didn't pay attention, you grabbed it and hugged it, and rubbed it vigorously, unwilling to let go.
"Oh! You let me go!" Shan Shan struggled for a while before getting out of his arms, Shan Yi'an looked at her with a smile, not at all embarrassed because of her anger, and said before she opened her teeth and claws to get angry: "Ah, by the way, you can invite Tang Xiaotian to the birthday party. You have known him for so long, so he probably won't refuse such a small request."
Shan Shan clapped his hands and said, "That's right! That's a good reason, I'm going to find him right now."
"Stop, what did I ask you to do? Go to the Ministry of Manpower to report first." Shan Yian grabbed Shan Dan who was about to run away, and personally pushed her to the Ministry of Manpower.
Shan's main business is lighting, and he has a lot of trade orders for export. Shan Shan grew up in the United States, and his English is first-rate. Naturally, he was assigned to the external logistics department. The main task every day is to communicate with foreign buyers. Then deliver goods on demand. For her, this job has no technical content. She basically mastered it within two hours of learning. The colleagues in the unit also know her identity, and they are very polite and alienated to her, and they are deliberately close. It made her feel quite disgusted again.
So after two weeks of doing it, she felt so boring. In the winter, getting up to go to work at 8 o'clock in the morning almost killed her. After she accidentally fell asleep and woke up naturally, she completely decided not to go to work.
Shan Yi'an didn't answer her phone calls, and she didn't go home to drag her to work, saying that she still wanted to study for a postgraduate doctorate or something, anyway, she didn't want to work for the time being.
Shan Yi'an said disdainfully: "What are you doing with so many books? I didn't even go to university."
"Actually, I've always been quite surprised, why didn't you go to university?" Shan Shan asked in bewilderment.
Shan Yi'an raised his eyebrows and smiled: "Because I can't wait to come out and harm the world."
"..." A drop of sweat dripped silently from Shan Shan's forehead, and he suddenly felt that being his own sister was the luckiest thing in his life, otherwise he would have been crushed into ashes by him long ago.
(three)
At the beginning of January, as the Chinese New Year was approaching, there were more petty thefts on the streets, and the task of the police force became more and more serious. Tang Xiaotian hadn't been home for more than a week. He just finished a big night shift last night and slept in the dormitory. When I got up at noon, I went to the unit cafeteria to eat something casually, and before it was time to shift, I went to the police training room for a stroll.
Sure enough, there were colleagues fighting in the training room, and a circle of people around them applauded and applauded. A middle-aged man in the circle was tied behind his right hand by a young man, and he couldn’t move. You can only call him surrender. Convinced, he looked up and saw Tang Xiaotian in the crowd, and quickly pulled him over and said, "It doesn't matter if you beat me, do you dare to make two gestures with Tang Xiaotian in our team!"
The young man shook his head like a rattle: "Because I'm new here, and if I fight with him, won't it be a draw!"
"Are you afraid?" The middle-aged man joked: "Young man, you have to be a little challenger! In this way, if you win him, I will give you a year's salary, how about it?"
The young guy was stupefied, his eyes lit up immediately when he thought of a year's salary, and he yelled at Tang Xiaotian: "Xiaotian, did you hear that, a year's salary! Hurry up! Pretend to lose to me, we are half of each other! Let Team Hong bleed!"
Tang Xiaotian smiled and took off his coat, revealing his strong muscles, and said with a slight smile, "I think it will work."
Captain Hong quickly repented and separated the two people who were about to compete: "You can't do this, this is cheating! It doesn't count!"
Tang Xiaotian was just about to speak with a smile when the phone rang. He left the noisy crowd and walked to the side to answer: "Hello, Dad, I'm at work. I'm free, I'll come right away."
After hanging up the phone, he picked up his coat and put it on: "Captain Hong, I have something to do, let's go out for a while."
"Go ahead." Captain Hong immediately nodded in agreement, for fear that he would compete with that young man.
Tang Xiaotian trotted all the way to the small restaurant outside the Public Security Bureau. It was time for lunch, and the restaurant was doing well. As soon as Tang Xiaotian entered, he saw his father's familiar military uniform.
The dishes Papa Tang had ordered had already been served, and he was eating a few grains of peanuts, drinking a sip of wine, his brows were tightly furrowed, and he seemed to be in a bad mood today.
Tang Xiaotian walked over and sat down, and tentatively asked in a low voice: "Dad, are you looking for me?"
He still fears and respects this father who has disciplined him severely since he was a child.
Tang's father glanced at him, picked up the wine bottle, and stretched out his hand to pour some wine into the glass in front of him, but Tang Xiaotian stopped him: "I'm at work, I can't drink."
Father Tang withdrew his hand, filled himself up, drank a cup, took another sip of peanuts, and didn't speak for a long time.
Seeing him like this, Tang Xiaotian was a little anxious: "Dad, what's the matter?"
Tang frowned, pondered for a long while, and finally said, "Little God, how are you going to solve your personal problems?"
Tang Xiao was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect his father to talk to him about such a thing? In his memory, his father could only stand at attention to him, or he would go up and whip his little belt, and he would start to care about his personal problems at some point!
Tang Xiaotian smiled helplessly: "Dad, why did you tell me this?"
Tang's father also thought it was boring for the old men to say such things, but he was helpless, frowning and took another sip of wine: "It's not that I want to talk to you, it's that our family can't live for a long time, your mother He stared at me and scolded me every day, and never let me be quiet. Now, even when I leave the house, my ears are buzzing. It’s good for you. You can hide in the unit and keep it clean. , how do you solve it?"
Tang Xiaotian pursed his lips, did not answer, bowed his head without saying a word, and obediently listened to the training.
Tang's father frowned, and said with great hatred for iron and steel: "You are already thirty, you are not young, you will be this tall when I am thirty, you are five years old."
Tang's father made a comparison that was higher than the table, and looked at Tang Xiaotian, hoping to touch him a little, but Xiaotian still didn't say a word.
Father Tang sighed, he knew what his child was thinking, but it was useless to know! Father Tang said earnestly: "As for that child from the Shu family, I grew up watching him grow up, so there's nothing to say, just one word, okay."
Tang's father took another sip of his wine and continued: "But Xiaotian, I told you a long time ago that you should be clear about what you should and should not do at any time. According to the current situation, do you think that the child of the Shu family Do you feel comfortable knowing that you are still waiting for her?"
Tang Xiaotian shook his head.
Father Tang persuaded his son with great distress. This may be the first time in his life that he talked about relationship issues with his son, but if he doesn't say some things, who can wake him up? Just like what his wife said, could he really look at the Tang family's best descendants
"Whether it's for her benefit or yours, you should sort out the past and throw away everything that should be lost. Let's move forward and look forward."
Tang Xiaotian lowered his head and said stiffly: "I know."
Tang's father continued: "I taught you to be a man when you were young. Look at what you look like now. If you are a man, you have to pick it up and put it down."
Father Tang put down the wine glass in his hand heavily, as if using this action to let go of Tang Xiaotian's psychological obsession.
Tang Xiaotian raised his head, his handsome face was still stubborn and said: "I know."
Seeing his expression, Tang's father said angrily and helplessly, "You know what a fart."
"Dad, I really know it in my heart." Yes, he knows better than anyone else, and he understands what is the easiest way to do it, but...he can't do it, sometimes he really doesn't want to believe it, and he becomes Such an indecisive and indecisive person, he hated himself like this, but he couldn't change it. He was stuck in a quagmire and couldn't extricate himself.
"Only the weekend is going to be her 22nd birthday, and her brother held a birthday party for her. Your mother told you to go." Father Tang said while taking out the invitation card from his briefcase and handing it to Tang Xiaotian.
"...Dad." Tang Xiaotian looked at him in embarrassment.
"You have to go! This is an order!" Father Tang raised his face, brat, I can't control him anymore!
"Hey." Tang Xiaotian sighed.
"Xiaotian, this kid alone is really good." Tang's father said from the bottom of his heart, "Where can I find such a desperate girl now, and cherish it."
After Father Tang finished speaking, he drank the last sip of wine, stood up, put on his military cap, and walked out energetically.
Tang Xiaotian looked at the light purple invitation card on the table, pondered for a long time, and didn't make any next move for a long time.
How could he not know how good she is
It was because I knew how good she was that I kept running away, so embarrassed, I ran away in a panic.
(Four)
Tang Xiaotian came out of the hotel just after one o'clock. He lowered his head and walked back to the bureau in deep thought. He returned to the single dormitory, opened the simple wooden door with the key, turned around and closed the door. There is a small wide bed with a desk and a cabinet. There is only enough room for him to walk two steps. He went to the bed and lay down. In fact, he didn’t feel sleepy at all, but it’s just that it’s not time to take over. He just wanted to find a quiet and peaceful place. He would be dazed in a human place, he opened his eyes, stared straight at the white ceiling, and took out the lavender invitation card from his trousers pocket. The card was exquisitely made, and the name inside was written by hand. It turns out that she wrote it by herself. Her Chinese characters are not very beautiful. Maybe it’s because she writes too much English. Every gesture of her characters is round, very distinctive, and as cute as her person.
"Tang Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian." Suddenly, there was a single call in his ears, Tang Xiaotian shook his hand, and the invitation card fell on the bed. He looked around and thought he was hallucinating, but after a while, he heard the following again: Shan Shan's voice came: "Tang Xiaotian, pull me out quickly."
Tang Xiaotian turned over and got off the bed, looked down under the bed, and saw Shan Shan crawling in the belly of the bed and waving at him with a silly smile.
"Why are you here?" Tang Xiaotian asked in surprise. This is the criminal police dormitory of the police station! This is the safest place in S City! How could she be so pervasive!
"Captain Hong asked me to come in." Shan Shan smiled cutely and took it for granted. She originally sat on the stool and waited, but after thinking about it, she felt that it was wrong, and she was afraid that Tang Xiaotian would turn around and run away when she saw her. So she got an idea and got under the bed. Fortunately, this was Tang Xiaotian's room, and even the bottom of the bed was cleaned and spotless. The white silk embroidered skirt was rubbed under it, and it was still as white as before.
"Come out, why are you hiding under the bed?" Tang Xiaotian really couldn't do anything about this little girl, so he quickly reached out to help her, with one hand supporting her arm, and the other between the back of her head and the edge of the iron bed to protect her The back of the head is not knocked.
"Hey. I can't use my strength." Shan Shan agreed, and flopped under the bed. The space inside was very small. Even if she was small, she hid in her scalp. In order not to let Tang Xiaotian find herself, she hid herself in the innermost place , They were all against the wall. I wanted to sneak out to catch him, but when I was about to come out, I realized that it was easy to get in and difficult to get out!
Shan Shan struggled under the bed for a long time before he came out with his head, his little face was flushed from under the bed, and he looked at Tang Xiaotian crying for help, "I can't get out, it's stuck!"
Tang Xiaotian was amused by her, but couldn't help puffing up his cheeks, nodded her head and taught him a lesson: "I told you to drill in, how did you get in such a small gap, you have practiced bone shrinking skills."
"Who told you to run as soon as you see me, can I catch you if I don't hide?" Shan Shan growled at him sullenly.
Hearing her accusation, Tang Xiaotian couldn't help thinking of what happened that day, and turned his face away involuntarily.
Seeing that he was ignoring her again, Shan Shan quickly put away the bad temper that Shan Yi'an had spoiled for the past two years, crawled under the bed, poked his head out, carefully pulled his clothes and said, "Are you still in love with me?" Are you angry with me? I was joking with you that day, don't be angry. "
Tang Xiaotian denied, "I'm not angry."
"Then you avoid me?" Shan Shan asked while staring at him.
Tang Xiaotian raised his right hand, pressed it against the bridge of his nose, and muttered, "I just feel...a little embarrassed."
Only then did he realize that although he tried his best to turn his face away and couldn't see his expression, the base of his right ear was already red. Could this guy be embarrassed
But what she did that day was very small. Although she tried her best to lift his quilt, she didn't see anything after all. He is almost thirty. Didn't he have a girlfriend who was talking about marriage before? Are you still ashamed of such a small thing
Shan Shan suddenly realized something, and couldn't help laughing, with a hint of complacency and elation in his smile.
"What are you laughing at?" This weird smile happened to be seen by Tang Xiaotian who just turned his head after finishing his emotions.
Shan Shan looked at him and said, "Is it okay to laugh? Is it against the law to laugh? You arrest me, and handcuff me again."
"Miss, do you still want to come out? If you don't want to come out, I'm going to work." Tang Xiaotian pretended to stand up to leave, Shan Shan quickly grabbed his trouser legs, and said coquettishly: "Huh~! Pull me out quickly, I want to hold back died."
Tang Xiaotian shook his head, squatted down helplessly, stretched out his hands to hold her shoulders, and dragged her out forcefully, only to hear a "chuck", and the two of them stopped at the same time.
The first thing Shan Shan felt was the coolness on her back, she finally reacted, screamed and sat up, trying to cover her back, but following her movement, the piece that was already precariously attached to her, was picked up in the morning. The carefully selected white embroidered cheongsam was brushed and fell off from the front again, Shan Shan quickly covered his chest again, fortunately he saved a corner of the dress.
When Tang Xiaotian just pulled Shan Dan out, she was stunned as if she had been tapped on the acupuncture points. It turned out that she was not the owner of the card, but the clothes on her back were hooked by the iron net under the bed, waiting for his reaction. When he came over, he had a panoramic view of the 'spring' in his hand, he hastily turned his head away, but a single scream made him turn back nervously, accidentally, he saw the front clearly again...
The two looked at each other, their cheeks were dyed red, and even their breathing became cautious, not daring to use too much force. For the first time, Tang Xiaotian discovered that this little girl, whom he always thought was underage, had grown so big. , she is beautiful enough to tempt any man to lose his mind, she is sitting on the floor so innocently, her skin is so fair that it can be broken with a slight blush, there are tense sweat beads on the bridge of her small nose, and her slender shoulders Being exposed outside, her chest rises and falls with her breathing, making her heart beat so temptingly. Tang Xiaotian has never seen a girl like this before, and feels that he is holding his breath hard. He dare not spit it out, he is afraid of scaring her. spoil her.
He held his hands tightly, turned his head vigorously, stood up, turned his back, took out a clean white shirt from the closet, unbuttoned the shirts with slightly trembling fingers, and then shook his head. Open the clothes and throw them to Shan Shan.
He turned his back to her and didn't dare to move. He was really afraid of his concentration and reason. He could no longer fight against such a flower-like girl, her hot feelings, and her white body. At this moment, he Only then did I realize that he was just an ordinary man, an ordinary man who had lost love for a long, long time and was lonely for a long, long time.
Tang Xiaotian held his hands tightly, secretly despising himself in his heart, so he justified himself. Behind her came the sound of the girl rustling and putting on her clothes, and after a while, there was another soft sniffling sound.
Tang Xiaotian couldn't help but ask, "What's wrong?"
Simply did not answer.
Tang Xiaotian frowned nervously and asked again: "Shan Dan, are you crying?"
After a while, there came a voice with only a crying voice: "No."
Tang Xiaotian couldn't help turning his head to look at her, and saw that she had put on his shirt, lowered her head, and wiped her tears with her long sleeves. Tang Xiaotian walked over, squatted down, and wanted to reach out her hand as gently as before. She caressed her hair, but after thinking about it, she felt that it was inappropriate, so she could only withdraw her hand and asked softly, "Why are you crying?"
Just being comforted by him in this way, the tears fell more and more, she looked up at him aggrievedly, and kept wiping away the tears with her sleeve.
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, stop crying." Tang Xiaotian still couldn't hold back, reached out to stroke her hair, and comforted her in a low voice: "Stop crying, okay?"
"I think I'm so annoying." Shan Shan said pitifully and reproachfully, "You must think I'm frivolous."
Tang Xiaotian quickly comforted her: "How come, why are you so frivolous? Don't think about it, I know you were joking last time, this time it was an accident."
Shan Shan wiped her tears with her head down, tilted her upper body slightly, and only one button of her shirt was tied below her neck. She didn't know that the distance between the collar and buttons of a man's shirt was much larger than that of a woman's shirt, and she didn't even know that a man like her In Tang Xiaotian's eyes, ignorant actions are really called "frivolity" and "seduction". She silently tested an upright young man with a strong blood like this.
Tang Xiaotian's heartbeat quickened again, a man's body is often more honest than his heart, and even Shan Shan seemed to hear the beating heartbeat like a drum.
She looked up at him with tears in her eyes, his handsome cheeks were slightly flushed, even the roots of his ears were bloodshot, his eyes couldn't meet hers, even at this age, he was still shy and cute, Shan Shan couldn't help approaching him , calling him in a very soft voice: "Brother Xiaotian."
She hasn't called him brother Xiaotian for a long time, and he likes to hear her call him that. She has a sweet voice, a sweet appearance, and even her tone of voice is sweet.
Tang Xiaotian turned his head to look at her, and for some reason, he held his breath. The girl in front of him was like a magnet, drawing him forward slowly with an irresistible force. With a few millimeters away, their lips were about to touch each other lightly. Only this time, she didn't dare to close her eyes again. She just wanted to watch all this, and she didn't even want to blink her eyes, watching her day and night. The man on the ground approached her slowly, his warm breath blowing on her cheeks, the smell of his sunshine lingered in the air, and every touch between her body and his body made her tremble uncontrollably.
The bridges of their noses were already close together, he tilted his head slightly, and adjusted the angle, she didn't dare to move, and straightened up stiffly, wanting to get closer to him, she seemed to be about to feel the temperature of his lips Already...
Suddenly, his body stopped, and he didn't know what happened, the temperature gradually got farther and farther away from her, and then disappeared like that, his smell in the air also slowly dissipated, and the sound of his heartbeat also seemed to be soft. a lot.
She felt Tang Xiaotian stand up and said, "It's not easy for you to go home in this way, I'll borrow a set of clothes for you."
The sound of closing the door finally woke Shan Dan up, and the string of tears in his heart that hadn't shed just now fell heavily like scattered pearls.
Just the whole person is like a kite with a broken string, without even a trace of strength, sitting limply on the ground.
Tang Xiaotian went out of the room, stood outside, and didn't leave right away. It took him a while to walk to the corridor, breathing heavily, just now, he almost surrendered.
But when he saw just those eyes full of expectation and fascination, he retreated again.
Yes, he really wanted to kiss her, to hug this girl and let him fill his empty and cold heart and body.
Yes, no one in this world can live alone, and so does he.
Yes, he doesn't hate her, and even thinks that she is really good and worthy of his love.
Just like what the father said, he knows what he should do and what he should not do, the worried eyes of his parents, the sympathetic eyes of his brothers, the admiration of the girl, and her drifting away, who can no longer be touched. He knows better than anyone what he should do and what path he should choose to satisfy and make everyone happy.
But... he couldn't do it.
Tang Xiaotian borrowed a set of clothes from the policewoman next door, and took them back to the room. The girl in the room was covered with his military blanket, wrapped herself from head to toe, and leaned against the bed motionless. He seemed to hear the sound of the door opening, and moved slightly, but didn't say anything.
Tang Xiaotian put the clothes at her feet, and said softly: "Put it here, I'm going to work, just close the door when I leave."
After he finished speaking, he turned around to leave, when the person behind him suddenly stood up, grabbed him, stared at his red eyes and asked, "Tang Xiaotian! Am I that unattractive? Is that why I annoy you! I just Are you really unmoved in front of you without nakedness? Do you really dislike me that much?" With just one sentence, tears flowed down her cheeks, and she was really, really hit.
Tang Xiaotian looked at her distressedly, but still in a gesture of refusal. He pulled her hand away, took a deep breath, and said seriously: "Shan Shan, you are very beautiful, young and enthusiastic, sunny and lovely, with all the beautiful words It's not too much to describe you, you are the best girl I've ever seen, I don't want to lie to you, I almost couldn't hold back just now."
"But Shan Shan, you should be very clear that there is an indelible person living in my heart! Even if the whole world tells me to forget her! But I just can't forget her! Even now, I still dream of her every night! Her words and deeds, her voice and smile, are all in my mind! I really try hard to forget, and I don’t want my parents to worry, and I don’t want to make you sad! I also try my best to cut off all thoughts I think! But it’s really strange, the harder I work, the more vivid she becomes in my mind.” “Yes, I can accept you, kiss you, hug you, not only can I, but I can also I really want to." For the first time Tang Xiaotian seriously confessed himself in front of Shan Shan: "But Shan Shan, is this fair to you? Such a mentality lives with other women, maybe ten years, maybe twenty years, maybe a lifetime, and I will never forget it. Do you want the lost man?"
"Even if you blindly pursue love and say you want it regardless, I can't give it to you." Tang Xiaotian raised his hand and pressed firmly on the top of Shan Shan's head: "Because you are the best girl I have ever seen. I hope you will be happy."
Tang Xiaotian put down his hand, shook off her tightly holding her hand and said, "Don't come looking for me anymore, I won't go to your birthday party."
After speaking, he moved again, left the room, and walked out the door.
"Tang Xiaotian." Just calling his name behind him: "If you reject me like this, you might as well just sleep with me, and then abandon me ruthlessly, so that I will give up more easily!"
Tang Xiaotian didn't turn his head, just looked at his back, and said stubbornly: "I like you, I just like you, no matter what you say, I just want to pester you, one day, I can wait until you forget her!"
"You always say that you want this happiness and that happiness, but what about you?" Shan Shan cried behind him: "Do you have to live a lifetime of hard work?"
"Don't you know that the way to make us happy is that you can also be happy?"
"Are you going to die a virgin for a relationship?" Shan Shan yelled!
Tang Xiaotian finally turned his head irritated by these words, and asked with a flushed face, "Who told you that I was... coughing or something!"
Shan Shan retorted: "Don't you!"
Tang Xiaotian blushed and said: "I'm too lazy to argue with you, you're just like my mother, you can't figure it out at all. I'm off to work!"
"Tang Xiaotian, let me tell you, if you don't go to my birthday party, I'll write up your virginity as a big-character poster and stick it on the door of your unit!"
"You, you, you, keep your voice down!" Tang Xiaotian glared at her as if he had done something he couldn't see, and then ran away blushing.
Well, he admitted that if the colleagues and comrades in the unit knew about this kind of thing, they would definitely be ridiculed to death! You know, the place where men gather always loves to talk about women, so... you know.
Just seeing him running away, I finally couldn't help laughing through tears, look, look.
Tang Xiaotian is so cute, why did she give up
No matter ten or twenty years, she will catch him one day.
On that day, she will finally get a piece of the most loyal, cleanest, and most ardent love in this turbid world.