Tang Xiaotian stood only one step away from Shan Dan, and slowly stretched out his hand, his brows were slightly furrowed, his expression was a little dignified, he seemed to be making a big, big decision, he seemed to be making the most painful and important choice in his life.
(one)
Shan Shan's birthday party was held in a high-end club in S City. It is said that the single consumption here is enough for ordinary people to pay for several months. An upstart in the circle, the Shan's Group has built a business with the accumulation of three generations, and has a rich family background. Naturally, celebrities from all walks of life in S City want to make friends with him. In fact, everyone knows that this kind of birthday party is just a pretext, mainly to introduce to everyone. There is a girl of marriageable age in the Shan family, anyone who has ideas and wants to cooperate can come and talk.
At 6 o'clock in the evening, the birthday party started on time in the luxurious restaurant of the clubhouse. Shan Yi'an was wearing a decent black suit, his hair was combed neatly, and he took off the black-rimmed glasses that used to hang on the bridge of his nose. There is no need to hide one's ambition, let alone such a cover-up.
Shan Yi'an strolled onto the stage, his tall and straight body, his picturesque face, looked even more charming under the lights, many ladies couldn't help but silently covered their chests, their eyes were full of admiration for him.
Shan Yi'an held the microphone with one hand, and said with a smile like a cloud: "I'm very glad that you all came to my little sister's 22nd birthday party tonight. She grew up in the United States and received Western education. It's a headache for me as an older brother, but I still think she is the cutest girl in the world. It's my honor to introduce today's protagonist: Shan (san) Shan."
Wearing only a crescent-colored long and wide dress, she stepped on high heels and walked down the stairs slowly under the light. Her long black hair was pulled up, her beautiful face was painted with light makeup, and the corners of her red lips were slightly raised. That said, her eyebrows and eyes are very similar to Shan Yi'an's, the eyes are as black as the vast stars, people are deeply attracted when they look in, and cannot take their eyes off her.
Every guest couldn't help admiring that the parents of this family really know how to give birth, and the two children are so good-looking.
Shan Shan walked to the center of the stage, the waiter served two glasses of champagne, Shan Shan and Shan Yi'an each picked up a glass, and after Shan Shan said some words of thanks, the two toasted to the guests in the audience. After a while, the waiter pushed them with a cart. A ten-story birthday cake came over, Shan Yian lit 22 birthday candles for her, and the surrounding lights were turned off quietly, Shan Yian looked at her with a smile: "Make a wish."
Shan Shan clasped his hands, closed his eyes, made a serious birthday wish, and then blew out the candle with one breath.
There was applause in the restaurant, the lights were turned on, soft music was played slowly, the waiter pushed the cake away, Shan Yi'an asked in a low voice in Shan Dan's ear: "Where is the person who accompanied you in the opening dance?"
"No." Shan Shan pouted depressingly.
Shan Yi'an couldn't help laughing at her: "You can't even invite someone to dance with you, are you too useless?"
"You are not human, you dance with me." Shan Shan stamped her feet angrily.
"It's not impossible." Shan Yi'an took a step back with a smile, put one hand behind her back, and stretched out the other to her, and performed a standard invitation ceremony: "But I charge for it."
Just return the salute, put your tender palm into his big hand, step forward, put the other hand on his shoulder, and whisper in his ear: "Tell me, how much is it for one night!"
"You can't afford the expensive one." Shan Yi'an put his hand on her waist, leading her to take a step.
Shan Shan calmly kept up with the pace: "It's okay, my brother has plenty of money, I'll ask him to pay you later."
Take her around: "Oh, when you need money, you know you have an older brother."
The two were chattering in low voices while dancing to the music. The guests looked at the couple enviously. When the dance was halfway through, many men and women entered the dance floor in pairs and danced with them. waltzing.
When Tang Xiaotian came, the dance had already started. He stood on the edge of the dance floor and watched. He found Shan Shan in the crowd at a glance. She was dressed very beautifully today, and her dress was a little different from usual. The make-up was covered, and the loose hair was also rolled up, revealing the beautiful and fair nape of the neck.
Today's she doesn't make him feel like looking at the little girl at all. Like all the men present, he can't help but follow the girl in the middle of the dance floor. Looking at his side, she blinked her eyes, was taken aback for a moment, then raised his familiar smile, and suddenly ended the dance with Shan Yi'an unilaterally, and ran over excitedly from the dance floor, standing in front of him with bright eyes Looking at him grinningly, he smiled: "Are you here?"
Tang Xiaotian's heart softened for some reason at this moment. He looked at her and said softly, "Well, happy birthday."
"Thank you." Shan Shan pursed his lips, smiling unknowingly happily, but for some reason, under his gentle eyes and words, he was shy and at a loss.
The two stood awkwardly, only looked at the dance floor, and suddenly grabbed Tang Xiaotian and said, "Come dance with me."
Tang Xiaotian waved his hands again and again: "I won't."
"It's okay, I'll teach you." Shan Shan dragged him off the dance floor involuntarily, then both stood up, put his left hand on his shoulder, and held his big hand tightly with his right. Tang Xiaotian had never seen pork run before, The other hand naturally, consciously and actively supported her waist. As soon as the palm touched her skin, I couldn't help thinking, her waist is so thin, it's not enough for him to hold it.
Thinking of this, Tang Xiaotian didn't know why, his cheeks were slightly blush again, he just lowered his head, didn't notice his discomfort, and whispered: "Are you ready?"
"I really can't." Tang Xiaotian was still dying!
"Comrade Tang Xiaotian! Listen to the password!" Shan Shan raised his head, straightened his back, led Tang Xiaotian, and shouted in a low voice: "Go forward! One, two, three, four, turn! Go backwards! Two, two, Three, four, spin! Go right! One, two, three, four! Spin!"
Just yelling the password softly, Tang Xiaotian was a soldier. Although he didn't know the dance steps at all, he couldn't make mistakes listening to the passwords and doing the Tao. He just didn't shout twice, Tang Xiaotian had almost mastered the rules of the dance steps and was able to pull her She changed direction and turned herself.
Tang Xiaotian is tall, and Shan Shan looks very petite in his arms. Because he is afraid of jumping wrong, he steps on Shan Shan's feet, so he looks down at his steps from time to time, but Shan Shan keeps looking up at him, his eyebrows, his eyes , the bridge of his nose and his lips, even though he has seen it countless times, he still can't get tired of seeing it. He just always thinks, how can he be so good-looking and so masculine
Just looking at it, looking so close, I couldn't help but like looking at his photo every night before going to bed, I leaned over my face and kissed him quickly and hard on his lips.
Even if his skills are as good as Tang Xiaotian's, he still couldn't escape such a close-range attack. She kissed him right in front of him. This moment was so fast, it was so fast that it seemed to flash before his eyes. Before he came, he felt something urgently. , she has already retracted.
Tang Xiaotian's heart missed a beat belatedly, he accidentally stepped on the wrong step, and stepped on Shan Shan's foot, Shan Shan frowned in pain, Tang Xiaotian stopped, Shan Shan couldn't cover it up even with thick clothes on Her cheeks were blushing, and even her earlobes were red.
The music stopped at this moment, and the song was over. The people who were in pairs separated politely, and the man took the woman's hand and sent them to the place where they were originally invited to dance.
Although Tang Xiaotian hadn't learned social etiquette, he held Shan Dan's hand and sent her to the edge of the dance floor.
Neither of the two spoke first, but seeing Tang Xiaotian kept silent, they became a little scared, looked at him nervously and said, "The one just now is considered a birthday present! Anyway, you must not have bought me a birthday present, so it is considered a birthday present! "
Shan Shan spoke in a panic, looked at Tang Xiaotian, and asked cautiously, "Are you okay?"
Tang Xiaotian pursed his lips, looking at such a list, and for some reason, he suddenly felt very happy. She seemed to use her hot feelings to slightly warm his sealed heart with her being so gentle and careful. .
Through the pocket of his trousers, Tang Xiaotian quietly touched the inside of the birthday gift he was going to give to Dan Shan, looked at her, and nodded slowly under the light.
Just seeing that he agreed, he almost jumped up for joy, he agreed, agreed to let her kiss him, agreed to let her get close to him! Agreed to let her pursue him!
After so many years, from the age of eighteen to now, he finally gave her a license to pursue!
How could this make her unhappy!
Shan Shan was almost on the verge of jumping, and if it wasn't for the occasion, and if she wasn't wearing those damn high heels, she'd be screaming and dancing all over the place!
"Are you happy?" Shan Yi'an came out from behind, with a smile on his face, he grabbed Shan Shan's arm and said, "Come on, follow me to respect some elders."
"You go by yourself." Shan Shan was too lazy to accompany him, looking at Tang Xiaotian longingly.
"En?" Shan Yi'an seemed to have not heard clearly, and asked again without a doubt, just knowing that he was showing anger by showing this expression, he had to look at Tang Xiaotian and said: "I'll come as soon as I go. "
But Tang Xiaotian looked at his watch and said: "You are busy, I have to go on duty, I just asked for an hour's leave with the captain."
"Oh." Shan Shan looked at Tang Xiaotian with great reluctance, and Shan Yi'an ruthlessly pulled her away. Tang Xiaotian, who was standing in the crowd, seemed to hesitate for a moment, but still chased after him, grabbed Shan Shan, and took her out of his pants pocket. A small packing box was stuffed in Shan Shan's hand, and he smiled shyly and said, "This is for you."
After finishing speaking, she seemed to be stroking Shan Shan's hair, but seeing that her hair was so neat, she couldn't let her hands go, she just patted it lightly, then turned around and said, "I'm leaving."
"I'll look for you tomorrow." Shan Shan asked behind him.
Tang Xiaotian turned his head and smiled slightly, as if in a dimly lit place, which was so beautiful that it made people trance. He didn't answer, but he didn't refuse. He just smiled like this, waved to her, and then left.
It's just like falling into a riddle, and I can't get back to my senses for a long time.
This is Tang Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian who is so charming that it makes one's heart tremble...
"Have you seen enough?" Shan Yi'an couldn't help interrupting her dream: "Don't be so nympho, okay? It's too embarrassing."
Shan Shan retorted: "What do you know? You are so heartless."
"Is it because I have no heart or you have no heart, as soon as you see your sweetheart coming, just throw me away, don't be too realistic." Shan Yi'an said displeased.
"Hehehehe, I didn't do it on purpose." Shan Shan hurriedly went up to please and apologized, whoops, it was a bit too much just now.
Shan Yi'an didn't bother to pay attention to her insincere apology, dragged her to toast several partners, Shan Shan was absent-minded the whole time, obsessed with Tang Xiaotian's smile all the time...
(two)
Just because Tang Xiaotian was friendly with her for the first time since she confessed his love, he was so excited that he couldn't sleep. He lay on the bed all night, looking back and forth with the two gifts he gave her, one was sent in the United States. Shan Yian sniffed at the earrings for a long time, saying how could such a cheap product be given by a man, Shan Shan reached out and asked him for a gift, and see what he gave Precious things, but Shan Yi'an said very rascally: "Didn't I give you a grand birthday party? Isn't it luxurious enough?"
"Hehe, it's luxurious enough." It's just that he insisted on driving it, right? Have a dime relationship with her? But just because she is in a good mood today, she doesn't care about him, anyway, she didn't expect any unexpected gift from Shan Yi'an. With the earrings from Tang Xiaotian, it was already an unforgettable birthday for her.
The next morning, Shan Shan got up early and went straight to Tang Xiaotian's house, but unfortunately, he missed again. Tang's mother said that he called back last night and said that he would be away on business for a few days. It seemed that there was a big case in the team. It was just like a balloon that had been pricked by a needle, and the excitement was gone in a flash. She waited at home bored and depressed for several days, but she didn't wait for him to come back.
She wanted to call Tang Xiaotian, but she was afraid that he was on duty and the ringing of the phone would bring him danger. She wanted to send him a text message, but he never replied to her text message.
Just rolling around on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, in fact, he used to go on missions like this often, and disappeared for two or three weeks after he went there. She didn't want to contact him or find him that much.
But it's different this time. She misses him very much, wants to see him, and wants to ask him if he smiled at her like that that night, does he mean something to her
Hehe, thinking of this, I just couldn't help rolling all over the bed, inexplicably excited for a long time, well, she admitted that she was not calm anymore.
Swipe open the phone screen, find Tang Xiaotian's number, and start typing into the dialog box: 'What are you doing? '
Think about it and feel wrong, what can you do at 10 o'clock? Either sleeping or on duty
After deleting all, enter again: 'Did you sleep? '
No, if he sees this text message and doesn't want to reply, can't he just assume that he is asleep by default!
'Are you still busy? '
Isn't this the same as sleeping? Shan Shan put down his phone depressedly, and suddenly felt that he was really not sociable!
'Call me back if you're free. '
Shan Shan nodded, thinking it was good, and after clicking to send a text message, she began to hold the phone and wait for a reply. After waiting for more than an hour, she began to wonder if the signal in her home was not good, and the text message just now was not sent? She edited another one: "Did you receive my text message?"
After a while, I received his reply: "Are you bored?"
"Hehehe, try to see if the signal is good." Shan Shan quickly sent.
"Hmph, I think you can't receive someone's reply, right? Realize the reality, they just pretended not to receive it." The text messages all revealed Shan Yi'an's indifference and meanness.
"Go to bed early, good night." Shan Shan changed the subject silently.
"You go to bed early, too." Shan Shan could see that his subtext was to persuade her not to wait for Tang Xiaotian's reply.
Shan Shan sighed, turned over and continued to lie down and look at the ceiling. After a while, the text message rang again. She got up cleverly, grabbed the phone, opened it excitedly, fixed her eyes, and found that it was single again. Yi'an sent only two words: "Good night."
Shan Shan sighed disdainfully: "He also said that I am boring, how is he better than me!"
Throwing the mobile phone on the bedside table, covering the quilt to sleep, in the middle of the night, the mobile phone vibrated in the dark, the light from the screen faintly illuminated the sleeping cheek, she was sleeping soundly, the corners of her lips were slightly raised, as if I was having a good dream, and I didn't want to be disturbed by the phone. The phone vibrated for a while, then quieted down. After a while, the screen also went dark.
On the highway not far from City S, even in the middle of the night, there are still many cars coming and going. The street lights illuminate the roads on both sides very brightly. There are four big men sitting in a silver commercial vehicle driving on the highway. , the two in the back row fell asleep leaning against each other, and the driver and Tang Xiaotian, who was sitting in the co-pilot, were still awake.
The man in the passenger seat was holding his mobile phone, reading the missed calls one by one. The mobile phone, which had been turned off for a week, vibrated non-stop when it was turned on. Most of the incoming calls were from his mother, and Zhang Jingyu called one , All kinds of advertisements were stuffed into the text message box, only the most recent one was sent out alone.
Tang Xiaotian put the phone back in his pocket, looked out the dark car window, opened his eyes silently and thought: In fact, sometimes he admires this kid's persistence, but he can't figure out what is wrong with a man like him. It's worth her persistence.
Mom always said that Shan Yi'an loves Dan Dan, but in his opinion, there is nothing at all. If he is Shan Dan's brother, he will never allow her to like a person whose heart has been destroyed.
In fact, he was on a business trip to Beijing this time, and took half a day off to visit Yawang secretly.
The weather was fine that day, a rare piece of blue sky and white clouds in Beijing. He was sitting in the coffee shop downstairs of her company, looking out through the floor-to-ceiling windows. In fact, he was not sure that she would definitely appear here today, but he waited, There is no other way, he doesn't want to bother her anymore, let her show such a embarrassed and sad expression, in fact, rather than taking her back from Xia Mu, he hopes that she can smile like she was when she was young, and that she can forget Sad past, back to the track of happiness.
At about 8:30, he saw her coming from the opposite bridge, and Xia Mu was by her side. That child seemed to be more delicate and eye-catching than when he was a teenager. He helped her hold the briefcase with one hand, and held her hand tightly with the other. Yawang, that posture was full of a strong desire for monopoly. When she arrived at the downstairs of the company, she stopped, took the bag from Xia Mu, tilted her head and chuckled and said something to him, and he let it go a little reluctantly. Opening her clenched hands and lowering her head slightly, she turned and walked into the office building. He raised his head and looked at her wistfully, as if for him, these eight hours of separation would kill him. She seemed to feel his reluctance, turned her head to look at him, and couldn't help sighing, feeling a little helpless at his clinging strength.
Suddenly she ran over, stood in front of him, stood on tiptoes, wrapped his neck around him, pulled his head down, quickly pecked Xia Mu's lips, and said with a bright smile: "I'm satisfied now!" Bar?"
The usually gloomy and indifferent man suddenly seemed to be melted away, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and the light of happiness flashed in his eyes, and her face seemed to be touched by his happiness, So shining, the whole person brightened up, she raised her lips, kissed him on the cheek again, then let him go, waved to him with a smile on her face, and ran into the office building lightly.
And that person stood downstairs for a long, long time with the corners of his lips pursed, unwilling to leave from that sudden happiness.
Tang Xiaotian took a sip of the coffee, he was so bitter that he couldn't speak, but when the bitterness dissipated, there was a strange sweetness, he put down the paper cup and left his seat, when he walked by Xia Mu head on , he still didn't respond, that's how he is, always immersed in his own world, in that world, there is no one else except Shu Yawang.
Tang Xiaotian stopped beside him for two seconds, thought for a while, but had nothing to say, so he lifted his foot and passed him.
That's it, it's fine.
She laughed again, didn't she? That kind of mischievous smile with naughty ideas, that kind of smile full of happiness and sweetness, that kind of beating with shyness and heartbeat, that kind of running with light steps.
That was the Shu Yawang he was familiar with, the happy Shu Yawang.
Thinking of this, Tang Xiaotian, who was sitting in the car, couldn't help but raised the corners of his lips slightly and laughed.
Happiness is good, even if the person beside her is not him.
He raised his head, looking at his reflection in the dark window, a little embarrassed, but also satisfied.
He closed his eyes, and slowly fell asleep under the shaking of the car.
(three)
When the official car entered City S, it was already past 9 o'clock in the morning. Tang Xiaotian got off tiredly, greeted his colleagues in the car, and walked to the dormitory with eyes wide open. His dormitory is in a building behind the Public Security Bureau. In the old office building, due to the construction of a new building, the old building has been transformed into a single dormitory, which is allocated to the bachelors who have been on duty in the bureau for a long time. Tang Xiaotian's room is the second on the third floor. Open the door, He closed it smoothly, hung the bag behind the door, walked to the closet, opened the closet door and was just about to take out a clean change of clothes when he was stunned, blinking, looking at the closet, sitting on all his clothes , the person who huddled into a ball, that person smiled at him, as if he didn't expect to be discovered so soon.
The man shook his hand and greeted with a smile: "Hi, Tang Xiaotian."
Tang Xiaotian supported the edge of the closet with one hand, looked at the girl inside in disbelief and asked, "How do you know I'm coming back today?"
He just arrived in S City, so he doesn't even know his mother, but this guy already knows
Shan Shan shook his phone and said, "Hey, you called me last night. Although I didn't receive it, I know that you only turn on your phone after you finish your mission. Doesn't that mean you're coming back soon?"
"Not bad, you still have some brains." Tang Xiaotian praised: "Then can't you just sit on the chair and wait for me?"
"I'm not afraid that you will drive me out." Shan Shan said with a pout.
"Do I dare? You go to my mother and sue me for a few months. My father and I will never have peace." Tang Xiaotian said with a smile.
"Yo, you're right, when did I file a complaint with your mother?" Shan Shan stared at him and asked.
"No, no," Tang Xiaotian coaxed her, "Come out, let me get clean clothes, I've been wearing this set for a week."
"Huh~!" Shan Shan jumped out of the closet in disgust: "It stinks."
"Where does it stink, I have a bath, okay?" Tang Xiaotian took out a set of clean clothes from the closet and threw it on the bed, turned around and said to Shan Shan, "Go out first, I want to change."
Standing still alone, he said very confidently: "I don't mind what you mind."
Tang Xiaotian raised his eyebrows at Shan Shan, and winked at the door, as if to say, be careful, I will throw you out.
She just knew it was useless to play tricks on him, so she could only walk out with her mouth pouting, muttering as she walked, "Man C is a tortoise."
Damn girl! Tang Xiaotian took a deep breath and said in a low voice, "Stop."
Shan Shan stopped immediately, ran to his side and asked, "What are you doing? Do you want to show off your majesty as a man?"
Tang Xiaotian stretched out his hand to her, nodded and said, "The key."
"What key?"
"The key to my room."
Shan Shan quickly clutched his pocket and said, "What, what, Captain Hong gave it to me, what right do you have to ask me for it?"
Tang Xiaotian said weakly: "Miss, this is my room."
Shan Shan replied very confidently: "So what, this is my key, if you are upset, you can change the lock."
"Then you will match the key, right?" Tang Xiaotian asked.
"That's right." Shan Shan nodded meanly.
Tang Xiaotian pursed her lips vigorously, and said as if surrendering: "You give it to me first, and I will give it to you later."
Shan Shan asked in bewilderment, "Why?"
Tang Xiaotian stated calmly: "I'm afraid you'll be peeping."
"Oh! I hate it!" Shan Shan raised his hand, patted him vigorously, stomped his feet vigorously, covered his cheeks and said shyly, "How do you know that people want to do this!"
Tang Xiaotian was amused by her, but still with a sullen face, he stretched out his hand to her, handed over the key obediently, and went to wait at the door.
When he came in again, Tang Xiaotian had already changed into a casual black sweater, making him look like those college students on campus who love to play basketball, handsome and sunny. Shan Shan jumped up and ran over happily, stood beside him, and called sweetly: "Brother Xiaotian."
"Huh?" Tang Xiaotian glanced at her and had to admit that he didn't hate this girl at all.
"Why did you call me so late last night?" Shan Shan pursed his lips and asked happily. You must know that when she woke up in the morning, she saw a missed call from him and almost rolled out of bed in excitement. You must know that this was the first time he called her late at night. It's a pity that she didn't receive it! Just thinking about it brought tears to my eyes.
"Didn't you ask me to call you back?" Tang Xiaotian walked to the table, poured two glasses of water, and answered naturally.
Shan Shan let out a disappointment: "I thought you missed me."
Tang Xiaotian shook his hands slightly, put down the kettle, and handed a glass of water to Shan Dan. He held the glass in his hand, and sat on the edge of the bed with half-closed eyes. After a while, he said: "Actually, last night, I really wanted to find You chat."
"Oh? What are you talking about? You can talk now." Shan Shan hurriedly dragged the only chair in the dormitory, sat opposite Tang Xiaotian, and looked at him with wide eyes.
Tang Xiaotian looked at the steaming water cup, and after a while he said calmly, "I went to Beijing for a business trip last week."
Shan Shan nodded and looked at him seriously.
"I went to find her." When Tang Xiaotian said this, his voice was very soft, very soft.
Shan Shan rolled his eyes, looked at him cautiously, and didn't dare to speak.
Tang Xiaotian shook his head, and said softly: "I want to see if she is doing well."
"Then what."
Tang Xiaotian closed his eyes and said: "Then I found that that man treated her very well, and she smiled happily. I always thought that the only person who could make her smile like that was me. But I, I was wrong. Six years ago, I lost this qualification, but I have never been willing to admit it."
Shan Shan looked at him worriedly: "Brother Xiaotian, are you sad?"
Tang Xiaotian smiled and shook his head. Although his smile was full of regret, it was no longer as painful as before: "I said before, I am not afraid that she will meet better people and see better scenery. As long as she is happy , I'm happy."
Shan Shan pursed his lips and said: "If you want to open it, that's fine. However, she can't just be happy. She will definitely feel uneasy when she sees you unhappy, and maybe it will become her current relationship. The hidden danger of love."
Tang Xiaotian said: "I know."
Shan Shan hurriedly got closer, smiled treacherously and said, "So, don't you think, you should quickly find a girlfriend and show her to her before she goes to the United States, so that she and her boyfriend can feel at ease. Come and break your thoughts, kill two birds with one stone, how nice it is."
Tang Xiaotian is such a smart person, he can clearly see the small calculations in Shan Shan's heart, and couldn't help but rub his hands: "The most important thing is to make you feel at ease, right?"
"What, what?" Shan Shan hurriedly said with a righteous look: "I can sacrifice a lot for your good, for your parents' good, okay? You think I am willing, I just want to see your parents are anxious The hair is all white, so I can barely cooperate with you."
Tang Xiaotian looked at her amusedly: "I think your hair is going gray soon?"
Shan Shan glared at him angrily: "I don't, I'm so young, I can afford to spend another ten or eight years with you. I'm afraid that you will be old by then, and I don't like it anymore. If you go back on your word, hug me Crying on my thigh, Dan Shan, don’t leave me! I slap me up, get out, I still want old cows to eat tender grass, dreaming!”
Tang Xiaotian turned his head and smiled, stood up and stomped his feet alone: "Don't just laugh, tell me, do you agree or not?"
Tang Xiaotian lowered his head, seemed to be thinking for a long time, just waiting quietly, she was ready for him to reject her again, while he was thinking about it, she was also sitting hard to build in her heart. After a while, Tang Xiaotian raised his head, nodded lightly, and said in a low and gentle voice, "Let me think about it."
He was stunned for a moment, as if all the villains mentally moving bricks and cutting the walls stopped working in an instant, he said... He thinks about it
He jumped up at once, pointed at Tang Xiaotian and said excitedly: "You are right, you have to think about it!"
Shan Shan danced happily happily, this was the first time Tang Xiaotian let loose and said that he had to think about it, he had to think about it, he was only one step away from agreeing to be with her.
Shan Shan couldn't help laughing happily, her pretty face was full of impatient joy.
Tang Xiaotian looked at the list and nodded again. I don't know why, at this moment, when he knew that he could still give a girl such a happy smile, his heart was also happy.
Maybe starting a new relationship isn't as difficult as he thought.
As long as you work harder and take a little more time, you can forget her. In this way, it's good for them, isn't it
"Then let's go on a date at the amusement park on the weekend, and then have hot pot together!" Shan Shan's cheerful voice interrupted his thoughts.
Tang Xiaotian blinked, and said a little strangely: "I said to think about it, why did you jump on the date all of a sudden?"
"Think about it, of course you have to start with dating first." Dan Dan nodded logically: "This way you will know if I am suitable for you, so you can think about it."
"Is that so?" Tang Xiaotian was a little confused. His emotional experience was simple and pitiful, and he didn't know which step he should go through when he was thinking about it.
Just nod vigorously.
"Okay then." Tang Xiaotian nodded and agreed, since he has decided to start over, he might as well be more generous.
"Yeah!" Shan Shan jumped up and screamed, "Dating~Dating~Dating!"
Shan Shan danced and danced around the room, Tang Xiaotian, who was tired for a week, rubbed his eyes and said, "Okay, I'm going to sleep, you should go back soon."
"Sleep?" Shan Shan immediately leaned over and said, "I'll accompany you."
Tang Xiaotian stretched out a finger, put Shan Shan's head on it, and pushed her away a little, his cheeks were slightly flushed and said: "Don't push yourself too far."
"Think about it, it all starts with sleeping together." Shan Shan said seriously.
"Really?" Tang Xiaotian asked uncertainly.
"Yes." Shan Dan's face remained unchanged, his face was sincere.
Tang Xiaotian withdrew his hand, and just wanted to pounce on the bed with a sinister smile, but his cheek was suddenly grabbed by his hands, and he gently pulled it out: "You, you have learned any bad habits from Shan Yi'an, and you can't even lie. Stop blinking."
"No way." Shan Shan muttered, refusing to admit it.
"Let's go." Tang Xiaotian glared at her: "Otherwise I will cancel the date."
"Okay." Shan Shan rubbed her face, straightened her waist, picked up her bag and walked out depressedly.
"Wait." Tang Xiaotian suddenly stopped her.
Shan Shan immediately turned his head, did he pay attention now? I saw Tang Xiaotian raised his hand and threw a key over: "Your key."
Shan Shan raised his hands to catch it, looked at the key in his hand, and instantly became happy again. This time, she didn't secretly find Team Hong to assign the key, but he gave it to her himself, which means that he acquiesced. She has the right to come and go to his dormitory at will, his most private place.
Shan Shan shook the key in his hand and said, "I will come here often."
Tang Xiaotian didn't speak, what did he say? Don't you come here often? She won't listen even if I tell you? His exhausted body couldn't hold it anymore, he fell on the bed, pulled the quilt over, and fell asleep.
(Four)
He didn't know, within half an hour, the girl who said she would come often tiptoed to open the door again, sneaked in quietly, with a wicked smile on her face, and said to herself: "I said I would Come here often."
Shan Shan walked to the bed without making a sound, looked at Tang Xiaotian's sleeping face, and felt indescribably happy. She sat on the bench she was sitting on just now, and looked at him with her head propped up, leaning forward more and more as she watched , the more you look at the body, the more he leans forward. He is so handsome. Even when he is asleep, he can give people a sense of heroism. His nose is very straight. Although his eyes are not big, they are piercing. When you were warm as the sun and clear as a spring, his lips...
Well, last time, I was almost able to kiss...
Just a little bit.
Shan Shan involuntarily leaned forward a little bit, a little bit, and a little bit, and when she woke up, her lips had already covered his warm lips, Shan Shan's heart was beating wildly, and quickly bounced away, looking at him with a flushed face. Tang Xiaotian felt relieved when he saw that he hadn't moved.
Actually just now... everything happened too suddenly, she just touched it, and her heart beat so fast that she almost passed out, and she didn't feel anything because of tinnitus and dizziness... So... so what... He didn't wake up anyway... Try again
Shan Shan leaned up again, gently, lightly, kissed his lips again, then straightened the bridge of his nose, and then returned to his lips, just when he touched and wanted to leave, suddenly, the back of his head was hit Pressing tightly with a big hand, the man whom she secretly kissed opened his eyes, Shan Shan seemed to be on fire, trying to escape, but was tightly trapped by him, he suddenly closed his eyes again, and opened his lips , bit her lips lightly like punishment, then put his tongue into her mouth, and slowly deepened the kiss, he forced his eyes to kiss her deeply in a way she never knew , Shan Shan was almost stupid, as if all the strength in her body had been emptied, she fell limply from the bench, half of her body fell on the bed, and pressed against him, he kissed, the other His big hand stretched out, wrapped around her waist, lifted her up from under the bed, threw her whole body on his body, and just like that, after kissing for a long time, he suddenly turned over excitedly and pressed her against him Next, he opened his eyes, and his eyes were full of a grown man's desire to be aroused to the extreme.
Shan Shan was a little scared, and shouted tremblingly: "Brother Xiaotian..."
"En?" Tang Xiaotian agreed softly, bent down, buried his head on her neck, and asked softly in her ear, "Don't want to?"
"No... I don't know..." Shan Shan stammered.
Seeing her nervous look, Tang Xiaotian rarely smiled badly and said: "You always tease me like this, I thought you had a lot of experience."
"No... no." Shan Shan turned her head and denied it with a blushing face. She didn't even have a boyfriend before, so how could she be experienced.
Tang Xiaotian said in a somewhat suppressed voice: "Don't do this next time, I'm not a monk, nor a eunuch, I can't help you always like this."
"No one asked you to control it." Shan Shan muttered in a low voice.
"Then I'm here."
"I wasn't ready."
"Bad girl, don't bother me anymore, I'm almost sleepy."
"Then go to sleep, I just want to see you more."
"Be well behaved." Tang Xiaotian finally gave a warning, turned over and rolled into the bed, sleeping with his back facing Shan Shan, Shan Shan turned his body sideways, and felt very happy looking at the back of Tang Xiaotian's head.
"Brother Xiaotian." Shan Shan asked, "Do you think I'm annoying?"
"At the beginning, I found it very annoying." Tang Xiaotian said softly, with his back turned to Shan Shan: "No matter how many times you are rejected, you always rush forward. Relatives at home and colleagues at work are all in the same family with you. It's like being besieged. Sometimes I wonder what to do before you give up on me."
"In those few years, I just wanted to wait for her to come back quietly. Even if the whole world told me that she had broken up with me, I still wanted to wait for her to come back." Tang Xiaotian sighed and said softly: "In those few years, I felt that everyone around me was like my enemy, all stopping me and preventing me from regaining my happiness."
"And the culprit is you."
When Tang Xiaotian said this, he was quiet for a long time, and then continued: "But half a year ago, she came back, and she let me know that as early as six years ago, she had decided not to love me, and she had really decided to follow another A man. At that time, I was very at a loss. I watched her walk towards happiness, but I couldn’t find the direction. I didn’t know where to go. I couldn’t love her anymore, I couldn’t miss her anymore, and I couldn’t even be fair See her. As you said, those thoughts will burden her, make her uneasy, make her feel guilty, and maybe destroy her happiness again. "
"But alone, I've loved her for so long, I've loved her since I can remember, but suddenly, I'm not even allowed to love her, or think about her, I'm really at a loss, I don't know what to do, I feel like my whole life is pitch black, I don't know where to go, I don't even have the strength to move."
Just listening to him say this, I couldn't help reaching out and hugging his generous back, sticking to him gently, as if giving him strength.
"Then, at this time, your troubles, your persistence, and your teasing have all become so powerful and precious, like a rope in the dark, binding me and pulling me towards you..." Tang Xiaotian Turning her back to her, she said softly: "Only, in this world, the only person who can save me from this despair is you..."
Tang Xiaotian turned over, hugged the girl beside him tightly, and begged for help in pain: "Please help me, let me forget her, let me stop loving her, let us all be happy."
Shan Shan hugged Tang Xiaotian vigorously and said, "Brother Xiaotian, I will work harder, and I will work even harder to make you fall in love with me."
(five)
The weekend is coming soon. The night before, Shan Shan had a long phone call with Tang Xiaotian, and agreed on a time and place. Shan Shan went to a beauty salon that night to have a full-body treatment and facial mask, hoping to appear white and tender in front of Tang Xiaotian tomorrow. .
On the day of the date, she got up early in the morning and tried on the clothes for more than an hour in the cloakroom of her home. On the ground and on the chaise longue, there were clothes and the packing bags that she just purchased yesterday to hold the clothes. It was the first weekend of December, and while trying on clothes, she was thinking that if she succeeded this time, she would be able to spend Christmas, New Year's Day, New Year's Day, and... Valentine's Day with him right away! She couldn't stop laughing at the thought of this.
But when she thought of what Tang Xiaotian said in the dormitory that day, she couldn't help but feel sad again. She never knew that his mind was so painful and entangled. A little bit is fine, if you can be a little more ruthless, you won't be hurt so deeply.
He is like a wounded child who has no ability to heal himself. He knows that he will never be able to heal himself in his life. So, he asked her for help, such a strong man, pitifully asked her for help, not for himself, but just to prevent the woman who abandoned him from embarrassing...
Did he even leave because he loved her
Shan Shan lowered her head and suppressed the little bit of discomfort in her heart, it doesn't matter, she will definitely save him, she has plenty of time! In the end, she chose a navy-style long-sleeved dress with light blue stripes and a white overcoat. The collar and sleeves of the coat were surrounded by a circle of luxurious white rabbit fur. Wearing thin leggings, put on a pair of knee-high boots, use the boots to grow long silk shoelaces, tie two bows on the calf, and tie the mid-length hair just past the shoulders into a high ball head, She put on some light makeup in front of the mirror, then carefully put on the pearl earrings given by Tang Xiaotian, then hung the ceramic little angel on the small leather bag, and walked around in front of the mirror happily.
"Perfect!" Shan Shan commented on herself very smugly. When she went to the garage to drive, she suddenly thought, ah ~ no, she can't drive today. If she drives, how will Tang Xiaotian send her back at night? Well, we should give people more chances!
"Shan Yi'an, Shan Yi'an." Shan Shan stood in the garden and called Shan Yi'an's name upstairs.
Shan Yi'an opened the window and looked down with a bored look, as if asking her what she was doing
Just shouted at him: "I want to go out, why don't you drive me?"
"Where's your car?" Shan Yi'an asked.
"It's broken!" Shan Shan lied without blinking his eyes, oops, is it true that he is really broken like Tang Xiaotian said
Shan Yi'an disappeared from the window for a while, and then appeared in front of the window again, throwing down a car key: "Take it."
Shan Shan caught the key and stamped his foot: "Oh! I dare not drive your car anymore! Give it to me!"
"It's really troublesome, wait." Shan Yi'an finished speaking, turned around and disappeared from the window, walked to the garden after a while, glanced at Shan Dan and said: "You are dressed so grandly today, where are you going?"
"Hey hey hey hey!" Shan Shan covered his mouth and snickered, "I won't tell you."
"If you don't tell me, how can I take you there." Shan Yi'an said jokingly, as he walked into the garage, drove his car out, just opened the passenger door and sat in: "Let's go, go to the playground .”
"Yes." Shan Shan nodded.
Shan Yi'an said contemptuously: "How old are you, and you still go on dates in that kind of place."
"It's up to you, I'm happy." Shan Shan retorted with his mouth puffed out.
Shan Yi'an looked ahead and drove, and didn't bother to argue with her. After passing a four-character intersection, he suddenly heard the girl beside him whisper, "Actually, I haven't been there once."
"What?" Shan Yian asked.
"Playground." Shan Shan looked out the car window and said softly, "I haven't been there once. When I was a child, my mother used to take me to play several times, but it was a pity that either something happened or I was sick. Later, when my mother was dying, The most regrettable thing is that she never took me to the playground, she said: Shan Shan, if you meet someone you like in the future, let him take you there."
Shan Shan turned her head, looked at Shan Yi'an, and smiled brightly: "Shan Yi'an, I can finally go to the playground today."
"Cut." Shan Yi'an's expression was still disdainful, but the speed of the car unconsciously increased a little.
Soon, the car stopped opposite the playground, just looking at the man wearing a khaki windbreaker with his hands in his pockets at the entrance of the playground, who looked so jade-like and lingfeng casually, he couldn't help but quickly jumped out of the car , happily ran towards him.
Shan Yi'an sat in the car, watching her standing in front of the man with a smile on her face, raising her head, looking at him with fascinated eyes, the man also smiled at her, the smile on Shan Shan's face It was brilliant, as if he had obtained permission, he dragged that person and happily squeezed into the playground.
Shan Yi'an smiled, watched her go in, sat in the car and said softly: "Have fun, little girl."
(six)
The weather in December is a little bit cold, but it can't extinguish the enthusiasm of people who come to the amusement park. Some parents take their children and walk happily with balloons. Screams, just dragged Tang Xiaotian, ran around, looked at the roller coaster, looked at the bolide, looked at the pirate ship, and looked at the jumping machine, she saw this kind of high-altitude, swinging back and forth, spinning I'm so excited about the project that turned somersaults!
"Which one should I sit on first? Which one should I sit on first?" She was so happy that she couldn't choose anymore!
Tang Xiaotian looked at the child who was so angry, and said with a smile: "It's still early, we can follow the route and sit through every item."
"That's right! Follow the route!" Shan Shan clapped his hands and said cheerfully as if he had been rescued: "Then let's take the roller coaster first!"
After finishing speaking, he pulled Tang Xiaotian and went to line up. All day long, he was only looking for exciting things to play. As he watched, his eyes drifted around again, looking for the next target, and then he went up excitedly, and then came down weakly, and so on.
But the whole day, the smile on her face never broke, even if she was screaming to death! It's terrible! When I was crying, I was also crying in fright and laughing at the same time.
This kind of her made Tang Xiaotian, who didn't think it was fun or scary, feel interesting. When she screamed, he would occasionally yell along with her. After yelling, he suddenly felt very comfortable in his heart. And no matter how loud you roar, no one will think you are strange.
Emotions such as excitement, excitement, tension, and joy, like the most easily contagious virus here, were quickly transmitted to Tang Xiaotian.
Shan Shan had been playing exciting games all day long, and it wasn't until evening that she chose a gentler game to adjust the hearts of the two of them who were already overwhelmed. In the small room of the Ferris wheel, Shan Shan leaned on the window Looking around, he had a panoramic view of the entire playground: "Brother Xiaotian, look, we haven't played that one yet, it seems to be quite fun, let's go sit on that one first when we get down later!"
Tang Xiaotian sat across from him. Before he could answer, he just looked at his watch and said regretfully, "But it seems that time is too late."
Tang Xiaotian didn't think much about it, so he made an excuse and said, "Just come back next time."
Hearing this alone, he pursed his lips, turned around, stared at him without speaking, just smiled: "Hey."
Tang Xiaotian felt uncomfortable seeing her, so he frowned and asked, "What are you laughing at?"
Shan Shan shook his head vigorously: "It's nothing, it's nothing, you're right, save two items and come back to play next time."
After finishing speaking, he sat down happily, and within two seconds, he couldn't sit still and ran to Tang Xiaotian's side to sit down. Tang Xiaotian said, "Why are you here? Sit on the opposite side, don't be crooked."
"It won't be crooked. You see, there are two people sitting on one side." Shan Shan didn't go away, crossed his legs, pursed his mouth, and leaned a little closer to him happily.
The winter sun set early, it was less than five o'clock, and the sky was full of red clouds. Tang Xiaotian turned his head slightly and looked out of the window. His handsome features were more angular when viewed from the side. It was dyed a dazzling orange red, which made his usually healthy wheat complexion become fair and transparent under the golden light. When he turned his head to look at her, those eyes were so beautiful that they almost sucked her in.
Shan Shan didn't know where the courage came from, she suddenly closed her eyes and leaned forward, kissed him quickly on the cheek, and then quickly retracted, she sat beside him with her hands and feet stiff, her face flushed, Her heart was pounding, she bit her lip shallowly, and secretly glanced at Tang Xiaotian.
He turned his head away without looking in her direction, so that she couldn't peek into his current mood.
Just a little scared, does his cold and rigid action mean that he is angry? Clutching the hem of the coat tightly with both hands, Shan Shan said nervously, "I... I, I didn't mean it, so don't be angry."
Tang Xiaotian didn't speak, just bit his lip, and apologized softly: "Don't dare next time."
Tang Xiaotian turned his head and glanced at her. She looked like a little girl who had done something wrong and was waiting for an adult to scold her. Tang Xiaotian sighed softly and said, "I'm not angry. I just haven't considered it yet. No know how to respond to you."
Hearing this, Shan Shan suddenly raised her head and looked at Tang Xiaotian. Just as she was about to say something, the Ferris wheel had arrived. The staff outside opened the small iron gate, and she was sitting alone outside. She suddenly stood up and jumped first. He went down, and then pulled the iron gate outside to lock Tang Xiaotian inside.
Tang Xiaotian looked at her behavior strangely, but stood alone on the platform of the Ferris wheel, looked up at him with a smile, and slowly rose, Tang Xiaotian sat on the Ferris wheel again by himself, and when he reached the highest altitude, All the neon lights in the city suddenly turned on, dotted with stars, as beautiful as the stars in the sky. He didn't feel bored looking at such a scenery and occasionally looking at the people below.
When he was turning to the platform, the staff opened the door again, and he jumped out, only to be standing a few steps away waiting for him, Tang Xiaotian walked over and asked, "What are you doing?"
Shan Shan raised his head, looked at him, and said firmly: "Tang Xiaotian, I don't care how long you want to lock yourself in the Ferris wheel, no matter how obsessed you are with the scenery above, no matter how many laps you want to sit on, as long as one day you are willing Come out, the first person you see must be me.
"So it's okay, you think slowly, think slowly, walk down slowly, I will wait for you where you can see, no matter how long, I will wait for you here." When Shan Shan said these words, he was very serious .
She was so serious that people couldn't help but believe, and couldn't help but be moved, she really took her words seriously, she was really trying to save him, and gave him the most gentle protection, with those small shoulders and the hottest feelings , guarding a person like him who has, already died.
Tang Xiaotian couldn't help walking forward, one step, two steps, three steps, he stretched out his hand, suddenly wanted to hug her, wanted to surrender, wanted to forget it.
So be it, if you can't get the girl you love the most, then let the girl who loves him the most get him.
Just like this, let this girl who is as affectionate as Xia Mu, as stupid as Yawang, and as straightforward as herself, get her favorite person.
Actually, that's pretty good, isn't it
Xia Mu doesn't need to worry, he took Yawang back by himself.
Yawang no longer needs to feel guilty, she left herself.
Shan Shan no longer has to pursue hard, a man who doesn't love her anymore.
And your own mood is actually not that important.
Tang Xiaotian stood only one step away from Shan Dan, and slowly stretched out his hand, his brows were slightly furrowed, his expression was a little dignified, he seemed to be making a big, big decision, he seemed to be making the most painful and important choice in his life.
Shan Shan seemed to feel his mood, looking at him expectantly, standing quietly in front of him, she really wanted to rush over, the end of this was obviously very short, but it seemed such a long wait. But she can't, she knows, she has to wait for him to choose, Tang Xiaotian is a man with a strong sense of responsibility, when he makes up his mind to do something, it means that he will be responsible for that thing, that person to the end ,forever and ever.
Tang Xiaotian took a deep breath and was about to say something, but the phone rang inappropriately at this moment...
The ringtone interrupted Tang Xiaotian's actions in an instant. He turned his face away, took out his mobile phone from the inner pocket of the windbreaker, walked to the side to answer the phone.
Shan Shan kept staring at Tang Xiaotian, wishing that he could quickly end the call and continue the topic with her.
But Tang Xiaotian's expression became more and more strange, from the usual expression to wide-eyed eyes, to shortness of breath, to red eyes, and even slowly bent his straight back, he Suddenly he covered his mouth with one hand, took a few steps back, and took a few deep breaths in disbelief.
The face that was full of smiles in the morning was actually covered with haze at this moment, and those clear eyes were full of despair and deep pain!
"What's wrong?" Shan Shan couldn't help but stepped forward and asked worriedly.
Tang Xiaotian looked up at her, and whispered helplessly, "Xia Mu is dead."
"Who?" Shan Shan didn't hear clearly.
"Natsuki..."
Ah, Xia Mu, is it the person Shu Yawang has been waiting for for many years, the one who made Tang Xiaotian reluctantly give up his favorite
Shan Dan's heart also became cold with this news. If that person named Shu Yawang lost his happiness, what would Tang Xiaotian do, what would he do