Tang Xiaotian, are you ready? Such crazy hatred will drag you to hell together, and you will never be able to live in heaven and see her you love the most.
(one)
When Shan Shan went home and told Shan Yi'an that she was getting married, Shan Yiran was also taken aback. The person who was crying to death last night and felt that he couldn't get married told him that she was going to get married today.
"You won't just drag a beggar from the street back to get married?" Shan Yi'an asked.
Shan Shan shook his head vigorously: "No, it's Tang Xiaotian. I want to marry him."
"Ha." Shan Yi'an sneered: "This man is really fickle."
"It's not fickle, it's me." Shan Shan said while clutching his chest, "I touched him with my heart!"
"Really?" Shan Yi'an asked suspiciously: "Are you sure he didn't get distracted for a while? He married you because he gave up on himself?"
"Shan Yi'an, you are enough." Shan Shan glared at him and said, "Don't always act like no one wants me. If I hadn't kept my eyes on Tang Xiaotian, I don't know how many people want to marry me."
"Ah." Shan Yi'an nodded perfunctorily, obviously in disbelief.
Shan Shan curled his lips and said capriciously, "I don't care, I want to get married anyway, so you need to prepare more dowry for me."
"How can you ask for a dowry from your natal family?" Shan still couldn't help but despise her.
"I don't care, I want it. If I don't have one, I will come back and get it." After Shan Shan finished speaking, she happily went upstairs. She couldn't wait to go online, browse the web, and look around for the wedding dress.
Wedding dress, this is simply the dress that every girl in the world wants to wear most in this life!
Shan Shan browsed from one webpage to another with piercing eyes, and took a look at the groom's clothes and the best man's clothes by the way, and even the little flower girl's clothes had been selected.
Ah, by the way, I should go to the bridal shop on the street to have a look, there are specially customized styles. Hehehe, just thinking about it makes me happy.
The next day, Shan Shan and Mama Tang went to the streets, shopping here and there, buying this and that, from clothes to shoes, from diamond jewelry to jade bracelets, Mama Tang almost spared no expense, as long as her daughter-in-law liked it. Yes, I bought them all, as if I had to spend all the money that the old Tang family had saved all his life today to be happy!
When Tang Xiaotian came to pick up their mother-in-law and daughter-in-law from get off work, the two were drinking coffee while waiting for him in the coffee shop. When they saw him coming, they pointed to the things on the table and told him to move them to the car. Tang Xiaotian shook his head and thought , The shopping ability of women is really terrible.
On the way back, Shan Shan and Tang's mother showed him today's results from time to time, the cute newcomer doll, beautiful diamond necklace and earrings, and Shan Shan stuffed a piece of wedding candy in his mouth, asking him if it was sweet.
Tang Xiaotian nodded and said with a smile, "Sweet."
At this moment, he really had a feeling that he was about to get married, and he was about to marry the woman beside him who still smiled like a child.
Back at the Tang family, Father Tang was writing a wedding invitation with a pen in his hand, Shan Shan happily walked over, glanced at the names of himself and Tang Xiaotian on the wedding invitation, and flattered happily: "Uncle, your handwriting is so beautiful .”
Tang's father looked happy and proud: "That's natural. You young people only know how to use computers, and you can't write a few beautiful words."
Tang Xiaotian walked over and picked up a fiery red wedding invitation, on which was written in black ink: Groom: Tang Xiaotian, Groom: Shan Shan.
That handwriting was written in a flying style, very similar to Shu Yawang's handwriting. He remembered that Yawang's calligraphy was taught by his father. When he was a child, his father always praised her for her handwriting, and scolded himself for being stupid. Beautifully written.
He has been scolded a lot, and he is not angry. He always thinks that Yawang's handwriting should be good-looking, and let her help him write any important words in the future. Then he went to school, and every year when the books were distributed, he always threw his textbooks to her and asked her to help write his name.
At that time, she put her book on the left and his book on the right.
While writing Tang Xiaotian over and over again, Tang Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian...
On one side, Shu Yawang, Shu Yawang, Shu Yawang was written over and over again...
At that time, he was so firmly convinced that in this life, from birth to death, the other side of his name would definitely be her name.
His heart ached for a while, and the red wedding invitation in front of him instantly became a bit glaring. He put it down hastily, and turned his head to look at Dan Dan, who was still beaming, and his father who was writing the wedding invitation for him with a smile on his face and wearing reading glasses.
He tried his best to suppress the strange pain in his heart, at this moment, Shan Shan turned his head to look at him with a happy smile, Tang Xiaotian also raised his lips, and returned her a smile forcefully.
Look, how happy she is, how beautiful she is when she smiles, he likes to see her smile so brightly that even the haze and hesitation in his heart can be swept away.
Tang's mother finished the meal and shouted to them happily: "Okay, clear the table and eat."
"Okay." Shan Shan replied cheerfully, helping Tang's father and son to put away all the wedding invitations on the table, and then went to the kitchen to help serve the dishes, and the dinner was enjoyable.
Tang's mother kept bringing the best dishes to Shan Shan, and Shan Shan looked at the taller and taller bowls and said, "That's enough, that's enough, I'm not a guest, so I won't be polite."
"Of course I know, you will be our own family soon." Tang's mother smiled happily. She really hasn't been this happy in a long time. Looking at her son and daughter-in-law, she can finally let go of the long, long time hanging. Heart.
These years, she has been dreaming every night, dreaming that after she died, Xiaotian lived alone, and when she was old, there was no one to die for him. Whenever she woke up from the dream, she would wipe her tears.
Well now, he finally figured it out.
In fact, what is love or not? Marriage means two people leaning on each other, you love me, I love you, and live a good life.
These two children have good personalities, and she doesn't worry about being together at all.
In the days that followed, Dan Dan really felt that she was the happiest person in the world. She and Tang Xiaotian went hand in hand to the wedding company to consult the wedding process, went to the bridal shop to choose a wedding dress, and went to his work place to give him things. In the name of his fiancée, he received the blessings of the entire criminal police team.
In the name of his fiancée, he received the blessings of the entire criminal police team.
It seems that their wedding is something that everyone is happy to see, and Shan Shan is filled with happiness every day in the world. When she opens her eyes every day, she will feel that the air in this world is fragrant, the water is sweet, and people are sweet. Lovely, everything is so beautiful, it's like dreaming.
She even chose a place for her honeymoon, to Greece, the Aegean Sea, that place like a fairy tale, she wanted to go with him once.
And he, without any objection, nodded and agreed with a slight smile.
(two)
One day, Shan Shan went to pick up Tang Xiaotian from work, and the two of them were about to go out for dinner. Sitting alone in the car, Shan Shan suddenly thought of something, looked at Tang Xiaotian sadly and said, "I suddenly remembered that you haven't proposed to me yet. Woolen cloth
"Didn't I ask? Didn't I ask that day?" Tang Xiaotian asked uncertainly. Recently, this matter has developed so fast that he can't even remember how it got to this point.
"No, you didn't ask." Shan Dan remembers clearly that the marriage was proposed by Tang's father, and then the whole family agreed unanimously: "Your father asked for it that day. Do I want to marry your father?"
Hearing what she said, Tang Xiaotian couldn't help reaching out and tapping her forehead: "You girl, my mother treats you so well, and you actually want to snatch her husband."
"Bah, bah, bah! I don't want her husband." Shan Shan bawled a few times, leaned closer to the driver's seat, raised his head, leaned his lips against his ear, smiled like a flower, and said affectionately: " I want her son."
Her breathing hit Tang Xiaotian's ears and the side of his face, making him itchy. With such passionate eyes, Tang Xiaotian's heart was burned warmly, and he couldn't help laughing. He thought for a while and asked: "Then what kind of marriage proposal do you want?"
"En." Shan Shan thought for a while and said, "Actually, don't be too romantic, just buy me a diamond ring, then kneel down on one knee, and say seriously: Marry me, that's all."
"Do you still want to kneel?" Tang Xiaotian shook his head quickly: "No, no, no, man has gold under his knees, so he can't kneel."
Shan Shan always has no bottom line and principles for him, once he heard that he disagreed, he immediately gave in: "Well, there must be a diamond ring, this can't be less."
Tang Xiaotian smiled and didn't answer, just took his hand and shook it: "Are you okay?"
"Okay." Tang Xiaotian nodded with a smile on his face and agreed, "I'll buy it for you after dinner."
"Okay! You said it!" If it wasn't for sitting in the car, Shan Shan would have jumped up excitedly, but now she can only hold his arm tightly, her beautiful eyes are shining, and she can't help it Confirmed again: "I will buy it for me later, if you don't buy it, you will be a puppy."
"I will definitely buy it." Tang Xiaotian held the steering wheel with one hand, and rubbed his soft and silky long hair with the other. His firm heart seemed to be sweet and soft by her soaking in honey water.
Perhaps, at this moment, he finally believes that happiness can be chosen.
The two ate hot pot sweetly in the city, and only holding Tang Xiaotian's hand, they entered a jewelry store, and the shopping guide lady at the counter immediately greeted them, seeing their beaming faces, they also knew what to buy, and quickly recommended it Several beautiful diamond rings, just looked at Tang Xiaotian and asked: "Which one do you think looks better?"
Tang Xiaotian looked at her with a smile: "I brought it for you, as long as you like it."
Just a beautiful finger, under the light, from this ring to that ring, tried almost all the rings in the store, but still didn't know which one to buy, Tang Xiaotian was not in a hurry, waiting for her quietly and gently, from time to time I just want to express my opinion. I just feel that this is the first ring Tang Xiaotian gave her, and she will wear it for the rest of her life. She must choose a very, very beautiful, and very, very favorite ring, but she can't choose it anyway. I always feel that each one is a little bit worse.
At this moment, Tang Xiaotian suddenly pointed to a ring in the display cabinet in the center of the store, and asked the shopping guide lady to take it out. The ring was very small, with shiny rose gold edges on both sides, and the middle ring was a ring. Heart-shaped, with a small five-cent diamond in the middle, surrounded by more than a dozen small diamonds, this diamond ring was passed from the hand of the shopping guide lady to Tang Xiaotian's hand, just staring blankly, I don't know why, the ring seemed to emit the brightest and most dazzling light in an instant, and it caught her eyes tightly. Tang Xiaotian took her hand, and then slowly put the ring on her middle finger On the table, said with a gentle smile: "Just this one."
Just looking at the ring on her finger, she thought it was so beautiful that she was about to cry, she quickly covered her mouth, looked at Tang Xiaoang and nodded vigorously.
Tang Xiaotian stroked her hair, swiped his card and paid.
That day, Dan Dan, who was so happy to the extreme, forgot that Tang Xiaotian only gave her a diamond ring, but he still didn't say to her: "Marry me."
Just think about it, maybe forget it.
Just thinking about it, anyway, even if he didn't say it, he probably thought so in his heart.
Just thinking about it, he is not a romantic person, and it's okay if he can't say such things.
Just thinking about it, anyway... at this moment, she is happy to be pregnant, even if he doesn't tell her, she is still happy, and she wants to marry!
When I got home, I stretched out my hand in front of Shan Yi'an, and vigorously waved the diamond ring on his hand. Shan Yi'an looked at him with disdain and said, "What is it?"
"A diamond ring for engagement." Shan Shan said with wide-eyed eyes.
"Diamond ring?" Shan Yi'an took Shan Shan's hand, looked around and said, "Is this also called a diamond ring? What about a diamond? Hehe."
That "hehe" was a very cold and noble smile, and he was so angry that he slapped him twice: "Hmph, why is it not called a diamond ring? What should I do if I am robbed with such a big diamond on my hand? How safe."
"Oh, no wonder you haven't brought any of the jewelry I bought for you. The feeling is that you are afraid of being robbed." Shan Yi'an often goes abroad on business trips, and every time he comes back, he will bring something to Shan Shan. Luxurious people bring back either precious jewelry or diamonds the size of pigeon eggs, so every time Tang Xiaotian sent mere things, he would be very dismissive. I always feel that it was picked up by the side of the road, and I gave it to Dan Dan casually, and I am a silly sister and still take it with me every day like a baby.
Shan Yi'an suddenly put down the tablet in his hand, looked at the happy girl in front of him and asked, "Shan Shan, do you really want to marry him?"
Shan Shan withdrew his hand, tilted his head and asked, "Can't you?"
"It's not impossible, it's just..." Shan Yian frowned and said, "You should find someone who treats you better."
Shan Shan laughed, jumped onto the sofa with a "plop", hugged Shan Yi'an's arm, leaned on his shoulder, and said with longing eyes: "Brother, he will treat me well."
Shan Yi'an didn't say anything, since she had made up her mind, she had nothing to object to, as long as she was happy.
With the matter of getting married on the agenda, Tang's mother is in full swing. Before Tang Xiaotian graduated from college, Tang's mother prepared a three-bedroom and two-living wedding room for him, but later I heard that he lived in a villa since he was a child. When they grew up, a cloakroom was bigger than the room in their house. Mother Tang was afraid that she would not get used to living in a small house in the future, so she sold the three-bedroom and two-living house and bought a five-bedroom house for more money. A duplex building with two halls, so there is only a cloakroom.
The relatives of the Tang family said that Mama Tang loved her future daughter-in-law to the point of pain. Madam Tang said cheerfully, "I'm happy, I just want to be loved. No girl is as good as mine."
After Tang's mother took the keys to the new house, she called Shan Shan and Tang Xiaotian, told them to go home, then handed the keys to Shan Shan, and asked them to go to the new house and think about how to decorate it. From now on, it will be a home.
When Tang's mother said the last sentence, her face was full of relief. Her son finally had a home of his own and someone who loved him.
In the future, there will be a lovely baby. Holding them is like hugging the warm sunshine, and you will definitely feel happy.
(three)
After lunch, Tang's mother urged them to see the new house. The new house is in the next neighborhood, and it takes less than ten minutes to walk. The two naturally walked, and when they went downstairs, Tang Xiaotian's hand naturally held Shan Shan's, and Shan Shan held his hand tightly, shaking it back and forth happily, like a primary school student.
Tang Xiaotian let her toss him with a good temper. The two occasionally chatted about something, which always made Shan Shan laugh. When the neighbors passing by saw them, they all gave Tang Xiaotian a congratulatory smile. Just like Dan Dan in his early 20s, he winked at Tang Xiaotian enviously, and leaned into his ear and said, "Not bad, Xiaotian, to marry such a juicy little daughter-in-law, hey, you look so big and so rough, don't put it on me at night." People are crushed."
"Go ahead, what nonsense are you talking about?" Tang Xiaotian was thin-skinned when he was young, and he hasn't changed this problem since he grew up so old. He couldn't help but blush when he was teased by a familiar friend like this.
Shan Shan was so close, she could hear what the man said clearly, and looked at the shy Tang Xiaotian amusedly, she couldn't help but feel happy in her heart, and couldn't hold back the smile on her face.
Tang Xiaotian chatted with his friend for a few words, pulled Shan Shan and continued to walk forward, Shan Shan pursed his lips vigorously, looked at Tang Xiaotian and smiled, seeing her ambiguous and strange smile, Tang Xiaotian couldn't help asking her: "Why?"
Shan Shan bumped him with his body, and asked shyly, "Hey, are you still like that?"
"What is that?" Tang Xiaotian asked.
Just raising his eyebrows and smiling ambiguously, Tang Xiaotian blushed: "What are you thinking about?"
"I miss you." Dan Shan is always so bold and direct. Don't forget that she grew up in the United States and is much more open than Tang Xiaotian, a Chinese man. She couldn't help wrapping her around, sticking her soft body to Tang Xiaotian's arm The voice said seductively: "How about I go to your dormitory to find you at night?"
The blush on Tang Xiaotian's face did not fade, and he whispered: "I am on duty tonight."
"Then tomorrow night." Shan Shan continued to attack.
Tang Xiaotian glanced at her, then quickly turned his head away. After a while, he said softly, "En." in a suppressed voice.
Although the voice was very soft, Shan Shan heard it. She was very happy, but she kept a straight face, pretending that she didn't hear it, withdrew her body, let go of her hands, turned her head and walked away angrily in a dress: "If you don't want to, forget it." .”
Tang Xiaotian pulled her back, held her hand tightly with one hand, held her tightly in his arms with the other, bowed his head, just like that, suddenly kissed her without warning.
This kiss was really too sudden, she wasn't prepared at all, and she didn't expect it at all, it just came so suddenly, oh no, she had dreamed of such a kiss many times in her dreams, and every time it made her distraught Lost, heart beating wildly, every time she lingers in the dream for a long time and does not want to wake up, because when she wakes up, she will forget, she will forget the feeling of being kissed by him!
But today, she really, really felt it, his powerful arms were tightly wrapped around her waist, her hand was placed on his hard chest, and she felt his heart beating violently in her hands It was beating, his lips were soft and sweet, like the cotton candy he ate when he was a child, his breathing became short of breath, his body became hot, and his arms around her became more and more forceful, It made her feel a little pain, but she liked it so much, liked the hot breath blowing on her cheeks, liked the fierce and sudden kiss, which made her heart dance wildly, and she closed her eyes. He took a deep breath with his upper eyes, and all he could smell was the green pine tree smell on his body.
The kiss gradually softened from the fierce probing and teasing at the beginning, the lips were hissing like a reluctant lover, it took a long time before he raised his head, he held tightly Staring at her, his eyes became a little hazy, not as clear as usual, his expression was full of desire, and there was even a hint of blush on his cheeks, his handsome and tough face, at this moment, looked so good-looking.
It looks like it's shining, and it's so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.
"Come find me tomorrow night." Just hearing him say this in her ear, she blushed and nodded foolishly. She no longer had the domineering feeling when she first teased him. Only at this moment did she know that, Men are natural flirting experts, women are just lambs to be sent to the tiger's mouth.
Tang Xiaotian looked at her bright red cheeks, couldn't help laughing, and kissed her softly again: "Let's go."
After finishing speaking, he turned around, held her hand, and wanted to continue walking, but a figure in front of him made him freeze!
The person was only a few steps away from them, dragging a big suitcase, looking dusty, as if she had just come back from somewhere, she was still thin, Wenxiu's clean cheeks seemed to be the same as when she left, thick as seaweed The long hair was permed into big waves, and it was scattered behind her, making her look more charming.
Her expression was a little embarrassed, she didn't expect to see them, let alone such an intimate scene, she habitually put her hands in her pockets, raised a smile, and greeted softly: "Little Tian, it's been a long time not see."
It was just this sound that awakened Tang Xiaotian who was immersed in shock. Since he turned around, his eyes never left her. He looked at her greedily as if he wanted to suck her in. He took a step forward, and suddenly He found that he was still holding Dan Shan in his hand, and for some reason, like a man who was found to be having an affair with his girlfriend behind his back, he threw Shan Shan's hand away in a panic...
Shan Shan stared wide-eyed, looking at her hand that was thrown away in the air. At this moment, she felt as if she was being pulled into the air, and then suddenly dropped down. Endless falling and fear, and then a plop, the whole Her body was smashed to pieces, and she could even clearly hear the sound of her bones and heart shattering. She couldn't breathe for a moment due to the pain.
Just like a drowning person, with red eyes, staring at Tang Xiaotian closely, as if he was using his last bit of strength, shouting his name hoarsely in his heart! I am desperately begging him, please, turn around, look back at me, just one look, just one look, I will forgive you, forgive you for tearing my heart into pieces and throwing it into the wind again.
Really, Tang Xiaotian, I have no bottom line for you, no self-esteem, nothing left. I just want you to turn around and remember to take a look at me when she is there, just one look! Can't do this
Shan Shan was already in despair, she stared at Tang Xiaotian's back tremblingly, bit her lips that he kissed just now, held her breath tightly, not letting herself cry out, she didn't want to disturb him, she wanted to He turned around himself. As long as he looks at her apologetically, as long as he says sorry.
Well, he doesn't like apologizing, so he doesn't even have to say sorry.
Just turn back, just turn back...
But it was a sad discovery that this little request was a huge extravagant wish. From the moment Shu Yawang appeared, in his eyes, in his world, she had already evaporated in an instant.
who alone
Does alone still exist
At this moment, in this compound, on this road, under this plane tree, there are only him and her...
Even Shu Yawang, who was standing opposite them, could see the sadness alone, and saw her grief-stricken eyes, she dragged the box forward very apologetically: "I'm home, my parents are still at home Wait for me."
"I'll take you back." Tang Xiaotian hurriedly stepped forward.
"No need." Shu Yawang hastily refused.
"How did you take such a big box upstairs." Tang Xiaotian said stubbornly.
"No need, my father will pick me up downstairs." Shu Yawang still refused.
"Your father is not in good health..." Tang Xiaotian stubbornly stepped forward and dragged the box.
"Tang Xiaotian!" Shu Yawang hurriedly stopped him, winked at him, and asked him to take a look at the girl behind him.
At this moment, Tang Xiaotian seemed to think of something, turned around suddenly, and saw Shan Shan standing behind him, looking at him with a sad face, his beautiful eyes were full of despair and grievance...
Tang Xiaotian slowly let go of Shu Yawang's suitcase, and the suitcase fell on the ground with a dull sound. He just lowered his head and walked past him without saying a word, just left.
Shu Yawang pushed Tang Xiaotian: "Chasing."
Tang Xiaotian lowered his shoulders decadently, shook his head slowly, and said softly, "It's hopeless."
Yes, there is no hope, even he himself knows that there is no hope for a man like him...
It's really hopeless, obviously last moment I was still thinking about being happy, being happy, being with her, and living a good life.
But the moment he saw Shu Yawang, the happiness he had worked so hard to build up in the past few months was instantly wiped out. He hated himself for being like this.
I really hate myself for being like this.
Hate for hurting yourself alone and everyone in this way.
(Four)
Shan Shan walked stiffly like this, walked out of the military compound, and sat at the gate of the community not far away. When she turned her head and looked at the name of the community, she seemed to feel very familiar. Ah, by the way, in Longjing District, Tang Ma spent a huge sum of money to buy them a new house, but now she doesn't even have the energy to take a look.
Just hugging her arms tightly, she suddenly felt very cold, really cold, when was it, it was already winter, her birthday was just after her birthday, how could it be so cold so soon? Ah, no, he was so happy, so happy that he forgot the date, the day of the week, what season it was, and even forgot that he had someone he loved so deeply.
Shan Shan trembled, and slowly took out the phone from her pocket. Until now, she still couldn't calm down. Her fingers seemed to be disobedient, and she slid on the phone several times before entering the correct gesture password, and then found Tang Xiaotian's number slowly entered four words: I am not married anymore.
She looked at the four words, deleted them, typed them again, deleted them, typed them again, finally gritted her gums, and pressed the send button tremblingly.
When the button was pressed, Shan Dan felt as if all her strength had been drained, and her whole body softened. She held the phone tightly and bit her fingers. She didn't know what kind of answer she wanted. She only knew that when she After sending this message, she regretted it.
After a while, the text message rang. She just stared at the screen of the phone and dared not open it for a long time. She took a deep breath and finally mustered up the courage to open the text message. Tang Xiaotian only replied: OK.
Okay, those two simple words made Shan Shan feel as cold as ice and snow!
She stared blankly at these two words for more than ten minutes. During these ten minutes, she didn't shed a single tear, she suddenly realized.
At this second, at this very second, she began to hate someone from the bottom of her heart. It turns out that it really only takes one second to go from extreme love and irreplaceable to sincere hatred.
It turned out that the love she had insisted on for so many years turned into hatred in just a second!
Yes! She hates it! She hates his heartlessness! His capriciousness! His bad faith! He actually replied with two words! Even if you ask, why, even if you say one, think again! Even if there is only a little bit of intention to stay, that's fine! But he only replied two words!
So straightforward and decisive! So calm and cruel!
Tang Xiaotian, why are you so cruel to me, is it just because I love you deeply? Yes, I am stupid, I am stupid, I am cheap! I always come to my door to be hurt by you, but you also said that you want to marry me, you also gave me a ring, and you also longed to hug me.
Why, why did she just come back and appear for a while, shattering all my ten years of hard work, and turning my ten years of youth into as thin as a piece of paper
Is she too strong, or am I too small
Are you too heartless, or am I too serious
Yes, I always take it too seriously, love seriously, hate seriously. Tang Xiaotian, are you ready? Such crazy hatred will drag you to hell together, and you will never be able to live in heaven and see her you love the most.
When Shan Yian came home from work, he opened the door and raised his eyebrows in astonishment, but all the glass was broken, and all the things on the table were thrown on the ground, and the pillows on the sofa were also thrown all over the place. The financial newspapers he put on the dining table were torn into pieces and scattered on the ground, and the room was in chaos as if it had been blown by a tornado.
The auntie of the housemaid came out with an expression of being frightened, pointed to the upstairs and stammered, "Yes... yes..."
Shan Yi'an waved his hand, indicating that she already knew who made it. With long legs, he stepped over pieces of furniture corpses and went upstairs. The condition of the second floor was also very bad. The returned antique vase was broken on the ground, the freshly cut roses were scattered all over the floor in the morning, and several famous paintings hanging on the wall were also lifted off and thrown on the ground like garbage.
Shan Yi'an shook his head, helped up several paintings with some distress, and hung them up one by one. He patted the dust on his hands before continuing to move forward. He walked to the door of Shan Shan's room and pushed the door without knocking. After walking in, the room was also in a mess, plush toys and books all over the floor, the culprit curled up in the center of the storm, she leaned against the edge of the bed, sat silently on the floor, hugged her legs tightly, Her face was buried in her knees, and her silky long hair fell down, covering her entire face.
Shan Yi'an walked over, kicked away the rubbish around her, and sat on the floor leaning on the bed like her, took her into his arms with one hand, rubbed her hair with his slender fingers, and asked softly: "Tang Xiaotian again?" Bullied you?"
"No." Shan Shan lowered his head and said forcefully.
"Did you destroy the house?" Shan Yi'an narrowed his eyes slightly, and asked with a hint of cold anger: "Has he regretted the marriage?"
"No." Shan Shan paused for a moment, and then said in a very cold voice: "I regret the marriage."
"Are you going to regret the marriage?" Shan Yi'an frowned, completely disbelieving that this person who loves Tang Xiaotian to the point of madness would take the initiative to regret the marriage: "Why? Why did you regret the marriage? Is it because Shu Yawang came back?"
Hearing this name alone, like a dying person having undergone electric shock surgery, he opened Shan Yi'an's hand suddenly, stood up, stared at him with red eyes full of hatred and jealousy , stomping his feet and screaming frantically: "Don't tell me Shu Yawang! The three words Shu Yawang don't say combined, but if they are separated for me to see, I can't wait to dig it out, chew it, and spit it out. Step in the mud!"
Shan Yi'an was taken aback by her sudden madness, he frowned tightly, there was no need to ask any more questions, her behavior explained everything, she must have been heartbroken now, to show such hatred eyes.
Just like when she met him for the first time, her eyes were full of disgust and anger, and the extreme hatred made her pretend to be so fierce, but no matter how she pretended, the sadness and grievances, fear and fragility all over her body could not be hidden. I can't help it, like a person standing on the edge of a cliff, if you push her a little, she will fall, her body will be smashed to pieces, vulnerable to a single blow.
Now she is so fragile that people can't help but want to hug her and tell her not to be afraid.
Shan Yi'an thought like this, and did the same. He stood up, pulled Shan Shan into his arms, hugged her tightly, and used his generous embrace to warm her bloody heart. He whispered in her ear He said, "Little sister, I'm telling you, like the kind of man who has made it a habit to love someone, just give up."
This is the first time that Shan Yi'an evaluates and advises Shan Shan's feelings as an older brother. He is so thorough, so gentle, and so soft-spoken about the facts that Shan Shan already understands deeply.
At this moment, Shan Shan finally cried. She didn't cry when she walked in front of Tang Xiaotian, and she didn't cry when she received the text message, but at this moment, she really couldn't bear it anymore. Tears came out of her eyes like spring water. Holding Shan Yi'an tightly, crying hoarsely.
Yeah, this time, it's really over.
Just like what Shan Yi'an said, Tang Xiaotian loves Shu Yawang, just like he needs to eat, sleep and breathe, it has already become a habit, and no one can change it.
no one.
She should have known earlier that Tang Xiaotian who doesn't love Shu Yawang is not Tang Xiaotian.
After that, I just locked myself in the room and couldn't sleep all night.
She would think every day, what is the luckiest thing to be alive alone? Nothing is better than meeting the person you love the most in your best years, and is that person also loving you deeply
But this kind of luck seems to be met only after accumulating a lot of merit in the previous life.
And I, who was mediocre in my previous life, have exhausted all my energy and squandered all my youth in this life, but I still can't get the person I love the most.