He had such a deep love in his heart, how could he be willing to hug another girl.
(one)
Outside the hospital, Shan Shan dragged Tang Xiaotian all the way and ran through more than a dozen streets, making sure that no one was chasing them, so she dared to stop. She let go of Tang Xiaotian, supported her knees with both hands, Bending over, out of breath from exhaustion, he just took a deep breath, finally regained his strength, straightened up and looked at Tang Xiaotian next to him, he was fine at all, not even breathing faster.
"Brother Xiaotian, how did you find the hospital?" Shan Shan finally asked what he had been wondering about since just now.
"You were lying this morning, I saw it." Having received special training, he could see through a single lie at a glance.
Hearing this, Shan Shan quickly explained nervously, "I didn't mean to lie on purpose, I was just afraid that you would do what you did just now."
"I know." Tang Xiaotian turned his head to look in the direction of the hospital, and said softly, "That man, he can always drive people into demons."
Shan Shan raised his hand, gently grabbed his wrist, and said softly: "I don't know what to say, but Brother Xiaotian, I really understand your feelings. Some people are good or bad, and there are those who can drive people crazy Do you know? When my father suddenly cut off my source of income, my mother had just passed away for seven days, and all the money in the family was spent on my mother’s funeral. He didn’t come and didn’t attend. I thought, anyway, my mother I don’t want to see him, so I don’t come if I don’t come. After two months, I had no money. With money to buy breakfast and no money to pay tuition, I went to my neighbor’s house and called my dad, but Shan Yi’an told me that my dad and his mom were having a wedding and had no time to talk to me. Then I hung up the phone!”
Just thinking about that past event, tears couldn't help falling down: "At that time, I was going to go crazy! You don't know how much I hate you! I hate them to death! I hate my father, I hate Shan Yi'an, every night I Lying in bed crying, thinking that I will go back to China, I will take revenge on them, I will disturb them, I even thought about going back and setting fire to burn them all to death! I really thought so, I didn’t even have the plan It's all done."
Shan Shan said this, wiped his tears with his sleeves, and continued, gnashing his teeth: "But, I also know that Shan Yi'an is waiting for me at home, and he is waiting for me to go back to settle accounts with him, so that he can clean up me thoroughly. , and then inherit all of my father’s property! I’m not as good as he wants, I just live happily in the United States alone, and I have nothing to do to upload some happy-looking photos on the Internet. Brother Xiaotian, the best way to deal with people like Qu Weiran and Shan Yi'an is to ignore him, don't follow the steps he gave you, the more you talk to him, the more energetic he will be! Really, I won't lie to you! This It is the experience I have summed up after fighting Shan Yi'an for so many years and suffering countless losses."
Seeing her so strong and cute, Tang Xiaotian couldn't help laughing, touched her head and said, "I didn't intend to take revenge, but I just saw his face and couldn't help but want to beat him up!"
"Didn't you come here for revenge?" Shan Shan sniffed, wiped his tears with his long sleeves and asked, "Didn't you say you shot him twice in China and didn't kill him? I thought you were here to make up for it." .”
Tang Xiaotian turned his face away when he heard this sentence, clenched his fist slightly, and said in a deep voice, "It's not me."
"Huh?" Shan Shan didn't understand.
Tang Xiaotian repeated: "Isn't it the one who shot?"
"Who is that?"
Tang Xiaotian turned around, put his hands in his coat pockets, lowered his head and said, "It's Xia Mu."
"Xia Mu!?" Shan Dan looked up and thought hard, Xia Mu? Xia Mu? Xia Mu? I don't remember the name: "Who is it?"
Tang Xiaotian reminded: "It's the boy in the same class as Shan Yi'an."
"Oh!" Single clapping, finally remembered: "That super-beautiful boy who always follows sister Yawang without saying a word?"
"Yes." Tang Xiaotian nodded, this girl's ability to generalize is simply superb.
"Then, since you're not here for revenge? Then why are you looking for Qu Weiran?" Shan Shan asked with his head tilted.
Tang Xiaotian took a deep breath, exhaled forcefully, took two steps forward, sat down on a high step in the street, Shan Shan also sat down, looked at his side face and thought, in fact, brother Xiaotian He is also very good-looking, with sword eyebrows and star eyes, calm atmosphere, handsome and upright, completely different from Qu Weiran's handsomeness and Xia Mu's exquisiteness, he just sits casually like this, and there is a cool and handsome toughness all over his body, and Nowadays, many creamy niche students are completely different. As long as they sit next to him, they just feel particularly safe.
"I'm here to ask him to sign a divorce agreement." Tang Xiaotian whispered his purpose.
It turned out that after Shu Yawang was raped by Qu Weiran once, she became pregnant. In order to save Xia Mu from being imprisoned for shooting and wounding someone, she promised the Qu family who had lost their children and grandchildren to marry Qu Weiran and give birth to a child. After finding out, she didn't want to see Shu Yawang suffer, so she took Shu Yawang to have an abortion, and ran to surrender herself.
At that time, Tang Xiaotian was participating in an exercise in the army. When he returned home, Xia Mu was in jail, Shu Yawang disappeared, and Qu Weiran went to the United States for medical treatment. Everything was settled. He couldn't believe it for a long time. This is the truth , not a nightmare.
"What happened later?" Shan Shan looked at Tang Xiaotian distressedly. When he said all this, he looked very calm, but his tight body still let her see that he was just holding back. He was not like her, but a girl. Thinking of being bullied, he can cry anytime and anywhere. His strict family education does not allow him to be so weak, so even when talking about such a thing that ruined his entire life, he can still be so strong.
"Later, I looked for her everywhere, but she cut off all contact with her family, no matter how I searched, I couldn't get any news about her." Tang Xiaotian said softly: "I know, she doesn't want to see me, she feels ashamed See me, but I want to see her, I want to see her crazily." I want to tell her, "Yawang, it's okay, I don't care about what you care about at all, you have difficulties in your heart, I understand, you feel that you owe Xia Mu, for him I also understand that drawing the ground is a prison, it doesn't matter, no matter how much time you spend to get over which hurdle, it doesn't matter if you get out of the prison of your heart, I will wait for you."
"I just want to tell her this." Tang Xiaotian raised his head, looked hard at the sky, and then said in the deepest tone: "Also, I'm really... sorry for not being able to protect you when you needed it."
Shan Shan bit her lip lightly and looked at Tang Xiaotian sadly. She could feel his deep love and endless apology for Shu Yawang. How guilty would he be if he loved someone like that but failed to protect her well? ah? I will definitely blame myself every day and night, why was I not by her side at that time
"Tang Xiaotian, it's not your fault." Shan Shan couldn't help but said, "This may be God's will, and you can't change it."
Tang Xiaotian nodded, with red eyes: "I know, I know there is no way to change it, but just, these years, I have dreamed countless times that I was the one who shot that day."
Shan Shan's heart was pulled violently, and he couldn't help but raised his hand to hold Tang Xiaotian's cold left hand tightly, and said softly: "Don't think about it, it's all in the past, and it's useless to think about it."
Tang Xiaotian nodded, and continued to tell Shan Dan that he often went to Shu Yawang's house later on, hoping that she would contact her mother. Unexpectedly, her mother received the letter of rejection of Yawang's application for divorce from the court. Due to illness, the divorce has been refused, and the court rejected the divorce application because the separation has been less than two years. Shu's mother questioned the lawyer, and Qu Weiran's reason could drag on for at least ten or eight years.
Shu's mother said worriedly: "I don't know what that bastard Qu Weiran wants to do. Does he want to delay Yawang for a lifetime?"
Tang Xiaotian's heart sank. He knew that with Qu Weiran's bad character, he might really be planning this idea. He couldn't let him have another chance to touch her and hurt her!
He couldn't tolerate Qu Weiran continuing to be Shu Yawang's husband, not even for a day!
So, without even thinking about it, he asked his former comrade-in-arms to help him get a fake tourist passport, and smuggled to the United States to find him. He just wanted Qu Weiran to obediently sign the divorce agreement.
"So that's how it is." Under the sun, Shan Shan nodded, knowing that he wasn't here for revenge, she felt relieved, but after thinking about it, she became worried again: "Oh, but seeing Qu Weiran like that is also a soft-hearted person Lord, what if he refuses to divorce sister Yawang?"
Tang Xiaotian lowered his eyes and said: "I thought about this possibility, so I investigated everything about Qu Weiran from childhood to adulthood, and I found that there is one person who may be able to persuade him."
"Who is it?" Shan Shan asked curiously.
"You don't know her." Tang Xiaotian stood up, turned to look at the exit of the alley and said, "She is also in the United States, I contacted her before coming here, and she promised me that as long as I can find Qu Weiran, she will help me .”
Shan Shan jumped up happily, grabbed Tang Xiaotian's arm and said, "Wow! Then you really met a good man!"
Tang Xiaotian nodded, looking at Shan Dan's excitement as if his big problem had been solved, he couldn't help raising his hand, patted her soft hair and said, "You are also a good person."
Hearing this alone, she grinned happily. She was born beautiful, and when she was the youngest and full of vitality, she was more dazzling than a large sunflower in full bloom.
At this time, she was happy for a long time because of the good person card issued by Tang Xiaotian, with a flowery smile, humming a song and bouncing home.
As everyone knows, for many years after that, what she hated the most was getting this good person card.
(two)
Shan Shan went to Mrs. Liu's house to finish her tutoring class. It was already 6:30 in the evening. Mrs. Liu enthusiastically asked her to stay for dinner, but Shan Shan refused with a smile: "No, my brother has already cooked dinner."
Mrs. Liu looked at Shan Shan's smiling face, couldn't help but patted her head, and said softly, "Then go back quickly."
"Goodbye, Aunt Liu." Shan Dan waved his hand and went out cheerfully with his backpack on his back. Mrs. Liu looked at her back and was very happy for her. This child was introduced to her by a friend. Originally, she was not willing to hire such a young teacher. But my friend said that the child had just lost his mother and had no source of income, so it was very pitiful. At that time, Shan Shan was only 13 or 4 years old. His hair seemed to be cut off by himself. He looked uneven. He was as thin as malnourished and his body was covered in a white dress that hadn't been cleaned. He pursed his lips and smiled flatteringly. The beautiful big eyes are full of fear of being rejected. At that time, I couldn't refuse this poor girl at all, so I agreed. For a long time, the girl always came to class for herself and her daughter with red and swollen eyes the next day. She didn’t seem to have learned to take care of herself. There were always stains on her clothes, and her schoolbag was always full of unfinished food, which was already hard. bread.
These years, she has always stayed alone at home for dinner. She likes this well-behaved girl, and she is very happy to see her gradually become cheerful. Although she still comes to teach her with red eyes occasionally, but the number of times It has become less and less. These days are the happiest days since she met this child. Very good, this child has the prettiest smile, and it makes people feel good when they look at it.
Mrs. Liu closed the door with a smile. Outside, the melted snow on the trees was dripping with water.
Just trotting home, I don’t know what delicious food Brother Xiaotian cooked at night. In fact, his craftsmanship is not very good. He always likes to cook a lot of vegetables and meat in one pot, and then He put a handful of seasonings on it and served it up. He said that this is a big pot dish, which is eaten in the army, and it is nutritious and delicious. In fact, just like the shaved ice he took her to eat when she was a child, she didn't think it was delicious, but she couldn't help but ate it all.
Shan Dan returned home and found that Tang Xiaotian hadn't come back yet.
Shan Shan closed the door and waited while sitting on the wooden corridor in front of the yard. She knew that Brother Xiaotian was coming back, because he had been away for a long time last time, and when he came back, he found that she hadn't had dinner yet, so he patted her The head said: "Look at you, you are only 17 years old to grow so tall, it is because you don't eat well!"
Shan Shan wrinkled his nose and said, "I am 1.62 meters tall, and all oriental girls are this tall."
Tang Xiaotian knocked her on the head and said: "Nonsense, you go back to China and take a look, the streets are full of girls taller than you."
Shan Shan was unconvinced: "So what if I'm taller than me, hum, I'm prettier than them!"
Tang Xiaotian couldn't help laughing.
Shan Shan asked angrily: "What are you laughing at, aren't you!"
Tang Xiaotian nodded: "Yes, yes, of course."
Later, Brother Xiaotian said that no matter what he went out to do next time, he would rush back to make dinner for her. Just listening to these words made me happy for a long time, flying all over the room like a little butterfly.
Just know that Tang Xiaotian is a person who walks the talk.
You see, that man who is pacing in the setting sun, who else is he
Shan Shan stared at that figure closely, watched him walk in front of her without blinking, patted her head lightly, like patting a small pet waiting for the owner to come back, and said softly: " You came back so early, are you hungry?"
Just nod vigorously.
Tang Xiaotian narrowed his eyes and smiled: "I'll make you a big meal today."
"Big meal?" Shan Shan repeated his words, looked at his smiling face, and suddenly felt that his smile today was very different. It wasn't like a few days ago, when he was smiling with a lot of thoughts, but it was very relaxed, like The boulder that had been in my heart for a long time finally fell.
Shan Shan followed Tang Xiaotian into the room, and asked curiously: "Brother Xiaotian, you are in a better mood today."
(three)
Tang Xiaotian took out Chinese cabbage, radish, meat and some ingredients from the refrigerator, and while skillfully cleaning them in the sink, he said: "It's very good, Qu Weiran finally agreed to divorce Yawang."
"Really!?" Only some couldn't believe it. The last time I saw that person surnamed Qu, he looked like he was going to drag Shu Yawang to die with him. Why did he change his mind so quickly: "How did you convince him?" Is it? I feel like that person doesn’t eat oil or salt, hey.”
Tang Xiaotian picked up the vegetables, put them on the cutting board and began to chop them: "Didn't I tell you, I found an old friend of his, and talked to him for a long time in his ward in the afternoon, and I don't know what I said What, he agreed."
"Wow! That's great!" Shan Shan applauded, "Sister Yawang is finally out of the clutches!"
"Yeah." Tang Xiaotian also laughed, and the action of cutting vegetables became more agile and cheerful. Although his cooking skills are not very good, his knife skills are first-rate. The radishes are cut into strips, even the thickness is the same, and the potatoes are also cut. Square and square, even in such a rush, he could still free up his hands, take out an apple, cut it up, and handed it to her to eat.
Just thinking about it, if Brother Xiaotian was in ancient times, he must have been a very powerful swordsman.
"Brother Xiaotian, since Sister Yawang is divorced, after you go back, will you go find her and be with her again?" Shan Shan ate an apple, turned his head and asked.
Tang Xiaotian stopped chopping vegetables suddenly, and his handsome eyebrows and eyes were stained with deep melancholy in an instant, but for some reason, seeing his expression like this, the apple in his mouth suddenly became sour.
Tang Xiaotian said slowly: "I will wait for her, but I will not go to her."
"Why?" Just like a curious baby, she couldn't help but want to know about him.
The knife in Tang Xiaotian's hand seemed to be getting heavier. He just cut potato cubes like tofu, but now it looks like a blunt knife cutting meat. He frowned and sharpened slowly. Finally, he stopped his hand and said: " Because I know that she has built a prison for herself. She wants to be in prison with that person. She wants to be lonely, lonely, and painful with him. If I go to her now, there is no way to make her happy, nor can I share her. The pain is just to make her sad."
"So, I will accompany her from a distance, and wait for her to come out, just like she accompanied that person." After Tang Xiaotian finished speaking, he lowered his head and continued to chop vegetables.
Just listening to his words and looking at his figure, I suddenly feel sour. Every time this five-foot-tall man mentions the name Shu Yawang, his eyes are always wet and his tone is always so Gentle, and that handsome head is always lowered heavily, like a criminal who has committed a heavy sentence.
"Brother Xiaotian..."
Tang Xiaotian looked up, looked at her and smiled: "Huh?"
What if she never comes out? You will never be able to get out of this prison, what should you do
(Four)
This cruel question was stuck in Shan Shan's throat, but he couldn't ask it out. Shan Shan took a bite of the apple and said with a smile: "It suddenly occurred to me that there is still a lot of liquor kept by my grandfather in the cellar of my house! In the evening we How about a drink or two to celebrate?"
Tang Xiaotian nodded and smiled: "Okay."
Shan Shan quickly turned around, ran out of the kitchen, ran to the wine cellar in the basement, squatted down beside the full wine cabinet, the smile on his face faded slowly, and he sighed softly.
I don't know who is sighing for this tone, but I just feel depressed and uncomfortable.
At 7 o'clock in the evening, Tang Xiaotian finally cooked the meal. In fact, he said it was ready, but he didn't. Today Tang Xiaotian just washed a lot of vegetables, cut the beef and mutton into slices, and bought a lot of seafood like fish balls. Made a family fondue.
It took me a while to help, but she was too excited. She walked around the hot pot several times, with a happy smile on her face. She couldn't wait to pick up a lot of mushrooms and throw them into the hot pot.
Tang Xiaotian quickly stopped her: "Hey, the pot hasn't been boiled yet, so I'll throw it away later."
Shan Shan nodded with a smirk: "Oh, hehehehe."
Her eyes stared at the hot pot without blinking. When the pot started to bubble, her beautiful big eyes flashed a brilliance that even Tang Xiaotian couldn't ignore. Tang Xiaotian couldn't help laughing: "Okay!" Lah, throw down whatever you want to eat."
Shan Shan quickly picked up the plate, and a whole plate of mushrooms and a whole plate of mutton fell down.
Tang Xiaotian stopped again: "Put a little less, put a little more in the same way, you will not cook it well."
"Oh, hehehehe." Shan Shan put down the plate he was holding, and bit his chopsticks with a smirk.
Tang Xiaotian couldn't help asking: "Look at you, your eyeballs are about to fall out, do you just like eating hot pot so much?"
"Huh?" Shan Dan was stunned for a moment, smiled a little embarrassedly, lowered his head, and nodded vigorously after a while: "Well, I like to eat."
Tang Xiaotian picked up the boiled mutton and put it into her bowl: "Then eat more, I washed a lot of dishes."
Just holding the chopsticks to push the meat into her mouth vigorously, her eyes were wet, she was embarrassed to tell him that she had never eaten hot pot.
In Chicago’s Chinatown, there are many hot pot restaurants. Every time she passes by, she always deliberately sits across the road and looks at the people in the hot pot restaurant from a distance. It takes a long time to see the people inside. Order a table of dishes, a family of three or four eats around the table, smoke is rising from the hot pot, the people at the table you bring food to me, and I will bring food to you, for fear that the food in the pot will be boiled The time is too long and it becomes unpalatable.
Many times, she also wanted to go in and buy a taste, but no matter when she went or passed by, she had never seen anyone eating hot pot alone. So, from then on, she felt that people who eat hot pot are happy, at least it symbolizes that there are people by your side.
Shan Shan raised his head and glanced at Tang Xiaotian, he poured a glass of white wine, took a sip, ate the vegetables, put things in the pot from time to time, and put cooked vegetables into her bowl, Shan Shan's bowl was always full Yes, looking at that substantial little bowl, just my nose is a little sore.
Look, she said that people who eat hot pot are happy.
(five)
Shan Shan lowered his head and smiled, while pulling all the vegetables in the bowl into his mouth.
"Is it delicious?" Tang Xiaotian asked.
Shan Shan lowered his head and nodded vigorously, tears inadvertently fell into the bowl, swallowed it together with the dishes, the taste was so weird, as if soaked in sea water.
Tang Xiaotian found Shan Shan crying secretly, he raised his hand to touch her head and asked, "Why are you crying?"
Shan Shan shook his head and said, "I didn't cry, it's because the hot pot is too smoky."
Tang Xiaotian said: "That's it, then have a drink with me."
Shan Shan wiped her eyes vigorously with the back of her hand, raised her head and said, "Okay."
The two drink coke alone, and drink white wine alone, just like this, you come and drink, Tang Xiaotian is responsible for picking up the cooked vegetables and putting them into Shan Shan bowls, Shan Dan likes to serve dishes in the hot pot very much. The pot was full, and the soup was about to overflow. Tang Xiaotian stopped her several times. After eating it, Shan Shan couldn't eat anymore, but she still kept cooking it. When it was cooked, she threw it into Tang Xiaotian's bowl. She tilted her head as she watched him eat it bite by bite. She didn't know why, but felt very satisfied.
She looked at Tang Xiaotian through the misty water vapor and thought, how nice it would be to be with her all the time like this.
After the meal, Shan Shan dug out another bottle of wine. She poured the bright red wine into two crystal goblets, and waited for Tang Xiaotian to come out of the kitchen after washing the dishes before handing him a glass. Tang Xiaotian frowned and said: "You're not an adult yet, you can't drink."
Shan Shan took a sip of the wine and said, "I want to drink it. I have wanted to drink this bottle of wine for a long time. When I was ten years old, my mother and I brewed it by ourselves."
Shan Shan shook the red wine glass, looked at the red wine in the glass, and fell into memories: "I remember that it was summer when the wine was made, and my mother was in good health at that time. She drove me to the vineyard in the countryside to pick a lot of grapes and came back. There are so many big baskets that we can’t finish them all, so my mother taught me to cut them one by one, wash them, dry them, squeeze them, and put them in a vat, and she said that they can be drunk in winter.”
Shan Shan smiled, raised his head and said, "But we never had a chance to drink it, and later, when I remembered it, there was no one to drink it with me."
Shan Shan took a deep breath, still trying to smile, held up his wine glass, looked deeply at Tang Xiaotian and said, "Brother Xiaotian, I have been drinking with you just now, you should also have a drink with me."
Tang Xiaotian didn't speak, walked over, sat next to her, picked up the wine glass, turned around and touched Shan Shan's wine glass lightly, making a crisp and pleasant sound, Tang Xiaotian raised his head and drank the wine directly, but Shan Shan just sipped it lightly.
The mellow taste of the wine refreshed the tongue after eating the greasy hot pot. Tang Xiaotian couldn't help but poured another glass, leaned on the sofa and drank it again. Maybe it was because white wine and red wine were mixed together. The concentration of alcohol made Tang Xiaotian's body numb and tired, he closed his eyes gently, his mind was dizzy, blank, nothing, and couldn't think of anything. He seemed to be alone, standing in his pale world, looking back and forth, but he couldn't find anyone.
A tear fell from the corner of his eye unexpectedly.
Shan Shan sat beside him soberly, did not speak, raised his hand gently, touched the tears on his face carefully, and asked distressedly: "Why are you crying? Did you dream of her?"
Tang Xiaotian was already asleep, couldn't hear her voice, eyes still closed, tears flowed down an arc on his handsome cheeks, and sank into his collar, his fingers followed the arc of tears, hanging slowly She slid down the ground, and for some reason, that drop of tears seemed to fall into her heart, causing ripples, which made her unable to calm down anymore.
Why is such a good person living such a sad life
(six)
He was so sad and blamed himself so much, why didn't God give back his favorite girl
Shan Shan leaned forward lightly, patted his shoulder, and comforted him softly: "Don't cry, brother Xiaotian, everything will be fine..."
She was very close, the girl's fragrance filled the tip of his nose, the pleasant smell and the soft voice made him relax unconsciously, even in that white dream, it seemed that a 17-year-old girl appeared The girl, the girl has long hair like seaweed, Wenxiu's clean face has a bright smile, jumping around in his dream, laughing, turning around and looking back.
Tang Xiaotian shouted in the dream in surprise: "Yawang, Yawang!"
He ran over quickly, stretched out his hands, tightly grasped the girl in his dream, and hugged her tightly into his arms. The soft touch and warm body temperature really made him calm down and fell asleep quietly. .
Shan Shan was held tightly in Tang Xiaotian's arms, and his nose hit his hard chest. It hurt a little, and he couldn't even breathe smoothly. He hugged her so hard that she couldn't even move, her heart was beating wildly. Hurry up, her face was burning hot, and even the sound of her breathing became a little short. It was the first time she was so close to a man, so ambiguous.
However, she was not scared at all, let alone angry, but... a little happy.
No, it's not a little bit, it's very, that kind of sweet, excited, shy, and uncontrollably happy mood filled her whole heart and made her feel a little overwhelmed.
In fact, this posture is not very comfortable. His body is held in his arms like a rag doll, and there is no place to put his hands. He just raises his arms high, neither here nor there. It can be slowly placed on Tang Xiaotian's shoulders, just like when he picked her up when he was a child, and gently circled around Tang Xiaotian's neck with his slender arms.
After doing this action, Shan Shan couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled. She likes leaning against Tang Xiaotian like this, likes being hugged by him like this, her body hurts when hugged, it makes her feel that she is so important, so important that even a millimeter The gap is not given to her.
She softly pressed her head against his generous chest, listening to the powerful beating of his heart, it made people want to cry with peace of mind, and people didn't have to worry at all, this powerful heart would suddenly stop in the next moment.
Just leaning against Tang Xiaotian, closing his eyes, listening to his heartbeat, as if possessed by a demon, and gradually fell asleep after a long, long time.
In the middle of the night, Tang Xiaotian woke up from the wine, and the lights in the room were still on. He opened his eyes, his chest was heavy, and he looked down in a daze. He was startled, and quickly let go of the hands that were holding her tightly, and leaned on him alone. She was sleeping soundly on her chest, Tang Xiaotian looked nervously at her clothes, they were neat and thick, just like before she fell asleep, and then let out a breath of relief, he pushed her, and called softly: "Shan Shan, Shan Shan."
The little girl was still sleeping deeply with her eyes closed, with a beautiful smile on her lips.
Tang Xiaotian stroked her hair lovingly, and smiled: "Silly boy, how dangerous it is to sleep next to a man like this."
He didn't wake her up, just stood up, hugged her horizontally, walked up to the second floor, opened her room, gently put her on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and even thoughtfully put the bear on her bed The doll was placed next to her before turning off the lights and leaving.
(seven)
The next day, I didn’t wake up until noon alone. It was a bit strange to see myself lying on the bed together. I remembered that I slept on the sofa last night...
Just thinking of the tight hug last night, I couldn't help but blushed again, a little embarrassed, but a little happy.
When she walked out of the room, she heard movement in the living room. Looking down from the corridor, she saw Tang Xiaotian packing her luggage in the living room.
Shan Shan suddenly widened his eyes, ran down in a hurry, rushed to him, squeezed his luggage bag tightly and asked, his voice changed in fear: "Brother Xiaotian, where are you going?"
Tang Xiaotian stopped what he was doing and said, "The matter here has been dealt with, and I'm going back to China today."
"Go back to China today?" Shan Shan repeated with some difficulty, the sweet heartbeat when he just woke up in the morning was instantly poured by a basin of cold water, freezing into ice cubes, Shan Shan felt that his whole body was frozen, silly Tang Xiaotian listened carefully and said: "Thank you for helping me so much for more than a month. This is my mobile phone number. If you have anything to do, call me. In the future, don't work so much, especially at night. Don't run outside, go home early."
Shan Shan lowered his head and nodded feebly.
Tang Xiaotian continued: "You must eat meals on time, remember to throw away expired bread, remember to pay utility bills on time, and don't always be pinched for water and electricity."
Just holding her hands tightly, biting her lips, without saying a word or moving, she still couldn't recover from the message that he was leaving soon.
She especially wanted to ask God why, yesterday she was so happy to feel that she had someone to eat hot pot with, but today she was slapped hard by reality.
From childhood to adulthood, can something good happen
I just feel that she must have done a lot of evil in her previous life, which is why this life is so miserable...
"Single." Tang Xiaotian clasped her shoulders tightly with both hands, stared at her and said worriedly: "You call me brother, and I will treat you as your own sister. From now on, I will pay you living expenses every month. Don't worry about it." I'm sorry to use it, you know?"
Hearing these words, Shan Shan suddenly raised his head, looked at him, pursed his lips, and stubbornly refused, "I have money."
Without even thinking about it, she refused, rejected his funding, rejected his words that I treat you as my own sister.
Tang Xiaotian forcefully stuffed a bank card into Dan Dan's hand: "Just treat it as if I borrowed it from you. When you are capable, return it to me, okay?"
Just didn't answer it, and stood there stubbornly, as if I wouldn't use it even if you forced it to me.
Tang Xiaotian knew that she was a girl with strong self-esteem, he just wanted to try, and sincerely hoped that she would accept it and live a better life.
It just looks like it's over.
Tang Xiaotian took back the card, raised his hand and rubbed Shan Dan's hair and said, "Okay, if you don't want it, then don't, don't puff your face."
Shan Shan turned his head away, lowering his head in a muffled voice.
"That's right." Tang Xiaotian took out a small purple box from his bag, handed it to her and said, "You should be able to accept this."
"I saw it on the way back yesterday. I thought it was cute, so I bought it." Tang Xiaotian opened the box by himself while talking, and a beautiful white ceramic little angel appeared in front of him. The little angel closed his eyes, looked peaceful and happy, and was full of flesh. The face looks lovely, the white wings and dress, and the golden hair with a multicolored garland.
Just seeing such a cute and exquisite gadget, I couldn't help raising my hand to take it: "It's so beautiful."
Seeing her smile restored, Tang Xiaotian also smiled: "Yeah, when I first saw it, this doll really looked like you."
"Like me?" Shan Shan opened his eyes wide in surprise, looked at Xiaotian, saw him nodding in affirmation, and couldn't help laughing.
Psychologically, because his sentence was not a compliment, it was so sweet that it was bubbling.
In his heart, she is as beautiful and lovely as this angel, pure and white.
The ceramic doll in his hand was icy and slippery, and he held it tightly with both hands, rubbing his thumbs against the angel's cheek back and forth, lowering his head and whispering, "Thank you."
"It's me thanking you." Tang Xiaotian said seriously: "Shan Shan, if you return to China, you must come to me."
Shan Shan didn't speak, but just looked straight at Tang Xiaotian like this, she wanted to try her best to take a few more glances, and keep his appearance in her heart, once he left, it might be difficult for them to meet again, because she promised her mother, this time I will never go back in my life.
Tang Xiaotian finally rubbed her head like a big brother, bent down to pick up the simple luggage, turned around and said, "I'm leaving, don't see me off."
Shan Shan didn't speak, followed his footsteps to the door, and walked out of the community. Tang Xiaotian told her to go back several times, but she still insisted on following him.
It wasn't until Tang Xiaotian was about to get on the bus to the airport that she grabbed his sleeve suddenly: "Brother Xiaotian..."
"What's wrong?" Tang Xiaotian asked gently.
Shan Shan's hand trembled slightly, and finally let go, looked at him and shook his head and said, "...goodbye."
"Goodbye, Shan Shan." Tang Xiaotian waved goodbye to her, turned to get on the bus, and looked up at him vigorously under the bus. In fact, just now, she wanted to tell him, can I give him a hug
But for some reason, she couldn't say it. It seemed a little profane to apply this most basic etiquette in the United States to him. How could he be willing to hug another girl with such a deeply loved person in his heart.
The bus drove away and took away Tang Xiaotian who was on the bus. He just stood on the platform, staring blankly at the direction he left, unable to move a step for a long time. She raised her head and looked around, thinking it was really strange, it was a sunny day, and it was spring with a hundred flowers blooming and green shades, but she felt that her eyes were full of gray, like it was autumn, like it was winter, and the whole world was in full swing. Withering, freezing.