In fact, they are really similar, they both grew up in loneliness and hatred, while hating their relatives, they are extremely eager to get a little affection!
(one)
When the lights came on, the night market on the side of the road was bustling, but she didn't know where to go, she just walked along the street foolishly, the summer evening wind blew on her face a bit sultry, drying her tears, leaving behind a tear Road tears. When I was young, I heard from the older generation that some people have bad birth dates and are destined to be lonely for the rest of their lives. They don’t know what their birth dates are? Did it just happen to be that unlucky fate
Shan Shan stopped, looked up at the sky, tears rolled down his cheeks, and his heart was cold. Shan Shan suddenly thought of her mother, and when she was abandoned by her father, when she was dying, he warned her over and over again not to fall in love with the person she belonged to, because this kind of feeling of not being able to love was really terrible.
Mother, she hasn't thought of that poor woman for a long time. When she was only a handful of bones, she still fantasized about that man coming to see her. She must have felt a million times more sad than she is now, right? Is the person she couldn't love more than her father? Thoughts were chaotic, and before he knew it, he came to the Shan family's villa.
Just looking at the villa, there are lights on inside, like the lights of every ordinary family, it looks so warm, but like every family, it has nothing to do with her...
Shan Shan turned around and wanted to leave, but suddenly remembered that her mother had a diary, which had been hidden in the books in the study room of the villa. She remembered that when she was a child, her mother would always write the diary in the study room every morning after her father went to work. He always looks sad and in pain. After finishing writing, he hides the diary in the highest and most secret compartment of the bookshelf in the house.
Shan Shan lowered his head, hesitated at the door for a while, walked over, rang the doorbell, and a middle-aged woman opened the door. She asked rudely, "Who are you looking for?"
Shan Shan looked at her arrogantly and said, "This is my home, who do you think I am looking for?"
Shan Dan didn't wait for her to react, turned around and entered the house without slippers. The middle-aged woman stopped her behind and said, "Hey! Hey! You can't go in! What's wrong with you!"
Just like that, Shan Shan has already entered the entrance. Behind the entrance is the open dining room and living room. In the dining room, Shan's family of three are having dinner. It seems that no one expected such an unexpected visitor to come in. Said: "Mr. Shan, this girl is too strong to stop..."
Shan Tianqi waved her hand and asked her to go down, and went straight to the study without even looking at them. None of the three people stopped her, pretending that she didn't show up, and continued eating, Shan Yian raised her eyebrows, and the corners of her mouth twitched. With a sneer, Shan Tianqi frowned sullenly, Shan Yi'an's mother looked at her son and then at her husband with some anxiety, and said softly: "Why don't I go in and see what she is doing?"
Shan Tianqi frowned and said, "Don't worry about her."
Shan Yi'an's mother picked up the bowl again, counting the rice grains anxiously, Shan Yi'an smiled and picked up some food for her, after a while, Shan Shan took out two books from the study and walked out, still not looking at them , and walked out, Shan Tianqi finally couldn't help but dropped the bowl and chopsticks and said, "You're getting worse! If you want to get something from me, you don't even say hello!"
Shan Shan rolled her eyelids, turned around, and opened the first page of the notebook, on which her mother's name was written, Shan Shan pointed to the place where the name was, and said coldly: "Look clearly, it has my mother's name on it, it belongs to my mother, Oh, you probably don't even remember who my mother is."
Shan Tianqi stared angrily at her sarcasm, but didn't say a word.
But Shan Yi'an stood up, and said with his arrogant expression, "Oh, your mother's name is written on it? But it was taken from my house anyway, and I have to give it to you." Let me check to see if there is any entrainment."
Shan Shan counterattacked forcefully: "I want to get involved, but my mother never taught me such sneaky things, unlike some people, despicable, shameless, ungrateful, wolfish ambition, this disgusting world has no words to describe it. "
"Then please be honest and honest, Miss Shan, give me the things for a look." Shan Yi'an stretched out his hand.
Shan Shan raised her head and stared at him bitterly, unwilling to let him touch her mother's diary, but as soon as Shan Yi'an approached Shan Shan, she found the tear stains on her face and the red eyes from crying, as if she had caught Shan Shan She approached her with a nasty smile, and asked softly, "Ah, little sister, have you been crying, who bullied you?"
Shan Shan turned his head in denial: "I didn't cry!"
"The little eyes are swollen from crying, and he said he didn't cry." Shan Yi'an approached her relentlessly, raised his hand to break her face, and asked frivolously, "Come on, tell brother, who bullied you, I will help you." You take revenge."
"Crazy. I want you to take care of it!" Shan Jian couldn't deny it, so he opened his hand angrily, slapped the diary on his hand and said, "If you want to check, hurry up! After checking, I'm leaving."
Shan Yi'an took the diary, and smiled lightly. The smile was obviously beautiful, but for some reason, Shan Shan shuddered, and Shan Shan seemed to see the pair of black wings behind him, growing with age. It became extremely huge, like a pair of flaming sickles, which would cut her into thousands of pieces in an instant.
Shan Yi'an stretched out his beautiful fingers and opened the diary. He seemed to flip a page casually and erected the book, just like a noble boy in medieval Europe, pacing gracefully in the morning sun, loudly Recited a poem as if reading aloud: "God, please forgive my sins, I fell in love with a married woman, I knew he had children, but I couldn't help but want to love him, want to have him, so The urgency almost grinds me to pieces! God, I want to get him, I must! Even if I am condemned by my own conscience in life, even if I will fall into hell and suffer forever after death, I still can’t let go.”
Shan Shan opened his eyes wide and stared at Shan Yi'an in disbelief, Shan Yi'an's face was full of contemptuous smiles: "Hmm, your mother didn't teach you how to sneak around, didn't she teach you how to break up other people's families? "
"You're talking nonsense!" Shan Dan stared at Shan Yi'an, at Shan Tianqi, and at the woman whose mother had hated him all his life: "You are talking nonsense! You must be reading nonsense! This woman is the shameless mistress! She's a slut who breaks up other people's families!"
"You're ready to scold, every sentence you scold is scolding your own mother." Shan Yi'an pulled Dan Dan, forced the words on the diary in front of her and said, "You know? I've been waiting for you for a long time. I am waiting for this day, and I am waiting to let you know that I am the real victim! All the grievances and pains you have suffered are less than one ten-thousandth of mine!"
"Yi'an, that's enough." Shan Tianqi frowned and said, "After all, she is also your sister."
Shan Yi'an smiled coldly, looked at Shan Shan with hatred in his eyes and said: "My sister died long ago, she fell into the well and drowned in the third year after you abandoned your mother."
Frightened by the hatred in his eyes, she took two steps back, lowered her head, and looked at the familiar font on the diary stupidly. It was really her mother's words, really written by her mother! Really are! All of this turned out to be like this! She shook her head vigorously in disbelief, covered her ears, and shouted in a broken voice: "No! It's not like this! I don't believe it! I don't believe it! You are the bad guys! You are!"
That night, Shan Shan didn’t remember how he spent it. He only remembered that his father pulled her into the study, talked to her for a long time, and told many stories about him and his mother when they were young. Shan Shan couldn’t listen to it at all. It made her ears almost deaf, and there was a buzzing sound in her ears. She could only see her father's mouth opening and closing from time to time, saying that his mother was dead and begged him not to tell the truth, and not to let her go back to the country, because he was afraid of his stepmother. He Shan Yi'an bullied her, and was also afraid that his daughter would look down on her, saying that he had secretly visited her a few times before, and was relieved to see that she was fine, and it happened that his ex-wife and Shan Yi'an didn't want her to come back either.
No matter what he said, he had countless guilt in his heart, for her, his ex-wife, and his son, but he didn't say sorry to her mother. Perhaps, in his heart, what kind of fate his mother deserved.
That night, her father, who never spoke softly to her in his memory, actually patted her on the shoulder lightly and said, "I know you have already returned to China, so you can live at home from now on."
This is what Shan Shan has been looking forward to for more than ten years, but unexpectedly, when he really said it, Shan Shan just hugged his mother's diary collapsed, sitting on the sofa like a beautiful doll , not even a little reaction.
(two)
For several days, Shan Shan sat on the solid wood floor of the study like that, leaning against the floor-to-ceiling windows, curled up with himself, hugged his mother's diary, read two pages when his mind was clear, and stared blankly when his mind was blurred. Sitting, she was like this, accepting her mother's love affair little by little, from the first time she saw her father in the grandfather's company, to the inextricable deep love, to knowing that he had a family and a son, after struggling and enduring, she still Obsessed with obsession, with the help of her grandfather, she snatched her father away and conceived herself before she got married...
In the diary, she saw the origin of her name. It was not that she wanted her to live a simple life, as her mother said, but that her father was unwilling to name her, so she had no name, only surname.
In the diary, she saw her mother's anger, sadness, repentance, repentance, despair, hatred, and the hopeless deep love behind the hatred...
Just closing the diary, she can't say a word, because of what happened when she was a child, the person she hates most in this world is the person who destroys other people's families, and the woman she despises the most is the woman who hurts others in the name of love .
Unexpectedly, overnight, the mother she loved the most became the person she hated the most, and the mother and son she hated the most became the victims. Meet, meet their eyes.
Just thinking of the countless insults and contempt she had given to Shan Yi'an, now, those sentences echoed in her mind, slapping her in the face!
She really didn't know what to do! where to go!
She really doesn't know who else in this world can help her, help her blindfold her, help her plug her ears, and help her escape from this place!
She locked herself in the study drowsily, and she didn't know how many days later, she felt that she was stuck in a dark quagmire, unable to move an inch, those painful and dull feelings oppressed her, and she couldn't breathe, suddenly , There was a crisp knocking sound in her ears, and her body felt the vibrating sound of her fingers hitting the glass, once, twice, three times, so even and powerful...
Shan Shan opened his eyes, turned his head and looked out the window, and saw the man outside the window, with a pair of handsome eyebrows and eyes, with a hint of anxiety and tension in his eyes, his handsome face was leaning against the window, his hands were gently tapping on the glass, he Seeing that she had noticed him, the anxiety in her eyes slowly faded away, and a relaxed smile appeared on her pretty face. He knocked on the window again and asked her to open it, but she still looked at him weakly, red and swollen. His eyes and haggard look made people feel distressed. The girl who was still alive and kicking in front of him a few days ago, who was as beautiful as a flower, withered like this in just a few days.
Tang Xiaotian frowned tightly, and began to feel annoyed that he didn't listen to his mother's words, so go find her sooner! But early this morning, when he found out that her cell phone was located at the Shan family's mansion, he immediately ran over. As long as this little girl came back here, she would be bullied and embarrassed. Tang Xiaotian knocked hard on the window again: "Shan Shan, open the window."
Shan Shan didn't get up, she didn't have any strength after not eating for a few days, she stretched out her hand, through the glass, gently caressing Tang Xiaotian's face, calling his name in her heart, her eyes were full of infatuation.
Tang Xiaotian, Tang Xiaotian!
She didn't expect him to come, she thought he would never talk to her again, she thought he would only give her a ruthless back, but she didn't expect him to appear again, like a hero, to save her! The tears just rolled down like this for some reason...
Seeing her crying, Tang Xiaotian became even more nervous. He couldn't wait for her to open the window, so he picked up a stone from the backyard, found a place far away from Shandan, broke a piece of glass, and then turned over from the window and walked quickly. In front of Shan Dan, he knelt down and helped her up and asked, "What's the matter? What's the matter?"
He couldn't say a single word, hugged him, buried his head in his chest, and cried aggrievedly. Tang Xiaotian was used to hugs and tears alone. This time he didn't comfort her in a hurry, but gently hugged her back Hugging her, as if coaxing a child, he patted her on the back and said softly, "Stop crying..."
The sound of Tang Xiaotian smashing the glass naturally alarmed the Shan family. After a while, the door of the study room was opened, and Shan Yi'an walked in. Seeing the situation in front of him, he rolled his eyes with sneer, looked at Shan Shan sarcastically and said: "I Why are you so lazy that you are waiting for the prince to rescue you?"
Shan Dan, who has always been unforgiving, did not say a word under Shan Yian's irony, lowered his head, and tightly clutched the clothes on Tang Xiaotian's arms, but Tang Xiaotian stood up and looked at Shan Yian. Said: "You are a big man, what is it to bully women all the time?"
"I bullied her?" His eyes turned cold, and his words were filled with horrifying malice, "I don't think you've seen what bullying is?"
"Okay, no matter whether you bullied her or not, I'm going to take her out of here now." Tang Xiaotian didn't want to talk to him, so he hugged Shan Shan and was about to take her away.
Shan Yi'an blocked the way, looked up at Tang Xiaotian arrogantly and said: "This is not acceptable, Dad said to let her stay, so she has to stay, if Dad doesn't see her after get off work, he will think I kicked her out. "
Under his arrogant eyes, Tang Xiaotian did not show any weakness at all, and looked back at him with full aura: "I didn't see it, you are still afraid of your father."
Shan Yi'an sneered, "I just don't want my mother to be sad."
These words made Shan Shan, who had been lowering her head all the time, look up and look at Shan Yi'an. She knew how he was feeling now, and she knew better than anyone else how he didn't want to make his mother sad! Shan Shan took a deep breath and shook Tang Xiaotian's arm: "Brother Xiaotian, I want to stay here for now."
"Are you sure?" Tang Xiaotian frowned and asked, "Did they threaten you?"
Shan Yi'an sneered: "It seems that you still don't know who the real victim is."
"Shan Yi'an!" Shan Shan roared, "You don't need to tell me."
Shan Yi'an shrugged and said with disdain: "I don't want to talk about such dirty things."
After finishing speaking, he turned and left the study arrogantly.
In the study, Tang Xiaotian gently placed Shan Shan on the sofa, sat beside her, and asked softly, "What's the matter?"
Shan Shan lowered his head, and slowly told Tang Xiaotian what had happened. Tang Xiaotian sat quietly and listened. After Shan Shan finished speaking, he asked softly, "Brother Xiaotian, do my mother and I hate each other?"
Tang Xiaotian shook his head and said, "Your mother's behavior is indeed bad, but she can't be the only one to blame."
"I think that if you really love someone, you should not let go no matter what temptation or threat you encounter." Tang Xiaotian said in a low and slow voice: "Your father is also at fault, he can't stand the test, that's why he always Living in guilt, first for his ex-wife and ex-son, then for you and your mother, but all of this is caused by his lack of firmness of heart, he can't blame anyone."
"As for you." Tang Xiaotian said this, paused, looked at Dan Dan, and smiled gently: "How could you hate it?"
"Only you think so." Shan Shan lowered his head in disappointment and said, "Father and Shan Yi'an both hate me and don't want to see me."
"Didn't your father let you stay at home? Shan Yi'an also said just now, in his heart, his behavior towards you is not bullying at all." Tang Xiaotian said softly: "I don't think they want to be in the previous grievances." Got entangled."
"Really?" Shan Shan opened his eyes wide and asked, "Then, what should I do now?"
"There's nothing to do." Tang Xiaotian patted Shan Shan's head and said, "If you still want family members in your heart, then stop thinking about who is right and who is wrong, and seal up all the past grievances and be happy in this home live on."
Shan Shan lowered his head, pinched his fingers uncertainly and asked, "Is this really okay? They definitely won't want to."
Tang Xiaotian reached out and tapped Shan Dan on the head and said, "When did you become so polite? I don't think Shan Shan is like this. When you were in the United States, didn't you say that as long as you are happy, you don't care what other people will do?" Won't you be pissed off?"
Shan Shan smiled embarrassedly: "When did I say that?"
"Okay, Shan Shan. For so many years, you were forced to live alone by your mother's grievances, and you finally got out. Now, don't be bound by the mistakes your mother made." Tang Xiaotian pressed Shan Shan's hands with both hands. Shoulders, convey your strength to her: "You are you, you should live happily, simply, willfully, and proudly!"
"I like seeing you like that."
Shan Shan raised her eyes and looked at Tang Xiaotian. For the first time, she discovered that there was such a shining brilliance in his handsome eyebrows and eyes, like a holy light of salvation, illuminating her in the dark and muddy. With his hands, he pulled her out of the dirty place and told her that she shouldn't stay here, she belonged to a sunny place full of flowers.
Yeah, she's had enough! She's had enough of the grievances of the previous generation, she doesn't care who is sorry to whom anymore! At least she didn't feel sorry for anyone! From childhood to adulthood, she has been excluded, deceived, and abandoned all the time!
Why should she feel guilty! Why should I feel sorry for Shan Yi'an, why should I blush, why should I be ashamed!
Why? It's not my business!
She has had enough! Let the grievances of the previous generation go to hell!
From now on, she will only be herself, and live as she likes! No one can control it!
(three)
"Bang!" The door of Shan Yi'an's room was pushed open from the outside! Shan Yi'an was leisurely half-lying on the single sofa and surfing the Internet with a tablet computer. He raised his eyes and glanced at the door with a displeased face, trying to see that it was the guy who didn't want to live, so he pushed his door so vigorously.
Shan Shan rushed in front of him, put his hands on his hips, glared at him fiercely and said, "Hey, Shan Yi'an!"
Shan Yi'an didn't even glance at her, snorted coldly, his slender fingers were still sliding on the screen, and Shan Yian ignored him, took a breath, maintained the momentum when he came in, and continued: "From today onwards, I want to live in Here it is!"
Shan Yi'an's expression remained unchanged, as if it didn't matter.
"So, now I announce that I will sign an armistice agreement with you! From now on, we will not violate the river when we enter the water, you are not allowed to bully me, and I will not play tricks on you! How about it?" Shan Shan bent down, lowered his head, and forced Shan Yi'an to look at her.
Shan Yi'an put down the tablet, looked at her with raised eyebrows and said, "Since you said it was an armistice agreement, then we have to talk about who is the victor and who is the loser."
"Of course I am the victorious country." Shan Shan said without showing any weakness.
Shan Yi'an snorted coldly: "There's nothing to talk about, the door is there, get out."
"You!" Shan Shan wanted to pounce on him angrily, but suppressed it with all his strength, forget it! I promised brother Xiaotian that I would start life again and get rid of all the old grievances! Just let him do it once: "Okay, okay, I'm defeated."
Shan Yi'an nodded with satisfaction: "Since you are a defeated country, ceding land and paying compensation is the basic condition, and unequal treaties are also necessary. I will ask you to come and collect it when I draw it up."
Just point to his nose and say, "Hey! You can't go too far."
"How could it be, little girl." Shan Yi'an smiled very nicely and kindly, like a beautiful boy in a cartoon: "Am I such a person?"
"..." Dan Dan wanted to say it, didn't you
But since today is the first day of peaceful co-existence, let's not expose her!
But when she got the contract, she screamed for a long time! He really is not such a person! Because he is not human at all! He is a beast! Absolute beast! He actually wanted to sell 10% of the shares to him directly!
It turned out that the man behind the scenes who had been devouring Shan's equity last year was none other than his partner and outsiders who invaded!
"You, you, so it's you!" Shan Shan pointed at Shan Yi'an's gentle, beautiful and beastly face and shouted.
"Can't it be me?" Shan Yi'an still smiled so cunningly and treacherously, like a cold poisonous snake, spitting out poisonous letters.
Shan Shan touched his nose, took a step back, and asked weakly, "Didn't Shan Tianqi treat you very well? Why did you do this?"
"Be kind to me? Humph." That hum was the most contemptuous tone from the bottom of my heart: "Be kind to me and leave me when I was four years old? Be kind to me like hiding an invisible person's dirty Hiding me like something? If you treat me well and ignore me and my sister, will it cause her to die in the end?"
"He can sacrifice me, his mother, and his little sister for his own glory and wealth. When he gets glory and wealth, he will look back for true love, sacrifice you, and sacrifice your mother. He is the most selfish person in the world." Shan Yi'an He said slowly: "From the first day I came back to him, I just wanted to make him lose everything and let him live the life he fears the most."
"Hehe, don't tell me, you still regard him as a father in your heart and want to help him?" Shan Yi'an smiled coldly.
"In my heart, he is not my father for a long time." Shan Shan thought for a while, gritted his teeth and shook his head: "I don't want to care about the grievances between you and him, I just want to know that after I signed this resale contract, you will be my father in the future." Don't you never bully me again, forget all the hatred for my mother and me?"
Shan Yi'an lowered his eyes and said softly: "Of course."
Shan Shan didn't say any more, just signed the contract and threw it to him.
Later, Shan Yi'an took the position easily, and became the youngest chairman of Shan's Group at the age of 20. After he took the position, he used the evidence of Shan Tianqi's illegal business operations over the years as an excuse to threaten Shan Tianqi to go back to his old house, and He has to stay there for the rest of his life, otherwise he will hand over the evidence to the police and let him go to jail.
Shan Tianqi's heart attack caused a cerebral hemorrhage, and half of his body was paralyzed. Shan Yi'an's mother helped him back to the old house.
It was raining lightly that day, she helped him hold an umbrella and helped him into the car, every movement was surprisingly gentle, just seeing the satisfied smile on her face, in fact, this woman, like her mother, has been a fool all her life Loving a man who is not worthy of love. Now she can finally lock this man firmly by her side, and can't leave her anymore.
The car drove farther and farther, Shan Shan turned around and returned home, the villa of more than 400 square meters seemed empty again, Shan Shan trot upstairs, but by the window of the corridor on the second floor, he saw Shan Yi'an standing upright, He lowered his head, he didn't know what he was thinking, but he didn't dare to disturb him, he turned around and was about to go back to the room quietly, when he suddenly asked: "Hello."
"Why?" Shan Shan turned around and asked ferociously.
"Tell me, why didn't my mother stay with me?" Shan Yi'an asked while standing upright with his back to her.
"Do you need someone to accompany you if you are so powerful?" Shan Shan asked strangely.
"That's right." Shan Yi'an said softly, and after a while he asked in a low voice: "Are you going too?"
It's just like a cat with its hair blown: "Why should I leave? Didn't we agree to a truce! Didn't I say that I can live at home after signing the contract, why do you want to go back on it! Ah, how did I forget Now, you are a despicable person! Tell me, how do you want to torture and revenge me? Oh, I see, tricking me into signing the contract is the first step, right? Let all my property become yours, and then What do you want? Do you want to kick me out? Or sell it?"
Shan Yi'an turned his back to Shan Shan, walked in front of her, raised his hand, and pressed hard on her forehead: "If I wanted to make a move, you would have turned into a handful of ashes."
Shan Shan touched his forehead, turned his head and shouted, "Then what do you mean? Can I live here?"
"Whatever you want. I am a person who abides by the contract." Shan Yi'an shook his hands, turned his back to her and walked back to the room, closing the door, with a slight smile on his slightly raised lips.
In fact, in this world, no one wants to live alone, and no one wants to live alone. There is not even a relative around...
The two of them lived peacefully together like this, although they were not used to it, and were even a little embarrassed, but fortunately, Shan Yian was very busy at work, and often worked overtime until late, sometimes she fell asleep and he still I haven't come back, so I don't have a lot of time to meet.
Sometimes, he would show up at the dinner table to have breakfast with her in the morning. Although his attitude was still arrogant, he seemed to be getting better with Dan Dan. The two were slowly groping for a way to get along, approaching each other carefully, The first time I feel a little care from the other party, I will sneer at it, but I will secretly be happy for a while.
In fact, they are really alike, they both grew up in loneliness and hatred, while they hate their relatives, they also desperately long for a little affection! Now, they are all trying to let go of the past, let go of the grievances of the previous generation, pull out the thorns on their bodies, take off the hard shell, and love their remaining relatives well.