After my mother came, my life became different. It automatically became very healthy and regular.
Yu Zhou and Xiang Wan finished their showers at 10 o'clock and went into the master bedroom. Before closing the door, Yu Zhou even said goodnight to Ms. Zhao: "Mom, it's time to go to bed. You should go to bed early too. Good night."
"You'd better really go to sleep and stop playing with your phone." Ms. Zhao's voice came from the sofa.
Yu Zhou closed the door, sat down on the bed, and started playing with his phone.
Xiang Wan was wearing pajamas, lying on the bed, resting his head on the pillow and looking at her.
"You want to sleep, right? Will it bother you if I leave this desk lamp on?" She had to wait until Ms. Zhao fell asleep before she could go out.
Everything was quiet and Xiang Wan's face was like a touch of moonlight.
She shook her head and said, "I'm not sleepy."
"Then you have pretty good habits. You don't play with your cell phone or anything like that." Ancient people are ancient people.
Seeing that Xiang Wan didn't say anything, she glanced at her with her phone: "Why are you looking at me?"
Both of them spoke in low voices, afraid that Ms. Zhao might hear them, but such voices and atmosphere could easily bring out some painstakingly suppressed emotions.
Xiang Wan lay on his side, with his hand on the pillow, leaning towards Yu Zhou's source of heat.
Yu Zhou looked down at her, as if he could touch her soft long hair with his hand.
She then put down her phone, but did not touch her. She only dropped her hand on the pillow next to her hair, moved it, and asked her, "Are you worried about something?"
"I miss my mother a little." Xiang Wan said.
"My mother would never talk to me like that," she paused, and her voice became even quieter. "My mother would never talk to me like that again."
Yu Zhou really wanted to pat her, but after letting out a sigh, he didn't do anything.
It is actually difficult for her to figure out what kind of mentality this little girl has when integrating into this society. She is observing most of the time, but she is very smart, and no one can really know what kind of mark these observations have left in her heart.
Normally, she was very well behaved and often did what others told her to do, but her occasional rebellious words proved that she was always thinking.
Yu Zhou wanted to tell her, you know what? In fact, most people don't think that much when they live in this world. We live by instinct and inertia. If we want to delve into everything, we may not be able to survive.
Our love, hate, sadness or happiness are meant to be experienced, not to be delved into the cause and effect. Otherwise, you will be trapped in it, always looking back and never being able to move forward.
As for the order of the world, it is just like asking Wan Bai Tian why irrelevant people make such comments, but this is how the society is. There is no reason why something happens, only what happens and what doesn’t happen.
There is no need to think about the cause, process, or ending, and don't ask whether it is fair.
Because the underlying color of the world is unfairness.
But she didn't want to tell Xiang Wan about all this. She wanted to say something positive.
She said, "Wanwan, many things may seem difficult to you, but in fact, the fact that we can turn on the air conditioner and talk on our phones here today means that we are survivors in many ways."
"Each of us is learning and honing our survival skills. Even if we have lived in this world for 20 or 30 years, we are still making mistakes and encountering new problems. For example, me, Director Peng, and Su Chang all have various problems. You have only been here for more than a month, and you are already great."