"Bang-"
The fireworks outside exploded like a grand farewell ceremony.
Yu Zhou looked at the colorful fireworks imprinted on Xiang Wan's face, shining brightly and making it impossible to look away.
She sniffed the soreness in her nose and raised her hand to touch Xiang Wan's face.
He instinctively rubbed his hand against hers, and the tiny hairs on his face stood up.
Yu Zhou choked up and said, "Thank you."
She thought Yu Zhou would be angry, panic, or reject or avoid her, but she didn't expect Yu Zhou to be so calm.
The complicated emotions in her eyes gradually faded away, and she looked at Xiang Wan with eyes as calm and tolerant as the sea.
As if to comfort her.
Xiang Wan calmed down in her eyes, and the alcohol in his eyes gradually faded. She didn't know how long she maintained this posture, but when she let go of Yu Zhou, she found that Yu Zhou's hands were red.
Unnaturally red.
So she felt a little apologetic again, sat up, supported her body with her hands on both sides, her long hair hanging on both sides of her pretty face, looking a little helpless.
Yu Zhou was really in a bit of pain and she frowned slightly when she stood up. Then she propped herself up with her backhand and sat up against the head of the bed.
Her waist seemed to be twisted just now, and she was hissing in pain.
She thought for a moment, looked at Xiang Wan's thin figure, and said, "Are you willing to listen to me today?"
Or, I want to calm down.
Xiang Wan raised her eyes to look at her. She felt that she was really rude. She was a little surprised that Yu Zhou still wanted to say something to her calmly, just like when she hugged her and talked about the rules of the world.
Seeing that she was not opposed, Yu Zhou took two small breaths, then looked into her eyes and said, "First of all, I want to apologize to you."
Xiang Wan looked a little dejected, as if the madness just now had exhausted all her strength, so that when she heard the apology, she had no reaction at all.
Yu Zhou continued, "I'm apologizing not because I don't like you, but because I chose to escape and didn't face up to your feelings."
"In fact, during this period of time, I have been wondering when you would tell me about this matter, or whether you would ever talk about it again. Later, you never said anything and acted very calmly, so I was lucky and thought that you had moved on."
"I didn't expect that during the many, many days that I ignored it, you were still thinking about it, and thinking about it much more than I thought."
Yu Zhou was a little tearful: "It was only very late that I realized the weight of your heartbeat. I apologize for my arbitrary statement that it was not love before."
Xiang Wan began to sob softly and finally could no longer control herself.
"Wanwan." Yu Zhou called her very gently, in the flashes of fireworks and in the pauses of flickering.
"Do you know what the person I liked when I was eighteen looked like?" She pursed her lips and smiled.
Xiang Wan raised his head and looked at her.
"I was 18 and I wasn't gay. At that time, I liked a boy who was my classmate. He was very good at playing basketball. I tell you, boys are very childish. They often walk on the street and shoot basketballs. He did the same."
"But I loved this childish boy so much. I remember he liked to wear clover-patterned clothes, usually in black or gray. His left shoulder was higher than the right because he always carried his bag on one side. His eyes were very, very beautiful, very big, and they twinkled, just like a camel. Oh, and he had a hunchback, which made him look more like he was related to a camel."