Yu Zhou was stunned, which was within Su Chang's expectations.
Su Chang thought very clearly. With Yu Zhou's personality, if she treated her coldly and left her alone, after a few times, Yu Zhou would continue to be timid and gradually become discouraged. He would never appear in front of her again, and then he would spend a long time mentally preparing himself. It was really not destined to be together.
Yu Zhou is suitable to be coaxed with soft words and pursued step by step, but if Su Chang continues to approach her gently, he feels that he has no self-respect.
So she decided to push her, maybe she could get some drastic measures.
Yu Zhou looked like he had been given a strong drug and was dizzy.
But she quickly calmed down, staring at the thick leather cover of the menu and organizing her thoughts.
"I'm really surprised by what you just told me. Moreover, I feel so distressed that I can't stand it because I feel very guilty."
She felt bad about this incident for a while, but never thought of another possibility.
Yu Zhou now understood what Su Chang meant by the three words "free man". It sounded cool because it really seemed to mean freedom, unrestrained, and being able to make one's own decisions. So when she first showed off to Xiang Wan, she proudly said that Su Chang could be as famous as an entire studio on her own. It sounded very glorious because the top masters in the martial arts world all fought alone.
But she later found out that the word "free man" also meant no allies, no support or reliance. It meant that if she was secretly photographed, she would have to send private messages to her fans one by one to delete the photos. It also meant that if there were any posts slandering her, she could only hold up her ID card and complain, just like all ordinary people who had never received any preferential treatment.
She didn't even look for herself when taking the photo for her ID card.
But I think she wouldn't ask others for help in taking the photos. She should have learned how to make a tripod on her own.
Yu Zhou thought about how she had to calm down and fiddle with her phone to take a picture of herself after reading the post. He felt so sad just thinking about it.
I have never been a favored girl from heaven, I have always been just an ordinary girl, without three heads and six arms, nor nine lives.
"Because I'm very sad right now, I might be a little emotional. I can't tell you clearly and rationally that I've thought it through. I won't back down anymore. I want to hold your hand and face the good and bad with you. I even want to learn to protect you - even though I really think so now."
Su Chang paused as he looked at the menu.
"I really think so, Su Chang. I really want to change. I want to become a little better, a little stronger, a little more understanding of you, a little more determined, and a little braver."
Yu Zhou lowered his head: "But I can't guarantee it."
"Because I really came here on impulse. Before that, I thought about it for a while, but I didn't completely convince myself. It was your words just now that hit me, but I only have ten minutes. I really want to tell you confidently that yes, I can do it. But I'm afraid I can't do it."
"Because I'm very nervous about my relationship with you, and the more nervous I get, the more afraid I am that I won't be able to do it." She sniffled, trying not to cry.