Feng Deliang tried his best to explain the ins and outs. He raised his hand and looked at his watch. It was almost ten o'clock.
"I have also made appointments with other patients, so I can't stay with you all the time, but don't worry, I have informed your parents that they are on their way, and they should be arriving soon. You can call me anytime if you need anything, and I will be here for the next few days. In the hospital."
Yin Che stared at the white sheets for too long, his eyes were sore, and he rubbed his eyes: "Okay."
Dr. Feng walked out of the ward, closed the door, and returned to peace in the single ward.
The sun was shining brightly outside the window, the trees were shady, the fallen flowers and branches were swept away, and there was no trace of the devastation caused by the heavy rain last night.
Yin Che raised his hand and stroked the scar on his neck.
The wound that was bitten last night has been closed, and now, Jiang Yao's residual pheromones should be filled in his body, so he is faintly hot.
It was this alpha pheromone that brought him back to life.
"I told your partner that my previous treatment was in the wrong direction." Dr. Feng's words just hovered in his ears, "Although it is indeed necessary to reproduce the scene at that time to stimulate your pheromones, the situation between you and the case It's different, what needs to be reproduced... is not the desire to survive."
"According to your psychological report at the time, at that time, the root cause of your blocked pheromone channel...was the desire to die."
Hearing this conclusion, Yin Che was not surprised at all, and even felt relieved.
Dr. Feng also thought the same way: "I should have thought about it earlier, you have experienced so much pain, and you have been resisting treatment before, how is it that you want to live..."
"But this makes it even more tricky, because when you start thinking about treatment, it means that you have a desire to live, and it is your desire to die that can heal you. This... It's a contradiction."
"Just when I didn't know what to do, Jiang Yao just came to me, and he mentioned that you started to heal because of him, that is to say, he inspired your desire to survive."
"Although the desire to live and the desire to die are two opposing emotions, if a person with a strong desire to live suddenly loses his spiritual support, loses his hope of living, and is severely hit, it is very likely that he will convert into a desire for death. want."
"In order to seize this thread of hope of healing you, I had to tell him about your situation."
When Yin Che heard this, he almost understood: "So... he is treating me."
"Well, although this method is cruel, from the results, it is effective."
It's really effective, and until now, the disease has been cured, and he still hasn't recovered.
It all happened so fast, so dramatic, and he couldn't get out of that emotion.
Thinking of Jiang Yao, all thoughts are despairing.
"I don't understand... why I'm desperate not to directly reproduce the scene at that time."
"I said that your glands and rectal cavity can't stand the damage. He does this with the least damage to your body."
"Then didn't he consider the damage to my psyche?"
"I thought about it." Feng Deliang said truthfully, "but the time is too tight, he can't think about it for too long. Between making you disabled and psychologically traumatized, he finally chose the latter. He said that physical disabilities will be cured in this life. No, but there is still hope for psychological trauma, and he is willing to spend his life helping you heal."
"Who wants him to help me make decisions." Yin Che took a deep breath and clenched his fists, "I don't want to choose this method at all."
Feng Deliang sighed: "I'm an outsider, and I don't understand the relationship between the two of you. After I cured you, a big stone in my heart fell to the ground. I just say this to tell you that he did these things that you hate. There's a reason, he's not feeling well, he called me at intervals to tell me about your situation some time ago, and every time he talks about it, the voice behind is choked up..."
"But I told him that you can't lie to me, and you can't lie to me for any reason. It's not that easy for me to say to him with a smile, 'Thank you for saving me, you made me want to die', Dr. Feng."
"Hey... well, I can understand that too. Then I won't say more, if you don't want to see him, I'll tell him."
"Um."
The sunlight outside the window was too hot and dazzling, Yin Che rubbed his eyes, took his mobile phone, deleted all social software, then opened the address book and blocked Jiang Yao.
He needs some time to digest.
Not long after Dr. Feng left, his parents rushed over.
The couple only knew that the school had called and said that their children had asked for leave from their self-study classmates last night and did not come to class this morning. Immediately afterwards, I received a call from Dr. Feng, saying that my child was in the hospital and that the pheromone deficiency was cured.
Yin Quantai and Qiao Wanyun were confused and didn't know what was going on, but in general, their excitement and happiness far outweighed their confusion.
Yin Che didn't want their happiness to be compromised, so he agreed with Dr. Feng, and continued to hide from the second elder that he was almost unable to save him. Anyway, the treatment has been cured, it is meaningless to mention the past, it will only make his parents feel more guilty.
Qiao Wanyun thought that a miracle had really happened, she held his hand, wiped her tears, and said that she must thank Dr. Feng, and one day she will go to the temple to repay her vows, and thank the Bodhisattva for his blessing.
Yin Quantai could somewhat see that he was hiding something, and his brows were always locked.
Yin Che knew that his father had been regretting taking on the case all these years. After his accident, his father gave up his great future and turned to be the boss behind the scenes, in order to protect him.
He was never alone in leaving shadows and wounds.
"Dad, I'm fine." Yin Che also held his father's hand, and the family of three joined together, "Don't think too much, I'm fine now."
Yin Quantai stared at him for a moment with a complicated expression, and finally sighed: "It's good to recover, and then talk about it when you want to say it."
Dr. Feng said that it will take a while to observe, and that he can be discharged from the hospital after the pheromone is determined to be stable. Yin Che felt that there was nothing serious about him, but Qiao Wanyun couldn't rest assured, so she built another bed in the ward and stayed in the hospital every night to take care of her. Yin Quantai was busy with work and couldn't come every day, but basically he came every other day.
Yin Ze didn't come until the weekend, and he said a big news: "I've reunited with Bai Yuwei."
Yin Che was not surprised at all: "I found out that I like her after seeing her rumored to have an affair with others?"
"It's not." Yin Ze turned his head unnaturally, "It's just that Jiang's surname is unhappy."
Yin Che smiled.
For a girl as smart as Bai Yuwei, how could his brother be able to escape.
It is not difficult to guess why Bai Yuwei agreed to accompany Jiang Yao in this play, just to anger Yin Ze. And Jiang Yao also knew that she belonged to her heart and would not get caught in the play, so she chose her to cooperate.
They are two brothers, they are really being played around.
"Brother, I heard from my parents, are you... an omega?"
"Um."
Yin Ze frowned: "Why are you hiding it from me? You were a little naive when you bullied me? Also, what kind of stimulation did you get to lose your pheromone? Jiang Yao seemed to know something, but I asked him, he didn't know what to do. Lie to me that he made a mistake, he is sick. What the hell are you doing? It feels like I'm the only one in the world who doesn't know what's going on."
Yin Che hadn't heard that name for several days, and when he heard it, his mind jumped: "I didn't feel any stimulation, I was just too scared. I just felt ashamed, so I told my parents to hide it."
"Even to hide it from me? Am I not your brother?"
This chat broke up again, just like countless times in the past.
When Qiao Wanyun returned with the latest test report from Dr. Feng, Yin Ze had already left in a huff.
"Where's Ozawa? Are you going back so soon?"
"Well, he has a lot of homework this week." Yin Che casually made up a reason.
Qiao Wanyun didn't think too much: "That's right, the final exam is approaching. He didn't get the first place in his grade last mid-term exam, so he has been brooding."
All topics seem to be inseparable from that person.
Yin Che rubbed his temples with a headache and asked, "How's the test result?"
It is not difficult to see from Qiao Wanyun's raised eyebrows that he is recovering well.
"Dr. Feng said that your pheromone level has reached the average level, and it may be higher. He thinks that you are likely to be the type of omega with extremely high pheromone concentration."
Yin Che smiled: "It's inherited well."
After Qiao Wanyun was happy, she was still a little worried: "However, Doctor Feng also said that although your omega characteristics have basically recovered, it may take time for your stress disorder to improve... You are an adult, although you have avoided it. This estrus period is over, but there will always be something to face in the future..."
If the next estrus comes and he still resists the alpha's touch, it will still be very dangerous.
"We'll talk about it later."
Things haven't been fully resolved yet, and he can't think about it that much.
On behalf of the whole class, Chen Yingying bought a bouquet of flowers, fresh orange lisianthus, which perfectly matched this bright summer day, giving the pure white ward a new look and vitality.
Zhang Ke only represented himself and bought a bunch of yellow and white chrysanthemums: "Brother Che, I didn't realize how difficult it was to find a suitable homework for copying after you left."
After speaking, Chen Yingying pulled her out and beat her: "Where to go! What chrysanthemum to buy! Do you have any common sense!"
A group of people who are bluffing and bluffing are still the same as usual.
Yin Che accepted both bouquets and put them in a vase by the bedside. Multiple varieties of flowers were mixed together, and the chrysanthemums also seemed to be full of vitality.
Yang Yile sorted out this week's homework and class notes and brought it over: "The final exam will be in two weeks... I hope you can use it."
Zhang Ke: "Yi Le, you are not sensible. If it were me, if I got sick before the exam, I would definitely be 'ill' until the exam is over."
Guo Zhixiong agreed: "That's right, Brother Che, there are only a dozen days left anyway, so don't go back to school at all. As long as you are brave, it's summer vacation today."
Chen Yingying: "All of you, if you don't like studying yourself, don't drag others around, okay? Brother Che, don't listen to them. You didn't get the grades in the final exam of the first year of high school. Let’s take the test, it doesn’t matter if you fail the test, the teacher will understand.”
Yin Che hooked his lips: "Well."
Han Meng, who had not spoken for a while, suddenly said, "It's alright, if you don't want to come, don't come. Take it easy for a while, being happy is the most important thing."
Chen Yingying: "It's just a test, are you unhappy?"
Han Meng: "I didn't say that."
"Then which one are you talking about?"
"I..." Han Meng didn't know how to describe it.
"Ah, I see, is it related to Jiang Yao?" Chen Yingying asked coldly.
Han Meng was startled: "How do you know? Brother Che, I didn't say that! Don't kill innocent people!"
"… "
Chen Yingying: "Isn't it obvious that Jiang Yao has applied for a seat change."
Han Meng sighed: "You said this."
Chen Yingying: "Which one could it be... Brother Che, did you two quarrel? Do you need me to help mediate it?"
The two have had a cold war in normal times, but they usually reconciled in less than half a day. No matter how noisy they are, they have to stick together and be the same table. This time Jiang Yao suddenly told Lao Wu that he wanted to change seats, and Yin Che went to the hospital. , If it wasn't for the fact that the two of them didn't look injured, Chen Yingying would have wondered if they went out to fight that night.
"No need." Yin Che paused for a while, "Who is my roommate now?"
Guo Zhixiong smiled honestly: "Me."
Yin Che remembered that Guo Zhixiong sat in the last row alone before because the class size was odd. So now, Jiang Yao does not have the same table.
"Brother Che, take care of me in the future. If I make you unhappy in any way, please tell me directly and don't do anything to me."
Yin Che: "..."
Zhang Ke: "Brother Che will do something to you? You think beautiful."
Guo Zhixiong: "I want to say don't hit me! The expression is wrong!"
Class 1 students came to visit, and the whole ward was lively for most of the day.
After Sunday passed and entered the working day, it was not so lively.
Dr. Feng said that he should be isolated and recuperate, and he could not go out to contact too many people for the time being. Yin Che had to stay in the ward, read books in the morning, do homework, and take a nap in the afternoon. The day passed quickly.
It may be that I sleep too much during the day, and I am prone to insomnia at night, and my mind is messy and full of pictures that I don't want to look back on.
Lying on the bed with eyes closed, in the dead of night, my hearing seems to have become extraordinarily sensitive. I can vaguely hear the sound of nurses walking outside the ward, the whistle of cars outside the hospital, and the roar of locomotives...
Yin Che suddenly opened his eyes.
About five minutes later, there was a sound of footsteps outside the ward.
Even in the middle of the night, doctors and nurses would occasionally pass by in a hurry. But the footsteps were different. They were heavy and slow, like shackles on their feet, and every step was difficult.
The footsteps stopped at the door of the ward.
The door was unlocked and opened as soon as it was pushed, but the man stayed outside and never came in.
Yin Che heard a nurse outside the door asking, "Classmate, why are you sitting here?"
He didn't hear the man's answer, and he pulled the quilt over his head to cover all the sounds.
Nightmare.
The next morning, the nurse came for a routine check. There was no one at the door of the ward, except for a crumpled note behind the door. The handwriting on the note was not very correct, but the strokes were clear. reads:
I'm sorry... take care of me, please.
The author says:
Ignore it?