Mo Nianchen thought for a while, stretched out his hand and took the notebook out of the cabinet.
There was no chair nearby, so he just sat on the ground casually, with his back leaning against the cabinet, and opened the diary whose paper was already slightly yellowed...
What caught her eye was that she had changed words that she didn't know how many times.
One page, one page, all overlapped with the "letter of dismissal" in his mind.
Until the last page, it says:'It's decided, that's it'.
He looked at the content in front, completely stunned!
He really did not expect that this letter would have been written so many times before she was handed it to him...
Her seriousness was written every word, every stroke.
He seemed to be able to trace her feelings between the lines...
'Mo Nianchen, you are the best demon in my life! Anything I like, you will want to destroy it. I like a toy, grab it and smash it in front of my eyes. '
'The clothes I like, you buy them and burn them in front of my eyes. '
'The boy I like, grab it and destroy it in front of my eyes. '
'Meeting you is the nightmare of my life, since childhood, you seem to live only to humiliate me. '
'What you say most often is to hate me! '
…
He wanted to close the diary when he saw it, but the words he scanned next made him completely stunned...
It says:
'But, I don't know how, I like you...'
'The teacher gave me the opportunity to study abroad, and I have filled out the application form for studying abroad. However, I don't want to go. '
'If you like me too, then, at seven o'clock tonight, there will be nowhere next to the wishing pool in the Music Square. '
'I will wait for you until you come. '
'Of course, you don't have to come, I will leave tomorrow. Just assume you have never read this letter. I will forget you completely. '
…
Mo Nianchen's eye pupils expanded and contracted in shock, and he looked at it several times before he was sure that he was right...
This is the letter she left to him when she was seventeen years old before she went so far
The letter was wet by rain, and all he could see were bad words. He had always thought it was a letter of dismissal, so he never mentioned it.
Unexpectedly, he saw all of this letter today...
Isn't it the letter of dismissal that he thought? ? It's really a confession letter!
The truth that he had never thought of came into his eyes at this moment. There was no trace of lying, no word was soaked by rain, and the words and sentences were so clear that there was no need to guess or doubt.
This scar that had been hidden in his heart for five years, at this moment, it bloomed with an incredibly brilliant light, shattering the thick wall in his heart!
It turns out that she has always liked him. It was him who made a mistake! He also said something to hurt her and let her leave him forever!
His fingers touched every word in the diary, and he couldn't help feeling mixed...
"How can Li Shengxia, a fool, write a confession letter like this!"
He always regarded the letter she mentioned several times as her rejection of him, so he resisted her mentioning it.
At this moment, he understood...
It turns out that she kept mentioning this letter, not to remind him that her mind has not changed, he has always been the person she hates the most... but to determine why he read the confession letter she gave him and made her forget it…
It turned out that it was not her rejection of him!
It turned out that she liked him, so when he thought it was a letter of dismissal, he rushed to let her stay. The words she said made her so angry that she would hate him for the rest of her life.
No wonder that later, no matter how hard he tried, he still couldn't make her hate less. It turned out that it was because he made a mistake at all!
Now think about it, how stupid he was at that time!
He actually made her forget the letter and stay with her. At the time, he said that he was trying to keep her, but she must have thought he was humiliating her, so she flees angrily, letting him chase after the poor. It doesn't help!
She actually loved him.
Since then, I have fallen in love with him.
Damn, he didn't know anything, and he kept saying things that made her sad and desperate to irritate her!
This damn pride, this damn pride! This damn misunderstanding and miss!
stupid stupid stupid!
Mo Nianchen, you are such an idiot! Why don't you ask her carefully and not follow up with her when she mentions the letter? Even if you mention a word, you will find this huge misunderstanding!
Why are you so sure, she gave you a letter of dismissal.
Why can't you believe it, she actually likes you too.
If you know it earlier, you won’t hurt her heart again and again, won’t let yourself struggle in pain again and again, won’t let her leave you disappointed...
His tears inadvertently crossed his handsome face and silently dripped on the diary, splashing beautiful ripples on the yellowed pages of the diary.
This blooming splendor fainted the words in the diary, and also rendered the past that swept his world overwhelmingly at this moment...
He finally understood her intentions, completely understood her intentions!
He was never acting alone! She also devoted herself to it sincerely.
It turns out that she has always loved him!
He will definitely keep looking until he finds her!
Then love her to the world!
"Xiaxia, I believe you will not be so cruel, you must be alive, are you?"
"You are so strong, so stubborn, you will definitely find ways to survive!"
"Sorry, I only know your true intentions now, I'm sorry, I'm sorry... But please don't rush to give up so quickly. I believe that God let me see this past here and solve this misunderstanding. It must be a reminder Me, we will not end so easily!"
"It's too late for me to convey my true heart to you seriously, how can I let the misunderstanding continue like this."
"I love you. From the beginning to the present, I have only loved you, and from now to the future, I will only love you. Forever and ever, only you can come into my heart. So, please, just Staying there, I believe that destiny will surely make us meet again."
"Xia Xia, thank you, thank you for letting me know how outrageous I am. Thank you for loving you, and you happen to love me. So, just continue like this, don’t forget, wait for me, wait for me I will find you, and then I will accompany you to the end that should belong to us!"
"wait for me-"