"Do you hate him?" Tan Qing's voice stagnated for a moment.
A person hates that person because of love.
A person who no longer loves, you will not have any emotions towards him, because hate is a very expensive emotion, you need to keep reminding yourself to remember him in order to keep hating.
Li Shengxia trembling voice, after a long time, said: "I don't know how to say... I think, I might, but I can't forgive it."
Can't forgive him for being ruthless, can't forgive himself for being stupid.
Hearing her answer, Tan Qing paused for a while before asking softly: "Can you try to forgive him? Treat him as a passerby in your life and slowly forget him."
Li Shengxia still wanted to say something, but in the end he just quietly said four words, "I'll give it a try."
He seemed to hear the extraordinary helplessness in her tone, and called her before she hung up the phone, "Midsummer..."
"Yeah." She put the phone back to her ear again.
Tan Qing said to her, "Don't force yourself too much at any time, just follow your own inner decision."
Even though, the decision is to leave me...
But as long as it is your decision, I will respect you.
Li Shengxia was silent for a while, no matter when it was, Tan Qing would comfort her in this way, so she always couldn't help but want to tell him what was going on. Because she can always find solace in him, right
He would not force her to forget, nor would he force her to remember, he would not laugh at her, nor would he ridicule her, nor would he tell anyone about her.
He always listened quietly to her thoughts, let her listen to her own heart, let her follow her own heart's decision...
It's all because he has always been like this, has been like this, and they have been unable to continue to make progress in the past five years. In fact, she doesn't know what he wants, but... Her efforts are always pale.
"I plan to go to a big company to try it." Li Shengxia came back to his senses and said: "The last time you proposed to me, I thought about it for a long time. You are right. Before, I gave up because I avoided Mo Nianchen. I chose to stay away from the hustle and bustle and guard a bridal shop in obscurity. However, what I want to do is to let more people see my work and make my work bring more people happiness. I I will no longer be afraid of the stage. I want to overcome my fear of Mo Nianchen, and I want to return to the light."
"This is the midsummer I know. Come on, you will definitely become the focus of everyone's attention. When your whole body is radiating with great light, you don't have to be afraid of darkness anymore."
"Yeah." Li Shengxia answered, "I feel better."
"That's good, don't put too much pressure on yourself."
"Tan Qing."
"Um?"
"Nothing, I'll go to bed first."
"OK, good night."
"Good night."
-Tan Qing, if one day, you have the love of life, you start to do everything you have for her, I will do it, and I can no longer just and confidently seek your comfort.
That day, no one would talk to me in the middle of the night, and no one would help me when I was in trouble.
I don't own you, so one day I will completely lose you.
So, before that day comes, I must make myself a stronger person.
I want to have the power to overcome the darkness by one person.
I want to have the power to guard my dreams.
Forgive me, there is no way to let yourself have you.
You are the dazzling sunlight in the sky, and I have been working hard to get rid of the last trace of darkness before dawn and welcome the rising sun.
Actually I don’t want to lose you, but I know that one day I will lose you...
*
the other side.
Mo Nianchen returned to the room.
Chi Su saw Mo Nianchen's hand and immediately said, "Prince prince, your hand is so swollen, I will help you with ice cubes to reduce the swelling."
It seems that the prince ran into a wall with the prince again.
Mo Nianchen said to him, "Chi Su, where did the two children of Tan Qing you found go to school?"
She didn't believe it, and he had to find a way to make her believe it.
Anyway, at least don't let her stay in the dark.
If her last choice is Tan Qing...
Do not! How could her last choice be Tan Qing!
"Going back to the prince, it was at Shengying International Kindergarten. However, it is summer vacation and they are not in school. They seem to have been living in Tan Shao's house. Tan Shao will often take them out to play."
"Please check Tan Qing's past love history. Don't let any woman let it go. I want to know who the child's mother is."
"Yes, the prince."
"immediately!"
"I'll do it right away."
A few hours later...
"Prince prince, you asked me to check Tan Shao's past love history. I have found it."
"Show it to me."
"Yes, the prince."
Mo Nianchen opened the information and looked at it, only to see a name written on it,'Tan Xiang'. He raised his eyebrows slightly, "Just one?"
Chi Su nodded, "This Tan Xiang is a girl adopted by the Tan family. At first, it was Tan Shao's uncle who liked her. Tan Shao has been helping to make the match, but Tan Xiang fell in love with Tan Shao. I have a little affection for her, and often take her on trips, but due to my uncle's face, he has never acted more aggressively towards Tan Xiang."
"One day, Tan Xiang officially confessed to him, and that day, his uncle died in Huangquan in order to save his life, and Tan Shao disappeared for several years after that. Later, Tan Xiang found him, and then Tan Xiang seemed to disappear... "
"When did she disappear."
"About five years ago."
Five years ago again!
Mo Nianchen held the document, "So, this Tan Xiang is likely to be the child's mother."
Chi Su nodded.
"He has such a past, how can he love Xia Xia wholeheartedly? Try to find a way to find Tan Xiang, I want to see how they will hold an engagement banquet then!"
"Yes, the prince."
*
the next day.
"Who knows how to be old" bridal shop.
Li Shengxia sat at the counter in a daze.
At this time, a girl in a blue dress entered the shop.
"Hello, is it Summer, Miss Xia?"
"Hello, it's me." Li Shengxia quickly stood up to receive the other party.
"That's it. I saw your design in the MARY magazine, so I came here from outside and finally found you. I thought you wouldn't open a store anymore."
"..." Li Shengxia listened quietly.
The other party continued: "I like the wedding dress you designed so much, so I ask you if you can design a dress for the big award ceremony."
Designs other than wedding dresses? Or for the awards ceremony...
This is a challenge for Li Shengxia.
"If it's an important ceremony, you'd better hire a more professional designer. Why did you choose me?"