Mo Nianchen continued: "Tong Lin is just my pawn to let you leave me. I was declared by the doctor to have a brain tumor. The mortality rate is very high regardless of whether it is operated or not. I just don't want to hold your life. That's why I made such a decision temporarily."
"You were the one who saved me when I was eight years old, the earrings were also yours, and my first love was also you! There was no other woman, only you! I love you, Xia Xia, I have only loved one person in this life , It's you."
Li Shengxia looked at Mo Nianchen in shock, as if it was difficult to laugh at what he said.
After that, she sneered: "You don't want to tie up my life, so you made that decision temporarily, and kicked me like a trash. No matter how I beg you, you won't look back at me. Destroy all the precious memories between us, stab me with your most ruthless words?"
While she was talking, she still looked at him with a sneer, as if watching a big joke:
"Didn't you say that your death rate is very high? Then why don't you die? I will believe you when you die!"
"Love? Mo Nianchen, you are worthy of talking about love? Do you know what love is? For you, love means that you will come and play when you are interested. Toys on the side?"
She blurted out a series of words, furious.
Mo Nianchen coldly squeezed her wrist, "You keep saying that I don't understand love. You tell me that the first step in love is respect. Then, I want to ask you for advice. What is the second step?"
"It's trust. One person's trust in another person. So, someone like you, who never trusts or trusts others, will never love or get love! So you don't have to learn anymore, Because you will never learn!"
"Xia Xia, are you blaming me? When I blamed me for being sick, I didn’t think of facing you with you, but letting go of your hand? What would you do if the sick person was you? What would you do? I really don’t understand. What is love, but I know that the reason why I will push you away cruelly is because I believe that you love me and will bring misfortune to your life. I want to minimize this misfortune."
Li Shengxia looked at him mockingly: "I have heard a lot of funny reasons for being dumped. This is the first time I have heard such funny reasons. I really don’t know how you performed shamelessly to the extreme. The harm of others and your ruthlessness to others are regarded as gifts to others, haha."
"Don't you really want to learn about love? Now I will tell you the third step of love, which is equality! It is you and I who are standing on the same level, looking at each other, instead of looking down on others and imagining others. So small and unbearable, how noble and powerful I imagine myself."
"Do you also feel more and more that you will never be able to learn love? Because the respect, trust, and equality for others will never show up to you!"
"You are a conceited, arrogant, noble prince who never puts anyone in his eyes, despises all beings, and never knows what equality is. Respect, trust, and equality are too far away from you. Don't say you will, You don’t even know it!"
When Mo Nianchen heard this, he squeezed her wrist fiercely and looked at her eyes: "You are not me, how do you know I don't understand!? You have to respect, trust, and equality, I can do it, so you Will you come back to me!?"
"I love you, even if you don’t believe me, I’ve been using my life to love you all the time. I want to give you the best and don’t let you get hurt. I want you to be the happiest woman in the world. I want to give you all the happiness that no one else can have. You can’t just treat you cruelly as I don’t love you just because I didn’t love you the way you like!”
Li Shengxia looked at him coldly, "You said you love me, but what have you given me? Do you think there is something great about being rich, what do you think is great about diamonds? Do you think everyone is rare? You except for me Insult, give me humble, give me pain, give me ruthlessness and cruelty, what have you given me back?"
"Do you respect me, do you understand me, do you trust me, have you shared happiness and pain with me, have you been with me when I was in the hardest time?"
"You can only plunder and possess. Your love is like a kind of mercy, like a gift, obviously not what I need, I must also be grateful to you!"
"Your love is like a cloud. When the wind comes, it will dissipate. The wind will stop and gather again. It comes and goes so cool. Playing with others again and again, sending them to heaven and then throwing them to hell, and then dripping blood. She was caught from hell and sent to heaven. Do you think anyone would like this kind of love?"
"If you really love me as you said, then take it in your heart and never say it again, then forget it, forget it completely!!!"
Mo Nianchen widened his eyes and yelled at her angrily: "Li Shengxia!"
She felt the strength of his grip on her wrist and almost crushed her, but she continued to say:
"Why? Does it feel like a fantasy? The love I said has nothing to do with you. Respect, trust, and equality. You also found it impossible to do it, right? So don't use the word love to disgust me anymore. You can't afford it."
Mo Nianchen quietly looked at Li Shengxia, who was almost mad. He had never seen her angry like this, as if he was a rubbish to her. She never wanted to see him again, never wanted to have any connection with him again.
As she said, she wanted him to forget all this.
Forget... Forget her? Do you just love her
Mo Nianchen looked into her eyes silently. He felt that she was so far away, as far away as the stars in the sky, out of reach.
He spoke softly, his voice was a little startled, and he asked, "Do you really want me to forget you?"
She spoke coldly, hardly any hesitation: "Yes."
"Love me another way. Don't bother me anymore. Don't bother me anymore. Forget me, and then we become strangers, even if we meet, there is no greeting, you walk by me and miss me and pass by me. I won’t turn my head. Just keep going. I’ll be grateful for you forever!"
He looked at her and said, "Okay, as you wish!"
He said.
good.
as you wish…
The five words left her mind blank for a moment.
The strength he held her wrist gradually relaxed, as if he found that the fine quicksand in his hand would slip away no matter how tight it was, so he just let it go.
Li Shengxia coldly shook off Mo Nianchen's hand, and ran out of the hotel carrying the wedding dress—