He kept looking at her without saying a word, and she looked at him too, only feeling that her breathing was almost stagnating...
Because she didn't know what he was thinking or what he wanted to do, she didn't dare to say anything. She only felt that the way he looked at her coldly at the moment was terrifying, she hadn't seen him with such a cold expression for a long time.
She didn't even know where she provoke him!
On the wall behind, a cold touch spreads into her body, and the man in front of her has a terrible expression that makes her at a loss. Her hands are held tightly and tightly, and she doesn't even dare to breathe too hard...
I don't know how long it took, when he suddenly approached her, seeming to want to kiss her forcefully.
This action is exactly the same as the kiss at the airport ten years ago.
At that time, he was also so overbearing and aggressive, regardless of her feelings, and kissed her crazily, causing her to change to androphobia for a time!
Li Shengxia suddenly began to tremble...
The terrible memory seemed to invade her world in an instant, the past that she had already forgotten and cared about long ago made her at a loss again!
Is he back like a devil again!
Mo Nianchen felt her whole body trembling, and suddenly remembered what she said at the engagement banquet last time in his mind, and there was a touch of unspeakable loss and depression in his heart.
Although he wanted to kiss her very much, wanted to possess her, wanted to vent his anger, wanted to tell him that he was jealous, angry, and even going crazy, he finally let go of her.
If he really did this now, she would definitely hate him again, hide from him, blame him...
After finally relaxing the relationship a little bit, it will drop to freezing point again...
At this moment, he realized that it was so difficult to respect.
If this respect continues, is she going to be in the arms of others
He looked into her eyes and felt that his internal organs were surging, and he was going crazy. He clearly wanted to let her know that he was angry, jealous, and going crazy, but he still couldn't do anything.
I can only let myself bury this jealousy in my heart, let go of her casually, turn around, and leave...
Li Shengxia didn't expect that he would suddenly let go and turn away. She even thought she was going to die, but he actually left like this!
She looked at Mo Nianchen's back immediately, and suddenly slipped to the ground weakly.
She leaned back against the cold wall, remembering his madness just now, and his sudden cessation of madness, suddenly mixed feelings...
Mo Nianchen's back went further and further...
Li Shengxia opened her mouth, still unable to make a sound, just watching him go further and further...
That back figure was so familiar and unfamiliar, as cold as an ice sculpture in Harbin.
Just now, his breath was close at hand.
Now, as if nothing had happened, disappeared in such a hurry.
Because they are already strangers, because they no longer have the right to ask each other’s lives, because they no longer have the right to plunder each other...
So, despite the anger, despite the pain, despite the jealousy, we can only stop here.
Don’t ask anything, say nothing, don’t do anything, even to express your emotions, you have to be careful...
'Mo Nianchen...'
'Are you learning to forget me? '
'Little by little, learn to alienate me, and then, as I told you at the beginning, treat me as a stranger and forget it completely? '
'Why, I have to tremble, why should I be afraid, why my heart feels inexplicable pain...'
'Why, I want to stop you...'
'Forget me, forget me completely, isn't this what I want? '
'Why, looking at your back, I was so panicked...'
'Am I crazy? '
'It must be crazy. '
Li Shengxia sat on the ground, lowered her head, hugged her knees, and buried her cheeks in her arms.
It seems that there is a long loneliness and loss, following the wind, blowing from a distant place.
The scent of lemon was faintly in the air.
The scent that she once disliked and liked so much.
Well, such an unstoppable fragrance...
'I have always wanted to get rid of you from my heart. You are also trying, trying to be an ordinary friend until you become a stranger...'
'Is that so...'
But why should she feel anxious
Ten years!
All the phantoms of youth, good and bad, are pinned on the same person.
Always want to escape, always want to get rid of.
Finally had this opportunity. She is actually afraid that that day will really come...
'Mo Nianchen, what on earth are you to me? '
'Why appear repeatedly in my life. While letting me know that I am not important to you at all, I can't help but wonder if I will be different to you. '
'Never go back, don't go back to the time that was little last year, the time that loved you, the time that was hurt by you, the time that was scarred and hysterical...'
'Obviously said yes, never look back again...'
'You never looked back once, why can't I help but stare at your back, keep watching, keep watching...'
'Is it? I just want to remember how indifferent your back is, give me some, and leave your determination. Stay away from you completely. '
'Isn’t it best to see you like this? '
'Goodbye like this...'
Li Shengxia looked up at the sky full of stars, and found tears falling from her face. She reached out and wiped the tears from her cheek...
In her heart, she slowly repeated word by word: Just, then, goodbye, Mo Nianchen...
Finally, she sorted out her emotions, stood up, wiped the tears from her face, and entered the house.
Xia Lemongrass saw her and immediately asked: "Mommy, has Uncle Situ gone?"
"Yeah." She faintly replied.
Xia Mengming seemed to find something and asked, "Mummy, why are your eyes red?"
Li Shengxia stiffened slightly, and said: "The wind is too windy, and the eyes are too dry. I'm going to get eye drops."
"... Mommy, I know it's wrong. If you like Uncle Situ, I will give him to you, but don't cry because you can't grab me..."
"..." Li Shengxia was speechless, "I didn't!"
"So, Mommy, don't you like Uncle Situ?"
"He is just like you in my eyes, a kid!"
"Ahahaha, that's great, Mommy, this is not what I said, I have already let you, you don't want it!"
"... Lemon, it's late, you'd better go to bed early! Where's your brother."
"Brother is already asleep!"
"Then what are you waiting for!?"
"Yeah!" Xia Lemongrass shivered with a smile, "Actually, I feel that the tutor is very good, very good, Mommy, you might as well consider him!"
"..." Li Shengxia shook suddenly, "You..."
"Ah, Mommy, I didn't say anything, I'm going to bed, goodbye!" Xia Lemongrass hurriedly sneaked into her room and closed the door.
Li Shengxia stared at Xia Lemon's door...