I have experienced too much together, so it seems so difficult to forget. It is so difficult that she can't do it for so many years and many times.
The things that he had experienced with him were too deep, engraved in her life and in her mind. Eliminating him is equivalent to eliminating one's own life. Unless the life is no longer there, no effort will be made in vain.
There is still thunder and lightning outside, this rainy season...
It was on a rainy day that I was heartbroken by him. The confession that came to an end ten years ago, he said to her ten years ago, it was just a misunderstanding.
However, five years ago, when she thought he was in love with her, he cruelly pushed her away. Such memories tortured her again and again, making her afraid to believe him again.
Yeah, didn't you say goodbye
When she thought of this, her fingers slowly pulled away from his face, got up, and wanted to pour the water out, but he suddenly grabbed her wrist and pulled her onto the bed.
After a while, she regained her senses, only to find that she was firmly pressed on the bed by him, and then she hugged her tightly!
At this moment, the scorching body temperature came unscrupulously—
She stiffened and tried to break away, but he hugged her tighter.
Has she fallen again? Why is it always so easy to fall into his arms? Such a lemon scent, such a hot body temperature, such a wild hug!
I have been missing it and never disappeared.
Keep saying to myself, no, no, don't let yourself fall into his trap, don't make the same mistake again. That's been said for ten years.
Why
Why is there always nothing to hide when I meet him...
"Mo Nianchen, you let me go!"
"Why let you go, I'm afraid of thunder."
"!!What did you say?"
"I am also afraid of thunder, I want to get into your arms, and I want you to comfort me..."
Li Shengxia suddenly shook: "...You are not drunk, are you?"
Why did she suddenly feel so scared! !
Don't tell her that he is inexplicably indifferent and indifferent today, because when Situ was at her house that day, he was afraid of thunder approaching her... Then he was jealous!
He didn't answer her...
She added: "Mo Nianchen? You are talking!"
Li Shengxia tried to push him away.
However, he hugged very tightly, very tightly, very tightly, and he never said a word again, as if all he had just said was a dream.
It turned out to be a dream...
It turns out that the two of them can face each other quietly only when one of them is not conscious...
What exactly is this cruel fate? !
She gave up pushing him away.
She didn't know when, she also fell asleep slowly.
It's been a long, long time since she had a good night's sleep, but tonight, she actually slept exceptionally peacefully, as if all the nightmares would never come again. And she still possesses, possesses all the good things.
Beautiful childhood, beautiful first love, beautiful dreams, beautiful everything.
-Admit it, Li Shengxia, in fact, you can't refuse to be close to his heart.
—Because of this, you will desperately want to escape him.
—But it’s useless to escape no matter how much.
—Just assume, tonight is a dream, let me in the dream, once again have you, have your body temperature, have your embrace, have your breath...
—Then it will be forgotten.
Before that, Li Shengxia had never dreamed that he would actually spend the first night on a business trip with him in this way.
The next day, dawn!
Li Shengxia was awakened from his sleep, and quickly backed away, back and forth, and fell to the ground with a bang.
Hearing the sound, Mo Nianchen slowly opened his eyes and looked at her coldly, "Why are you in my room!?"
"I... You were drunk last night, I..."
"I was drunk, so you took the opportunity to take off my clothes, climbed onto my bed, and slept with me all night?" Mo Nianchen lowered his head and looked at his clothes that were thrown on the ground, and said.
Li Shengxia immediately retorted, "That's not the case! Don't just make up your mind, OK? You are vomiting up and down, and I am kind to help you change your clothes..."
"So, you did take off my clothes."
"..." Li Shengxia was speechless.
"What? It seems that you take off my clothes and don't want to be responsible for me?" Mo Nianchen got out of the bed, leaned down, looked at Li Shengxia who fell to the ground, stretched out his hand and squeezed her face, "Also , What about the things that slept with me all night? Don't you want to be responsible?"
"... You are pulling me."
"What did you say?"
"... You are holding me, not me climbing onto your bed, please don't reverse the order at will!"
"So, you mean, I slept with you, so I have to be responsible to you?"
Li Shengxia bit her lip and said: "You didn't sleep with me, and I didn't sleep with you. We just happened to sleep on the same bed. Please don't speak so ambiguously, okay!?"
"So you don't deny the fact that we slept together."
"..."
"Li Shengxia, I am a very self-disciplined man." He said as he approached her.
"... vomit."
"What's your face!?"
"No, I have sore throat!" Li Shengxia deliberately coughed a few times to prove that what he said was true.
Mo Nianchen ignored her and continued: "I am a very self-disciplined man. Since my wife disappeared, I have never had any stories with any woman. It is faster than changing men. You, like lightning, I think, I can be called an absolutely loyal person."
"... Hey, don't say strange things inexplicably, OK, I don't have a man!"
"Are you explaining to me?"
"... I'll just shut up, how do you like to say it!"
Mo Nianchen continued: "In short, I haven't slept with a woman in five years. I slept with you yesterday. I must be responsible for you to the end!"
"How many times do you want me to say that if you didn't sleep with me, you just slept in the bed, you have to be responsible, and you are responsible for the bed, so I don't have to!"
Mo Nianchen leaned down, resting one hand on the ground, and pressing her shoulder with the other. She wanted to step back, but she couldn't avoid it.
This close contact made Li Shengxia feel very difficult to breathe. The hot temperature of the fingers he pressed on her shoulders passed into her shoulders through the clothes, causing her to feel trance and dizziness for a moment.
His face leaned close to her, and smiled unclearly, "You didn't hear me clearly."
"What?" Li Shengxia's eyes widened in surprise.
"I am a very self-disciplined man."
"Then what?"
"I am very responsible."
"… so what?"
"Whether I slept in bed yesterday or slept with you, we always slept together last night."
"... what do you want to say?"