But…
How can I persuade myself to let go of the sand I have held for 22 years
Although he knew that the tighter he held it, the faster he would die, but if he let go of his hand, the remaining sand would drift away in the wind, leaving no piece of armor.
In that case, his persistence will be completely meaningless.
But he knew how capricious she was. She made a decision, what if he ordered her? She will do it after all. What if he begged her? What she will do, she will do it after all.
Mo Nianchen dropped his cigarette butt and looked at the window of Li Shengxia's room in a daze, "I will respect you what you want to do. What I am afraid of is that the end of respect is loss..."
Li Shengxia tossed and couldn't sleep, got out of bed, walked to the window, trying to breathe, but it seemed to see a car whizzing past...
That car looked familiar, very similar to Mo Nianchen's new car.
Will it be him
Li Shengxia chased it out and suddenly laughed at herself involuntarily. She was crazy. How could he appear here? She is crazy.
She picked up the phone and called her father.
"Hello? Dad, are you asleep?"
"No. What's wrong with Xia Xia, did you encounter something unhappy?"
"No, I just miss you."
"Just tell me if you have anything, you are my daughter, don't I know you yet?"
Li Shengxia took a deep breath and said, "Dad, if you want to do something, but someone doesn't want you to do it, how would you decide?"
"Is that important to you?"
"… Um."
"Is that person important to you?"
"… I have no idea."
"If you don't do that, will you regret it?"
"… Can."
"Do you regret losing that person?"
"… I have no idea."
In fact, she never owned him at all, where did she lose it? But since she didn't own him, then why, she would still be afraid of losing...
"Actually, you have the answer in your heart, don't you?" Father Li's voice came from the phone.
Li Shengxia squeezed the phone, "My answer?"
"If you want to do this, then do it. If that person really cares about you, he will respect your choice."
"… Is that right?"
"Well. If you really love it, you will respect it."
"I see, Dad, thank you."
"Silly girl, there is no thanks for that."
"Dad, are you okay there?"
"Well, everything is fine. Do your own thing and leave me alone."
"... Dad." Her eyes were a little moist.
If there is one thing that makes her feel extremely lucky, it must be that she can become his daughter in this life.
"Yeah. I'm here."
"I know what to do."
"Yeah. Then go to bed early. No matter what happens today, you have to wake up tomorrow. If you want to have a good spirit, you have to sleep well tonight."
"Um."
The next day, Li Shengxia told Situ Ye that she thought it out clearly that she was willing to play this role.
Situ Ye was pleasantly surprised, "Really!? That's great. The crew is almost ready, and the filming will start tomorrow. You still have to work. I will try to put your shots together. Then you will choose the weekend. Come to shoot."
"I'm sorry, I'm just a newcomer, and I have to be special. Will I be rejected by the crew?"
"With me, who dares to dislike you. Just leave it alone. I will arrange it for you."
"thanks!"
"I thank you for your willingness to appear on the scene. But filming is very hard. Last time you shot for a short period of time and it didn't last long. But for this drama, your appearance rate is relatively high. If you shoot in an amateur, you must take good care of your body. "
"Hmm, I know! I will."
"OK! Then we set a shooting time, I will let you know when that happens."
"Um!"
A few days later.
The crew of the movie "You Are the Look of Love" was officially shot in a studio in City A.
Li Shengxia took the script to analyze the characters seriously. After all, she is not a professional, and there are many places where she needs guidance. Situ Ye would always suggest to her in his spare time.
Li Shengxia was a little embarrassed to flip through the script. Although she does not reject Situ, this is a love movie after all. Although the most intimate young girl in the movie is only kiss, she feels that she can't do it at all...
So what she agreed with Situ Ye was to shoot in a dislocation.
"You, a kiss has to be filmed in a dislocation, what should I do if I encounter more intense scenes in the future?" Situ Ye couldn't help but said with a smile.
Li Shengxia said righteously: "Then don't act."
Situ Ye smiled helplessly: "It's only you who dare to be so self-willed to say such things. At any rate, you have a sense of professionalism as an actor."
"I will be very dedicated, but there are some exceptions. I can't get in touch with people I don't like." Li Shengxia said to Situ Ye: "I feel that I am very suitable for the role of an agent. The action scene is over."
Situ Ye couldn't help but laugh, "So..." He put his hand on her shoulder, she didn't dodge, and he continued: "Am I the one you like?"
Li Shengxia smiled and opened his hand, "Be serious."
Situ Ye pretended to say deeply, "Summer, you are a newcomer in the show business circle. In any case, you can't talk to seniors so rudely, you know?"
"Sorry, God Situ, I will not dare anymore!"
"good!"
"..." Li Shengxia was speechless for a while, and said quickly: "The filming is about to start, and I am a little nervous. I'd better take a closer look at the script."
"In the first act, you have to lean on my shoulder, then you have to hug my neck and kiss me proactively. Are you ready?"
"Puff..." Li Shengxia's mouth twitched, "I will brew my emotions."
Even if it was a misplaced shooting, she already felt terribly nervous.
She is very familiar with Situ Ye, she knows that he is a big boy, she should be able to overcome the pressure in her heart...
This is a youth story about first love.
A seventeen-year-old girl Yao Banxia (starring Li Shengxia) and a teenager Cheng Jingxi (starring Situ Ye) fell in love with each other, but they repeatedly missed it because of a series of misunderstandings. Yao Banxia bravely confessed after the college entrance examination and was rejected. After that, she and Cheng Jingxi were admitted to different universities.
The two reunited unexpectedly at a sorority meeting, resolved many misunderstandings, and finally understood each other's hearts and were honest with each other, and met with Jingchuan University—
Unexpectedly, Tian Cheng Jingxi missed the appointment.
At this time, Yin Tuoyu (male number two), a young man who had always admired Yao Banxia in high school, came across the ocean to find her and accompanied her to find Cheng Jingxi, but was blind in a car accident in order to save Yao Banxia.
Yao Banxia therefore intends to give up Cheng Jingxi to take care of Yin Tuoyu and go abroad for five years, always looking for a chance to heal his eyes...
Five years later, she received a call that a famous doctor in Jingchuan City might be able to treat Yin Tuoyu's eyes. When she returned to Jingchuan City with Yin Tuoyu and went to Jingchuan Hospital to look for the doctor, she discovered that the other party was actually Cheng Jingxi!
…