"Thinking about how to tell them that I am their daddy."
"There are times when you are not confident?" Li Shengxia smiled softly.
"This incident was very sudden to me, although I always hoped that they would be my children, and vaguely felt this way, but when I really got the answer, it still felt very sudden."
"Unbelievable, I actually have two children, and for so many years, I have not done anything for them... I am very happy and panic. I don't know if they can accept me..."
Li Shengxia stretched out her hands, put her hands on his heavy palms, and said seriously: "I believe you will be a good father."
"Really?" He looked into her eyes.
"Yeah." Li Shengxia nodded. "Why don't you think about it again, how can you tell them? Let them be a little bit more prepared first."
Mo Nianchen also nodded, "Xia Xia, do you know? I am very excited now, I wish I could tell them right away that I am their father. But I..."
Worried again, it will scare them...
Will he really be a good father? He is totally unsure of this. For these two little guys who suddenly broke into his life, he said that as much as he likes, he likes as much. Perhaps because of this, the more worried he is that he will not be able to do a good job. After all, he has no experience in this area.
"You just treat them as usual." Li Shengxia said: "Aren't you always treating them well? Just like a father."
"Normal? Do I have it?"
"Well, you love Lemon very much, and Yichen very much, and you have never hurt them. You always try to meet their requirements. If someone bullies them, you will be towards them. I think, even if they dare not for a while Believe that your father is still alive, you can definitely accept people who dote on them like you."
Mo Nianchen's original smile suddenly faded, and he raised his eyebrows to look at her: "What do you mean by not believing that your father is still alive?"
"Um..." She suddenly realized what she had said.
He stared at her displeasedly, "You tell them I'm dead?"
"..." Li Shengxia coughed a few times and explained, "I just... tell them that their father is watching them in heaven, because when they asked me for a father, I didn't know where to find a father for them. , And I just couldn’t find someone to replace you at will, so... "
"so… ?"
"Although I told them that, but I didn't say anything bad about you! I just said that their father loved them very much, but he had to separate from them..." Li Shengxia bit her lip, "Who made you... do it in the first place? That kind of decision made me hate you that way. I thought, you don’t want me or our children, I..."
He froze for a moment, then hugged her in his arms and hugged her tightly.
She didn't react for a while, his jaw was placed on her shoulder, and she apologized softly in her ear:
"Sorry, Xia Xia, you have been wronged so much over the years. I didn't find you earlier, and I didn't explain all this to you earlier. I'm sorry, I hurt you..."
She felt that when he said this, she hugged her tighter.
Li Shengxia's eyes were inexplicably wet, she knew that he was desperate at the beginning, so he would make such a choice. She knew that his starting point was good. Although she had hated him before, but when she knew everything, for him, only more and more intense love.
If he didn't love her deeply, how could he make such a decision...
It is hard to imagine that if he had really left the world at that time, in her life, who should she look for a dock that belonged to her.
Isn't she like him, trying to accept others, but every time she fails. It wasn't because the other party was bad, but because after loving Mo Nianchen deeply, he could no longer love others.
Having been deeply loved by such a man, how can she still have the strength to fall in love with others
She also hugged him backhand, as if responding to him. "Achen, I don't blame you, it's all over..."
As long as we are doing well now...
That's enough.
Knock knock—
The car window was knocked suddenly.
The two embracing heard the sound and immediately looked at the source of the sound, and found that the other party was Xia Lemon. The two quickly separated, sitting in their respective positions if nothing had happened, and then got out of the car.
"Mommy, uncle tutor, what are you doing in the car?" Xia Mengming poked his head.
"What do you do?" Li Shengxia flushed, pretending not to understand.
"I obviously saw you just now..." Hug together, right? Xia Lemon didn't say the best word.
"You are wrong!" Li Shengxia said quickly.
"Mummy, I haven't said what I saw, why are you so anxious to deny it."
"..." Li Shengxia was speechless for a while.
Mo Nianchen calmly explained, "Your mommy has eye feces. I just wiped it off when I saw it."
puff…
Li Shengxia almost sprayed, hey hey! Can you give a better reason! !
"So it's like that!" Xia Mengming nodded her head seemingly, "Did you wipe off that shit?"
"It's finished." Mo Nianchen said.
"..." Li Shengxia felt vomiting blood.
Xia Mengming didn't know what she was thinking at all, and immediately said, "Then let's go in, it's so cold outside."
"Yeah." Mo Nianchen looked at Xia Mengming, probably because he knew he was his daughter, and felt even more pitiful, "Let me carry you in, okay?"
"Eh?" Xia Ningming glanced at Mo Nianchen, why did he suddenly hold himself in? It’s not a few steps from the garden to the hall.
Mo Nianchen leaned down, picked up the lemon, and asked her with a smile, "Do you feel warmer?"
"Yeah!" Xia Lemon nodded happily.
This little guy didn't seem to repel himself very much. Mo Nianchen was a little relieved. After thinking about it, he tentatively said, "Little Lemon, do you want a daddy?"
"Daddy?" Xia Mengming said, "It depends on his character, worth, education, appearance... Also, is it good to me. Good to my brother, good to my mommy..."
Mo Nianchen laughed lightly, "Little Lemon, you have so many requests."
"Of course, wanting to be my daddy is much stricter than my boyfriend's requirements."
Mo Nianchen smiled lightly, glanced at Lemon, and then at Li Shengxia.
"Go in first, don't catch a cold." He said to Li Shengxia.
"Yeah." Li Shengxia nodded subconsciously.
Mo Nianchen held the lemon in one hand and walked in front. Li Shengxia followed him. After just walking two steps, he saw his other hand stretched out towards the back, as if waiting for her to put her palms together. give him-