After taking Wen Lin out for the reunion that day, Wen Jianing was busy with filming for a short time and never saw Wen Lin again. He once called to ask, Wen Lin said that he was fine and told Wen Jianing not to worry about him .
At this time, Ke Xinfan was also discharged from the hospital.
On the day of his discharge, Wen Jianing personally drove to pick him up.
As soon as Ke Xinfan got in the car, he took out his cigarette and started smoking.
Wen Jianing opened the car window and silently expressed his unwelcome attitude towards his smoking.
Ke Xinfan didn't care, and asked him, "When will you go back?"
Wen Jianing said, "You can do it anytime."
Ke Xinfan was silent for a while, and said, "Then as soon as possible, can you go back tomorrow?"
Wen Jianing glanced at him, "I'll make arrangements."
In "Bitter Summer", Wen Jianing's scene in the studio is almost ready to end, and the next step is to prepare for the shooting of the location. Recently, Lu Jinlang has slowed down the progress, and more often he is studying shooting techniques and constantly comparing and improving himself.
If Ke Xinfan wanted to go back at this time, Wen Jianing could spare some time. It's just that when he asked Lu Jinlang for leave, Lu Jinlang offered to accompany him back.
Wen Jianing was a little surprised, "Are you free?"
Lu Jinlang was looking at the computer and looked up at him, "Don't want me to go?"
Wen Jianing walked over to him and stretched out his hand, put his hands on his shoulders, and smiled, "Why do you think so?"
Lu Jinlang reached out and took off his glasses, "I can tell from your tone and expression."
Wen Jianing buried his head, pressed his face to his cheek, and said softly, "You didn't look at me at all just now, you just sensed it from my expression?"
Lu Jinlang raised his hand to touch his face and said, "Don't you know there is a feeling called telepathy?"
Wen Jianing couldn't help but laugh.
Lu Jinlang took his hand and pulled him in front of him, sitting on his side and holding him in his arms.
Wen Jianing put his hands around his shoulders and turned his head to look at the webpage that Lu Jinlang was browsing. He thought he was watching entertainment news, but it turned out that he was reading a filming diary of a well-known director.
Pulling the mouse, Wen Jianing asked him, "Is there any gain?"
Lu Jinlang said, "Look a little more, and you can always learn something."
Wen Jianing turned around and looked at him for a moment, then leaned in and kissed his lips. He had just taken a shower himself, but Lu Jinlang hadn't had time to take a shower. After an emotional deep kiss, Wen Jianing said to him, "Would you like to take a shower first?"
"Okay," Lu Jinlang said, withdrew the hand that had already reached into Wen Jianing's pajamas, stood up and hugged Wen Jianing directly.
Wen Jianing hurriedly grabbed his shoulders, "What are you doing?"
Lu Jinlang said, "Let's wash together."
Wen Jianing said, "I've already washed it."
Lu Jinlang smiled, "It's okay, you go with me."
He carried Wen Jianing into the bathroom, sat on the edge of the bathtub, reached out to turn on the faucet, and poured water into the bathtub.
"Want to take a bath?" Wen Jianing asked him.
Lu Jinlang said, "It's rare to have you with me. I'm going to enjoy it slowly."
Wen Jianing rested his head on the bathroom tile and looked at him with a smile.
While waiting for the water to be released, Lu Jinlang put a hand on his back and asked, "I don't seem to have heard much about your family in advance."
Wen Jianing sighed, "My parents are actually very kind to me, but the memories of the past are all unhappy memories."
Ke Xinhang's diary rarely records happy things.
If Wen Jianing grew up in that kind of environment, he would definitely not be the character he is now. If he hadn't met Lu Jinlang, perhaps over time, he would have been gradually influenced by Ke Xinhang's sensitivity and helplessness, and he would move towards another extreme.
Until now, no one will allow Wen Jianing to enter his body until what happened to Ke Xinhang that night. Wen Jianing sometimes always wonders if he couldn't bear the pressure and chose to commit suicide.
Lu Jinlang's palm moved to his shoulder, squeezed slightly, and asked him, "What are you thinking about?"
Wen Jianing suddenly came back to his senses, shook his head, and then noticed that the water in the bathtub was almost done, and said to Lu Jinlang, "You can go in."
Lu Jinlang began to undress unhurriedly.
He had a good build, with strong and tight muscles without exaggeration, and looked slender and well-proportioned.
Wen Jianing leaned his head against the wall and looked at him, recalling in his heart when he began to feel the attraction of a man's body to him.
Lu Jinlang stepped into the bathtub and sat down.
The water in the bathtub suddenly flooded up. Wen Jianing had rolled up his trousers and sat beside the bathtub, but at this time the water came up and wet the trousers.
Lu Jinlang said to him, "Take off your pants."
Wen Jianing hesitated for a while, but still took his legs out and took off his pajama pants before turning around and sticking his legs into the bathtub.
Since Lu Jinlang replaced his original boxer shorts in the past, he no longer insisted on covering up. In fact, he is very grateful to Lu Jinlang. It is precisely because of Lu Jinlang's attitude that now he gradually forgets his physical condition and feels that he is no different from ordinary people.
Lu Jinlang leaned back comfortably, leaned his back on the side of the bathtub, and said, "It's a pity that it's not convenient to go out, otherwise I can go to see the place you lived before and the school you studied in."
Wen Jianing looked at him and said, "No need, I have no memory anymore."
"No memory?" Lu Jinlang seemed a little surprised by what he said.
Sometimes the older you get, the more you will miss some things from your childhood. Maybe not every event and every scene is remembered deeply, but it should not be forgotten.
Wen Jianing said: "Really, I have very few memories of Ke Xinhang."
Lu Jinlang didn't say anything and looked at him.
Wen Jianing took a deep breath and said, "I committed suicide, but I didn't die. Since I woke up that day, I selectively forgot a lot of things and let myself—" He said here, and suddenly stopped, he was originally I want to say let yourself isolate the memory of the past from the present. But for some unknown reason, he suddenly had a strange and terrifying thought, which made him dazed for a while.
From Lu Jinlang's point of view, Wen Jianing's face turned pale in an instant. He sat up, reached for his calf, and asked, "What's wrong?"
The touch of Lu Jinlang's palm recalled Wen Jianing's sanity. He shook his head. He wanted to say nothing, but in the end he couldn't help but ask, "Is there a person like Wen Jianing in this world?"
Hearing his mention of Wen Jianing, Lu Jinlang should actually be unhappy, but seeing his unsightly face, he still didn't irritate him, and answered him calmly, "Yes, I know him and I have seen him."
Wen Jianing nodded.
At that moment just now, he just suddenly wondered if he could be a personality split from Ke Xinhang at all. The cognition of identity was actually given to him by Ke Xinhang. He is not Wen Jianing, he is still Ke Xinhang, It's just self-splitting and imprisoning a personality.
The thought made him shudder for a moment, as if everything that could not be explained made sense. But the only thing he was still at ease was that the memory of Wen Jianing he had was something Ke Xinhang didn't know about and couldn't give him.
There is a real Wen Jianing in the world, not Ke Xinhang's fantasies and splits.
"Xinhang?" Lu Jinlang still thought he didn't look very good.
Wen Jianing chewed on the name, and suddenly wanted Lu Jinlang to call him Wen Jianing. He didn't even know what was wrong, but it was the first time he had this idea after spending so much time together.
Lu Jinlang got up and stood in front of Wen Jianing, stretched out his hand and pinched his chin to make him look at him, and said again, "Xinhang, what's the matter with you?"
Wen Jianing suddenly reached out and hugged his shoulders, blocking his mouth with his own lips.
There are some things he can't say, so don't listen to them at this time. He kissed Lu Jinlang so hard that his pajamas were all soaked.
Lu Jinlang stretched out his hand to support him, turned around and pressed him against the wall, leaning his head back and pulling a little distance from him.
Wen Jianing tried to lean over and ask him again, but Lu Jinlang still ducked back.
Lu Jinlang said, "What the hell happened to you? It was fine just now."
Wen Jianing pursed his lips and said, "I'm sorry."
Lu Jinlang was stunned for a moment, and he didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Of course, he knew that the person in front of him was deliberately saying this to tease him, but he had to admit that the power of this sentence was very powerful.
Wen Jianing raised his legs to wrap his legs around Lu Jinlang's waist, put them on deliberately, and said, "How are you?"
Lu Jinlang was a little helpless, so he could only lean in to kiss him and say, "It's up to you, and you can tell me when you want to."
As soon as he kissed it, Wen Jianing immediately deepened the kiss.
Both of them had no room to think, and fell into a fierce love. The bathroom was filled with water vapor, and the water in the bathtub was also splashing out a lot.
Until later, Lu Jinlang changed the hot water in another bathtub and soaked Wen Jianing in his arms.
Because Wen Jianing was too tired, he lay down in the bathtub and fell asleep. He didn't have time to think about what happened before.
As for Lu Jinlang, he arranged his work for the next two days. As soon as it dawned, he got up to make breakfast, and when it was almost time, he called Wen Jianing up and said to him, "Let's go, we'll set off today. "
Wen Jianing rubbed his aching forehead, reached out to touch his mobile phone on the bedside, and called Ke Xinfan, "Let's go back today."
Ke Xinhang's hometown is actually in the nearby suburban county, only more than an hour's drive from the city. They can go back and forth the same day.
At first, Lu Jinlang planned to let Lu Yunan drive his nanny car, but Wen Jianing said that it was not necessary, he would just drive his car, without bothering Yunan.
Before leaving, Wen Jianing deliberately searched for the address of the cemetery north of the county seat, where Ke Xinhang's parents were buried.