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"Beast Taming"
Wen Yu ran into his first love ten years ago on the plane, and found that he had become a completely different person, flirtatious and mean.
And the identity is a math teacher.
And he is also a math teacher who will be in the same class as him soon.
Pei Zhuo still followed him.
He didn't know where he would take himself or what to expect outside of school. But this feeling of being dominated is... nice.
Lu Lin drove across two blocks and brought him to a secluded Japanese grocery store.
Although it is a weekday, there are many people coming to eat and drink, and there are basically no empty seats on the first floor.
The waiter knew him very well, greeted them and led them to the lounge on the second floor.
Beijing is a place where every inch of land is very expensive. Every business district is expensive, and restaurants are actually not that big.
The two of them took off their shoes and sat in the small private room. The wall was painted with a sea tide and red sun, and there was a bottle of plum branches in the corner.
The food was served quickly, the waiter smiled and said that the meal was enjoyable, and carefully closed the wooden door, leaving the two of them relatively silent on the tatami.
There is gurgling water in the distance, and there are vague chatter and laughter.
There is very little space under the table, but it is just enough to put your legs down and have a quiet meal together.
Lu Lin didn't open his mouth, but took a sake bottle and poured a Chaoxiang Baihe.
The first one was for himself, and after it was poured, it was placed on the left side where he was sitting.
The second one was for Pei Zhuo, and it was still placed on the left side after it was finished.
"Teacher Pei, come and sit down."
Pei Zhuo was looking down at the knuckles he bent when he was pouring the wine, he was startled when he heard this sentence, and hesitated for a few seconds.
The space here is limited. If two people sit side by side in a row, it is inevitable that there will be physical contact.
Lu Lin didn't rush him, but his fingertips covered the rim of the second cup, and scraped slowly.
"Don't you want to drink?"
Pei Zhuo slowly got up and sat down, sinking into the same place with him, with shoulders leaning against each other.
It also feels good to be obedient.
He took the glass of wine, put his lips on the place where his fingertips brushed, and drank the whole glass slowly.
Lu Lin got up and helped him put the tableware back, and helped him pour soy sauce into the porcelain white saucer.
Pei Zhuo didn't move his chopsticks much, stopped after taking two sips of soup, stirred the spoon for a long while and said, "Miss Lu suddenly used perfume."
Lu Lin took a sip of his wine: "Yes."
"Ms. Lu hasn't spoken to me for several days."
"He won't even look at me."
Lu Lin put down his wine glass and looked at him sideways: "Are you angry?"
Pei Zhuo thought for a while: "No, I'm just a little flustered."
Lu Lin didn't speak.
The closed boxes give people a sense of security, and they are not afraid of colleagues breaking in suddenly.
Pei Zhuo relaxed a little, let himself lean on his right arm, and said after a while: "Teacher Lu's fragrance...it smells very good."
It smells good even without spraying.
Lu Lin sat where he was, with his gaze down on the backs of their hands resting on the edge of the table.
Their hands are so close that they can be covered by just moving an inch.
"I want to chill you."
Pei Zhuo nodded with a smile, and suddenly said: "Can I do that action again this morning?"
Lu Lin breathed heavily, and wrapped him in his arms again.
The space suddenly opened up, but the two of them were very close.
Pei Zhuo was hugged into his chest again, and his cheeks began to feel hot again.
He straightened up awkwardly, buried his cheek in Lu Lin's neck, and sniffed lightly.
Brandy, sandalwood, and amber that was exactly the same as his body.
Lu Lin let Pei Zhuo bury himself in his chest, but he refused to put his arms around his waist.
"Teacher Pei," he said briefly, "prey won't come to your door by itself."
Pei Zhuo snorted half complaining and half dissatisfied, hugged him and refused to let go, moved his face closer, and lowered his head to smell his scent.
It was like a fox holding a bait and refusing to let it go.
Both of them are similar in this respect.
Jerky, greedy, unwilling to be controlled, and addicted to being controlled.
As soon as Pei Zhuo rubbed against him, the necks of the two touched together, their smooth and delicate skin pressed against each other, exchanging their warmth with extremely sensitive nerves.
Lu Lin sighed, and put his arms around his waist as if in compromise.
Pei Zhuo is very light and soft to hold, as if his whole body is nestled into his windbreaker.
The man reached out and stroked his hair softly.
"I was doing self-study in the morning, and I was leading the students to review ancient poems."
"The sentence I read happened to be Yuan Youzhi and Li Youlan."
"You just happened to be standing outside the classroom, talking to Teacher Cheng, and you still look so pretty when you smile."
His knuckles were clasped slightly, and he combed Pei Zhuo's hair slowly.
"The students are reading, and I am looking at you."
"At that time, I was thinking, don't cold you anymore, even if you put down the book and go out to see you, just say good morning."
Pei Zhuo hugged his waist tightly, snorted again comfortably, and felt the tight waist of the man with his palm.
He fantasized about such a scene many times, and now he is finally satisfied by Lu Lin, and he doesn't want to go out comfortably.
The mellow masculine breath held him here like a cage, and he was willing.
"I did it on purpose." Pei Zhuo whispered.
Lu Lin bowed her head and kissed his forehead with indulgence in her voice.
"I know."
Pei Zhuo paused, lying in his arms and looking up at him.
He wanted to ask Lu Lin a few words.
What do you know, Teacher Lu
Did you know my secret thoughts about you from the first day I entered the school, or did you know everything about it from the beginning to the end, and you were just manipulating me
But when he really raised his head, he couldn't say anything, he just wanted to go over and kiss his lips.
Pei Zhuo leaned forward, but Lu Lin raised a finger to block between them, staring at him silently.
Like waiting for a confirmation.
Pei Zhuo laughed, lowered his head and kissed his callused fingertips, his voice was hoarse.
"Teacher Pei is willing to let you rest assured."
I am willing to be your lover, I am willing to be your lover, and I am willing to be possessed by you, leaving nothing behind.
Lu Lin hugged his waist tightly, removed the obstructing fingers, leaned over and kissed him deeply.
It was the first time for both of them to kiss, and at first it was incoherent, quick and jerky.
Lightly touch the lips, kiss the corners of the lips, close your eyes and don't care about everything in the outside world.
The aroma of wine and amber intertwined and lingered, and finally merged into one.
Then he opened his teeth tentatively, exposing the more secret place to the other party, licking his lips and tongue, like two primitive beasts.
Pei Zhuo couldn't help sobbing when he was kissed, but he refused to let go of him to beg for mercy, instead he leaned even tighter with his knuckles.
I don't know since when, they have been constantly seducing and controlling each other, because they want to put on a confusing armor, and because of love, they show their defenseless hearts.
Inexplicably sure that he will not be let down by the other party, he never tires in this game.
Eating, drinking, talking, asking, it doesn't matter anymore.
They didn't know how many times they kissed each other, as if they could go on like this forever, without going out of this small box, and without stopping.
Kiss for a while, take a breath, hug each other and touch, then raise your head and kiss deeply, endlessly.
The phone rang suddenly.
The monotonous initial bell rang four or five times in a row, and they were still clasping their fingers and intertwining their lips and teeth.
Pei Zhuo hummed indistinctly, and handed him the mobile phone on the table.
Lu Lin held him in his arms and refused to let go, so he answered the phone in this posture.
"Little Lu, what about eating outside? I didn't find you in the office." Director Chen said: "There is a professor from the Capital Normal University coming to give a lecture. At 4:30 in the afternoon, remember to come here."
Pei Zhuo had already slid onto his lap and was lying on his back, as if a little drunk.
"This professor is amazing. I think you have collected several books." Director Chen remembered something, and said: "When you go, remember to take Teacher Pei with you. He has only been in school for half a year. Still need your attention."
Lu Lin scratched Pei Zhuo's chin lightly with his fingertips, and watched him squint his eyes comfortably.
"Well, I'll take care of it."
When the phone was hung up, he leaned over and kissed his forehead.
"There is a lecture in the afternoon, we have to go back."
Pei Zhuo hummed in a low voice.
Lu Lin felt a little funny, and covered his side face with his palm.
"I didn't expect it before. It turns out that Teacher Pei likes to act like a baby."
He is cold and gentle in front of the students, but he has such a temperament in private.
Pei Zhuo held his hand, and rubbed his cheek against his palm, unwilling to cover it up.
The dark and closed small space makes people feel at ease, and makes people not want to think deeply about anything.
It took them nearly two hours to finish the meal, and when they walked out of the box, they hugged and kissed again, like high school students who ran out to have an affair.
When I walked out of the restaurant again, the sun was shining brightly on the street outside, and everything was bright and splendid. Pedestrians shuttled back and forth with shopping bags and handbags, and the world became what it used to be.
When the two of them were on the top, they were really on top, and when they got back into the car and became part of the real world again, they felt a little dazed.
Pei Zhuo sat in the co-pilot straightening his collar and glanced sideways at Lu Lin on the way back to school.
He has changed back to Chief Lu, with a cold and distant expression, and he is concentrating on driving while watching the road conditions.
The confused kisses just now seemed to have nothing to do with them.
Pei Zhuo slowed down for a while and was about to enter the state, when he suddenly called Officer Lu slowly.
Lu Lin looked at him sideways and couldn't help laughing.
Pei Zhuo also laughed, and returned to his usual serious working state after laughing, and went back to the teaching building with him one after the other.
The distance is neither close nor far, as if they are just ordinary colleagues.
Before walking up to the third floor, Lu Lin stopped and looked back at him.
"Teacher Pei." He wanted to reach out and touch his face again, but he kept his hands still.
"Can I go to your house at night, I want to have a serious talk with you."
"okay."
The two went up to the third floor, one to the left and the other to the right, each being submerged in the noisy flow of people.
Teacher Lu is the class teacher. Before the meeting, he has to go back to class 1 for regular discipline inspections, and then coordinate with the grades for the next month's arrangements.
Teacher Pei is an English teacher. She has to correct the papers, report the progress to the teaching team leader, and discuss the details of the next public class with the teacher.
It just so happened that Lao Zhao had something to do temporarily today, so he came to look for him in a hurry.
"Teacher Pei, my daughter-in-law is going to have a second child!" The middle-aged man was sweating all over his face when he spoke now, holding a stamped blank change slip in his hand: "You change two classes with me!" Okay, I have to go quickly, thank you thank you!"
"It's okay, you go first, I will help you with the formalities."
Old Zhao ran out relieved, and only halfway through the run did he remember that there was still a triangle plate around his arm. He took it off and threw it into the office and disappeared.
Pei Zhuo signed the form and went to class on time. When he opened the door, he saw the students looking sad. He blinked and said, "English is in this class."
"Isn't it a math test?" The student sitting in the front row immediately revived with blood: "No more tests?"
"It's estimated that you won't be able to see Mr. Zhao for the next two weeks," Pei Zhuo said, "Take back the math books, and we will talk about Unit 3 today."
Everyone cheered, and the boredom in the classroom was swept away.
Before class started, Pei Zhuo casually asked, "Did Teacher Lu come here just now?"
"Come here, and then follow Director Chen." The school committee answered: "Mr. Lu is very happy today. He was smiling the whole time talking to us. Several girls in our class were secretly taking pictures of him."
Can you be unhappy
Pei Zhuo nodded, began to write on the blackboard for them, and rubbed his neck while listening to the computer's startup music.
It's two o'clock, two and a half hours to see him, and four hours to get home from get off work.
Why haven't you finished school yet
Falling in love belongs to falling in love, and class belongs to class.
After Pei Zhuo returned to the teacher status, he continued to push the grammar points with them, and even passed the knowledge points he had taught them before.
Although Class One is an elite class, there are actually many children who are partial to subjects.
In some mathematics, you can get full marks in the back-to-back test, and you can pass in English is thankful.
Some English compositions are as good as their mother tongue, but they can't handle chemistry well, which makes Teacher Xiao Huang shake his head and sigh when correcting the paper.
Pei Zhuo showed the previous questions in the PPT, and clicked on the names according to the scores of the last test: "Zhou Ju, what do you choose for this question?"
A big boy stood up abruptly, shook his head twice and began to scratch his head.
"...just solve the problem according to the knowledge points just mentioned."
Zhou Ju nodded, and the students beside him were hissing his answers like little snakes.
Pei Zhuo pretended he didn't hear it, and asked again: "What do you choose?"
"C," the boy panicked, "Choose C!"
Pei Zhuo thought to himself that this guy probably went to sleep secretly again, rubbed his eyebrows and said, "When I talked about tense just now, what did you say?"
The school committee almost read out the notes aloud, and now he raised his hands and blushed.
The boy muttered, "Then, choose D?"
Several students who gave their answers next to his seat were full of hatred.
"Sit down." Pei Zhuo rolled up the book, and changed to a piece of blue chalk to circle the key points of the writing on the blackboard.
The answer is A.
"Actually, it's good for homework or exams, just to make sure you can write down the test points and knowledge points." He said slowly: "If you have too much homework and you can't finish it at night and feel sleepy, you can tell me later, and we can do it properly." Adjust."
Zhou Ju looked at him in embarrassment, the outline of the mobile phone in the sleeve of the school uniform looming.
Pei Zhuo was like a bright mirror in his heart, so he didn't point it out immediately, and continued to attend class according to the progress.
After the two classes were over, he returned to the office with his things in his arms, just in time to hear the teachers complaining.
"It's almost level three, why are you still playing with your phone?"
"I just grabbed someone who was reading novels in class, and I couldn't persuade him. He would be annoying if he talked too much."
Sister Zhang saw Pei Zhuo coming, and said hello, "Teacher Pei is back? I just passed class one just now, and saw you coming to class."
The teacher next to him continued to say: "Is there any mobile game that is very popular recently? I saw that the children were all fascinated. I heard that there was a student in Class 7 who charged thousands of dollars."
"Thousands of dollars?" Sister Zhang was also stunned, and reflexively said: "Nowadays, vegetable prices and oil prices are so expensive, how long can a few thousand dollars last?"
Pei Zhuo put away the file bag, closed the cabinet and said, "If the child spends real money, he probably won't want to part with it."
"But those on the phone are all numbers, so it doesn't feel expensive."
"But it's almost the third year of high school..."
"There is no way for us to teach like this. I will ask Chief Lu to give them a good meal later!"
"Hahaha is a way!"
Usually, Pei Zhuo would do things by himself, but when he heard them talking today, his mind fell back on Lu Lin.
Before he could come up with a solution, the teacher from the next-door group knocked on the door: "Everything is packed and ready for the meeting! Professor Xing has already arrived at the auditorium!"
The teachers all responded, talking and laughing as they walked downstairs.
Pei Zhuo followed behind them, and after walking a few steps, he found Lu Lin coming up from downstairs, and the two of them just met their eyes.
Lu Lin gave him a look, followed the trend and turned to go down, apparently to pick him up.
The two entered the auditorium together, Pei Zhuo greeted the other teachers one by one, and sat in the fourth row with Lu Lin.
He talked about what happened just now, and Lu Lin nodded after listening attentively.
"Yesterday, a student was playing with his mobile phone in math class, and I called him to the office." He unscrewed the mineral water and handed it to Pei Zhuo: "The student asked me, what is the use of learning math?"
Pei Zhuo took a sip of the water and listened to him continue talking.
"He asked me, will I still need trigonometric functions after graduation? Will anyone ask about the hyperbolic theorem when buying vegetables and taking the bus?" Lu Lin's tone was flat, without the slightest bit of anger after being offended: "I thought about it for a long time, let He'll go back and calm down first, and then talk to me after he recovers."
Pei Zhuo thought for a while, then said helplessly: "They are not at this age, what they say is false, and they can't listen to it."
"Actually, I thought of a way."
Lu Lin moved closer to him and whispered something in his ear.
Pei Zhuo's eyes lit up after hearing this: "That's a good idea, how did Teacher Lu come up with it?"
"I saw it by chance when I came home from get off work. It's a coincidence." Lu Lin took advantage of the opportunity and sat next to him. The two of them were very close, as if they were going to watch a movie together.
"If the grade is approved, you can go next month."
Teacher Xing just walked onto the stage, the lights dimmed, and everyone began to applaud one after another, listening to the old professor share his experiences.
An hour and a half is neither long nor short, but the old professor reads the manuscript to the PPT in a general way in the university, and it is easy to get sleepy after listening for a long time.
Pei Zhuo glanced at the mobile game played by the teacher sitting next to him, covered his lips and yawned.
Lu Lin was still taking notes, organized and indexed.
Pei Zhuo looked at it for a while, then quietly stretched out his hand from the hem of the windbreaker in the dark, and put it on his left hand.
Lu Lin's movements remained unchanged, his right hand was still writing notes on the materials, but his left hand slowly opened and clasped his hand back.
Both of them had slender, dry and warm knuckles, and they held each other silently in the dark without letting go for a long time.
Pei Zhuo held his hand and continued to listen to the lecture, occasionally scratching his palm with his fingertips, and the two looked at each other for just a second.
It feels so good to have someone you like.
By the time the lecture is over, the students have already left.
Over the past few years, the Education Bureau has tightened its control, preventing schools from holding evening self-study and making up classes on weekends. Previously, there were evening self-study spontaneously by teachers and students in the second and third grades of senior high school, but they were all canceled from this semester, and school was over on time at 5:30.
This is of course a good thing for the teachers. They can get off work early and go home to rest, instead of going back alone until late at night.
But the parents of the second and third graders complained so much that they could only hastily take their children to other cram schools.
Pei Zhuo packed up his things and was about to leave, but was stopped by Lu Lin.
"Teacher Pei, you go back first, I'll bring the good stuff later."
He stood so close that only the two of them could hear him.
"You wait for me at home first, okay?"
Pei Zhuo didn't know what he wanted to talk about, so he nodded obediently.
Just got home and cleaned up the house.
He hummed a song for a long time when he drove home, and he still remembered stopping at the gate of the community to buy two bags of fruit.
Amao was taken downstairs for a walk around in a symbolic manner, and the fun was not enough.
Pei Zhuo's house has always been very clean. He has the habit of cleaning the house and ventilating it frequently. In fact, it is already very good now.
Pei Zhuo turned on the lights in the living room and the door, and the room was suddenly brightly lit, as if he was waiting for someone to come back.
After thinking for a while, he took all the extra shoes back into the shoe cabinet, and put away all the sundries on the other tables. The house was immediately the same as the model room, and there was nothing wrong with it from top to bottom.
Amao followed Huchihuchi and ran around, wagging his tail wildly.
"When my brother comes later, you can't mess around with others, do you hear me?"
"Wow!"
Pei Zhuo found a hot towel, wiped his neck, head and paws clean, squatted down and continued to instruct: "You can't rush over and just lick people, be sensible."
The dog barked again, and leaned over to sniff his hand.
Only now did Pei Zhuo realize that he smelled bad, so he pulled his collar and sniffed.
I was rolling in Teacher Lu's arms at noon today, and now my whole body smells of him, and I haven't reacted yet.
... Thanks to the big hearts of the other teachers in the office, they didn't find anything wrong.
If you don’t want to use the same one in the future, treat it as a mutual recommendation between friends.
Just as I was thinking wildly, the doorbell downstairs rang.
Lu Lin stood downstairs holding a folder, still photogenic on the electronic screen with poor resolution.
"Good evening, Teacher Pei."
"Good evening." He said hurriedly, "I'll come down to pick you up."
In fact, there is no need to answer it. When the teacher information was registered before, Lu Lin knew which building and household he lived in.
But Pei Zhuo held back all afternoon, and now he didn't even bother to change his shoes, so he took the elevator down with his slippers on.
The door opened with a ding, like a gift box was unwrapped, and the two saw each other again.
The elevator door closed again, before they even had time to press the floor, they hugged each other again, their eyelashes touching and lightly pecking and kissing.
Pei Zhuo was pushed down to the floor by his arms, and suddenly wanted to ask for leave and not go to work tomorrow.
Not only do I not want to go to work tomorrow, but I also don’t want to go to work the day after tomorrow.
He pretended to be calm and didn't care for too long before, but now all his likes and obsessions are being released uncontrollably, making him completely unable to think about other things in his mind.
Lu Lin hugged him tightly, and kissed his forehead before opening the door.
"I have a Dalmatian called Amao." Pei Zhuo opened the door, and the dog sat in the doorway, barking at the two of them.
Lu Lin changed his shoes and said hello to the dog.
Amao asked him to pat his head cautiously, sitting in a very dignified posture.
"By the way, what does Teacher Lu want to talk to me about?" Pei Zhuo poured him a glass of water and motioned him to sit on the sofa.
Lu Lin waited until he also sat down, then put the folder out again, and said slowly, "Talk about us."
Pei Zhuo sat up straighter: "Okay."
"Teacher Pei." When Lu Lin said these words, he was still a little shy.
"I really like you."
"I don't just want to play, I just want to have fun."
He speaks very slowly when expressing his love, but every word is powerful.
"If we fall in love, I will be very serious and care about everything related to you."
Pei Zhuo looked at him, and said after a while: "I like you very much, too."
Obviously I have said it many times in my heart, and I have heard actors say it many times over and over again in TV dramas.
It was so clean and pure to tell the whole story, as if time stopped suddenly.
"Mr. Lu, I also want to have a future with you."
Be your lover, be your lover, there will be endless future.
Lu Lin's gaze became hot, and he leaned over to kiss his lips restrainedly, and opened the file bag.
"Here is my bank card and passbook."
Pei Zhuo blinked, watching him take out the documents one by one.
"Ms. Pei, I know that same-sex marriages are not allowed now."
"But I hope you can rest assured." The man lowered his head and slowly opened the old passbook, his voice a little dry.
"Although the salary of being a teacher is very stable, it is true that the income is not much."
"I can't afford a house, I'm renting now, and I usually live frugally."
"This is the 4.23 million I invested and saved. Even if we have any accidents in the future, I can take care of you."
Pei Zhuo didn't expect him to be so frank, he said in a daze, "Mr. Lu..."
"Actually, you can also buy it, but it's very small. After buying it, there is no way out."
Lu Lin looked up at him with a soft voice.
Whether it's desires or preferences when in love, he wants to satisfy everything he has and be his only lover.
"Teacher Pei, it's my first time dating and I have no experience."
"It may be abrupt for me to do this, and I just want to tell you that I will be by your side for anything in the future, and you can trust and rely on me."
"I really... like you very much."
Pei Zhuo rubbed his forehead and smiled for a while, then said helplessly, "It's also my first time."
Lu Lin was a little surprised: "Is this the first time?"
"Does not look like?"
"No," Lu Lin said quickly, "but you are so nice, I thought there were many people chasing you."
"Yes." Pei Zhuo nodded: "But there is no way to make me fall in love."
Lu Lin stopped, seeing that he was not ashamed to ask.
Pei Zhuo knew what he was thinking, smiled and pressed his hand on his chest.
"Ms. Lu just makes me very tempted."
Very tempting from the first sight.
The man raised his lips and smiled, and leaned over to kiss his lips again.
He put the passbook aside and took out two more documents.
"This is my explanation for investing in foreign exchange and stocks. In the past, I would choose a very risky plan, but now that I have met Mr. Pei, I will go in a safe direction."
Pei Zhuo listened quietly to his continuation, feeling warm in his heart.
He likes Lu Lin because he thinks he has the heart of a child and a sexy man at the same time.
Not many can do both at the same time.
"This is my intention to buy a house in the future, and the provident fund has not been touched."
Lu Lin showed him the documents one by one, and finally took out a yellowed photo.
"This... is the situation in my family."
Pei Zhuo frowned, and took the photo that was patched with tape.
The family of three was torn apart, the parents had bright smiles, and the teenager looked restrained.
"I broke off ties with them when I was eighteen, and I haven't gone back yet." Lu Lin lowered his head and said softly, "I think it's better to clarify all this before falling in love."
Ten years have passed.
Pei Zhuo stroked the crack on the photo with his fingertips, and said slowly: "Mr. Lu is afraid that I will mind this matter."
Lu Lin nodded.
He always cared about this rupture in his heart, and felt that it was an ugly scar that was difficult to express.
So I presented my sincerity and exposed everything, I don't know how to keep him.
"Without the blessing of my parents... it doesn't seem very good. Before I met you, I didn't know that I would like the same sex, and they didn't know this, so I'm afraid they wouldn't accept it either." Lu Lin said awkwardly, "Does Teacher Pei mind?"
Pei Zhuo was still looking at the pale boy in the photo.
"Lu Lin, what happened back then?"
It was the first time he called his name directly.
Lu Lin calmed down and said briefly: "The desire to control."
"My parents are very controlling people."
"They are all professors, so they all believe in everything they know and do not allow any refutation and change."
As small as walking posture, the order in which fruits, vegetables and meat are eaten when eating, as large as the choice of studies and careers, when, where, and whom to marry in the future, and how many children will be born after marriage, he is resolutely not given any choice room for.
"After they gave birth to me, they had a bad relationship. They often argued and quarreled. Later, they simply vented their anger in these rules."
It is a miracle that I have not turned into a monster like them in these eighteen years.
Lu Lin hasn't said this to anyone for a long time, and the softness in his heart is slowly being released.
"At that time, Teacher Xiao Huang lived across from my house, calling me to play with other boys next door every day, so that I could recover from the suffocation and find out who I am."
"I am grateful to him."
Pei Zhuo put down the photo in his hand, and hugged him tightly without saying a word.
"Lu Lin." He tightened his arms, feeling the other party trembling slightly.
"These years, it's hard for you to live alone."
Men are strong and tall, but also fragile.
He hugged Pei Zhuo and paused for a long time, waiting for the sadness to fade away.
"I miss them very much." Lu Lin closed his eyes and said slowly, "I shouldn't miss them, but I still miss them."
He wanted to say these words a long time ago, even if he had a chat with the homeless man on the street, the depression in his heart would be much better. But in the past ten years, the right person has not been waited for.
Now... it seems that the wait has finally come.
Pei Zhuo was reluctant to let go of him, hugged him along his back, helped him put away his things after a while, and poured him another glass of water.
Lu Lin sat in the same place and looked at him, no matter where Pei Zhuo went, his eyes would follow him.
Pei Zhuo brought out the fruit plate and said unhurriedly: "Relax, Teacher Lu, I won't eat you again."
"Then you... would you like to be with me?"
Pei Zhuo sat beside him with a plate, leaned over and kissed the corner of his lips.
"It almost bit the corner of my lip at noon, why don't you ask me if I want to?"
Lu Lin reached out to touch his lips: "Is it broken?"
"No, and I like it very much." Pei Zhuo breathed a sigh of relief: "I thought you were going to say something serious, but I was a little flustered all afternoon."
"The previous things are over, and I will accompany you in the future."
He paused when he said this, and suddenly thought of the thing that he was doing the experiment before he transferred to another school.
After thinking for a few seconds, he still didn't speak.
It's over anyway.
Lu Lin responded to the confession with smiles in his eyes.
He paused when he got up, and suddenly said: "Mr. Pei, can you let me hug you for a while before leaving?"
Pei Zhuo's cheeks burned, he stood up and reached for the switch, and turned off all the lights in the living room.
The two were trapped in the darkness, groping and hugging each other tightly again, as if their bones and flesh were kneaded together.
Pei Zhuo knelt in his arms, first buried his cheeks in his neck, then raised his head to kiss his lips.
It turns out that kissing is such a happy thing.
The delicate touch is connected into one piece, and the fingers are pressed tightly on the cheeks to rub, and even the warm breath is wonderful.
Lu Lin clasped his waist tightly with both hands, and said in a low voice for a while: "Mr. Pei is so soft."
Pei Zhuo thought to himself that I have practiced yoga for four years, and you will be blessed enough in the future.
He was stuck in his arms and didn't get up, his voice was a little hoarse: "Mr. Lu wants to open a gift tonight, or take it slowly."
Lu Lin bent down and kissed his earlobe, and whispered in his ear with a low smile.
"Didn't it mean that there is still a lot to come?"
If you stay here today, you may not have enough time. Anyway, I have to find a weekend.
Pei Zhuo responded softly, his palms still probing the shape of his chest muscles.
They kissed each other a little hard, and they simply hugged each other until the physical reaction passed, straightened each other's clothes, and then got up to turn on the light.
"I'm going back."
"Okay, I'll see you off."
Then all the way from the door to the elevator, and from the elevator to the outside of the building.
"You go back," Lu Lin helped him straighten his messy hair: "The days are still long, see you tomorrow."
Pei Zhuo was brought back to his senses by the night wind, waved his hands and turned to go home.
No, he was so worthless when he first fell in love, and he still clings to others and refuses to let him go.
He patted his face, first went to shower and wash clothes, and then went back to the bedroom to listen to VOA.
After listening to it for a long time, my mind was distracted, and I wanted to send him another WeChat message.
... sticking to him from noon to night, wouldn't it be inappropriate to send it again.
Just thinking about it, the phone rang suddenly.
Pei Zhuo pressed the answer button in the next second, forgetting even his habitual reserve.
"Teacher Lu?"
"I'm home." The sound of the key opening the door came from the man's side, and he said unhurriedly, "Are you asleep?"
"not yet."
"It's really strange," Lu Lin said lightly, "I just hugged you half an hour ago, and now I'm starting to panic again."
Holding the phone in both hands, Pei Zhuo whispered, "Teacher Lu, me too."
"As soon as you leave, I miss you so much."